Lin Wan'er took advantage of the moonlight to read the unfinished letter left by Chen Xiaoxiao, with a sad smile on her face, she folded the letter and kept it, glanced at Chen Xiaoxiao, who was lying quietly on the bed and no longer spoken, sat on the edge of the bed, and tucked the quilt corner for her.

At this time, Dabao pushed the door in a panic, grabbed Lin Wan'er's arm, and shouted anxiously: "Sister, sister, go, go." ”

"Dabao, what's wrong?" Lin Wan'er went out with Dabao, and she found that after Dabao entered the room, she bent her neck and didn't look at Chen Xiaoxiao, she kept deliberately tilting her head to prevent her from seeing Chen Xiaoxiao.

Lin Wan'er wanted to comfort Dabao with words like "Xiaoxiao fell asleep, let's not quarrel with her", but she knew that Dabao knew that Xiaoxiao was dead, and she could no longer chat with him like before, even if she sketched a beautiful heavenly flower scroll and told Dabao Xiaoxiao to live there, Dabao would not believe that Dabao's sadness had nothing to do with heaven and tears, so she was even sadder.

Dabao pulled Lin Wan'er's sleeve into the child's room, the child was crying loudly in the cradle, Cordyceps sinensis lay on the table, sleeping soundly, from Xiliang to Shangjing, they had to take care of Zhao Gan, just arrived in Shangjing Lin's house such bad news, physically and mentally exhausted, just a gap, has fallen asleep.

Lin Wan'er first checked the diaper, then touched the child's forehead, everything was fine, gently picked up the child, dragged her head with one hand, held her little buttocks with the other, and shook it from side to side. The child seemed to like the feeling of being held very much, stopped crying, and gradually quieted down and pursed his mouth. Sleep soundly.

Dabao, who was in a hurry just now, saw that the baby was no longer crying, and a silly smile appeared on his face, and he scratched his head.

Look at the child's delicate facial features. Lin Wan'er smiled slightly, her sad heart finally had some comfort, and she said softly: "Dabao, do you remember when you were in Lanzhou?" At that time, Baoyu and Yubao were still young, lying in swaddling clothes, their voices were very loud, and they cried one by one. The neighbors can hear it, and when the eldest sister and I encounter this situation, I am always in a hurry, and when I am angry, I want to throw the two dolls on the ground. I'll make you both cry again. But the two dolls cared about the feelings of others, one after another, one after another, and the sound shook the sky. It annoys me. I was angry. With his hands on his hips, he pointed at Baoyu and Yubao and shouted, I really give you face, I don't know who is the boss of the Lin family, if you cry again, if you cry again, I will drink you two. Hey, at that time, Baoyu and Yubao didn't even cry because they seemed to understand my words. I haven't caught my breath yet, Dabao, you're crying from behind. I'll just ask. Dabao, why are you crying. Dabao, you are carrying a shoe and saying that you can't wear shoes. ”

"Dabao. The eldest sister thought that Sister Su's departure was the limit of suffering, I cried, and then Sister Jane left, only to know that there was more suffering, crying so much that I died and lived, life will not be bitter again, until Xiaoxiao left, I couldn't cry. If there are still our relatives who leave in the future, what should the eldest sister do? ”

Dabao suddenly opened his arms, hugged the eldest sister gently, and muttered: "Eldest sister, Dabao, in the future, I will never cry again." ”

"By the way, Dabao, the child's name has been decided, it's called happy."

"Happy, good." Dabao hugged Lin Wan'er, looked at the child, and was happy.

"Happy, happy, the meaning is simple and clear, listen to happy, talk happy, others are happy, yourself is happy, everyone is happy, happy every day, happy every moment, happy every moment." Lin Wan'er muttered to herself, tears overflowing her eyes unconsciously, "But, this is really the saddest name I've ever heard." ”

The next day, the snow stopped, but there was still no sunlight, and the gray sky was covered with dark clouds, which seemed to be able to be suppressed in the next moment.

The Lin family got up early, cleaned up the ropes, had a hasty breakfast in the hall, and fed a little warm goat's milk to Xiao Xingxing, who already had a name.

Lin Wan'er, Qingzhu Niang and Cordyceps Sinensis entered Chen Xiaoxiao's room, painted the last makeup for the sisters who had left, and let her leave beautifully, trying not to leave regrets, because the regrets were already there, and she couldn't watch them grow up happily.

Before entering the door, Qingzhu Niang solemnly instructed: "No one can cry for a while, tears fall on the body, unlucky, do you understand?" ”

Lin Wan'er and Cordyceps nodded, both turned their heads and wiped their eyes, and then puffed into the room.

The women left their pleasure to the men in a large hall to take care of.

