Chapter 409: No More Love
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After An Yuxi left, put on makeup, and looked at himself in the mirror, the faint smile on Bai Zhiying's face quietly disappeared. Pen @ fun @ pavilion wWw. ļ½ļ½ļ½Uļ½Eć ļ½ļ½ļ½ļ½
After all, she is still under pressure, and she is not even ready to step on the stage of return, her mood is very depressed, the remarks on the Internet, the gossip she has heard these days, and the cold reception she faces in this backstage today, like shackles, locked in her heart.
It's just that in the company that day, An Yuxi's words have been echoing in her ears these days, she saw how much effort An Yuxi had put in for her return, he said not to let him down, she didn't dare to 'reveal' her vulnerability, even if there was pressure, she could only choose such a person, and sighed quietly.
The song "No More Love Can Really Help Her Turn Over?" Can a song really make people forget her past experiences, applaud and cheer for her?
No way for sure!
She can't see the future, and she doesn't have the strength to resist the various risks that may exist in the future, and any little accident can shatter her dream of getting back on the stage.
When she is finished, An Yuxi may also be affected by her - although An Yuxi told her very frankly that Company A was going to enter the record market, even if her comeback failed, it would not have much impact on the company, and the company had enough strength to survive the difficulties!
But Bai Zhiying knew that it was his comfort.
She is the first ** project of this company, if it fails, for a long time in the future, this company will be "on" the shadow and struggling!
She doesn't know much about economics, but she has been 'mixed' in the circle for 5 or 6 years, and she is well aware of the development and changes of this circle. Since the establishment of the Hallyu strategy by the Ministry of Culture and Tourism, a large amount of money has poured into the entertainment industry, and investment from various channels has made money not lacking in this circle at present, and similarly, the power of money has become weaker and weaker in disrupting the market.
Because you have money, others are richer than you!
An Yuxi may have a lot of money in his hands, but she doesn't think that he is richer than those giants who have carved up the entertainment industry, if she wants A to successfully gain a foothold in the music industry and not become a laughing stock in the future, she must start from the market, then, about her plan, she can only succeed, not fail!
A lot of pressure came over, and she once thought she was very strong, but suddenly found that she was actually very vulnerable.
Kind of flinched.
Fear of failure again, fear of harming others again.
Everything in front of her has an amazing imagination with the scene when the original agency ambitiously pushed her back 2 years ago, when she was still the president of the company, she thought that the power of time had washed away the people's perception of her, and confidently announced that Baek Ji-young would regain her former glory and status.
But it turned out to be a disaster that the law endured, and it also forced her to completely turn her face with the original brokerage company, and she never got along with each other, and the closeness she had worked with turned into a vicious curse, drifting with her, and hitting the cold wall called "human 'sex'" again and again!
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"The live stream has begun!"
There was a TV in the standby room, and when the rehearsal was over, Kim Jong Myung turned it on, staring at the screen all the time, waiting for the show to start.
Of course, there are not only Kim Jong-myung in the standby room, but also Yoo Jae-seok and Sung Shi-kyung, Kim Jong-kook put on makeup and went to the audience to watch, not because he didn't want to express his support for Baek Ji-young, it's just that Kim Jong-kook is still in the service period, and it is not easy to ask for leave.
The room was a bit quiet, save for the small volume of the TV and whispered conversation in the corners. After Bai Zhiying closed his eyes and recuperated, in order not to disturb her, Liu Zaishi and Cheng Shijing shrank in the corner and whispered, and the topic naturally revolved around An Yuxi.
The origin of everything is still because of Bai Zhiying.
Bai Zhiying's experience has long been widely known in the entertainment industry, and everyone in the entertainment industry knows all the criticism and pain she has endured, she was betrayed by her ex-boyfriend at the peak of her career, and now the unsightly video is still scattered on the Internet, and she is also blocked from the song 'fans' to the media to the producer.
