Chapter 002: I Know Who You Are
Before the crossing, Lin Wan'er grew up in an orphanage, and she was not as lucky as her childhood sweetheart Gu Zhe to have a name, so after reading and writing, she flipped through the thick dictionary and gave herself a name - Li Niansi, she just felt that the two words were excellent, but fortunately, she didn't know where to think, let alone who to think about.
Then, she crossed over and had a new name - Lin Wan'er.
As early as when he was in Lanzhou, on that rainy day, when Zhao Gan saw Lin Wan'er for the first time, he knew that the girl in front of him was the thought he had been thinking about before the crossing, and her appearance might change, but her eyes would not.
At that time, Zhao Qian smiled, the smile started from the corner of his mouth, then extended to his cheeks, and finally spread to his eyes, curved like a crescent moon, twists and turns, layer by layer, he wanted to cry even more, but it looked a little silly, and he was timid in his heart, not wanting Lin Wan'er to know who he was.
Later, the two went to the north of Lanzhou to collect silkworm cocoons, Lin Wan'er was sick, Zhao Gan was in a cave, holding Lin Wan'er in his arms, and said his identity intermittently, but Lin Wan'er, who had fallen asleep, only heard a voice whispering in her ear, and the content was not heard clearly.
Later, the queen went to Lanzhou, and Zhao Gan said: "It was fate that brought me to Lanzhou, it is the kind of ethereal, it seems that there is no such thing at all." But sometimes it's so real, a voice keeps whispering in your ear, someone is waiting for you here, someone is waiting for you here, irresistible. When you arrived, you suddenly found that there was really someone here, and it was a thousand times better than you imagined. ”
The queen said that Zhao Qian was talking nonsense again. Zhao Qian firmly believes that it is fate.
When she arrived in Shangjing, Lin Wan'er once saw a word in Zhao Gan's room - the farthest distance in the world is not the ends of the world. but I stand before you, and you do not recognize me. The little eunuch Yu Gui once told Lin Wan'er that in the past, this pair of words was - the farthest distance in the world is not the end of the world. It's two lives, and they miss each other but can't see each other.
So many times, so many times, Zhao Gan's figure and Lin Wan'er's mind seamlessly coincided, and the person who loved, missed, and resented suddenly became Zhao Gan. Lin Wan'er didn't know how many times she mistook Zhao Qian for that person, and the joy and pain broke through the embankment like a flood that burst the embankment. A surge of brains is suffocating.
And at this moment, Lin Wan'er was attached to Zhao Gan's bedside. Holding his hand tightly, feeling the strange and familiar temperature in the palm of her hand, she thought she would hate him, resentment him. Until the man's identity was confirmed. She realized that some of the feelings and dependencies were too strong for her to bear to resent him anymore.
Tears flowed down Lin Wan'er's face, she cried and laughed, she was happy and sad, she began to believe in the fate that Zhao Qian said, the wonderful feeling that was destined in the dark, even if it crossed, it would bind the two tightly together. This moment. In addition to the identities of the two of them, there is also a deep attachment and bond. Maybe Zhao Qian already had it, and Lin Wan'er had just picked it up.
"Gong Wei!" The name sounded in her heart, she felt the warmth in this cold winter for a moment, the beauty before the crossing was vivid, she could no longer remember the pain at that time, only the joy in her heart.
"Miss, miss ......" Zhao Gan, who was in a coma, kept chanting this name, his brows furrowed, and his face was full of pain.
"I'm here, I'm here." Lin Wan'er held Zhao Gan's hand tightly, she was afraid that he would be careless and would never be found again, leaving her alone.
Zhao Gan's frowning brows slowly stretched, he began to cry in a coma, crying like a child, Lin Wan'er went to wipe him, but he couldn't wipe it off.
"Nian Si, why did you leave, do you know how painful it is for me to live alone? How can you leave me behind? Zhao Qian said unconsciously, crying, as if he had experienced the sorrow of his previous life anew, overwhelming and endless.
At this moment, she didn't want to do anything, her face was full of tears, she just wanted to stay quietly by Zhao Gan's side, hold his hand, cry with him, and laugh with him.
She vaguely remembered that when she left that world, there was a person kneeling on the ground, hugging herself and crying bitterly, and the person muttered: "Don't be afraid, you see, what a blue sky...... Walk past and you can melt into the blue sky...... Keep walking and don't look either way...... Go for it......"
Cordyceps sinensis standing behind Lin Wan'er looked at each other, and couldn't figure out what happened to the third prince and Lin everyone, but felt that the two had finally crossed all the obstacles at this moment and were tightly tied together. Even if Qingzhu Niang and Chen Xiaoxiao, who are more optimistic about Li Gongzi, come, they can't deny that the three princes and the Lin family at this moment are a more compatible pair.
