Chapter 160: So I'm Just a Shadow of Someone Else?
Just a few steps away, the once familiar person reappeared in his world, within reach, and this time he said nothing and would not let go again!
The last time she said goodbye, Liu Jingqing thought that she would never have the opportunity to see Ling Yanbing again in the future, but she didn't expect to meet her here, did God hear his call and send her back to his world?
The last time he broke into Tian's house at night, he thought that he would be able to leave Tian Shaoyin with Ling Yanbing with a few helpers, but he didn't expect that he underestimated Tian Shaoyin's strength too much, and was instead repaired ruthlessly.
Although he was very angry, he did not tell Liu Yuang, who worked in the Public Security Bureau, about the matter.
He trespassed into a private house, which could not be justified no matter where he was placed, so he completely concealed the fact that he was beaten, firstly, because it was very faceless and easy to tell the truth, and secondly, he did not want to become a laughing stock for other people's after-dinner discussions.
"Yan Bing......" Liu Jingqing called softly, and approached Ling Yanbing, for so many days, he had not forgotten her, she was always in his heart.
The days of losing her made him gradually lose himself, lose his way, and no matter what he did, he was listless.
Although the family tried their best to match him with Han Jing's daughter Han Ningwu, he refused to agree no matter what he said, and decided that Ling Yanbing had to marry her all his life, and the family really had no way to deal with him, so he didn't force him anymore.
Ling Yanbing used to be the goddess in his heart, holy and inviolable, although something like that happened at the engagement banquet, although he could never forget the thing that was very shameful to him, but he just couldn't control his heart, he still thought about her, thinking of her, her smile would often appear in his mind, and he couldn't forget it.
However, such a person is about to marry someone else and become someone else's wife, how can he be willing, she is his beloved, she should have been his wife, how can he give her up!
"Jingqing?" Ling Yanbing also noticed that the person who walked towards her was none other than Liu Jingqing, who hadn't seen her for a long time, he seemed to have become thinner than before, he had always loved cleanliness, he hadn't shaved his beard, there was still a little stubble left on his chin, and his eyes seemed to have become vicissitudes.
Was she the one who made him what he is now? Seeing him like this, I suddenly felt so guilty.
"Yan Bing, long time no see, I miss you so much." Liu Jingqing stepped forward and held Ling Yanbing's hand tightly, she hadn't seen her for so long, she still looked so cute and charming, and there was more charm of a little woman in her clear eyes, which made his heart throb inexplicably.
Ling Yanbing hurriedly withdrew her hand from Liu Jingqing's palm, she knew that she was already going to marry Tian Shaoyin, and she should not have anything to do with Liu Jingqing anymore, there was no longer any possibility between her and him, and she could no longer break the connection.
"Yan Bing......" Liu Jingqing looked at Ling Yanbing suspiciously, and found that they already had a distance at this time, not the distance of the body, but the distance of the heart.
She would not have been in such a hurry to avoid him, as if she was afraid that she would have something to do with him.
Ling Yanbing felt very puzzled, why was the person who appeared in front of her Liu Jingqing? Didn't you say that Tian Shaoyin was in front? She couldn't help but look back and found that the person who ran to the Tianfeng Boutique Street Building to look for her just now was suddenly gone, what was going on?
Why did Liu Jingqing disappear as soon as she appeared in front of her, could it be?
"You let me get out?" Ling Yanbing looked at Liu Jingqing with displeasure, she hated being deceived the most.
"Yan Bing, what are you talking about? I don't understand. Liu Jingqing frowned slightly and looked at Ling Yanbing, he met her completely by accident, and it was definitely not that he deliberately found someone to trick her.
Looking at Liu Jingqing's innocent expression, is it really not him, if it wasn't him, then who was going to trick her into coming here? Tian Shaoyin is not here at all, could it be that someone is playing a prank?
"Yan Bing, come with me, I will take you out of here and go to a place where no one knows us, I will take good care of you and start our new life again." Liu Jingqing grabbed Ling Yanbing's hand again, he only thought that Ling Yanbing had escaped by herself.