Sometimes I think about it, I don't have a sense of crisis that my lips are cold, everyone is the same profession, who knows if I am still thriving today, will I fall to the same level as her tomorrow? Abandoned by everyone, looking up, they are all indifferent and alienated, and at the same time sad, they are not disappointed in this increasingly affectionate entertainment industry.
But even if there is such a sense of crisis, whether Cheng Shijing or Liu Zaishi can experience power. They are not gods, even if they have the heart to help, in the face of the terrible blockade of hope, they can only escape again and again, finding all kinds of reasons for themselves, afraid of the song 'fans', afraid of the good media making up 'chaos', but in the end, it is just a fear of involving themselves and the weakness of ruining their future.
But on that day, a young man named An Yuxi told them with a gentle smile how ridiculous their foresight was.
He promised to write a song for Baek Ji-young!
And he did it, and it didn't take long for them to be on the Internet, and they saw the news of the media covering 'dew', as well as his and Bai Zhiying's personal admissions.
At the same time, the mood throbbed slightly.
What others think, they don't know, they may think that An Yuxi's choice to help Bai Zhiying annoy him is a big mistake, and they may sneer and say the irony of "newborn calves are not afraid of tigers", but for people who are familiar with Liu Jae-seok and Kim Jong-kook, they value the shining points of An Yuxi's 'sexual' personality shown during this period. Today, in the increasingly ruthless entertainment industry, there are not many people who will help others like this.
This is not only to maintain that shining point, but also to leave a way out for yourself - just like what has been experienced, no one knows if there will be a time when their popularity will slip and they will be embarrassed in the future.
Time flew by in silence, and at a certain moment, the 'door' of the waiting room suddenly opened, and An Yuxi shouted outside: "Sister Zhiying, hurry up and get ready, it's our time!" ā
"Oh!"
She agreed, patting her cheek lightly to make her smile brighter.
Anyway, I'm about to return to that stage, whether it's success or failure, it's up to today!
The live broadcast has been going on for a while, and in the corridor outside the standby room, the crowd of people is surging back and forth, artists, backup dancers, staff, agents, assistants, etc., and the noisy sound fills almost all directions in the front and back, left and right, and in the distance, it is about the singing of the stage, and the sound 'waves' through the wall are faintly floating in the noise.
All kinds of sounds hit the brain, and the head was a little dizzy, almost being held forward by An Yuxi.
The people passing by on the way would look at them in amazement, she could see the strangeness in their eyes, and she could perceive that when they saw her and An Yuxi go away, those people quietly covered their mouths and 'exchanged' their heads and ears.
She heard the whispered chatter, and all the images of the past flashed before her eyes, rejected, rejected, rejected...... Again and again, until one day last year, she drank a lot of alcohol at home and received a call from him.
He wrote a song for her.
He helped her find a good director to shoot V.
Now, he has to help her out with the EP.
Running tirelessly for her comeback.
What more could a friend ask for in doing this?
Sometimes, she really wants to give up, she's so tired!
If it weren't for his encouragement and efforts.
-- This is the only faith she has left!
It's the power that supports her and keeps her from breaking down.
Her heart was beating hard, and the pressure wrapped around her neck like a rope in those sounds, making it difficult for her to breathe.
The vision changed and distorted, and the corridor in front of her seemed to be extended, and the halo of flowers was elongated and changed, until she turned a corner and came to the preparation area of the backstage, where the stage was just outside the curtain in front of her, and the darkness shrouded in darkness without the light, finally made her sober up a little.
A staff member waiting behind the curtain saw them and gestured for the two to stay put.
At this time, An Yuxi turned around: "I have already agreed with the chief PD, and your ...... will be used for the stage background"
She couldn't make out what he was saying, her eyes stared ahead, the darkness seemed to be a thick ink brush in the space around her, but her gaze stayed a few steps away, the gap in the curtain that penetrated a ray of colorful 'color' light.
