Yu Yinyu was stunned at first, and then her face half sunk into the pillow for a while.

No matter how sharp and burning Tang Yong's gaze was behind her, she didn't look back, there were some things she didn't want to face, let alone let others know, especially him.

Before she came back, she thought about it, if Tang Yong knew what she had been doing over the years, and knew how scarred she was, would she regret not being at the beginning?

But how could she not understand him? If she really just wanted him to know this, Tang Yong would only have mercy on her.

But on the one hand, she wanted him to know what kind of life she had lived for so many years because of him, and on the other hand, she didn't want him to pity herself and look down on herself. He's too complicated, so it's even more bothersome.

She really wanted to leave that day, but she came here and saw his people, is she willing to do it?

For so many years, all feelings have been mixed in it, not only reluctantly, but also painful regrets. She lived a few years when life was worse than death, all because of him. It's just that he is already married and is about to become the father of someone else's child. She shouldn't have messed with his life for any reason.

But the next day, she sat on the sofa in the hotel after the plane took off, looking at the sky of City A, how rare is it for her to have such a free day, how long has she not seen people and things 'outside'?

Yu Yin's back was to her, and her muffled voice carried a shallow smile, "How are you doing?" I won't let you worry about it either. That night, after I received a phone call, I drank a lot of alcohol, and when I realized that my body was about to fail, I wanted to call the emergency center, but I called you by mistake, and then my phone fell under the shoe cabinet, and my consciousness was not very clear, so I would repeatedly dial a number for help, so don't feel burdened. ”

She paused at this point, and then said after a while, "Don't come to me to give me alms because you feel sorry for me because of what happened before." ”

"I didn't give you charity," Tang Yong looked at the thin back, his dark eyes were half-narrowed, and he couldn't guess what he was thinking, "Didn't you come back because you hated me?" ”

Yu Yinfei was stunned, turned to look at him, and suddenly sneered, "You still feel as good about yourself as before," she spoke very slowly, even with a smile on her face, but the bite always made people feel desolate, "I hate you, if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have been disfigured and almost blinded, and I wouldn't have been able to pick up a scalpel again because you hurt your hand." ”

She slowly raised her left hand, which was no different from a normal hand, except that she could only feel the stiffness of her fingers.

She smiled bitterly: "I still hate you, if it weren't for the fact that you didn't come to save me, I wouldn't marry someone else to survive." I hate you, are you satisfied? ”

Yu Yinwei said these words, not as excited as ordinary people would show, hoarse, as if he had opened the lid of the old vinegar altar, and could not see the dark and strong liquid inside, only smelling the pungent smell. It's like she's telling stories about other people's worries, the pain is someone else's, she's just a bystander.

"I've only seen others run away from their own sins, and I didn't know that you had a habit of hoping that others would hate you." Yu Yinmei said like a joke. The 'I hate you' just said seems to be just a joke.

Tang Yong looked at her pale face, as if she was still frozen in her bright and confident smile before.

It turned out that he just thought that she didn't have time to save her and broke her heart, so she would marry someone else in such a short time, and never wanted to appear in front of him again.

didn't know that what she experienced was actually these, and these would accumulate into hatred - disfigurement, plastic surgery, marriage, divorce, broken hands, scarred, alcoholism.

I still remember that she was a top student in the medical department, and when she picked up the scalpel and fiddled with the test tube, it was when she was most confident.

Nowadays, I can't even hold a scalpel.

Looking at Tang Yong's silence, Yu Yinyu endured the discomfort in her body and lay back on the bed, "Don't look at me with eyes like yours, you once said that I was too smart and calculating, and now I say this, you can also think that I am provoking your guilt, I am playing tricks and deliberately making you guilty, but don't forget that you are asking yourself." ”

"Don't imagine for yourself," Tang Yong said, "Have a good rest, I'll go out, come to see you later, and I'll find you a nurse." ”

"No, I have my own money, I can afford it myself, I really don't bother you." No matter what, she didn't want to make herself look pitiful.

"Rich? Did your ex-husband give you alimony? Tang Yong didn't think much about it, blurted out, and regretted it a little after speaking.

Yu Yinyu had already replied lightly, "Yes, I also want to live, what, do you look down on it?" ”

Tang Yong did not speak.

One is that he is not qualified to look down on him, and the other is that there is no reason to refute it.

After a while, he was just about to leave, and Yu Yin's voice came softly from the quilt, "I'm sorry." ”

"Rest well, the doctor said you have to quit drinking, don't drink secretly." He finally left the ward after giving instructions, and went to the nurse's station to ask the nurse to assign Yu Yinyu a nurse with high requirements in all aspects. Then drive away.

