Chapter 279: Tell the secrets in your heart
Different people will always have different views on the world, and everyone is different, so the world in everyone's eyes is different.
Simple and kind people will think that this world is beautiful, and there will be no too ugly people and things, and even if they do, they will instinctively beautify and whitewash in their hearts, which may be a kind of escapism from reality, but this is also an instinctive reaction to self-preservation;
And people who are quite scheming will see the world as very realistic, they will see life as a trial, and they will treat the whole world as a stage, let themselves perform, whether beautiful or ugly, they can see it all.
Ling Yanbing and Tian Shaoyin obviously belong to the former, and the other belongs to the latter. The growth environment determines a person's heart, so the worldview and outlook on life of the two of them are completely different.
Tian Shaoyin from the moment his parents left eighteen years ago, his life has undergone earth-shaking changes, and his heart has become no longer pure, and he has gradually moved towards a dark road.
He knew why his father Xiao Moting lost, and why the fame that shocked the business world back then disappeared, it was because he trusted his friends and colleagues too much and was not vigilant that Ling Wanli would have an opportunity, and Wu Qinsheng and Ji Mingchang, two villains who ate inside and out, would steal trade secrets.
It is precisely because of this that Tian Shaoyin does not want to follow in his footsteps, he is afraid that he will be hurt, so he will not take others lightly, he will always have reservations, and leave a way back for himself, so as not to have no way back one day.
He thinks that Xiao Ruoshui used to live a very sad and useless life! He fell ~ off the cliff and did not die, but he was fortunately saved by Sister Lin of Tianxi Orphanage, he did not die, and he did not immediately find a way to take revenge, but indulged in laughter with others, and even gave up to take revenge.
If it weren't for Tianxiangyi finding him back then, if he hadn't known that only by borrowing the power of the Heavenly Family would he have a chance to take revenge, he wouldn't have resolutely left the Tianxi Orphanage and become a member of the Heavenly Family.
Since changing his identity, Tian Shaoyin is also completely like a different person, except for his appearance, he can rarely see the shadow of Xiao Ruoshui in the past, Xiao Ruoshui in the past was very simple, he did things with a tendon, and he always lacked consideration. And now he is always thoughtful in everything he does, and he likes to plan everything carefully and seamlessly.
Tian Shaoyin lived for revenge in this life, although he was very tired, but he never gave up.
Although Ling Yanbing was once born in an orphanage, it did not make her character cold, she still maintained the character of liking to help people, and she had no scheming, so she had no secrets in her heart, and she would always think about others, it was because she had too many concerns, so she did not mention the name Yan'er in front of Tian Shaoyin, if she revisited the old things, it would mean that it would bring harm, she would rather bear this qiē alone, love someone, she should think about him.
If you don't know a person's past, you can't judge his present, and Ling Yanbing has always thought so.
Although she doesn't know much about Tian Shaoyin, she thinks that she knows his other identity Xiao Ruoshui very well, so she also wants to know what his past was like.
She remembered that her grandfather Tianzhongyun said that Tian Shaoyin was adopted by Tian Xiangyi from Tianxi Orphanage, which showed that Tian Shaoyin actually had nothing to do with the Tian family before.
This also shows even more that Xiao Ruoshui is really an orphan, why did he become an orphan?
When she was in Tianxi Orphanage before, she also tried to ask, and although fifteen years had passed, she still remembered that conversation with him clearly.
She asks him why he doesn't laugh, he asks her why she laughs, and later says that his mom and dad were killed by bad guys, so he never laughs again.
At that time, she was still young and didn't think too much, but now that she thinks about it, is it true? Could it be that Xiao Ruoshui fifteen years ago really had no relatives?
She just wanted to know why he ended up in Tianxi Orphanage, and why he was inexplicably taken in by Tianxiangyi?
She remembered the first time she saw him, he had a cast on his leg, what had happened before that? Doesn't he have any relatives either?
"Shaoyin, I heard from my grandfather that your mother adopted you from Tianxi Orphanage." Finally opened her mouth, Ling Yanbing always felt that Xiao Ruoshui had experienced something before becoming Tian Shaoyin, and because she loved him, she wanted to know more.