The rhythmic dance music is 'excited' and 'swinging', and across the curtains, it is the stage of her dreams in recent years.
Since the age of 7, she has been working hard to stand on it. It wasn't until she was 23 years old that she officially debuted, and every wisp of air and every beam of light on it left her youthful 'spring' and sweat, but when she finally stood on it and began to reap the cheers and applause she had exchanged for her years, and her popularity climbed to the peak little by little, the cruelty of this society suddenly knocked her down.
It's been a year!
I don't know how many times I dreamed back at midnight. She dreamed that she was standing in a vast space, the bright pillar of light of the spotlight shrouded her, she held the microphone in her hand, stared at the darkness in front of her, and looked forward to the fluorescent 'stick' there, the cheering lantern with the words "Baek Ji-young" lit up, and looked forward to the touch under her feet when she danced again, and the touch under her feet was the gummy floor belonging to the stage.
But such dreams start and end in darkness every time!
The response to her from the staring ahead has always been heavy, as if the pitch black of a mountain, they never let her see what she was looking forward to, just like the face of indifference and rejection again and again when she wandered around several TV stations in 03 looking for opportunities, just like in the past four years, every time she finally won a show, the audience attacked her and foul language on the message board, just like ......
"Ji-young?"
Someone held her shoulder and shook it, a hand waved in front of her eyes, she subconsciously looked over, but her ignorant mind paused for a while before feeding back the visual signals back to her brain and resuming her thinking.
It's An Yuxi!
He pressed her shoulder with one hand and shook her, his face full of concern: "Do you hear me?" What happened to you? ā
She didn't know what to say, her lips twitched, but she couldn't make a sound.
At this time, two people walked in from a 'door' on the side of the preparation area, opened the curtain and walked in, probably the singer who had finished singing and went to the audience to watch the live from there, the two were chatting, and they didn't notice that there was anyone here.
"I don't know how many points the one can score just now, alas, don't talk about others, I don't know how many places our song can score!"
"Anyway, don't think about it in the first place."
"Who dares to be number one...... Speaking of which, I heard that Bai Zhiying is also here today, and I heard a report a few days ago, An Yuxi said that he wanted to hold Bai Zhiying first, I don't know how he will hold it? Hehe......"
The man smiled inexplicably, and the other person obviously understood the meaning of his laughter, and stretched out his hands with a somewhat obscene expression, "How else can you hold it?" In other words, Bai Zhiying's figure is actually not very good, and his appearance is ...... Uh......"
At this, he was suddenly stunned, and his companion next to him also stopped stiffly.
A few steps away from the two, An Yuxi looked over with a piercing gaze, and beside him, Bai Zhiying's face was pale!
The embarrassing thing in the world is to chew the root of other people's tongues behind their backs but be discovered, and the horror for these two little singers is that the person who found them is popular, and he can torture them to death with just an excuse.
The two of them stood in place in a daze, bearing An Yuxi's cold gaze, if they hadn't supported each other, I am afraid that their 'legs' would have been weak and they couldn't stand.
The air was depressed and silent for I don't know how long, and An Yuxi finally spoke:
"Get out!"
"Right...... I'm sorry, senior......" The two hurriedly ran away with white faces, and the banter and obscenity during the previous small talk had already flowed out with the cold sweat that exploded all over their bodies.
Reason controlled himself and didn't make a move, watching the two flee in a panic, looking back at Bai Zhiying, who even lost his face and lips, and the corners of his mouth twitched, as if he didn't know what to do, and sighed secretly.
"Sister Zhiying, don't take that kind of person's nonsense to heart!" Pressing her shoulder, he could only comfort her like this.
Listening to his comfort, his cheeks moved several times, and Bai Zhiying barely 'revealed' a smile: "I know, I won't take it to heart......"
But what about the reality?
Their words were like a knife stabbing into her heart, and by the way, they also slashed it hard.
Fragmented.
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