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Chapter 296: Gains and Losses

In fact, since the last hospitalization incident, Lin Aiping has been lying on the hospital bed and thinking a lot during that time. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

She knew exactly why she had been hit by the car, and the vehicle that had caused the accident had fled, and she knew that it was her pretty face that was to blame.

And in the days when she was hospitalized, she always thought that she was a disaster, and even when she saw that the family was like the sky was falling because of her, the old and the young, she really wanted to scratch her face ruthlessly, and no one would harass her in the future, and it would be better to live a dull life.

The jobs she used to do were basically changed every six months, or every three months, and she changed six or seven jobs, but whenever she met those pervert-like bosses, she was transferred from the administration department to the boss's office as an assistant or secretary, or the finance department and the personnel department......

She doesn't seem to be able to escape the fate of being an assistant or secretary.

So during those days, her thoughts were also the most chaotic days, thinking of the kind of poor life her family lived, because she was hospitalized and almost shattered, she felt sad.

Sometimes I even thought to myself that those men were nothing more than coveting her beauty, and simply followed a man she didn't hate, as long as she let her family live a better life, she had the shadow of a broken family, and it didn't matter if she couldn't become a family in the future.

It's just that she doesn't have the courage to degenerate, she is a very traditional woman, her heart has never been able to pass that level, if she really wants to follow a man, she will be the kind of woman who marries a chicken and a dog, as long as she can live a life with her family safely, she will be satisfied.

But just when she flashed countless thoughts and her heart was at its most fragile, a man helped her family, let her family tide over the difficulties, let her successfully undergo surgery, and re-support the family for that piece of heaven.

It's just that the man didn't leave his name, didn't ask for anything in return, and didn't even see her face, so he was willing to help her, she knew that their family had finally met a nobleman, and her father and daughter had been talking about how to repay them all those days.

And in her heart, she also had that grateful repayment, so after she was discharged from the hospital, she investigated, and soon found the man.

She didn't expect that the man was so young, six or seven years younger than her, and he had his own business.

At that time, his company was recruiting, Lin Aiping just thought in her heart that when she went to other places, she might still have to face the previous life of worrying every day and fearing that her boss would plot against her, maybe it was a good choice to work in his company, and he was the benefactor of his family, and he worked hard for him, and repaid this kindness with actions and performance for a lifetime

At first, she worked in the administration department, and at that time she was very serious and worked hard to learn all aspects of knowledge, but because of her diligence and study, as well as some previous resumes, Wang Ni noticed it.

When the manager of the personnel department talked to her at that time, she was very surprised and thought that she was going to be promoted, but she didn't expect that she still did not escape the fate of being transferred to be a secretary after all.

When she heard Han Yang mention it, she was very disappointed in her heart, and she thought that this was the catastrophe she had never been able to escape, was she really a long face as a secretary?

But then I thought that he was a secretary next to her benefactor, he was a kind man, and he had always had a good impression of him, even if he wanted to mistreat him, at least she had a good impression of this man, and his kindness to his family, her family could not repay it, and only her face and body could repay it.

So, Lin Aiping came to the chairman's office as a secretary with such a complex psychology, she was very conscientious, but she never saw him, and later after he came back, after getting along, she found that she may have been moved by this man because of a grateful heart.

He has a kind of personality charm that others do not have, he is very sunny and motivated, he is bold and decisive, and he also has a generous and kind heart.

Such an excellent man, like a poison, made her fascinated by it in the depths of her heart.

But she knows deeply that he is still single and unmarried, she may not have a chance in this life, she does not have that qualification, she also knows that there are many girls in the company who have a crush on him, and even some married women are secretly infatuated with this man, and when they chat in private, they are very envious that she is his secretary and can be with him every day, not them, and sometimes they can't even see each other.

There are even girls who have said that they want him to bag*, which makes her feel that these unmarried girls are too open and shameless.

But at that time, Lin Aiping thought of this, and she also had a sense of happiness and joy in her heart, and she thought wildly, if one day, he thought about herself, what would she do.

Unexpectedly, things seemed to be moving towards her crankiness, and in the days that followed, he always looked at himself with a hot gaze, and sometimes even a little careful physical contact.

But she found that she was not disgusted by these contacts, and she was also a little happy in her heart when she looked at her, and sometimes even made her body react when she dreamed back at midnight because of him, and that kind of ** inexorably emerged, taking him as the object of fantasy, fantasizing about the stimulation and pleasure when he used force on himself.