Tian Shaoyin was slightly stunned, he didn't expect that his grandfather would even tell Ling Yanbing this secret, they had only met once, how could it have reached the point where they had nothing to talk about, was Ling Yanbing really likable? Why did Grandpa trust her so much? He even told Sù some secrets that he hadn't even heard of.
He admitted that although he and his grandfather also had a deep relationship, it was more like the kind of friendship between brothers, obviously there was no close relative who was beyond the blood relationship, and he also knew that he was not the blood of the Heavenly Family, and he also knew that Tianzhongyun would agree to take him in back then, and it was entirely because of his mother Tianjiaoyi, who insisted that she liked this child very much, so Tianzhongyun did not object.
"Yes, grandpa is right, I actually have no blood relationship with the heavenly family, I used to be a homeless orphan." It was originally a fact, and Tian Shaoyin didn't want to deny it anymore, he hated to explain, and he didn't bother to hide the truth. What's more, he felt that Ling Yanbing had heard the story of him and Yan'er fifteen years ago, since the two of them met in Tianxi Orphanage, of course he was an orphan, how could a child with a family appear in the orphanage, and then meet Yan'er there?
He doesn't regret the days in Tianxi Orphanage, and he doesn't regret knowing Yan'er, even if the current Yan'er has already changed, he won't regret the person he knew at the beginning, because Yan'er was really good at that time, bringing some light to his originally bleak life and illuminating his way forward.
It was originally an expected result, but seeing Tian Shaoyin nodding and admitting, Ling Yanbing still felt a little surprised.
"Shaoyin, were you also abandoned by your parents?" Ling Yanbing just wanted to determine if what she had heard fifteen years ago was the truth.
"No, it's not!" Tian Shaoyin immediately denied that his parents loved him very much, gave him what he wanted, and cared about him very much, how could they abandon their children in the orphanage like those irresponsible parents!
Tian Shaoyin didn't realize that he was actually too excited, and such an answer would make people think that he was hiding something.
Tian Shaoyin's excited expression made Ling Yanbing even more puzzled, why was he so excited when he mentioned his parents, could it be that his parents were really killed by bad people? This also reminded her of a story that Tian Shaoyin had told one night before. The little boy in that story is named Ruofeng, and he seems to be very similar to him.
Eager to seek an answer, Ling Yanbing couldn't help but ask, "Shaoyin, I remember that you told me a story about the little boy Ruofeng before, is that story ......?"
"Yan Bing, it's late, let's rest." Before Ling Yanbing could finish speaking, Tian Shaoyin hurriedly interrupted her words, and his heartstrings tightened again, as if he had been touched by the pain he didn't want to mention in his heart.
"Shaoyin......" Ling Yanbing looked at Tian Shaoyin in surprise.
At that moment, Ling Yanbing once again saw Tian Shaoyin's cold eyes, which were so terrifying and familiar.
It would have made her think that he was a stranger she didn't know at all, and she had seen him look at her with such cold eyes as if from hell many times, and she shuddered.
She remembered that when the demon appeared, Tian Shaoyin had this look in her eyes, and such a cold expression made her isolated and helpless, making her as if she was in hell.
Why was he so excited when he mentioned Tian Shaoyin's parents just now, why did he want to change the topic when he mentioned the story about the little boy Ruofeng, and even his gentle eyes suddenly turned cold.
Is that the story true? Could it be that both his father and mother were killed? Could he be the little boy of that story, Ruofeng?
She remembered that Tian Shaoyin once told the story that Ruofeng's father was betrayed by his best friend, the company went bankrupt, and he was forced to commit suicide by jumping off the building, and Ruofeng's mother died in a car accident, and her death was not accidental, but someone moved the brake line.
Later, if Ruofeng was chased and killed, he would fall ~ off the cliff, was rescued by a well-wisher, and sent to a nearby orphanage, and then he was also adopted by someone, these things are very consistent with the former Xiao Ruoshui.
Although she didn't ask what happened before in Tianxi Orphanage at that time, she did see Xiao Ruoshui's injured leg, which seemed to indicate that he was Ruofeng, the little boy in that story.
She remembered that when Tian Shaoyin told that story, she also deliberately said that this story was absolutely fictional, and it seemed that it was not fiction at all, but the fact that there was once zài.