In the hall, Lin Hanlin carefully hugged Xiao Xingxing, he especially wanted Rou Jia to be there, to see how beautiful the little life was, and people couldn't put it down. Baoyu and Yubao came up from time to time to kiss each other, full of doting. I didn't know if it was uncomfortable to be happy, so I frowned, as if I opened my mouth and cried.

The men panicked for a while, Li Mubai's hands were sweating, and in a hurry, the sword qi overflowed, wrapping around his fingers, and wrapping around his fingers. Lin Hanlin was even more at a loss, and he didn't know where to put his hands and feet.

Hearing the child's cry, Qingzhu Niang hurriedly ran out, took the child, changed the diaper, and tried the temperature of the goat milk with the back of her hand before feeding the child some goat milk.

In the room, Chen Xiaoxiao put on bright clothes, pinned a hosta, and painted a light makeup, as if she could sit up the next moment, as for the pipa, Lin Wan'er decided to keep it, because she needed an object to fantasize about her mother's makeup in the future.

Lin Wan'er didn't speak, because she knew that as soon as she spoke, she couldn't help crying, so everyone did everything silently and quietly bid farewell to her sisters for the last time.

In the future, my lovely, lively sister, we will never see each other again, only in memories and dreams, can we see your face, can we hear your smile.

After putting on makeup, Cordyceps sinensis went to drive two carriages, Lin Hanlin carefully carried Chen Xiaoxiao into the front carriage, Lin Wan'er carried the child into the latter carriage, Qingzhu Niang and Lin Hanlin took care of Chen Xiaoxiao in the latter carriage.

Dabao wanted to climb up, but was stopped by Lin Wan'er with a look, and Dabao wanted to cry aggrieved. Lin Wan'er glared: "Dabao, do you remember that you said that you will never cry again in the future?" Dabao nodded and followed the eldest sister into the back carriage.

The carriage departed from the gate of the small courtyard. Passing by the door of Song Duanwu's house, Lin Wan'er opened the curtain and saw this old man who had walked through the war in early autumn and had silver temples, and nodded slightly.

Song Duanwu nodded in greeting, he understands the great misery of life and death, like a whirlpool, so he can't watch others leave. The situation in the court was cloudy and foggy, and he could no longer move around at will, so he could only say goodbye in front of the door. Pick up a bowl of wine, tilt the edge of the bowl, and sprinkle it gently, which is considered screening.

The two carriages turned their axles and left.

Song Duanwu from Qin Di suddenly sounded a desolate Qin tune. Shouted through the dark clouds of black oppression. Breaking through the clouds, it resounded in the cold of midwinter.

"It's so sad to hold the child in his hands, so sad, the child is still urinating and has no mother, no mother, he still wants his mother to raise him, and he wants his mother to soothe his sadness, but his mother can't die in the world. How can you not have tears in your eyes......"

The carriage continued to move forward, and Fan Li appeared with Mrs. Fan and Fan Rong'er. The family of three did not approach, but just stopped from a distance and nodded.

They are all sensitive people, and it is better not to show up, but if they don't appear, they don't want to go. Mrs. Fan tightened her husband's hand, and suddenly understood that when the Suzaku Gate incident occurred, her husband must have been in unspeakable pain when he saw the scene of death.

Fan Rong'er had slightly red eyes, for the first time in her life, she felt the pain of parting, she was very worried, she felt sad for the child who was still in infancy, many years later, she entered the Lin family, although she was intrigued with Lin Wan'er all day long, noisy, but for the boy named Lin Xingxing, she was always extra patient.

The carriage continued to move forward, and two unexpected but reasonable people appeared, the little county lord of Jing'an Mansion Yan'er and Ouyang Xiaolan, and the two were also looking at it from a distance and did not approach. King Jing'an has decreed that the palace is strictly forbidden for anyone to enter or leave.

But today, the little county lord still sneaked out of the back door, and as soon as she opened the door, she bumped into Ouyang Xiaolan, she thought that Ouyang Xiaolan was going back by arresting herself, but it turned out that she came with herself to see her off, she couldn't figure out Ouyang Xiaolan's thoughts, but she just felt that this Xiaolan sister was still very kind sometimes.

Lin Wan'er felt Ouyang Xiaolan's kindness in the distance, and nodded slightly, Ouyang Xiaolan didn't look at her, held her head high, and expressed a meaning-I just came with the little county lord, I don't want to come.

There are also many people in the palace, they can't help themselves, they want to come, but they can't help themselves.

In the dense crowd, Lin Wan'er vaguely saw Hong Xiuyu, standing there alone, her face full of tears, her eyes full of sadness, full of nostalgia, full of whimpering silently. He saw Lin Wan'er, nodded slightly, and said goodbye not far away, which was worth a thousand words.

