Qi Buyang couldn't cry or laugh, but now the black pot was decided, and he simply said: "I love you, how beautiful and moving are you, even if I really want to, isn't it normal?" "Always be a decent gentleman, why not be a womanizer.

When Lin Jingxue heard this, she secretly thought in her heart: "That's what you said?" If you don't want to, it's not normal. ”

Qi Buyang saw her expression thinking, and took the opportunity to gently grab her hand.

Knowing that Lin Jingxue's reaction was very intense, she shook off Qi Buyang's hand suddenly, stood up, and said with a serious expression: "I warn you, don't touch me!" ”

Qi Buyang asked, "Can't I even touch you?" ”

"It's not that you can't even touch me, I mean you can't do too intimate things for the time being, we've just met, and we have to get along for a while to get used to it, you understand?" Lin Jingxue's words were quite sincere.

Lin Jingxue saw that Qi Buyang smiled and didn't speak, and continued to explain: "Can you understand my feelings, I'm a little nervous, I hope that when these things come to fruition, I will naturally ......" In the end, Lin Jingxue's voice was whispered and inaudible.

Qi Buyang likes to see her like this, but he feels that it is another moving Lin Jingxue, it turns out that Jingxue will also be shy and at a loss.

Lin Jingxue raised her head and looked at Qi Buyang gently, "You are talking." ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "Okay, but you have to accompany me here tonight." ”

Lin Jingxue hesitated, nodded, and still reminded: "You know my temper, it's not a joke to get angry." ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "It's a big deal to be castrated by you." ”

Lin Jingxue blushed when she heard this, and said angrily: "When did you become so improper." ”

Qi Buyang said: "Since I met you tonight, I have become improper, or do you want me to be like a fool, in front of a beauty, but I am indifferent." ”

"Okay, sometimes it's okay to joke, but if you talk too much, it becomes put. Swinged. Lin Jingxue said and sat down on the edge of the bed again, and quickly adjusted the tension just now and returned to her original self.

It was quiet for less than ten seconds, Lin Jingxue looked sideways at Qi Buyang, and immediately found that he had been smiling at himself, but he smiled, only feeling that he was a loving woman who had a special indulgence with her children, and cleared her throat, "What are you staring at, what's there to see?" ”

Qi Buyang immediately said: "It's very beautiful!" It's like a fairy by my side, how can I resist not looking. ”

Lin Jingxue raised her hand and pretended to fight, "Looking for a fight!" ”

Qi Buyang was not afraid at all, and said with a smile: "Can't you say that you want to be a fairy?" ”

Lin Jingxue said: "I am a living person, not an ethereal fairy. ”

"You are human, beautiful as a fairy."

Lin Jingxue smiled: "You don't have to say sweet words to make me happy, I'm different from other women, I don't like this." ”

"Sweet words are sweet words to say nice things in order to please you, but everything I say comes from the heart, not hypocrisy."

Lin Jingxue said lightly: "Don't let you say it, say it!" ”

"Huh." Qi Buyang laughed lightly, "Shocking snow, do you know? In fact, I like to look at you quietly and silently, which will make me feel very close to you, not far between us, looking at it, I am very satisfied and happy. ”

"Ugh." Lin Jingxue looked at him curiously and asked, "Do you mean that I used to reject you thousands of miles away?" Said and smiled: "My personality is like this, I am like this to everyone, and I am not particularly aimed at you, you still remember it in your heart, it is too small." ”

Qi Buyang smiled: "Then it's not wrong to say that you are difficult to get close." ”

Lin Jingxue didn't speak, which was equivalent to acquiescing, and said after a while: "Then when I don't speak quietly, will it make you feel close?" ”

Qi Buyang said: "Yes, the way you closed your eyes and fell asleep, you look really gentle and gentle." ”

Lin Jingxue was shocked when she heard this: "I look like I'm asleep!" When did you see me asleep? I'm not sleeping in the same bed as you. As soon as Lin Jingxue finished speaking, she immediately realized that something was wrong, what does it mean to sleep in the same bed.

Qi Buyang said: "You were infected with the mutant avian flu virus and were hospitalized when you were critically ill. ”

Lin Jingxue smiled, "If you say that, you've been asleep for a long time." ”

Qi Buyang said with a smile: "At that time, I would often sit on the edge of the hospital bed, looking at you quietly, looking at you gently and quietly, no longer cold as frost, no longer domineering and arrogant, and I would not stare at people at every turn." ”

Lin Jingxue was a little embarrassed to be said, this will think that what she said is right, she was indeed like this when she was in the hospital, and she also knew that others were afraid of her behind her back, but she did her own thing.

Qi Buyang continued: "Although you are getting thinner and weaker and paler, your quiet appearance is really gentle and beautiful like a sleeping snow lotus. ”

Lin Jingxue responded: "Nonsense, I am also a doctor, don't lie to me that I don't know what a critically ill patient looks like, I can't bear to look at it!" ”

Qi Buyang smiled and said: "Yes, but I watched you stay unconscious, and when your condition became more and more serious, I was in pain in my heart, and I persevered for half a month, and the patients in the same period had already died, and you were still alive under the maintenance of the instrument, but I didn't have the slightest joy, because although you were alive, you were suffering." ”

Lin Jingxue didn't say anything, she reached out and gently grabbed Qi Buyang's hand, as if to say that no matter what if, those days are in the past.