"I'm not going with you." Ling Yanbing immediately put Liu Jingqing's hand away, she will marry Tian Shaoyin the day after tomorrow, how can she leave, if she leaves, Tian Shaoyin will definitely be very sad, besides, she has already fallen in love with him, and she doesn't want to leave him at all.
"Why, you finally escaped, why don't you come with me, do you want Tian Shaoyin to arrest you back!" Liu Jingqing's hand was stretched out in the air, and her eyes looked at Ling Yanbing in confusion, what was wrong with her?
"You're wrong, I didn't escape, it was Shaoyin who took me out to try on the wedding dress, I have freedom, and he is willing to give me freedom." Ling Yanbing's tone was slightly cold, she didn't want Liu Jingqing to have any expectations for her, and she didn't want him to pay her any more, because his efforts could not be exchanged for a trace of return, and she had no chance to repay his love at all.
Liu Jingqing couldn't help but take back his hand that was in mid-air, why did he only feel strangeness when they met this time, Ling Yanbing seemed to be a different person, which made him feel so far away, was this his illusion?
"Yan Bing, how are you doing?" After being silent for a while, Liu Jingqing suddenly asked.
"I'm doing well." Ling Yanbing replied without the slightest hesitation, to this day, she does not regret any decision she made.
"Okay? You're lying, aren't you? Is it good to be with a demon who only forces you? Are you really willing to marry Tian Shaoyin? Become one of his playthings? Liu Jingqing smiled sadly, unable to believe that those words came from Ling Yanbing's mouth.
"I am willing to marry him, I believe he is serious, I am not his plaything, I am the wife he is willing to love with his whole life." Ling Yanbing's eyes were extremely firm, she had also suspected Tian Shaoyin before, but then she gradually believed that love should be mutual trust, since she chose love, she must love without hesitation.
"Did Tian Shaoyin tell you that?" Liu Jingqing snorted lowly: "Can you believe his words?" Have you forgotten what he did to you at our engagement party? He took away your innocence regardless of your wishes, and if it weren't for him, I would have been engaged to you a long time ago, and there would be no today, and you wouldn't have to marry him! ”
Ling Yanbing knew that what Liu Jingqing said was right, it was Tian Shaoyin's appearance that changed what should have been a foregone conclusion, if it wasn't for his appearance, she would indeed be engaged to him, and sooner or later she would become his wife and Mrs. Liu.
She used to hate and resent, but time has made this qiē change subtly, when hate is no longer hate, but love, she will no longer be obsessed with the things of that day.
She can now think that Tian Shaoyin doesn't want to lose her, and she doesn't want to watch her get engaged to Liu Jingqing, so she would do such a ridiculous thing at the engagement banquet, which is forgivable, after all, the starting point is because of love.
"Yan Bing, don't be deceived by his sweet words, he can't really love you, he is just playing with you, and his gentleness in front of you may also be disguised, in fact, he is an out-and-out hypocrite, a real villain! He doesn't love you......"
Before Liu Jingqing finished speaking, Ling Yanbing immediately interrupted: "Enough, please don't say anything bad about Shao Yin again!" It's not right to speak ill of people behind your back! ”
"It's not right for me to speak ill of people behind my back, so is it right for him to take away your innocence at our engagement banquet! If it weren't for him, would we be where we are today! If it weren't for him, I'd be the one who would marry you now, not him! It was he who took away the qiē that should have belonged to me! In my Liu Jingqing's eyes, Tian Shaoyin is a hypocrite! Despicable and shameless villain! I hate him, and one day, I'll make him pay for the one he did! Pushing me into a hurry, I can do everything! Liu Jingqing clenched his teeth, and no words could express his anger at Tian Shaoyin.
"Jingqing, you've changed." Ling Yanbing stared at Liu Jingqing, this is no longer the gentle and elegant Liu Jingqing, he has gone crazy for love.
"Yes, I've changed! Why aren't you? If you haven't changed, why don't you come with me? Why did you agree to marry a demon? Liu Jingqing pursed the corners of her lips and looked at Ling Yanbing, she didn't expect that she had been helping Tian Shaoyin speak.
