I thought that loving and being loved could be equal, and you laughed at me for being naïve. Great literature

Ximen Yonghao was determined to help Ping'er save the county lord of Qianxue from Leng Rujin's hands, so Ximen Yonghao returned home after leaving Princess Ziyan's mansion, and he quietly called his personal maid Dongqing over, "Go out with me to do something." Holly didn't ask much, and then followed Ximen Yonghao out of the General's Mansion, and then walked the streets and alleys to a fairly large-scale Huixianju restaurant in the capital, and came upstairs to Ximen Yonghao to pick a secluded private room.

"The young master won't invite someone to dinner, right?" Holly asked with a slight smile.

West Gate Yonghao Road; "Yes, you go and invite Miss Leng over, you know where she lives."

Holly didn't ask why, and then said goodbye to Ximen Yonghao and got out of the restaurant, and then hurriedly went to Leng Rujin's residence.

Holly came to Leng Rujin's residence, at this time Leng Rujin was pacing in the yard, and she was very surprised when she saw Holly appear; "Miss Leng, our young master asked me to invite you to the Huixian Residence." Before Leng Rujin could ask the other party's intentions, this holly opened her mouth first.

Leng Rujin heard this, her face was happy, no matter what it was for, as long as there was news about him, as long as he was remembered, this was happiness, although such happiness was a bit humble, but Leng Rujin, who was carried away by love, didn't care about this.

"Didn't your young master say that he wanted me to go over for something?" Leng Rujin couldn't help but ask more, and Holly shook her head; "I don't know, Miss Leng will know when she goes. "Leng Rujin hopes that Holly can give him a longing answer, but that qiē is a luxury that is out of his reach.

Leng Rujin simply cleaned up, and then left the hut with Holly, and walked quickly towards the Huixian Residence.

Holly took Leng Rujin upstairs and came directly to the private room of Ximen Yonghao.

At this time, Ximen Yonghao was sitting in the private room drinking tea, waiting for Rujin, as soon as the door opened, Ximen Yonghao looked at the door, and Leng Rujin, who was dressed in white, walked in slowly and generously.

"I've kept my brother waiting." Entering the door, Leng Rujin sat directly opposite Ximen Yonghao, she looked at each other wantonly, the other party was also looking at her, she hadn't seen her for many days, one was getting wider because she missed Chenglin, and the other was still the same, the sun was still the same, and the chic was still there.

Leng Rujin took the initiative to break the silence, which made Ximen Yonghao not struggle with how to speak, at this time Holly was still standing by his side, "Holly; You go back first,"

Holly had just walked to the door, and then turned back again; "Young Master; What should I say if my grandmother asks me? ”

Ximen Yonghao pondered for a moment and said; "You just say I'm in the princess's mansion, and there's no need to say anything else."

Holly said okay and walked out of the room.

As soon as Holly walked on the front foot, the second little man from the back foot shop came up, and the table was soon filled with sumptuous dishes and a bottle of fine wine. Great literature

The door closed again, and there were only two people left in the room, Rujin and Yonghao.

"Senior sister; You okay? Ximen Yonghao didn't dare to look directly at Leng Rujin, his eyes were desperately dodging, afraid of the clarity in Rujin's eyes, afraid of Rujin's resentment and love that couldn't be concealed.

This sentence is okay, warm as the wind, but it makes Rujin can't help but want to cry, "How can I be good without you." Leng Rujin still endured her grief and said what she wanted to say the most, a simple sentence How could I be good without you but it was better than a million sentences I love you, which made Ximen Yonghao heartache because of guilt.

Ximen Yonghao did not follow Rujin's words, but picked up the wine bottle and poured wine for the two.

Leng Rujin first picked up the wine glass, looking at the pure object in the glass, she slowly raised her head to face Ximen Yonghao; "Senior brother; Do you know? Since you and Chen Yingying got married, I have been with this every day, so I have been drunk from a drink in the past to a thousand cups now. Leng Rujin raised her head and drank the wine in the cup, her kind of crispness and neatness surprised Ximen Yonghao a little.

