332. You have never had a heart for me, how can you say it back to your heart?
As soon as Tang Yong hung up the phone, the secretary's internal phone came in and said, "Mr. Tang, Miss Yu said she wanted to see you." ”
Tang Wei's eyebrows were pressed, and the color under his eyes was terrifying, "I don't see." ”
“…… However, she was already outside, "The secretary could hear that Tang Yong was in a bad mood, so his tone was trembling when he spoke, for fear of offending Tang Yong, who was angry.
Tang Yong grimaced, and glanced at the huge LED display on the wall opposite his desk, the line chart of the stock market was complex and intertwined, just like the emotions in his eyes at this time.
In the next second, Yu Yinyu had already pushed the door in.
Tang Yong's silence just now had already acquiesced to her coming in.
It's just that he still doesn't have a good face.
Yu Yinwei carried her bag in one hand and the food packed from the 'Imperial Court' in the other.
"If you don't come out if I ask you to dinner, I'm just here to bring you lunch, and you're going to turn me away?"
She stood in the doorway, behind her the dark brown door slowly closing.
Tang Yong glanced at her, cast his eyes on the document in front of him, picked up the pen and signed.
At the same time, he didn't raise his head and said, "Didn't I tell you not to look for me recently?" Tang Jin was afraid that no one would make a fuss about it. ”
"Are you scared?" Yu Yinyu chuckled, walked to the desk, and put the meal on the table, "There is not much time left until the end of two months, I am leaving, I want to spend more time with you." ”
Even if, for more than a month, in fact, you haven't looked at me at all, and what sustains you, prompts you to eat with me, and sends me home is just that you want to know the news of my mother, but what little mercy you have left for me.
She sighed silently in her heart, her clean nails neatly trimmed, a habit she had had since she decided to become a doctor, and even if this dream was shattered, this habit never changed.
She reached out to pull the pen from his hand, but Tang Ji gave her a warning look.
The smile on Yu Yin's face was a little stiff.
"Let's eat, do you want to eat?" Yu Yinyu took out the food box, "This is stir-fried beef......"
As soon as she finished speaking, Tang Yong's eyes fell on the food box under her hand, and Yu Yinyu was overjoyed and opened the food box, "It tastes good, it seems to be their signature dish." ”
As everyone knows, Tang Yong thought of Xia Fanjin at this time, her favorite food is hot pot and beef, after pregnancy, I don't know where she heard the saying that if she ate too much beef during pregnancy, the child's skin would be very dark, and she never touched the beef again, and her greed was suppressed several times.
In the early stages of pregnancy, she had severe morning sickness, and at night she hugged his neck and muttered weakly, "Tang Yong, I'm so hungry, I want to eat beef, beef, ......beef, beef, beef
Tang Yong stared at the stir-fried beef slightly, and the corners of his lips were raised unconsciously.
Yu Yinyu was even more delighted when she saw this, and took out everything in one go, "I also brought you a lot of delicious food, it's noon, you should be hungry too." ”
After Xia Fanjin left, he hadn't seen him smile, let alone smile at her, Yu Yinyu knew that he was willing to agree to her request, all of which he threatened and forced, so he was lukewarm to himself, and she wouldn't care too much, just look at him, it's rare for him to smile in front of her...... Naturally, she tried her best to be courteous.
Who knew that she was just the time to bow her head and cloth, and when she looked up again, Tang Yong's face was as cold and silent as ashes.
She glanced at the desk in front of her, which was full of his information, she pulled the corners of her lips and reluctantly smiled, "I'll put it on the coffee table for you, if you don't eat it again, it's probably cold, and if you eat too much cold, it's not good for your stomach." ”
Yu Yinyu deliberately ignored the silence of the person behind her, and did what she was doing.
She had just put the dishes on the coffee table when a low and indifferent voice came from behind her, "Tell me where Aunt Han is." ”
Yu Yinyu went to take the chopsticks for a while.
"I said, I'll tell you when it's two months."
"Don't wait two months, Yu Yin, don't wear down my patience." Tang Yong glanced at her, his half-squinted eyes were only warning and cold, neither the indifferent but quiet gentleness that he had been, nor the tolerance that he had later.
When she saw him again, she already felt that he had become a lot colder, but she didn't expect it to be where she was today......
Yu Yinxiao turned around and smiled to herself, "Don't look at me like that." ”
Tang Yong turned away and stopped looking at her.
"Didn't you say that you could compensate me for anything? Now I just want you to keep the agreement for two months, really, so hard? She didn't dare to look at him, afraid to see the determination in his eyes.
"I also said that except for feelings, I can't give you what you want now, and I won't give it to you."