"Now that the matter has come to this, is there any point in pursuing who is right and who is wrong? Yes, I was robbed of my innocence by Tian Shaoyin at the engagement banquet, but where were you when I was alone and endured the contemptuous and suspicious eyes of everyone? Do you have the choice to trust me? Where were you when I was most helpless? You didn't choose to be skeptical, like everyone else, and chose to leave, leaving me alone to face that qiē. As she spoke, tears moistened Ling Yanbing's eyes, originally she didn't want to mention this, she didn't want to hurt Liu Jingqing's self-esteem.
"Yan Bing, I'm sorry, I ......" Liu Jingqing was also full of self-blame in her heart, "My heart was very messy at the time, I don't know ......"
"No, it's not that you don't know, it's that you don't believe me at all. You didn't stand up when I needed you the most, and when my uncle proposed to withdraw from the marriage, you didn't even say a word, and our relationship was completely broken from that time. Some things may be said well, and Ling Yanbing doesn't want to hide anything anymore, "Do you remember the time I was kidnapped?" I called you, I couldn't get through, do you know how I escaped? ”
"How did you escape?" Liu Jingqing's heart couldn't help sinking, and she seemed to think of the answer, "Could it be ......?"
Ling Yanbing nodded, "Yes, it's Shaoyin, it's him who risked his life to come there to save me." ”
"So it's him? That's when you all met? Already connected? Liu Jingqing smiled bitterly and laughed at herself for being too stupid.
"You're wrong, we know each other, but we don't have anything to do with each other, and he still went there to save me despite the danger." Ling Yanbing tried to take a deep breath to calm down as much as possible, "I don't blame you for not coming, but you shouldn't believe me because of a little doubt from others!" We have known each other for a longer time than the sky, and you shouldn't leave me alone on the cusp of the storm as soon as something happens, and let me bear that qiē myself. ”
Liu Jingqing was speechless, but she refused to let go, "Even if I'm not good, but Tian Shaoyin is such a domineering and unreasonable person, will you be happy with him?" ”
Ling Yanbing nodded firmly, "I believe that I will be happy with Shaoyin." ”
"Shaoyin? You've been calling him Shaoyin all the time, so kindly. Liu Jingqing smiled coldly and looked at Ling Yanbing in disbelief, "You don't call him a demon anymore?" Are you really starting to accept him? ”
"I'm sorry, Jingqing, I know you love me very much." There is nothing wrong with emotional matters, and Ling Yanbing doesn't want to say anything more.
"Since you know, then why do you still have to accept the love of Tian Shaoyin? I think I love you more than he loves you, why did your heart sneak to him? Why? Liu Jingqing stretched out her hand to Ling Yanbing and looked at her with extravagant eyes, "Yanbing, come with me, I will definitely be able to give you happiness!" ”
Ling Yanbing didn't hand over her hand to Liu Jingqing, "Jingqing, there is one thing, I haven't told you all along, I think now I should sue you and let you know about that qiē." ”
"What's the matter?" Liu Jingqing hurriedly said.
Ling Yanbing looked into the distance with her eyes and said meaningfully: "In fact, before I met you, there was always a person hidden in my heart, that person was very good to me and took good care of me, and later I met you, I found that you are very similar to him, and you are also as gentle as him, will protect me, take care of me, and make me dependent on you." ”
"So, I've always been a stand-in for that guy?" Liu Jingqing couldn't help but take half a step back, unable to believe that this was true.
"Jingqing, I know it's unfair to you to say this, but I still want to sue you, in fact, I like you because I've always been eager to find someone else's shadow in you, maybe I've never loved you." Even if she knew that it would be very hurtful to say these words, Ling Yanbing didn't want to deceive anymore, it was true that she had Xiao Ruoshui in her heart, so she would like Liu Jingqing's gentleness, and she would look for Xiao Ruoshui's shadow in him.
"What? Shadow? So I'm just a shadow of someone else? Liu Jingqing suddenly felt that he couldn't cry or laugh, it turned out that this was what he thought was love.
Ling Yanbing withdrew her gaze from the distance and looked at Liu Jingqing, hoping that he could listen, "Jingqing, so far, I don't want to lie to you, and I don't want to lie to my own heart anymore, you have always taken good care of me and treated me very well, I know this, but I just treat you as someone else's stand-in, you are like a big brother, we only have brother and sister love at most, no love between men and women." ”R1154