Chapter 465, I can't do it
Things have to start with Susan and Cheng Yu, Susan has always had a shallow concept of love, and she is used to following Mrs. Pei; The character is naturally very aggressive, and there is a natural freedom in the rebelliousness.
As for Cheng Yu, although she can be regarded as favored in the Cheng family, an illegitimate daughter is an illegitimate daughter after all; Even though she was just born and was admitted to the Cheng family as a genuine lady, it still can't change the fact that she is an illegitimate daughter.
She once thought about it, hoping to find someone who loved her and spoiled her, like Song Anyang; Or like Li Xiaomei, find someone who can treat her as a relative and give birth to a child and live a peaceful life.
Eventually, she found nothing; but is deeply trapped in a nondescript romance; But Cheng Yu doesn't regret it, even if it's wrong or poisonous, she is willing to do it.
Cheng Yu knelt in the center of Pei's downstairs, unmoved, willing to ask for forgiveness, willing to accept!
As for Susan, she was locked up in a small dark room upstairs in Pei's house, locked to death.
Mrs. Pei has already picked a good date for Susan, and she will marry to the southwest in two days.
Two women love each other, what kind of system.
Song Xiaoyang explained to Song Anyang about Cheng Yu and Susan, although he also thought it was immoral, but if the two were not heart-to-heart, how could they break through the moral bottom line and choose to be together.
It's a pity that the world is so separated.
Maybe Song Xiaoyang thinks that Song Anyang will think the same as her, as long as they are truly in love, they can cross genders.
However, Song Anyang lagged behind Song Xiaoyang's words, and replied in a low voice: "It's okay to separate." ”
Song Anyang's mood was a little complicated, he glanced at Cheng Yu, thought about Susan again, and began to recall in his mind; In her moral bottom line, two women are together, which is indeed against moral norms.
She and Mrs. Pei stand on the same position.
When Song Xiaoyang heard Song Anyang's reply, his face was slightly sluggish, he was silent for a moment, and he was so angry that he gasped for breath, and raised his voice to question Song Anyang: "Cousin, Susan and Cheng Yu really love each other, you know that Sister Susan marrying to the southwest will not only be mental torture for her, but also physical torture." ”
For the person who Mrs. Pei asked Susan to marry, Song Xiaoyang once heard Susan mention a few words, occupying a high military and political position in the southwest, and originally had a wife who married him for half a year, suddenly died violently, and has always coveted Susan.
In Song Xiaoyang's view, Mrs. Pei married Susan in this matter in order to consolidate the political position of the Pei family; will do so.
When Song Xiaoyang said this, she was very emotional, and she held Song Anyang's hand tightly with both hands, hoping that Song Anyang could stand on the same side as her.
But Song Anyang still adhered to the original point of view and stood in silence for a long time.
Finally, he sighed and replied: "Then have you ever thought that they will not have a future when they are together." ”
will be spurned for the rest of your life.
Even if they escape from their current living area in the future and hide in other places together, after a long time, there will still be qualitative changes.
For example, in the life of two women, without relatives and friends, will they feel lonely, and they will have to endure the strange eyes of the outside world on them.
There are two types of genders, and all that is needed is for the opposite sex to be paired.
There are some things, when Song Anyang sees the entertainment comments on TV about same-sex true love, he won't feel that there is a problem.
But when these things really happened around her, she found out; These are morally intolerable issues.
Song Anyang's words made Song Xiaoyang slowly let go of the hand holding Song Anyang, stared at Song Anyang, and felt that his chest was a little blocked.
Song Xiaoyang let go of his hand, but Song Anyang turned his head to stare at Song Xiaoyang, and reminded again: "Xiaoyang, sometimes, the information you receive, the problem of true love of the same sex, only exists in the virtual world, everyone yearns for it, and everyone blesses it; But in reality, not many people will really accept this kind of thing in the Taoist culture that has been handed down for thousands of years. ”
Speaking of which, Song Anyang stared at Song Xiaoyang.
What people say and what they show in the virtual world; Some are true, and some are false.
Two women love each other, put in the real world, how many people will really accept it?
I am afraid that most of them are spurned and despised.
On the other hand, Song Anyang can be very sure that if the matter of Cheng Yu and Susan is placed in the virtual world, there must be many people who bless and shout that they believe in love.
Song Anyang can irrationally help Susan and Cheng Yu intercede, but if she really does this, Susan and Cheng Yu will have a more painful life.
Song Anyang's words made Song Xiaoyang speechless for a moment, standing in place, staring at Song Anyang, stunned.
The atmosphere was silent for a moment, and Song Anyang saw that Song Xiaoyang was stunned, so he stretched out his hand and pulled Song Xiaoyang upstairs.
When he walked past Cheng Yu, he whispered: "If you really love each other, you should think about each other." After that, Song Anyang had already dragged Song Xiaoyang up.
Cheng Yu looked at Song Anyang's back, and the smile on the corner of his mouth was full of self-mockery.
Song Anyang dragged Song Xiaoyang upstairs, although Song Xiaoyang kept following, his face was always complicated.
Wait for Song Anyang and Song Xiaoyang to find Mrs. Pei and ask for the key to Susan's room; Song Xiaoyang's face was softened at this time.
