Today I was invited to Sanya to attend the groundbreaking ceremony of a tourism project, and in the afternoon I flew back to Shanghai from Sanya, and I stopped by the hospital to see Jian Wei, who was still being treated.

This time, I didn't see Jane Wei in the ward, but in the small garden next to the hospital square, she was sitting in a wheelchair, and Mo Zishi pushed her slowly and leisurely on the stone path to enjoy the summer flowers blooming, and the afterglow of the sunset fell on them, making the whole world look casual and carefree, this situation, I even couldn't bear to disturb it

So, I sat on a bench on the side of the road, watching some people hurrying past under the street lamps, and some people were at ease

I had nothing to do.,Took out my mobile phone from my pocket.,Open the game called "Dragon Tour World",But I didn't contact the super R player named "Commander of the World",Just as a player,Understand the playability of this game in all aspects,And record the results of your own experience in detail in your notebook,And then compared it with the same type of game developed by your own company In fact,There are still some gaps between our game and this game that has been successfully operated for more than a year. But we still have a lot of time to adjust, and even surpass I don't believe that the top development team that Tongzi brought back from abroad will lose to the development team that makes a few game bugs from time to time.

When I raised my head, Mo Zishi had already pushed Jian Wei to me, and he smiled and asked me, "Why are you so attentive?" ”

I put my phone back in my pocket, looked at Janeway, who looked much better, before replying, "I don't want to disturb you when you walk in the garden, so I just played a game." ”

Mo Zishi nodded, and then everyone was silent for a while before I asked again, "Jian Wei, can't she walk on the ground now?" ”

Mo Zishi replied: "You can definitely walk, but after sleeping for so long, her body is too weak, and it is not suitable to walk on the ground immediately!" ”

This time, I nodded, and then there was another silence, Jian Wei seemed to be disgusted by this silence, and said to Mo Zishi, "Doctor Mo, can we go to dinner?" You promised me to eat pasta today, I don't want to eat any more liquid food that doesn't taste at all! ”

Mo Zishi smiled and said to me instead, "Let's go together, I'll have a treat." ”

"How can I ask you to please, I'll come" I said as I noticed Janeway's expression, she was obviously a little repulsed by me, I realized that I had completely lost my image in her awake life, how could she welcome me as an unexpected "stranger"?

I hurriedly changed my words with a smile and said, "By the way, I remember that the company still has some urgent matters that I need to deal with, and I have to rush back to Suzhou now, you can eat, and I will invite you again next time I have a chance." ”

Mo Zishi also seemed to sense Jian Wei's rejection of me, he didn't hold back, and after a few more words with me, he pushed Jian Wei towards the door of the hospital At this moment, I saw the last ray of sunlight scattered on their shoulders in the dusk, it was so harmonious, but I seemed to see some very profound mistakes in this harmony, but I didn't know where the mistake was, and who made the mistake between me and Jian Wei!

Or, in some scenery where things are right and wrong, you really don't have to care about who innocently loves whom, and who hates whom angrily!

Summer nights always come later than winter, and when I return to Suzhou, the sky has just darkened, and the time is already 7:30 This time is fatal for me, because I will always see a couple of couples in different ways to show the same love during dinner, simply, I go to Huifang Restaurant to fry two side dishes, drink a few bottles of beer, and then listen to those rookies who have just entered the workplace talking nonsense after drinking, and it is not so dull!

Even though I have been coming to Huifang Hotel very frequently recently, I have never met Fang Yuan again, and he seems to be the same as me, he will only eat here for a period of time in certain circumstances, and will not continue like this forever.

After ordering the food, the proprietress put a plate of mosquito coils at my feet with a beer bottle, and said to me with emotion: "Zhaoyang, you and Fang Yuan used to be like wearing a pair of pants, but now I don't see you coming together, he liked to come some time ago, and this time it was replaced by you." ”

I poured a beer for the proprietress and motioned for her to have a drink with me, then smiled and said, "We don't work together now, we are all busy, and we can't meet together!" ”

The proprietress drank a glass of beer happily and replied, "I know that Fang Yuan is now the general manager of the big shopping mall opposite, what about you, how are you mixed up with this unenterprising kid?" ”

"Aunt Huifang, is it really that important who mixes better?"

The proprietress ignored my questioning, and replied as if she was telling a truth: "In today's society, isn't it just who mixes better!" Otherwise, you young people, who got up early and went to school for more than ten years, what are you for? ”

The proprietress was a little rough, but the truth was not rough at all, we had been studying for so many years, definitely not to go into the society, and people would definitely be compared, so sooner or later there would be a superiority between me and Fang Yuan, which had become the fate between us!

After my favorite fried river clam was brought up, I began to eat it with chopsticks, and the cold beer immediately moistened my heart, liver and lungs on this dry summer night, and I couldn't help but smack my lips to enjoy the pleasure brought by the coldness.

After a glass of beer, the proprietress who brought me food suddenly smiled at someone behind me, until she called Fang Yuan's name, I didn't know that Fang Yuan was here, although I had been eating at the Huifang Hotel for so many days, this was the first time I had met Fang Yuan.

Fang Yuan and I haven't fully met yet, the proprietress has already enthusiastically set up a table for us, and at this time she can only share a table with me, because this small restaurant was already full at the previous moment.

Fang Yuan sat down across from me, and immediately asked the proprietress for a mixed cold powder, which was his favorite dish to accompany when drinking beer.

I handed him a bottle of beer that had not yet been opened, and he did not shirk it, but bit the cap with his mouth as before, and then filled his glass, and after a slight gesture to me, he raised his head and drank a glass of beer, and I drank the rest of the beer in the cup afterwards.