Outside the room, the sky was full of snow and bitterly cold, and the sky gradually brightened, and the three-foot-long ice ridge condensed on the branches of the large tree, crystal clear. The room is not warm, but Lin Wan'er is very warm, her body is warm, and her heart is also warm.
She was too tired during this time, so she couldn't help but fall asleep with Zhao Gan's hand, and when Zhao Qian woke up, she was still asleep.
Zhao Qian was in a coma for a long time, he didn't know it, when he first regained consciousness, he saw Lin Wan'er lying beside him, he showed a smile on his face, moved his body, and quietly looked at Lin Wan'er's sleeping appearance, he couldn't help but think that a person's body has changed, but his eyes will not change, in fact, his sleeping appearance will not change, her current appearance is really the same as before the crossing, she is so ...... It's unsightly.
Lin Wan'er seemed to feel that Zhao Qian was awake and woke up with sleepy eyes, sometimes the two met, not in an instant, but a little embarrassed. And Lin Wan'er at this moment is like this, she didn't dare to look at Zhao Gan's eyes, just lowered her head, looked at the ground, and said a little shyly: "I know who you are." ”
Zhao Gan was stunned, he didn't know what happened last night, and he was a little unacceptable to Lin Wan'er's shyness at this time, he reached out and touched his nose: "Who else can I be, I'm Zhao Gan." ”
Lin Wan'er looked up at Zhao Gan and didn't let it go at all: "I'm not talking about who you were after you crossed, I'm talking about who you were before you crossed." She was glad she said this, and she could face it calmly. And don't let Zhao Qian feel guilty because of what he did in his previous life.
Zhao Gan's face was obviously stiff, he couldn't hide his panic, and his throat moved and moved. He asked in an excited and trembling tone, "Who am I?" ”
"You're Gong Wei." Lin Wan'er said excitedly, even if there was a mountain of swords and a sea of fire in the capital, she was ready to go with him, because she knew that he was him.
But Zhao Qian did not have the expected excitement, but a little lost, then sad, and finally sad. There seemed to be a fire in his eyes extinguished, he smiled bitterly, and then looked up again, there was only indifference in his eyes. took out the hand that was tightly held with Lin Wan'er, and gently pushed Lin Wan'er: "Yes, I'm Gong Wei." ”
Lin Wan'er was speechless, she didn't know why Zhao Gan had such an expression. Disdain and indifference in the eyes. It was like a knife piercing her heart, just a look made her feel cold all over her body, and then hysterical anger, she roared: "Why??!! You tell me why??!! At that time, when you left me and abandoned me and the child, it was this expression, such disdain. Can you tell me what exactly I'm doing wrong??!! Let you treat me like this!! What do you say!! ”
Lin Wan'er's voice was very loud. Li Mubai, Baoyu and Cordyceps next door could hear it, although they couldn't understand the meaning of a few of the words, but they all walked in, and saw Lin Wan'er yelling hysterically, smashing the teapot on the table, and the scum was scattered all over the ground, while Zhao Qian on the bed slowly closed his eyes, leaned on the head of the bed, and two lines of tears slowly remained.
Lin Wan'er was aggrieved and angry in her heart, she pulled Zhao Gan's shirt forward, slapped her two hard, and shouted: "Zhao Gan, tell me, why is this?" I only need an explanation, only an explanation, and you won't even give me an explanation? ”
Cordyceps sinensis was busy holding Lin Wan'er, and hurriedly persuaded that the third prince was still sick. Lin Wan'er still grabbed Zhao Gan's shirt unrelentingly, and the two were close at hand, looking at each other.
"You're hurting me." Zhao Gan said in a calm voice, breaking free from Lin Wan'er's hand, he coldly straightened his clothes, "Now, I just want to go back to Shangjing, that's all." ”
His voice was so calm that it was as cold as ice, Lin Wan'er looked at the strange Zhao Gan, looked at Gong Wei, watched him walk down from the bed barefoot, and walked out of the room barefoot, leaving Lin Wan'er behind him alone.
Li Mubai stretched out his hand and pressed on Zhao Gan's shoulder: "Third prince, you should apologize to Miss Wan'er." ”
Zhao Qian sneered, and there was no emotion in his tone: "Li Mubai, you are so pitiful, and she is also pitiful, but I think I am the most pitiful." ”
At this moment, Zhao Gan seemed to be dead, and Lin Wan'er always couldn't understand why Zhao Gan was like this.
