Chapter 187: Pathetic Self-Esteem
Leng Rui flicked the steering wheel, and through the rearview mirror, he watched Ouyang Mingmei's figure disappear into the rearview mirror little by little.
The big hand holding the steering wheel slowly tightened, and the phalanges were faintly white.
That Miss Yan was right, how much he hated himself, how much he loved himself.
From a very young age, he understood that the only person who could change his fate was himself.
Therefore, he tried his best to create one miracle after another.
Sun Yayan once commented on him, saying that he is a person who has no rebellious period, no passion, and does not know how to enjoy life.
However, doesn't he want to have a rebellious period, he doesn't like excitement, he doesn't want to enjoy life?
Why does he have to get along with himself, let himself live like a dog?
He can't help it, during the rebellious period of his youth, he doesn't even have a person around him who can be willful.
If he didn't improve himself, he could imagine that embarrassing life where he would be now.
He let himself live like a clockwork machine, and just wanted to make himself better and better......
Leng Rui took a deep breath, swiped his big hand, and drove the car onto a fork in the road to the port.
Not long after it was opened, the mobile phone in his pocket rang, Leng Rui took it out, glanced at the screen, picked up the Bluetooth headset on the side and put it on.
"Arrow, did Miss Yan tell you anything that day?" On the phone, it was the voice of Leng Meiyu, who had disappeared for three days.
Leng Rui took a deep breath and asked in a low voice, "Where did you go?" ”
"Hehe, I haven't been anywhere, am I in Hong Kong?" Leng Meiyu said with a smile and a relaxed smile.
"Leng Meiyu, this is my last warning, I won't care about your affairs anymore. If you cause anything else, it has nothing to do with me, I am very benevolent to you! The words fell, no matter what Leng Meiyu's reaction was, Leng Rui directly ripped off the Bluetooth headset and threw it out.
After parking the car at the port, Leng Rui rushed out of the car like crazy.
Ouyang Mingmei, when you see me like this, will you still pester me?
What do you like about me, what are you new about, apart from the law firm, in addition to the small sense of accomplishment that being a lawyer brings me, what else can I get my hands on?
My private life is completely blank, I have nothing, I have a disgraceful background, even your friends can blackmail me, and I have a mother who causes me trouble at every turn.
I'm so scumbag that I even look down on myself, and when you really see me like this, can you still like it?
I don't want you to pester me, I reject you just because I want to maintain that little bit of my pathetic self-esteem!
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The next day, Leng Rui went downstairs to pick up the car and wanted to go back to the law firm.
No, Ouyang Mingmei, who was dressed in sportswear, trotted in front of him and said with a bright smile: "Ah, Lawyer Leng, what a coincidence, are you at work?" ”
Leng Rui glanced at her and didn't speak.
"Hehe, where am I running, fitness and fitness, hehe, lawyer Leng, are you going to court today?" Ouyang's bright smile was a bit far-fetched.
Leng Rui still didn't speak, and walked towards the parking lot with an expressionless face.
Ou Yangming trotted beside him and said in a chattering voice, "If you go to court, will I go and listen?" Last time you beat Qian Siren's case, I went to the hall to listen to half of the audience, you are super powerful! ”
Leng Rui still didn't answer.
"Oh, by the way, did you have breakfast? I bought breakfast, I brought it over to eat, I can buy it anyway! Ouyang Mingmei said, and began to rummage through the bag she was carrying