I haven't seen a bright sun in days

When I woke up, I heard the sound of rain falling outside the window

It's raining, I've been looking forward to the rain for a long time, for a cropper, this rain is like the nectar, our fruit trees can drink water happily,

But in the face of this hazy sky, the mood is so depressing

It's been a long time since I've been so depressed and depressed, and I haven't felt that dazed feeling for a long time

That kind of sadness and loneliness that is full of flowers and curtains has been haunting me for the past few days

I haven't been broken for a romance TV series for a long time, and I happened to turn the channel and saw our Shandong Film and Television's "National Color Tianxiang", and I fell in love with it all of a sudden, just because the sadness in it was so infatuated,

Suddenly looked at the phone and it hasn't been a good contact with anyone for a long time.

I looked at the diary, I haven't written a diary for a long time, it's not that I don't have anything to write, but I don't have the ability anymore, and now I can't write well on paper, I can't write well, I'm really afraid that one day my eyes will be completely black

The computer is sick, ask my cousin to restore the system

At this time, I was bored and thought that I hadn't had a good peer chat for a long time, and everyone around me was moved by going to school and working, and I was left alone

The tragic song of online love is like a false dream, people's hearts are full of holes, and I unknowingly fell into a ridiculous scam, and when I woke up from the dream, I realized that I was so simple, and only then did I know that the more innocent I was, the more hurt I was. I'm glad I'm over, I grew up with that experience, some people say I'll always live in the lies made up by that person, but I still came out with difficulty, and the good past was completely broken, when that person called again that day and entangled, I ruthlessly said that you found the wrong person, I hung up the phone quickly, at that moment I felt a sense of accomplishment, I walked out, really came out, in the face of that person's heart no longer hurts, there is no feeling, I came out, A passionate World Cup didn't dispel my thoughts of him, but in the end I came out on my own.

Although life is very peaceful, the unwillingness in my heart always inadvertently plays with my already fragile heart

It's another season for flowers to bloom and fall, but dreams are getting farther and farther away from me

If I give up on my original dream, what else will I have? This last support is gone?

I can only bury my tiredness in the bottom of my heart, and I dare not say it, for fear that my parents will worry,

I can only bury that loneliness in the bottom of my heart, afraid of being seen through

I tried to pretend I didn't care about anything, but didn't I really care? Only the heart knows

Only when I get out of school do I know the hardships of life

Only when I walked out of the campus did I know the cruelty of reality

When I walked out of school, I realized that I could no longer be supported and encouraged

When I walked out of school, I realized that I had to face a lifetime of loneliness

Only when I walked out of school did I realize my previous innocence

Only when I walked out of campus did I regret not cherishing it

When I walked out of school, I realized that my pride was worthless

When I walked out of school, I realized that I was really not so active anymore

When I walked out of the campus, I realized that I would also be depressed

Only when I walked out of the campus did I know what it meant to be sorrowful

Only when I got out of the campus did I know-

I don't know when my heart is as brittle as paper

I don't know if it's wrong, I've written so many messy things, I hope it won't affect everyone's mood, otherwise I'll be guilty