Chapter 32 With the mountains and the sea in the background, there is no way out
Cong Jiajia was once again moved by Cheng Nanwei's trust, if there were no such troublesome interferences, if it weren't for her own physical problems, she really wouldn't have left Cheng Nanwei with such a man.
She has never seen such a weak Cheng Nanwei, her heart is also very painful, very painful, but she can't take back what she said, she is now facing the mountains and the sea, there is no way out, there is Yu Zhan in front, Dong Zheming in the back, Yu Zhan and Dong Zheming, the golden pair, form the strongest and ferocious combination, they are fierce, insidious means emerge in endlessly, Cong Jiajia is powerless to resist, can only raise his hand to surrender, give up Cheng Nanwei.
She ordered herself to pluck up the courage to get up and meet Cheng Nanwei's painful eyes, she mustered up the courage for a long time, and she couldn't say 'I don't love you' to Cheng Nanwei, she could only avoid the important and said: "Song Chenfei and I are the same age, we have similar interests, we are attracted to each other, we like each other, there is nothing strange about this, we can go slow rocking together, we can go bungee jumping together, we can go skiing together, we can go to eat roadside stalls together."
He doesn't have a complicated identity and background, I feel relaxed and happy with him, he has a lot of ideas, ways to play, he has a lot of time to spend with me, he can bring me happiness, surprises, novelty, you can't bring me, if I could have met Song Chenfei earlier, my initial choice would have been him. ”
Cheng Nanwei is a person with strong self-esteem, although Cong Jiajia didn't directly say that he didn't love him, he was still hit by Cong Jiajia's words.
Cong Jiajia said that she was the same age as Song Chenfei, which means that he was old; Cong Jiajia said that she and Song Chenfei could play a lot of new and exciting things, but they hated him for not having vitality; Cong Jiajia said that if she had met Song Chenfei earlier, she would have chosen to be with Song Chenfei, which means that she regretted marrying him.........
Cheng Nanwei, who has always been arrogant, was really hit, his face became pale, his hands were trembling slightly, his fingers were cold, and the whole person was as if he had just been fished out of the snow.
Cheng Nanwei stared at Cong Jiajia painfully, showing disappointment in his disappointment, "Are you and Song Chenfei really together?" Aren't you angry with me? ”
Cong Jiajia really didn't want to say such cruel words to Cheng Nanwei, but she couldn't be destroyed by attachment anymore, and she couldn't be reluctant to shake her legs that had to leave, if she and Cheng Nanwei were destined to separate, then, at this moment, let all of them fall apart.
She looked at Cheng Nanwei calmly, and even smiled at Cheng Nanwei, "You don't believe what others say, don't you believe your own eyes?" Today I am with Song Chenfei, you also saw it, your mother's previous evidence is true, although Song Chenfei and I have not done anything deviant, but we love each other spiritually, it is indeed true.
Cheng Nanwei, I know that I am very sorry for you, I have nothing to compensate you for, I can only say thank you for your love and care for me for more than a year, I wish you a happy life in the future and happiness forever. ”
When Cong Jiajia said this, she couldn't help but think of Yu Zhan, Cheng Nanwei will no longer have himself in his future life, all the qiē here will be banned by Yu Zhan, her heart hurts, but she still insisted and said: "Our married life can only go here, Cheng Nanwei, let's leave"
"Cong Jiajia, shut up for me..."Cheng Nanwei suddenly shouted, staring at Cong Jiajia with wide eyes, clenching his fists desperately, and his annoyed lips trembled slightly.
Cong Jiajia looked at him, a little scared, and didn't dare to continue.
He looked at Cong Jiajia sadly, grabbed Cong Jiajia's hand hard, and whispered in an almost painful voice: "Cong Jiajia...... We have lived together for so long, I can clearly feel that you are good to me, I don't believe that you don't love me a little bit? I can't accept that you are so light and separate..."
Cong Jiajia endured the pain and wanted to uproot Cheng Nanwei in her heart, "I admit it, I like to be with you very much, but this kind of liking is not love, you also know, my father treats me very badly, I am a child who lacks fatherly love, being with you, let me get back this feeling, you gave me fatherly considerate care, lenient tolerance, you make me feel very warm and dependent." ”
Cheng Nanwei's face turned from white to blue, and he felt like a father to Cong Jiajia, which means that he is very old...
Cong Jiajia hardened her heart, pretended to be calm with all her might, and continued: "I married you at the beginning, just because I wanted to find a sheltered harbor and find a man to support me, you basically did all this, I want to live like this, at this time, your mother came, making a mess of our lives, when I was forced by your mother to mess up, Song Chenfei appeared in my life, I seemed to see the dawn of life, breathed fresh oxygen, I began to like to be with Song Chenfei."