In the days to come, Zhao Gan's body was still very weak, but he insisted on continuing to hurry, drove the carriage, and went on the road alone, leaving deep ruts in the thick snow. And Lin Wan'er's carriage was hanging not far away, not far away.
Zhao Qian rarely talked to Lin Wan'er again, like a stranger, and Lin Wan'er seemed to be lost and depressed, silent, looking at the back of Zhao Gan's car from afar, surrounded and eaten by thick sadness, like a walking corpse.
Baoyu couldn't stand it, felt sorry for the eldest sister, jumped off the carriage, jumped onto Zhao Gan's carriage, and asked, "Brother Zhao, what's wrong with you and the eldest sister?" ”
Zhao Qian waved the whip and whipped it hard on the horse's buttocks, the horse was in pain, his feet were obviously accelerated, he didn't speak, there was only indifference in his eyes.
"Brother Zhao, you all treat me as a child, but there are some things I know very well, maybe I understand it better than you adults, the second brother and the princess of the right tent court fall in love, logically speaking, you can't go together, the Huns must be the enemy of the Great Wei State, the eldest sister is very open, and she is quite supportive. Although the third brother and sister Yan'er are now in Shangjing and the other in Xiangxi, everyone can see that the two will definitely come together. The fourth brother and Sister Roujia fought and had a lot of contradictions, and they were able to tie the knot in the end. Even if there is still a gap between the fifth brother and Sister Cordyceps, they will definitely marry one of them. Baoyu wrenched his fingers and said, shaking off the little "" of these adults around him, "Sixth brother Dabao and Sister Xiaoxiao can be together, I also have Xiliang, between my brother and Sister Zheng Tuo, don't care if there are any twists and turns and things that can't be thought of, anyone with a discerning eye can know that they care about each other." ”
"However, I don't understand, I can see that Brother Zhao, you care about the eldest sister, and the eldest sister also cares about you, I can't understand it, why can't you and the eldest sister come together happily and without scruples, Brother Zhao."
Zhao Qian glanced down at Baoyu, who was a small ghost, and sighed heavily: "Because your eldest sister ......"
Suddenly, Zhao Qian stopped talking, and the carriage stopped suddenly, because not far in front of the carriage, a team of imperial forest soldiers had been lined up, black horses were spitting hot air, silver armor was covered with cold frost, and every royal forest soldier wore an embroidered winter knife around his waist, and the embroidered winter knife was divided into two kinds, one was light and thin, and the decorative effect was greater than practical. The second is long and heavy, the blade is extremely thick and long, a few years ago, a few years ago, Ah Gu beat the remnants of the sin into Beijing to stab, and the Imperial Forest Army changed to wear a long embroidered winter knife.
Not long after, Lin Wan'er's carriage also caught up and stood side by side with Zhao Gan's carriage. Zhao Qian realized that Baoyu went to Lin Wan'er's carriage, and Baoyu was very obedient and did what Zhao Qian said.
In the ice and snow, a horse slowly walked out, and stopped when there were still thirty zhang away from Zhao Qian's carriage, the man slowly dismounted, one hand on the hilt of the knife, the military boots squeaked on the snow, his figure was very burly, and it seemed to be three inches taller than Wei Song, the tiger bear in the west of the cold.
On weekdays, Wei Song gives people the feeling of a small mountain, and this person is clearly a small mountain. In the process of walking, he glanced at Li Mubai, who was on one leg in the air, raised his eyebrows slightly, and there was an unconcealable battle intent in his eyes, but it was just a flash, he clenched his fists and rushed towards Zhao Gan, and said in a deep voice: "Han Chong, the leader of the Imperial Forest Army, is specially ordered by the second prince to wait for the third prince here." ”
Lin Wan'er was shocked, it seemed that the situation in the capital seemed to be a little more serious than the description in that letter, even the leader of the Imperial Forest Army had changed, Cao Wei had been the leader of the Royal Forest Army for many years, and he had no doubt about his loyalty to protect the safety of the capital, but he was withdrawn like this, and it must not be dull when he thought about it. From this point of view, it is reasonable for Cao Wei to be replaced.
Han Chong, who was as burly as a hill, seemed to see what Lin Wan'er was thinking, and said with a faint smile: "Commander Cao's family is happy, Mrs. Cao is pregnant with Liujia and is about to give birth, Commander Cao is worried about his family, not to be removed, but to automatically abdicate and leave." Han Zhong had a chance to sit in the position of the leader of the Imperial Forest Army. ”
(PS: I really don't know how many of the previous chapters were copied in this chapter, I can't remember clearly, like it.) (To be continued.) )