It's all said that I'm stupid, and it's ridiculous in my life. Who knows the bitter and sour taste?

Wu Xiaojun wandered around the county for a whole day, looking around for all the places where Qin Meixiang might go, looking forward to the appearance of Qin Meixiang's beautiful and graceful figure, but the reality was cruel, and finally disappointed him, he lost a person he really loved, immersed in extreme pain that should not have happened, and his spirit was almost on the verge of collapse. But he had to compromise and give in, and it was not until it was getting late that he dragged his heavy and tired body, with a particularly sad heart and infinite melancholy and hesitation, to return to his parents.

The parents had already known the misfortune of Qin Meixiang's family, looking at their lost son and knowing the pain in his heart, they did not mention too much about the topics that made him sad, but gave him more encouragement and comfort, "Meixiang may just leave temporarily, change the environment, forget the place of sadness and grief, and after a while, she will naturally come back." She is a good child, we all admire her, no matter what happens in her family, we will not dislike her, let alone abandon her, but treat her well, take care of her and help her. Now there is no other way to contact her except to wait for her. ”

His parents' words comforted him a little, and he was so tired and tired that he slept for three days before he had to return to school with worries, disappointments, and sorrows. That night, when he returned to the hospital ward, he saw that Shao Yingying's body was recovering quickly, she was already moving freely, her face was ruddy, and she was sitting on the edge of the hospital bed talking to her mother Chen Jie with a smile.

Seeing Wu Xiaojun suddenly appear in front of him, he was surprised and delighted, and hurriedly stood up and asked Wu Xiaojun to sit down, and asked with distress and concern, "When did you come back, did you see Sister Mei Xiang, what happened to her family?" I've been worrying everyone to death these days, and I just hope you can come back one day sooner. ”

Wu Xiaojun sighed, "It's hard to say." Then he briefly explained the situation.

Shao Yingying and Chen Jie kept crying while listening, "Sister Mei Xiang is so pitiful, how can she do the regretful thing of giving up her studies, isn't she practicing herself and ruining her life." Besides, if such a big thing happens, can she resist it alone, why don't you tell you and everyone, maybe they can help her with something. He wiped away tears sadly.

Chen Jie looked at Wu Xiaojun with a blank eye, choked up and said, "Mei Xiang is really a good boy, she thinks about others everywhere, and would rather wronged herself and knock out her teeth and swallow it in her stomach than burden others and cause trouble to others." Yingzi, you really should learn from Mei Xiang in the future, as for your illness, I don't know how much suffering Xiaojun has suffered, how much tiredness and grievances have been suffered, this kind of kindness, you must always keep it in mind. ”

Wu Xiaojun smiled bitterly and said, "Auntie, let's not talk about these sad things, what did the doctor say, when will Yingzi be discharged from the hospital?" ”

Shao Yingying raised her eyes and looked at Chen Jie, and said with a blushing face, "I felt almost better two days ago, like no one, I was bent on being discharged from the hospital, my mother always nagged endlessly, afraid that the knife edge would not be firm, and there would be any sequelae, so I had to stay for two more days, and I would not be allowed to be discharged. No, we're talking about being discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and you're back. ”

Wu Xiaojun stared at Chen Jie with both eyes, and said calmly, "In the hospital, people come and go, you can't eat and sleep well, it's inconvenient in all aspects, and the air is relatively dirty. What's next, will Yingzi go home for a while or stay at school? ”

Chen Jie said hesitantly, "I want her to go back and live for a few days, but she is worried that she has been taking classes for so long and wants to calm down and make up for it, and she is making trouble." ”

Wu Xiaojun said, "Yingzi, it's important to take care of your health, it's not bad for three or five days, it's necessary to change the environment when you return home, you might as well go back first." In the past few days, I have missed a lot of classes, and I want to take advantage of this to divert my current restless mood, and concentrate on collecting and sorting out the notes of other students. ”

Shao Yingying said, "Okay, I'll go home directly after I am discharged from the hospital tomorrow." ”

Wu Xiaojun saw that Shao Yingying had nothing to do here, so he waited to be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, stood up and said to Chen Jie, "Auntie, seeing that Yingzi is recovering so quickly, I am happy for her in my heart, and I am relieved." Tonight, you two have a good night's sleep, and tomorrow is a good time, I won't stay long and disturb you. Then Chao Shao Yingying nodded, turned around and walked out slowly.