But at that time, I didn't want to divorce, I felt sorry for you, I thought I should be responsible for the marriage, so I have been living with you reluctantly, and then, Yu Zhan appeared again, we were noisy and noisy, I think this time we should really divorce, who knew that I was pregnant, I think for the sake of the child, we still have to make do. ”
Cong Jiajia was upset, and what she said was not logical, she just wanted her words to be vicious enough to hit Cheng Nanwei.
Cheng Nanwei heard Cong Jiajia say this, and the person really seemed to be struck by lightning, his face was blue and white for a while, and he was speechless for a while.
Cong Jiajia looked at him, a little scared, and didn't dare to continue.
Cheng Nanwei relieved his breath for a while, pointed at Cong Jiajia with his big finger, and said in great frustration: "Cong Jiajia, it turns out that this is how you view our marriage?" So you've been living so hard? You were struggling to get along with me at first? Did you make do with me later? I turned out to be such a failed man, I actually let you suffer so many grievances... I didn't even make you feel a little happy in marriage, since you have lived such a hard life, why didn't you tell me earlier, I can set you free, I can let you be liberated..."
Cong Jiajia saw that she had hurt Cheng Nanwei a lot, she blamed herself and felt distressed, she didn't dare to look at Cheng Nanwei's eyes anymore, lowered her head and said sullenly: "What do you mean, you agree to the divorce..."
Cheng Nanwei was suddenly awakened, he just didn't allow Cong Jiajia to talk about divorce, how could he talk and run to the topic of divorce, he thought of divorcing Cong Jiajia, and when he thought that there would be no Cong Jiajia in his life in the future, the pain immediately did not have any buffer, seeping into every inch of his body, and it hurt like rotten flesh scraping bones.
He took a deep breath, steadied his feelings, and said to Cong Jiajia in a slow tone: "Today we are all a little impulsive, divorce is not a trivial matter, we can't make decisions under impulse, let's all calm down, okay..."
Listening to Cheng Nanwei's words with a sense of pleading, Cong Jiajia's heart was even more uncomfortable, this person is Cheng Nanwei, he is high and admired by thousands of people, but at this moment, he is looking at himself pleadingly, talking to himself so carefully, she really feels sorry for Cheng Nanwei like this, but she can't give him a little comfort.
Cheng Nanwei's eyes were sharp, and he saw that Cong Jiajia's thoughts were a little shaken, and hurriedly said: "I am in a hurry to come back today, in fact, I want to explain to you about Yu Zhan coming to send me last night, I drank too much last night, and I didn't have a little consciousness, it should have been the driver who sent me back, but Xue Jiali made a hindrance and asked Yu Zhan to send me back, I really don't know about this situation, I only knew about it after asking the driver this morning." ”
It's okay that he didn't mention Yu Zhan, but as soon as he mentioned Yu Zhan, Cong Jiajia immediately thought of Cheng Nanwei's drunken call to Yu Zhan's name last night, and her heart that had just softened couldn't help but harden.
Between her and Cheng Nanwei, there are too many questions, Dong Zheming's obstruction, Yu Zhan's destruction and coercion, and the destruction of his own body, the secret in Cheng Nanwei's heart, Cong Jiajia, really feels that there is no way to live this life anymore.
She smiled indifferently at Cheng Nanwei, "You don't have to explain to me what happened last night, I want to divorce you, it has nothing to do with last night's incident, the fault of this divorce is me, I fell in love with another man, I can leave the house..."
Cheng Nanwei was so resolute and indifferent Cong Jiajia had no choice, he held Cong Jiajia's hand and pleaded in a low voice, "Jiajia, don't be impulsive, okay, I'll wait for my beloved to rush back to drive, you have a good rest at home, and I'll talk about everything when I come back in the evening..."
Seeing that Cong Jiajia didn't speak, he shook Cong Jiajia's hand again and said, "Don't think about anything, and don't make decisions when you're impulsive, okay..."
Cheng Nanwei looked at Cong Jiajia eagerly, at this moment, he really felt that he was no longer himself, he was no longer the resolute and resolute Cheng Nanwei he used to be, and his heart was not his heart as hard as steel, for the first time in his life, he became weak and powerless.
Cong Jiajia's heart is naturally not made of steel, such a long time of disguise and acting has exhausted all her heart, she nodded slightly at Cheng Nanwei, and the hand on the other side was holding hard, supporting her not to fall.
Cheng Nanwei really had a meeting to hold, he carefully hugged Cong Jiajia, and told Cong Jiajia not to run around and think about it, and then left home.
As soon as she heard the sound of the door closing, Cong Jiajia immediately felt like she was cramped, suddenly lost all her strength, and fell weakly on the sofa.
It is said that the most intolerable thing for a man is the betrayal of his wife, today she and Cheng Nanwei made it clear, they must never turn back, thinking that she was about to lose Cheng Nanwei, Cong Jiajia was sad, her eyes were red, and she was about to shed tears when her mobile phone rang.
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