But from beginning to end, the scholar Li Ke did not appear, Lin Wan'er didn't want him to appear, and from some angles, she had some ambivalent hopes that this person would appear. When a person who was once kind to him leaves, a person should retain a little warmth even if he is wolf-hearted, which has nothing to do with kindness, just a little kindness, like a simple proof, that person has had a life with him for a period of time or a quarter of an hour, whether happy or sad.

However, he didn't show up, and Lin Wan'er suddenly wanted to kill him.

The carriage came to the west of the city, which is the so-called mass grave, which is the place where most of the bones were buried in the Suzakumen Incident, and it is the place where the imperial court pointed out the cremation. There are 10,000 households in Shangjing, more than 100,000 people, and there are many funerals every day, and if it is not handled properly, there will be an epidemic. The household department stipulates that all funerals and cremations are cremated here, and the court does not care whether it is buried or otherwise.

Everyone got out of the car, full of desolation, quiet and a little terrible, piles of snow-covered graves in the distance, standing there alone, there is also a grave bag in Lanzhou is very lonely, Lin Wan'er doesn't want to smile and laugh and be so lonely, they all say that going into the soil is safe, this is, there are big treasures and happy places, and laughter will be at ease.

Lin Wan'er warmed her happy little face with her hand, she was very happy and obedient, she usually didn't cry much, but she cried with a loud voice. She told the men to buy some wood and come back and build a wooden pile, because this was a mass grave, and some people had already seen the way to make money for cremation and make money for the dead.

The men bought back the wood and began to work, the fire was erected, very high, like an altar, Lin Hanlin carried Chen Xiaoxiao on his back, Lin Wan'er then gently put down Chen Xiaoxiao's body, Lin Wan'er tidied up her clothes, and finally touched Chen Xiaoxiao's face, rubbed her throat, and said lightly: "Xiaoxiao is good." ”

Suddenly, a large number of Imperial Forest troops came slowly from a distance, the heavy armor was close to each other, making the sound of metal colliding, Li Mubai's body was like the wind, standing in front of the Lin family, ready to go.

Behind the Imperial Forest Army, a shrill voice suddenly sounded: "Don't do it, I'm Yu Gui, I'm Yu Gui, and I'm here to say a few words to Miss Wan'er on the orders of the third prince." ”

Yu Gui, who was thin and weak, nodded and squeezed out of the Imperial Forest Army, nodded slightly at Han Chong, walked into Lin Wan'er with small steps, glanced at Xiao Xingxing, the corners of his mouth unconsciously showed a smile, and said in a low voice: "Master Lin, the third prince, let me come, he heard about the Xiaoxiao girl, and he was afraid that you would be sad, so he specially let me take a look." He also asked me to bring you a message that everything is with him. ”

Lin Wan'er stood on the spot, a little bit didn't quite understand what Zhao Gan was thinking, I already know your identity, why are you farther away from me, and give me comfort at this time, Zhao Gan, what are you thinking?!

Yu Gui couldn't answer either, so he turned around and left.

Han Chong's face was expressionless, one hand was placed on the embroidered winter knife, and he bent down slightly, which was regarded as a tribute to the deceased.

Lin Wan'er blew up the fire, raised a ball of firelight, and gently threw it into the fire, the fire soared into the sky, and Chen Xiaoxiao's figure was submerged in it, maybe not long after, many people will faintly forget this girl, but once you think about it, it hurts your heart.

I don't know how long it took, the fire gradually went out, Lin Wan'er carefully put the ashes into the urn that had been prepared, and the family helped each other into the carriage.

Lin Wan'er held the urn, kept stroking it with one hand, and said softly: "Xiaoxiao, let's go home." ”

The carriage came and went back, a long road, as if it would never be finished, and snowflakes fell in the sky, one by one, bit by bit, not crystalline, tears of longing.

Back in the courtyard, everything has settled, and the days will go on.

Lin Wan'er and Dabao sat on the threshold of the small courtyard hall, Dabao carefully held Chen Xiaoxiao's ashes, Lin Wan'er gently hugged her happiness, tilted her head slightly, and leaned on Dabao's shoulder.

Behind him is the hall of the Lin family's small courtyard.

In front of him, there is a small courtyard of the Lin family's small courtyard.

This is a home.

The two of them looked at the heavy snow falling from the sky together, a white expanse, the water tank squatted quietly, the swing hung there alone, and the yard still faintly echoed the happy laughter when kicking the shuttlecock.

However, Xiaoxiao is gone, and she will never come back.

Great suffering, silent. (To be continued.) )