Chapter 147: Lost
Yin Ruochen glanced at Han Ling, who was sleeping deeply, and easily opened her hand, the pain and loneliness in her eyes flashed, and finally stood up resolutely.
Miao Qingyang was guarding the door, and when he saw Yin Ruochen walking out, he hurriedly followed closely.
"She's already asleep, this king is leaving, you don't have to send it, just say goodbye here, take good care of her, she's very weak now." Yin Ruochen said in a low voice, and repeatedly admonished, "Remember what you said to this king tonight, don't let this king down." ”
Miao Qingyang nodded solemnly.
Yin Ruochen took one last look at the house, strode out, turned over and jumped on horseback.
The sound of the horses soon disappeared into the darkness.
Miao Qingyang stood stupidly and was distracted, until this moment he didn't believe that this qiē could be true, he finally got Han Ling, and he could live with Han Ling freely and freely in this beautiful prairie without any worries.
It seemed like it was coming too fast for him! Hurry up and let him not believe it.
When Han Ling opened his eyes again, it was already three poles the next day.
"Ling'er, woke up?" Miao Qingyang said gently, his face brightened.
"Brother Qingyang, why are you here?" Han Ling couldn't help but ask strangely when he saw Miao Qingyang.
"Ling'er, I will take good care of you in the future, don't worry, I will definitely do my best to take care of you, so that you can be happy, believe me, Ling'er." Miao Qingyang said excitedly, with a smile on his face.
Han Ling looked at him in surprise and suspicion.
"Brother Qingyang, aren't you in the barracks? How can you come to take care of me, lord? Han Ling asked hurriedly.
"Don't worry, it was allowed by the prince, not me who sneaked out, the prince now has a lot of important military affairs to do, and he has asked me to take care of you." Miao Qingyang smiled and said, "Sit up and drink some raw fish soup, it's good for the wound." ”
After speaking, Miao Qingyang gently picked up Han Ling who was half lying on the bed, served the steaming raw fish soup, and carefully fed Han Ling to drink.
Han Ling had many doubts in his heart, but he couldn't refuse Miao Qingyang's kindness, so he had to open his mouth and drink it one by one.
After drinking, Miao Qingyang went to the kitchen to prepare for food.
Han Ling's neck hurt very much, so he had to lie lazily on the bed, remembering what Yin Ruochen said to him last night, he said that he was going to leave first, there were still many things to be busy in the army, thinking that he couldn't trust others, so he asked Brother Qingyang to take care of her, and he should be back in a few days, Han Ling thought like this, and recuperated from his injuries with peace of mind.
Miao Qingyang really took care of Han Ling very meticulously and thoughtfully, responded to her requests, never brushed her mind, and cared for her very much, taking care of her meticulously, Han Ling was very moved.
As the days passed, Han Ling's injuries gradually healed, and she could often go outside, and every time Miao Qingyang accompanied her, carefully following her side.
Han Ling's face gradually had a smile, she saw the sergeants sent by Yin Ruochen to be stationed at the border, saw the people who had moved back one after another, saw the new changes in the entire grassland, and also saw the smiles on the faces of the people, all of them praised the silver prince in their mouths, and they could no longer see the shadow of the golden soldiers, and the 20,000 elite soldiers of the Northern Underworld were guarding the border of the grassland day and night.
The green prairie, the sky is bluer, the water is greener, the cattle and sheep are flocking all day long, children are playing on the grassland, and young men and women are singing cheerful folk songs on the grassland, expressing their love.
But Han Ling's inner uneasiness is increasing day by day, and he is getting more and more anxious day by day.
Every day, she would stand in front of the house and look out, expecting to see the back of the heroic and majestic man riding a horse, with a warm smile on her face, and called out to her, "Ling'er, I'm here." ”
But no, there was nothing to be seen, and the days passed quickly for a month.
At first, she saw the changes on the grassland, imagining that Yin Ruochen was busy commanding in the army, and she would feel at ease, after all, he was a man and a prince with military power, of course there would be many things to be busy, but soon, she realized that something was wrong, and the grassland gradually returned to tranquility, until she could no longer see the slightest change, but Yin Ruochen seemed to have completely disappeared and never seen it again.
Sometimes in the middle of the night, she would prick up her ears, as long as she heard the sound of horses crying outside, she would sit up and listen carefully, and a few times even opened the door and rushed out, but she never saw the once familiar figure again.
Han Ling's heart gradually sank.
Only then did she find that without Yin Ruochen, her life was so sad and lonely, so sad that she was restless and lived like a year. Even if Miao Qingyang accompanies her every day, it will not help.
"Brother Qingyang, when will the prince come back, it's been so long, and the affairs in the army haven't been finished yet?" Han Ling asked suspiciously, Miao Qingyang, who walked in.