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The depression brought by Tang Yong last night was diluted a lot by the joy of the first fetal movement, and Xia Fanjin could not calm the excitement that surged from time to time, and he was looking forward to the baby's fetal movement again.

I couldn't hold it back in the afternoon, so I went out to the supermarket.

Along the way, she drove very carefully, and although she slept late last night, she also woke up late, so she was in good spirits.

When she went out, she changed into a white casual high-waisted spliced over-the-knee pleated skirt, with a half-sleeved design, which was very simple and neat, and the most important thing was that she would not fall into the cliché of being old when she was pregnant, she wore pointed-toe flat shoes, her hair was draped over her shoulders, and she also wore sunglasses and a mask for camouflage.

Generally, with these two things, you will not be recognized when you go out.

She went to the supermarket to buy groceries and food, but more often than not, she went to the mother and baby area.

Xia Fanjin walked around the mother and baby area, and bought several sets of baby clothes on a whim, two sets of each style, and they were all clean and pure colors, such as color-changing blue and cream yellow.

Cartoon, small and fresh.

She has a lot of things in mind, baby bottles, bathtubs, wooden horse toys, and baby cots.

I wanted to buy it together, but I thought that I couldn't move it alone, and I didn't want people to deliver it to my door, so I exposed my address. So I just gave up and planned to buy it in batches.

Exit the supermarket checkout counter and walk through an automatic door to the elevator that leads to the underground car park. Xia Fanjin finished settling the account with three bags in his hand, one beautiful big bag was baby clothes, and the other two shopping bags were daily necessities and some nutritious food.

Originally, the things were not particularly heavy, and the distance was not very far, so she could barely lift it, but someone who was going to the parking lot saw her a pregnant woman and was worried that she would have an accident, so he took the initiative to help her share two bags.

Xia Fanjin was afraid of being recognized, so he pinched his throat and said thank you.

Next to it was a small couple, the man was carrying four bags in his hand, two of which were Xia Fanjin's.

The little girlfriend snuggled up to her boyfriend and asked Xia Fanjin suspiciously, "This wife, why did you come out alone when you were pregnant?" Why doesn't your husband stay with you? You buy so many things, how can you move them yourself? ”

The little girl was also indignant when she said it, thinking that the pregnant woman's husband must be a man with no sense of responsibility.

Xia Fanjin smiled, "The child's father is on a business trip." ”

The little girl 'ah', "How big is a woman's pregnancy, such an important period, and work is still the first priority......" She said and looked at Xia Fanjin's belly, "You look like you should be more than five months pregnant......

Xia Fanjin burst out laughing, the power of the twins was really different, but she didn't say much, just went down the steps, "Almost." ”

The little girl suddenly looked at her sympathetically, and after sending the things to Xia Fanjin in the car, Xia Fanjin thanked her, and heard the whispers of the two people who turned around and walked towards their car, and the little girlfriend hugged her boyfriend's arm to death, and said, "My dear, we will get married in the future, and you must accompany me when I am pregnant......"

The man rubbed the top of her hair dotingly, "Well, I'll always be with you." ”

Xia Fanjin looked at their figures, pursed her lips, and said that the promise is only limited to the present, but she hopes that they can also keep this promise and live happily in the future. Love in the world deserves to be blessed, but the result can only depend on one's own creation.

Xia Fanjin closed the trunk, opened the car door, and turned around to go home.

When she arrived at the underground parking lot downstairs at home, Xia Fanjin wandered around, deliberately trying to find a parking space close to the elevator entrance, but it was like deliberately opposing her, and the parking spaces closest to the elevator were full.

She had to choose one a little farther away, and if it was too heavy, she would take it in two parts.

After parking the car, Xia Fanjin opened the trunk, glanced at the three bags, and carried them together, but found that they couldn't move much, so they could only take them in batches.

A condensed female voice came from behind him: "Do you need my help?" ”

Xia Fanjin was startled, and when she turned around, she saw that she was a young girl with fair skin and delicate facial features, but her expression was too cold and she looked extremely unapproachable. is also a pair of apricot eyes, cold, the temperament is too cold, and the eyes are dark and deep, which makes people feel very distant. The voice, although as cold as the temperament, is very delicate.

Xia Fanjin looked at those things, and originally wanted to say no, thank her for her kindness, but she didn't expect that she had already taken the first step and lifted the three bags at once, "What floor do you live on?" ”

"Ten, fifteenth floor......" Xia Fanjin couldn't refuse, so he could only say thank you, and then got on the elevator with her.

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