Chen Jie hurriedly said, "Xiaojun, Auntie knows that you are very uncomfortable now, let Yingzi send it, you young people have a common language together, if you are aggrieved and panicked, you can say what you have, it will be better." ”

Wu Xiaojun turned his head lightly and said lightly, "Auntie, no, I can stand it, don't Lao Yingzi, let her rest quickly." ”

Shao Yingying walked up to Wu Xiaojun lightly and whispered, "Let me send you off." ”

The two of them walked downstairs silently with their heads down, found a leisure chair in front of a nearby rockery and sat down gently, even though there were thousands of words, they didn't know where to start for a while, and after being silent for a long time, Shao Yingying said uneasily, "Xiaojun, I know that you and Sister Mei Xiang have a very deep relationship, they are heart-to-heart with each other, encourage each other, understand each other, support each other, be true and pure, and it is really not easy to go all the way." Although Sister Mei Xiang's family suffered this catastrophe, I believe that she will not give up the unforgettable love you have obtained from such a long period of hard work. Sister Mei Xiang is also a person with strong self-esteem and the courage to take responsibility, temporary departure does not mean giving up forever, it is her infinite love for you that she can't bear to transfer her pain to you, but chooses to bear it alone and leave quietly. Don't be too pessimistic and disappointed, look ahead, cheer up, cheer up, and come out of the shadows in front of you, this may be exactly what Sister Mei Xiang wants to see and want. If you are in a slump from now on, indulging in the past all day long, and abandoning your studies and career, making Sister Mei Xiang feel uneasy and unsteady, it will not only take her painstaking efforts, but also a kind of blasphemy against the love between the two of you, maybe she will never appear in front of you and return to you. At that time, you will really want to cry without tears, and you should not cry out to the heavens and the earth. ”

Wu Xiaojun looked at the starry sky from time to time, sighed for a long time, couldn't cry, and said melancholy, "Yingzi, you haven't been in love, you don't know the joys, sorrows, sorrows, ups and downs, and you don't know what it's like to fall in love with someone. Mei Xiang and I were classmates in high school, although there was not much interaction at that time, but I still knew her better, whether it was a coincidence or an invisible push, many things naturally pushed the two of us together, out of control, like a dream, the distance between each other quickly shortened, to the point of being infatuated. We keep longing, perseverance, loyalty and longing together, recall the past and beautiful times together, imagine the happy life of tomorrow, feel that everything is bright and beautiful, and the heart is so calm, natural and sweet. When this qiē disappeared in an instant, turning into meteors and bubbles, it was really impossible to face, accept, and escape. ”

Shao Yingying muttered, "Love is a beautiful thing, although love will experience a certain amount of pain after it, maybe it will make you lose your mind for a while, and you have a feeling of being abandoned by the whole world. Because you are immersed in pain, you have lost someone you love, you have given so much for her, almost all of your love, your sincere heart. If you don't feel the slightest pain in your heart when you face a breakup that is close to abandonment, it can only mean that you have not really loved. ”

Wu Xiaojun said lightly, "What can these mean?" As soon as I thought of her mother, who had a mental breakdown and lost her mind, and was like crazy, wandering in a helpless foreign land, I felt heartbreak and heart-wrenching pain, which was more uncomfortable than an awl pierced in my heart, and a hundred times more bitter than eating Coptis chinensis. ”

Shao Yingying softly comforted and comforted, "There is no unforgettable pain, there is no unforgettable love, and your loss gives you a kind of growth in exchange for pain." In that case, why should you bother with a process that you must go through? You just experienced the taste of growth a little earlier than others, and your pain is your capital to mature than others, because you experienced it earlier than others, and experienced that feeling for a longer time, and your pain will turn into your beautiful memories and witness your growth in the passage of time. The more you endure, the more you will get after you struggle out of the pain, and you will have more social experience and more life insights than others. So as the price of growth, why can't you hold on a little longer and walk through it strongly? We are not an isolated being, we are surrounded by many relatives, friends and people who care about us, and drowning in our own pain will not only not free you from it, but will also involve many people who are related to you to fall into the shadow of pain together. Is this what you want to see? You just lost your mind in the face of pain, and in that case, you should do your best to free yourself from it, for the sake of yourself and for the sake of those who care about you, remember: you are not only for yourself, but your life touches the hearts of many people. ”

Wu Xiaojun said a little ashamedly, "After all, I am a person who is full of feelings and shallow experience, always obsessed with everything, and haunted by dreams. ”

Shao Yingying suddenly said excitedly, "I don't want to see a Wu Xiaojun who escapes and anesthetizes selfishness and only lives for himself without considering the feelings of others, I just want to see a positive, lively and cheerful Wu Xiaojun who faces every day, I hope you can find your own way of liberation in the busy study and work, forget the past, start a new life, and stride towards a broader road of life struggle." ”