Miao Qingyang's face changed, he wanted to speak and stopped, and he dodged uneasily in the face of Han Ling's questioning eyes.
"Brother Qingyang, can you sue me why? Will the prince never come back? Han Ling looked at Miao Qingyang's dodging eyes and asked more and more panickedly.
There was silence.
Miao Qingyang lowered his head and walked away, and went to the kitchen to make a fire and cook.
Han Ling followed, standing aside, looking at Miao Qingyang's skillful cooking on the fire, his handsome face, gentle and elegant demeanor, his expression of not being angry, and doing all kinds of work without complaints.
Han Ling only understood what Yin Ruochen meant in an instant, isn't a woman's greatest happiness to find such a man to stay with, and stay with each other until she gets old, and he obviously can't give her this.
If it is still the Han Ling who jumped into the river for Miao Qingyang before, then how complete and happy this qiē should be, but this qiē is too late, Han Ling is no longer the cowardly little girl, no longer blindly pursuing love, she knows what she wants!
Han Ling walked outside sullenly, Yin Ruochen actually abandoned her, to put it bluntly, she "transferred" her to Miao Qingyang on her own initiative, joke, what is she? She is human and doesn't need this kind of handout, so why not care about her feelings? It's really a domineering feudal man, Han Ling thought hatefully.
There is no doubt that Miao Qingyang is a good man, and he is the best candidate to be a father-in-law, if he changes to before, Han Ling will really be ecstatic and will be moved. But now Hanling has changed, and she wants to live the life she wants.
Even if Yin Ruochen took all the qiē, including her blood feud, Han Ling didn't want to accept this love.
Standing on the grass and looking at the blue sky and white clouds, a line of clear tears flowed out of the corners of his eyes, and soon more and more, and tears flowed down his face in an instant.
She stood gloomy.
Miao Qingyang came out after cooking, looking at Han Ling's lonely back from a distance, silent.
These days, Han Ling is not happy to be by his side, no matter what method he uses to make her happy and please her, it will not help, her heart is not in his body at all, nor is he left on this grassland, at this moment, he knows that he has lost her forever.
All the qiē things about the prince, she will smile and pay attention, any movement on the grassland can arouse her great interest, just because that qiē is Yin Ruochen's strategy, there is the figure of the silver prince, and no matter what he does, she will not care, or even have any interest, that frustration makes him want to go crazy, he knows that he missed the best opportunity, his previous words and deeds hurt her too deeply, he didn't dare to beg her for forgiveness, he can only blame himself for missing that good opportunity, missed the opportunity to make Han Ling fall in love with him, and now it's too late, not to mention that Yin Ruochen is so much better than him, he really can't do anything.
"Ling'er, the meal is ready, let's go home!" Miao Qingyang walked up and said softly.
Han Ling stood still, still looking up at the sky.
Miao Qingyang sighed and reached over to pull her hand.
Han Ling was awakened, reflexively retracted his hand, and looked at Miao Qingyang in a daze, with vigilance and vigilance in his eyes.
Miao Qingyang was deeply stung by Han Ling's expression, and the look in her eyes completely regarded him as a stranger! Suddenly felt that her heart was bleeding, it turned out that his infatuation was not as good as a stranger in her eyes, and he was so indifferent that he had nothing.
Looking at her with tears streaming down her face, Miao Qingyang's heart was gloomy and painful.
"Ling'er, what's wrong with you?" He asked gently.
Han Ling came back to his senses, hurriedly wiped away the tears on his face, smiled apologetically, and shook his head.
"Ling'er, I know." Miao Qingyang said in a low voice, "But, Ling'er, have you thought about it?" He is a high-ranking prince, he has a group of wives and concubines around him, a powerful man, it is impossible to have only one woman in his heart, no matter how much he loves that woman, his environment and various factors will not allow it, and can you really adapt to that kind of life? ”
Miao Qingyang said slowly, although the voice was small, the weight was not light, of course Han Ling understood, and understood what he meant, maybe even Yin Ruochen himself thought so, otherwise he would not have arranged Miao Qingyang for himself.
Han Ling's heart is mixed, the life of the palace is clear, can she really live that kind of life?
She is just a favorite concubine by his side, facing the eyes of other concubines, he will marry the princess soon, no matter what the prince's favor is to her, it will only bring her a short period of happiness, too much grace will attract the resentment of countless women, and if she loses her grace, she dare not guarantee that she will not go crazy.
Han Ling suddenly felt that she was moving forward on a dangerous road, she couldn't control herself, the person she should love was Miao Qingyang, follow him to live a stable and happy life for a lifetime, and he would definitely take good care of himself.
But what is she thinking about, what kind of life does she want?