Qi Buyang smiled at Lin Jingxue and continued: "Sometimes I even think that Jingxue is such a proud person! Rather than let her live in pain, it is better to let her leave like this. ”

After saying this, Qi Buyang looked at Lin Jingxue with a solemn expression, but Lin Jingxue smiled faintly and said, "You didn't do it, did you?" ”

Qi Buyang said: "Yes, I used a particularly dangerous means to prolong your life for a while, I don't have the right to make decisions for others, but I resolutely made a decision for you, between life and death, I choose to let you live pitifully and painfully." ”

"You won't blame me."

Lin Jingxue shook her head, "Fool, no matter what you choose, I won't blame you." ”

Qi Buyang laughed, "Sometimes when I lose confidence and feel hopeless, I will come to you and say something to you, and after I finish speaking, I will tell myself that I can't give up no matter what, I must let you open your eyes and stand in front of me alive." ”

Lin Jingxue had never found Qi Buyang's voice so magnetic and moving, this voice melted into her warm heart, and then focused there, forming a solid force.

Lin Jingxue held Qi Buyang's two hands and wrapped them in the palm of her hand, and said softly: "Buyang, I am alive in front of you now, all of this is thanks to, if there is no Qi Buyang, Lin Jingxue will be gone." ”

"Shocking snow!" Qi Buyang suddenly broke free of her hands excitedly, hugged her tightly in his arms, and said emotionally: "I don't want to lose you anymore." ”

Lin Jingxue felt great relief in her heart, and said softly: "No, if I wasn't forced to do it, I wouldn't want to leave you, you know?" I've always been very sad and sad, I've never been so sad and hopeless in my life, I've been thinking about you for more than a year, and I've never forgotten you. ”

"Shocking snow, no matter what, let's not separate again, okay?"

Lin Jingxue said softly: "This should be said by me, you are a man." ”

"Then you say." Qi Buyang actually made a request.

Lin Jingxue smiled: "Okay, no matter what, let's not be separated again." ”

Qi Buyang asked, "Then what if I'm dead?" ”

Lin Jingxue said: "Don't say these bad words. ”

Qi Buyang still insisted: "What if I die? ”

Lin Jingxue smiled: "If you die, it's not interesting for me to live alone, I'll go with you, and we'll meet again in the Netherworld." ”

Qi Buyang said in a deep voice: "I don't allow you to do this, I want you to live well." ”

Lin Jingxue gently patted Qi Buyang's back and soothed: "Okay, well, when we are all old, you go before me, I will put your ashes next to me, and then look at your photos, thinking about the life we have spent together until we sleep with you." Perhaps these words sounded a little sad, Lin Jingxue smiled: "Fool, maybe I will go before you." ”

Qi Buyang immediately said, "No." He hugged her tighter, loved her so much that he wanted to integrate her into his body.

This will be Lin Jingxue's turn to be strangled and out of breath, and her weak chest is flattened, and there is a strange tingling.

"No, let go first, okay? I'm out of breath when you strangle you. ”

Qi Buyang let go at this time, but his eyes were still full of hot love, Lin Jingxue's heart was soft by him, and when he felt it, he changed the topic and smiled: "Tell me, what did you say to me when I was unconscious?" ”

Qi Buyang smiled.

Lin Jingxue said: "I have to listen to it again, otherwise I will feel that I have missed something." ”

"A lot, some I can't remember."

Lin Jingxue smiled: "That's the one who picks the point." ”

"Jingxue, I know that you are in pain now, maybe you are so painful that you would rather die, but you must persevere, otherwise you will bear these pains in vain, promise me okay, you must persevere, and when you are well, no matter how you blame me, I am willing to accept it, I just ask you to persevere."

Qi Buyang said this passage almost word for word.

Lin Jingxue nodded and said, "Okay." ”

Seeing Qi Buyang looking curiously, Lin Jingxue smiled: "At that time, I was unconscious and couldn't speak, and now I promise you." ”

Qi Buyang smiled and said: "At that time, your life characteristics were already very weak, so weak that you could leave at any time, I knew in my heart that you couldn't hold on for a few days, the anti-virus has not been researched, I am scared, I hope you can persist tenaciously." ”

Lin Jingxue smiled: "I didn't disappoint you, did I?" ”

Qi Buyang said: "Yes, Jingxue, you are amazing. ”

Lin Jingxue smiled: "Do you know why? You give so much, how can I let you down. ”

Qi Buyang had some fragmentary memories.

Lin Jingxue smiled lightly: "Is there anything else?" She felt that there should be something she wanted to hear, but Qi Buyang didn't say it.

Qi Buyang saw Lin Jingxue's eyes as if he knew something, and his face suddenly became hot.

Seeing his expression, Lin Jingxue said in surprise: "Say it quickly." ”