Gu Xiangyi looked at her in surprise, she couldn't believe it, she used to be a depressed patient, she looked healthy, cheerful, and talkative, how could there be depression, back then, did she also have a hard time?

She didn't mean to abandon herself, did she?

She also wants to live well by herself, so she will give herself to the Chen family, it's not that she doesn't want her, abandon her, isn't it?

Is it with this reason that she can forgive her mother.

Gu Xiangyi was bitter in her heart, comparing her heart to her heart, if the same situation was born to herself, would she continue to raise her children? I'm afraid it won't, otherwise what would really be done, but how can it be reversed?

After listening to Gu Xiaochen's explanation, she was suddenly relieved.

Gu Xiaochen once abandoned her.

Her suffering in the Chen family for so many years is just to survive, so she is not worthy of any resentment.

"Xiangyi, can you forgive me?" Gu Xiaochen said sadly, "When I got well, I should have brought you back to my side immediately, I shouldn't have let you continue to suffer, if I had known that they treated you like this, I would definitely not let you live in the Chen family." ”

"Don't talk about it." Gu Xiangyi interrupted her.

Gu Xiaochen said, "Okay, I won't say, what do you want to know, you ask me, my mother won't hide it from you." ”

"What else can I know? Don't you know what I want to hear? I want to be with Rong Shao, I want to live with him, can you sue me, isn't it his cousin? Gu Xiangyi asked.

Gu Xiaochen was speechless.

The matter of the previous generation, Gu Xiangyi didn't want to ask, why Gu Xiaochen loved Cross but gave birth to her, she didn't want to ask, perhaps, it was not a beautiful story, if it was really an unbearable truth, why did she need to know.

Gu Xiaochen saw her thoughts, and hurriedly explained, "Xiangyi, I gave birth to you back then, I was willing, your father and I are looking forward to your birth, but he didn't have time to watch you be born, because he had to protect our mother and daughter, he lost his life, and he loves you very much." ”

"He knows?" Gu Xiangyi was a little surprised.

Gu Xiaochen smiled, "Silly boy, of course he knows, my cornea belongs to your father, and we are all by your side now." ”

"You ......" Gu Xiangyi didn't know what to say, she wanted to ask Gu Xiaochen, who do you love?

Cross, or my dad?

Gu Xiaochen smiled slightly, gentle and beautiful, "Xiangyi, I know you have a lot of questions to ask, the things of the previous generation, it is difficult for me to explain to you, I just want to tell you, your birth is what I and your father are looking forward to, when we wanted to go to the Netherlands, we just wanted to live a peaceful life as a family of three, we all want to love you well, love you, and protect you to grow up, after he dies, I can't accept the blow, and the depression will worsen." ”

"Mom's life, no one has ever loved me like Dad."

Wholeheartedly, regardless of a qiē, in the end gave his life.

She is not the person who loves Rong Lin the most, but Rong Lin is the person who loves her the most.

"And do you love him?"

Gu Xiaochen was stunned, "This question, Ah Lin has never asked me, and I can't give myself an answer, the relationship between us is too complicated, I can only sue you, if he doesn't die, how can Cross recover, I won't waver, we will be a very happy couple, my illness is aggravated by him, and because he is getting better." I dreamed one night that he dreamed of him, that he was holding his daughter, looking at me tenderly, and then walking farther and farther. I began to be afraid, afraid that I would lose him and lose you, so I concentrated on recuperating and wanted to raise you for him, otherwise I would have died a long time ago. ”

Gu Xiangyi smiled slightly, wiped away her tears, Gu Xiaochen breathed a sigh of relief, sure enough, she minded her birth, afraid that her birth would be unbearable, Gu Xiaochen told herself that she had made a very correct decision.

And so it is, although Rong Rong may not think so.

"I thought that I was not Cross's child, so if you don't want me, you will abandon me and leave me to the Chen family."

"Silly girl, why do you think that?" Gu Xiaochen smiled, "After your father died, I would have lost all my thoughts, if it weren't for you, I would have been dead a long time ago, I worked hard to heal the disease, just to raise you to adulthood." It's just depression, it's hard to cure, I almost hurt you, you're his only bloodline, I can't hurt you, I'll send you to a place I thought was safe. ”

The main cause of her depression was Cross, not Rong Lone, but that there were only mild symptoms back then, and with the guidance of the doctor, she was almost cured, who knew that at this juncture, Rong Lone died.

At that time, she was really discouraged, the color of the whole world was gray, and her illness became more and more serious, and she couldn't control her thoughts, and she wanted to die every day, not hesitating to hurt the fetus in her womb.

"What if...... Would you be with him if he hadn't died? ”

"Absolutely." Gu Xiaochen replied without hesitation, "There is no doubt about it. ”

Gu Xiangyi didn't ask any more, she really couldn't understand Gu Xiaochen, but this didn't hinder her own life, she knew that her mother and father were looking forward to her birth, and that was enough.

She is not a person who has been disliked by her parents from the beginning, knowing this, she feels a lot better and is relieved.

At the very least, he no longer blames Gu Xiaochen in his heart.

"Does Rong Shao also know my background?"

"He knows." Gu Xiaochen said.

Gu Xiangyi was extremely uncomfortable, and it was no wonder that he avoided her like a snake and scorpion like a snake and scorpion, because he knew his life experience.

What did he think?

Cousins are accepted to marry abroad, but not at home.

Although she is nominally the daughter of the Chen family and has nothing to do with him, can she deceive herself?

Gu Xiaochen just wanted her to leave Rong Shao, otherwise, she would definitely be injured in the future.

"Xiangyi, break up, you and him will not have a result." Gu Xiaochen said bitterly, if Rong Shao's mother is not Rong Rong, she maybe, she doesn't care, her cousin is her cousin, and she can get married abroad.

As long as they can get through their own level, she doesn't care.

But now, she can't help but care.

What she values most is Gu Xiangyi's happiness.

"I don't know." Gu Xiangyi shook his head, "Don't force me." ”

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