But she is very complicated, and feels that this kind of thinking seems to be a bit too debauched, is she really depraved?

In the days that followed, he disappeared for a while, and she wondered every day when he would return.

Until he appeared in Zhonghai, the night after she rushed to Zhonghai with the team, the thing she had fantasized about really happened, when he asked for himself, although he still wanted to refuse, but she found that her body couldn't control the kind of stimulation that came out.

Until he broke through his psychological defense and entered his body, the completely ignited flame became a prairie fire in her heart, and she gave herself to this man half-pushed and half-on-the-spot, completely indulged herself, indulged in that lust and couldn't extricate herself, she couldn't imagine that she still had such a debauched side.

But afterwards, whenever she remembered that incident, the kind of peak happiness she enjoyed at that time was a blush and heartbeat, and she couldn't help herself, but she didn't know how to face him, she didn't know what she would think of her, she gave herself to this man, what should she do in the future?

This is where she has been very conflicted recently, so every time she meets Xu Linyuan, she feels shy, she is not a woman, and she still can't let go of those thoughts that her traditional psychology is doing tricks, but she knows that she is a divorced woman and has a six-year-old daughter, even if she falls in love with this man and follows this man, she is not qualified to ask him for anything for her.

And these days, he has never mentioned those things, and he has not expressed to her how to treat himself, which makes her both disappointed and expectant.

She once thought that even if she was his mistress, she would accept her fate, she would not covet anything, and in the future, she would take care of him wholeheartedly by his side and take care of Lin Ling, and she would be like this in her life.

But even so, he has never had a clear attitude towards this matter, making her suffer from gains and losses every day, and even thought that after he wanted his body, did he begin to dislike that he was a woman who had been married and had children?

If this is the case, then this can be regarded as a repayment for her family's kindness, and it can be regarded as an end.

It's just that everything seems to be developing according to the momentum of her cranky thoughts, and this morning, she really heard what he said to herself.

Hearing that he wanted to let herself be his woman, Lin Aiping was very happy in her heart, wasn't she looking forward to such a result, this is a responsible man, she didn't look at the wrong person.

It's just that he said that he can't give himself any name, he will take care of her and Lin Ling, and he will treat Lin Ling as a daughter, and she knows that things still happened as she guessed, but such a result shows that he still likes himself in his heart, and he doesn't treat himself as a plaything, she is already very satisfied.

Mistress is mistress, if there is no man, maybe this kind of thing will happen to other men, she resigned herself to her fate, but who made her fall in love with this man, she was willing.

……

Xu Linyuan actually had a sister-in-law plot in his heart, because he was brought up by his mother and sister-in-law since he was a child, and he often fought with people when he was a teenager, and he always had his sister-in-law take care of him, and he didn't scold him, and even hid it for him for his father, he was an only child, and he always regarded his sister-in-law as his sister in his heart, plus he went to college for a few years, and his sister-in-law has always been supporting her.

So he has always hoped that a sister can be by his side, take care of his life, and let him have a harbor to rely on and someone to talk to like his sister-in-law.

And it just so happened that Lin Aiping had these characteristics, mature, gentle, kind, and caring, during the time they got along, this woman touched the complex that he hid in his heart when he was young, so he moved his mind to her and wanted to occupy this woman.

In fact, when he said those words to Lin Aiping, he also thought about it for a long time, and he had no bottom in his heart, although they had that relationship, but he knew that Lin Aiping was a traditional woman, and it was estimated that it would be difficult to accept this nameless, even sneaky life, he was ready to be rejected, and even she was ready to leave because she couldn't accept such a thing.

So at this time, Xu Linyuan looked at her in a daze, and his heart was also suffering from gains and losses, thinking that she couldn't bear such a thing, so she became sluggish.

"Sister Lin, if you are wronged in your heart, just say it, no matter what the result is, I will not embarrass you, I admit that I am too selfish, because I have some special emotional factors for you in my heart and use a strong ...... on you"

Speaking of this, he saw that Lin Aiping still didn't react, gritted his teeth and said: "If you can't accept it and want to leave me, I will settle everything for you and your family, and I won't harass you again in the future......"

After Lin Aiping heard these words, she finally came back to her senses, but she was full of shyness, lowered her head and said: "We are already like that, what else can I do, I can only accept your fate and let you bully, you little villain ......"

As she spoke, Lin Aiping had a red glow on her face, and after glancing at him with a charming look, she escaped like a rabbit.

Xu Linyuan was stunned for a moment, and then laughed.

Chapter 296: Gains and Losses

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