Ling Yanbing didn't understand why he deliberately concealed that fact? Why don't you just sue her, in fact, he is the little boy Ruofeng? What is the purpose of his deliberate concealment? If he really didn't want her to know, why did he have to tell her the story as a fiction? Does he have any other purpose?
Now that I think about that story carefully, I also found more coincidences, the little girl in the orphanage that Ruofeng met in the story of Tian Shaoyin should be Yan'er, that is, her.
It turned out that she had brought him laughter and made his life shine again, and it was she who made him regain his old smile.
I never knew that she was so important to Xiao Ruoshui, but now I feel really happy when I think about it, it turns out that her appearance really made Xiao Ruoshui happy, and it turns out that she has also changed his life.
However, while being happy, he can't help but feel sad, because if Tian Shaoyin is the little boy Ruofeng in the story, if those things really happened to him one by one, then how much pain he has endured.
Ling Yanbing's eyes looked at Tian Shaoyin without blinking, he was once Xiao Ruoshui, her Ruoshui brother.
When she first met him, he used to look cold, and at that time she asked him why he didn't like to laugh, and later she told him that she liked the way he smiled when he smiled, and told him that he was not a relative, and she didn't.
Perhaps it was after that that she saw Xiao Ruoshui's charming smile.
Ling Yanbing never knew why Xiao Ruoshui didn't hesitate to follow Tianxiang Yi back then, was he tired of life in the orphanage? Or does he have some other purpose? Did he leave for revenge?
She only remembered that he had told her that he would always be with her and would not leave her, and it must be a very important thing for him to make up his mind to leave Tianxi Orphanage, what would it be?
If it's really just for revenge, is he done with it now? He doesn't seem to be done with that story, what else happened next? Are all the enemies really dead? Is he really free of any burdens now? If not, why would he mind if the story was brought up again?
I want to know, but I have no way of knowing, and the only person who knows the answer is Tianshaoyin. Tian Shaoyin will definitely not sue her.
Ling Yanbing didn't understand, she had already become husband and wife with Tian Shaoyin, why there were some things, he still didn't want her to know, whether he didn't trust her enough, or he didn't want her to worry about his affairs.
Of the two, Ling Yanbing was more inclined to the latter, she felt that Tian Shaoyin must not want her to worry about his affairs, so she would always be reluctant to tell the secrets in her heart.
She believes that time will solve a problem, and one day, the two of them will be able to be honest with each other, tell the secrets in their hearts, and be transparent to each other like a blank sheet of paper.
Seeing that Ling Yanbing didn't ask again, Tian Shaoyin also felt very relieved in his heart, he didn't want to mention the old pain of eighteen years ago, not to mention that her identity was still Ling Wanli's daughter, even if he didn't mind her identity as the enemy's daughter, he didn't want to say this in front of her, he didn't need the sympathy of others, he didn't feel pitiful, he would definitely send all the people who had hurt him to hell, and let them take responsibility for the mistakes they had made!
"Shaoyin, you know what? My kids have been kicking me lately. Ling Yanbing didn't want to dwell on this heavy issue anymore, so she deliberately changed the topic.
"Really?" Tian Shaoyin also felt relieved, put away all the troubles just now, and looked at Ling Yanbing's slightly raised lower abdomen, his big hand gently touched her belly, and his movements were still so gentle.
Suddenly, he lowered his head and lay on Ling Yanbing's stomach, listening to the familiar heartbeat, "Tianming, don't kick your mother again, she's my baby." ”
"Shaoyin, how do you know that it must be Tianming, maybe it is natural?" Ling Yanbing smiled playfully.
"Whether you are Tianming or natural, don't kick your mother again, otherwise Dad will be angry." Tian Shaoyin suddenly held Ling Yanbing's hand, and his expression became extremely serious, "Yanbing, thank you for your hard work." ”
"How can it be, it's not hard at all, I feel very happy." Ling Yanbing pursed her lips and smiled, and said with a happy face: "As long as I think that I will be born in a few months, I will feel very happy." ”
"It's late, go to bed early, I'll be by your side forever." Tian Shaoyin hugged Ling Yanbing tightly, he believed that one day, there would be no more secrets between them. R1154