Yu Yin's body moved fiercely, and her bright eyes were still bright and full of vicissitudes, revealing a strong obsession, "Do you know what I want?" ”
Tang Yong stared at her without saying a word.
Yu Yinyu slowly lowered her head, and for a moment, the figure was like a rickety old woman, as if she was suppressed by a thousand catties of dark iron, and the only hope in her heart was extinguished little by little.
Suddenly I feel sad that I only want to pursue a man who is out of character, and she is not like this.
"If that didn't happen back then, if you had saved me, if I had been with you all these years, would you have loved me?"
She stared at the shiny and reflective marble floor, her voice dazed but extremely quiet, as if she had been drained of all her strength, desperately trying to grab the last piece of driftwood.
It's a hypothetical question that doesn't hold water, and whether it's true or not, he can answer 'yes', and whether it's true or not, at least she'll believe it......
"No, it won't." Tang Yong didn't even think about it for a second.
As his words landed, it was as if a knife had been inserted into Yu Yinyu's heart, and he held the handle of the knife and used the tip of the knife to grind her flesh and flesh into blood.
This inner pain was 10,000 times more painful than the wounds on her face and hands at that time.
She laughed silently.
"Tang Yong, do you know, I waited for you for two months, two whole months......"
"Do you know who saved me? It's the one who is twenty years older than me and has always wanted to marry my anti-terrorist inspector Luke. There was an explosion and I thought I was going to either be blown up there or burned alive, but later, someone rushed in and I thought it was you...... Oh, Luke detained me as a gangster and spent two months in the darkest prison in country m, I thought you would find me and come to my rescue, but later, he told me that he had blocked my news, and here, there was not even anyone who knew my identity. ”
Yu Yinyu put her fingertips on the side of her legs, pinching her thighs to give herself the courage to recall the past.
"Every day is a different torture, remember the wound on my back you saw, part of it was left at that time, and part of it was Luke's masterpiece after marriage. He tortured me like this so that I begged him, begged him to save me, and of course, his condition was to marry him. I got married in order to survive, I wanted to inform you and ask you for help, but he asked people to take my mother, if he didn't pass on the news that I was married, and let you die not to look for me, he would kill my mother. ”
"You are so high, you must have never experienced this kind of helplessness and pain, right?" She looked at Tang Yong, her tone was quiet and trembling, she finally saw the different color in his eyes, but it was guilt, so indifferent and useless guilt.
"Luke helped me repair the skin I was injured in the explosion, but he kept me locked up and wouldn't let me go out, I drank a lot, and with violent tendencies, I had a lot of injuries on my body, and then I took drugs to numb myself, had a miscarriage, suffered from depression, and went to a mental hospital. Later, he was fired for taking bribes because he had government secrets in his hands, and people were sent to hunt him down, and later, in a small town in Ohio, I asked him to tell me about my mother...... It turned out that after so many years, my mother had passed away a long time ago, she was trapped on a mountain in Eastern Europe, with a high fever in the snow, and because of the delay in treatment, it led to lung fever, and she was not in good health...... It didn't take long for him to die. ”
"So, I killed him, robbed a large sum of property that was hidden, and watched his body being transported by the police......"
Yu Yinmei was talking, and her eyes gradually lost focus.
It seemed that there was that scene in front of her, and every painful moment that had passed was now reliving it.
She gradually turned her head and looked at Tang Yong, "This is what I have experienced for so many years, didn't you send someone to investigate?" After the government received Luke's body, it erased all traces of his existence, and he has been wiping out all traces of my existence, in order not to let people find me, how can you find two people who have no traces of survival in the world for the past seven years? ”
"What? Do you think this disgusting woman is still a little pitiful? Yu Yinwei asked him with a smile, her expression was obsessed and painful, and the two extremes made her look extremely weird, but they were also ...... Wretched.
"I've told you everything you want to know, and I lied to you, my mother is dead, and I'm really not doing well. Do you know? Over the years, how much I wish I could see you again, a shot straight through your heart, so that you can pay off all my pain for so many years with your life, and then I want to live well, in a world without you, and continue my life. ”
"After seeing you...... I still can't forget it, and I always hope that you can change your mind...... How did I forget, you never cared about me, how can you talk about it? ”
Yu Yinwei smiled and laughed, two lines of tears flowed from the corners of her eyes, crying and laughing, as if crazy, because of the difficulty of breathing, her face became like a blank paper, her chest rose and fell violently, she slid to the ground weakly and sat down, her elbow hit the ground.
Tang Yong knew that she was sick, so he hurriedly stood up and walked towards her, his facial features were like tight strings, "Don't say it, I'll take you to the hospital." ”