This time, he opened his mouth first: "I heard Dr. Hong say that Jian Wei has woken up, but her memory of the past is very confusing, saying that it is because of hyperbaric oxygen therapy?" ”

"That's the case."

"It's at least a new beginning, we all know that although she is a woman who occupies all the favors in the world, she is not happy, just like a kite that is pulled on a string, it seems to fly, but her fate is manipulated by others, and now she is really free!"

I know that most of Janeway's pain over the years has been caused by me, how can I not feel guilty in my heart, and then pour the wine glass full of beer as if catharsis, and drink it all again, if I had known that it was the end now, maybe we would not have chosen to meet in the first place! But if this is a fucking false proposition in itself, we would have made love bloody outside of what if! Therefore, people who have seen our love feel that this is the best result

In my silence, Fang Yuan asked again, "What are Jian Wei's plans in the future, will she go to the United States?" ”

"She has not fully recovered her ability to take care of herself yet, and it is not practical to go to the United States, I think she will recuperate in China for a period of time before making plans."

Fang Yuan nodded and said, "Well, let her go back to Suzhou, the environment of the sanatorium here is very good, it is very suitable for physical recovery, and the relationship between the dean and me is also good, say hello, he will make the best arrangements for Jian Wei." ”

"I won't bother you to worry about these things, I will arrange them for her"

My chat with Fang Yuan ended there, he drank the bottle of beer I gave him, and then checked out and left, and I also left, and then threw some unclear feelings in this Huifang restaurant, and walked alone on the street leading to the old house.

Night! Again in the hustle and bustle of the streets

Soon after returning to the old house, I received a call from Mr. and Mrs. Zhang Yixi, who were going to start their honeymoon trip from Shanghai tomorrow to Suzhou to see me, a lonely man.

A moment after the phone call, their family of three came to the old house, Pippi's naughty child, as soon as they met, they broke a pot of flowers I put on the coffee table, and as a result, Zhang Yixi was reprimanded, but Anqi spoiled him very much, saying that it is the nature of children to be active, blaming Zhang Yixi for making too much of a fuss, and I looked at their noisy appearance, and I was indescribably envious in my heart, and I didn't know when I would have a naughty child like Pippi, and then quarrel with Mi Cai because of educational differences

On the sofa, Pippi nested beside me, Uncle Zhaoyang on the left, and Uncle Zhaoyang shouted, the purpose was to let me teach him to play a fighting game, I taught him fighting skills, and chatted with Zhang Yixi about the current operation of the "Road of Literature and Art", and Anqi did not interfere with Zhang Yixi's career as always, and stood on the balcony as if avoiding looking at the flowers I raised.

As an investor, Zhang Yixi was very satisfied with the recent strong recovery of the literary and artistic road, and talked to me about the second round of investment, which we ignored Angel and Pippi

It wasn't until Pippi knocked over another pot of flowers that my communication with Zhang Yixi stopped temporarily, and Angel complained to me while cleaning up the broken flower pots: "Zhaoyang, what are you doing raising so many flowers at home, if a child accidentally breaks the flower pot, how dangerous these pieces are!" ”

I replied with tears and laughter: "How many children do you think have the destructive power of your son?" No, it's not destructive power, it's ruined ability! ”

Zhang Yixi took Anqi's words again, he said: "I think Zhaoyang raises these flowers to express his thoughts about Mi Cai" and said to me: "Brother, I really think it's not easy for you, it's not only the body that is holding back so stubbornly, but also the soul!" ”

My affection suddenly lowered, and I was speechless for a long time

Zhang Yixi turned to Anqi and asked, "Didn't we just go to Los Angeles this time?" Just go to the headquarters of New Green Energy to visit Mr. Mi! Zhaoyang, if we meet Mr. Mi, do you have anything for us to convey to her? ”

I seemed to have suddenly found a way to fill the gap caused by Mi Cai's departure, and hurriedly signaled for them to help convey something, but I felt that there was something to say, so I said to Zhang Yixi: "I'd better write a letter to her, if you can find her, help transfer it to her." ”

"That's a good way, you can write it."

I immediately found paper and pen from the room, lay down on the coffee table, and wrote under the gaze of the family of three: "Dear you! Please forgive me for being able to call it that, because we are still separated by a ring, and I have repented for this matter for a long time, so I have no complaints at the moment to bear the loneliness caused by your departure Yes, I am lonely! I really miss you so much, I want to go to the United States to find you countless times, but when I think of your advice and expectations for me when we parted on the Mochou Road, I gave up these impulses and forced myself to become sensible, because I have a hunch that my irrationality may cause you some trouble, I don't want to be the man who is unwilling to obey you, in fact, you have more foresight than me! Do you know? The convenience store outside the old house was demolished last month, and I was sad for a long time, because the wooden horse that had been demolished was also taken away from us; Also, last week I picked up a gray cat downstairs, I don't know what breed, I raised it for a few days, but I was too busy, so I gave it to my new friend Lao Li, Lao Li He is a very interesting old man, he can make chopped pepper sauce, and he has a lot of pigeons, speaking of pigeons, I am really worried about him, I hope I give him not a very greedy cat right, if you can receive this letter, you must remember to write back to me, with that kind of colored paper, because I also like color now, and remember to tell me, how are you doing over there, and whether you eat and rest on time?"

Writing this, I, my pen suddenly stopped, I felt sour in my heart, I don't know how to continue to express the feeling of incomparable concern in my heart Finally, I handed over the letter that was only half written to Zhang Yixi's hand, if Mi Cai really has a heart with me, she must be able to feel my concern for her in these ordinary words

I even naively fantasized about her response to me, not just to reply to the letter, but to send my truest self back to me, and we walked hand in hand, ate together, and chatted about the joys and sorrows of life together before resting like we did last year!