Old Madam Pei hesitated.
But after hearing Song Anyang's explanation, he decided to go with them to see Susan's child.
Guan Susan's room is a small room in the corner of the second floor of Pei's house, but all the places where you can escape are sealed, no matter how capable Susan is, she can't escape.
As soon as the door was opened, Mrs. Pei stepped in first, followed by Song Anyang and Song Xiaoyang.
As soon as Mrs. Pei entered the house, Susan knelt down in front of Mrs. Pei, with messy hair, soulless eyes, and embarrassed appearance, she had already lost Susan's original demeanor.
He hurriedly knelt down in front of Mrs. Pei and begged: "Old lady, please, I really love Xiaoyu, please don't marry me to the southwest, please...... Please. ”
Susan fell to her knees pleading, her voice short and her eyes red.
Because of nervousness and fear, my body kept shaking.
Hurried and anxious voices echoed in the closed hut.
She knew her identity and did not dare to disobey the old lady; But she knows better in her heart that if she really marries into the southwest and falls into the hands of that man, she will not be able to escape even if she has wings.
Maybe Susan didn't mention Cheng Yu, and Mrs. Pei's face would look better, but when Song Anyang mentioned Cheng Yu, Mrs. Pei's face became even darker.
Standing in front of Susan, her eyes became cold.
I didn't want to look at Susan's spineless appearance now, so I turned my head to look at Song Anyang and asked her to evaluate this matter.
Song Anyang received a reminder from Mrs. Pei, first stunned, and then stepped up to Susan, stretched out his hand and slowly helped the person up.
Susan didn't know Song Anyang's intentions, and her relationship with Song Anyang has always been good.
thought that Song Anyang would be on her side, but she didn't expect that Song Anyang explained to her morality.
At this time, Susan couldn't even listen to half a word.
After Song Anyang just said a few words, he directly pushed the person away.
"Don't be so high-sounding, you don't understand anything."
"You don't understand anything."
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Susan was no longer willing to listen more, and Song Anyang and the others were embarrassed not to linger any longer, and turned to leave.
It was Song Xiaoyang, who saw Susan's embarrassed appearance, and began to think deeply in his heart, is normal or abnormal.
Leaving from the room in the corner of Pei's house, Song Anyang's mind kept recalling the appearance of Susan kneeling down and begging for help, how arrogant and confident she used to be; Compared to what it looks like today, the contrast is huge.
Song Anyang walked a little behind Old Madam Pei, the sound of fine yarn, and there seemed to be only footsteps in the corridor.
Suddenly, Mrs. Pei asked, "Is Xiaoyue okay lately?" ”
Old Madam Pei asked Pei Yue, her voice was faint.
Hearing this, Song Anyang's face was slightly sluggish, and he stood in place stunned, and then replied: "It's good." Although answering this kind of question made Song Anyang feel a little strange, he would still answer seriously.
As soon as Song Anyang's voice fell, Old Madam Pei suddenly stopped, turned her head to look at Song Anyang, and her originally calm eyes suddenly became gloomy.
With sharp eyes, he stared at Song Anyang's face slightly stunned, a little afraid.
After Mrs. Pei finished watching Song Anyang, she slowly turned her head and continued to walk forward.
The words in his mouth are no longer as simple as before, just simple inquiries, but with a bit of reproach.
"I heard that you had an inappropriate private life, so Xiao Yue was caught red-handed."
When Mrs. Pei mentioned this, her voice gradually increased; She doesn't care about Pei Yue's affairs on the surface, but she will make people stare at her.
He didn't want to suspect that Song Anyang was bad, but she hoped that Song Anyang would know how to distinguish between the important and the important, and not always let Xiaoyue down.
When Song Anyang heard Mrs. Pei mention her private life, her eyes were slightly stunned, and her face immediately turned red in embarrassment.
She did watch a striptease before, but she didn't have any private misconduct.
At that time, it was because everyone was foolish that they would watch it.
Thinking of this, Song Anyang wanted to explain to Mrs. Pei, but Mrs. Pei didn't give Song Anyang a chance to explain, so she only continued lightly: "I don't want to worry too much about this matter, but you must know for yourself that your current identity is Mrs. Pei, which is attracting attention; If you can't do Mrs. Pei well, there are a lot of excellent people waiting to be Mrs. Pei. ”
When Mrs. Pei mentioned this, she had already walked to the door of her room, and before entering, she turned her head to look at Song Anyang, and her eyes stayed on Song Anyang's face for a moment; Finally, without saying anything more, he stepped into the room.
Song Anyang looked at the figure of Mrs. Pei entering the house, and was stunned.
No matter how confused she was, it was impossible not to understand the meaning of Old Madam Pei's words.
Song Anyang also understood that Mrs. Pei said these words at this time just to warn her not to worry about Susan's affairs.
Thinking of this, Song Anyang turned his head in a trance and turned his head to look at Song Xiaoyang.
Song Xiaoyang felt that Song Anyang was looking at her, so she hurriedly raised her head, and said with some hesitation and apprehension: "Sister, I understand that this matter is difficult to accept." ”
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