"Senior sister; Don't do this, I'll be distressed if you do this, really. Ximen Yonghao's distress made Leng Rujin couldn't help but sneer, she put the wine glass on the table and sneered a few times, "It's so distressing, if the senior brother is distressed about me, why did he marry someone else, if the senior brother was distressed about me, how could he kill our children, if the senior brother was distressed about me, why didn't you marry me into the door, senior brother, don't say that you feel sorry for me, don't lie to me, you will only make me feel that you are hypocritical." Leng Rujin's every word was like a needle piercing Ximen Yonghao's heart, the pain made him unable to dodge, Leng Rujin's smile was as cold as ice, and the laughter was so sad that it made people feel cold.

Facing Leng Rujin's duties, Ximen Yonghao's face turned red, his head hung down slightly, and he was speechless.

Leng Rujin poured herself a glass of wine, still drank it in one gulp, and continued; "Senior brother; I know that you have never loved me, you only have your family in your heart, and when things come to this point, I know that I wish me, may I love you too much, if I don't love you so much, I originally thought that even if I can't be with you, I will be satisfied to give birth to our child, last autumn I went to the palace, and the moment I hugged the county lord, I felt what is called warmth, when I learned that I was pregnant, do you know how happy I am? Even if I don't have you by my side, as long as I have children, I will live the same happiness, but you will deprive you of such happiness, senior brother; You're so cruel, so cruel! After Ru Jin finished saying these tears, she slipped down disobediently, she was not a girl who loved to cry, but her fragility in front of her beloved was red, and the tears dripped into the cup full of wine, and drank it into the stomach with the wine, and at that moment Ru Jin felt extremely bitter.

Ximen Yonghao didn't know how to comfort Rujin, he just sighed again and again, and at the same time drank glass by glass like Rujin.

"Senior sister; I know I'm sorry for you, I still want to be with you, but I'm the eldest son of the Ximen family, and there are many things that I can't help myself, junior sister, if you meet a better man than me one day, don't let go, I'm not worth it," Ximen Yonghao thought that this was the best comfort for Rujin, but he didn't know that it was the deepest hurt to Rujin, and this so-called fulfillment was like a steel knife that was fiercely inserted into Rujin's fragile and scarred heart, and pieces of blood red fell like this.

Leng Rujin smiled coldly; said with a sad face; "Maybe I don't care, that's why you said it so easily, senior brother, my heart can only accommodate one person, that person is you, your heart has been filled by you, how to accept others again. Brother; Since you can't give me to stay together, I just want you to think of me once in a while, and that's enough. Leng Rujin's humble tears crackled and fell like the torrential rain in June, she didn't stop it, she simply let it flow in front of him.

Simon nodded heavily and put his hand on his chest; "Senior sister, I will definitely find a way to be with you, you give me time, let time prove that I care about you, junior sister, I just don't want you to go to extremes and do some irrational things, I'm afraid that I really can't save you then, if that's the case, how can we stay together." Ximen Yonghao used the promise he gave her to express his intentions.

Leng Rujin looked at Ximen Yonghao with a guilty face through the curtain of tears, "Senior brother; If I were asked to kill him one day, would you save me without regard for a single thing? Leng Rujin looked at the other party with anticipation, she thought that if the other party said a word to deceive herself, she would be satisfied, her love had been humbled to this point.

Ximen Yonghao faced Leng Rujin's seriousness and expectations, he did not hesitate to say; "I will, but I hope you can be safe, junior sister, I beg you not to do stupid things, okay? Hand over the lord to me, and you'll be safe. ”

Ximen Yonghao's words made Rujin completely understand, it turned out that he asked himself to come here today not to miss, but for the county lord, it turned out that he was making himself amorous again, thinking of this, Rujin's heart was full of sadness, and that sadness was also written on his face at the same time.