Qin Sixin still recalls Huo Jincheng's eyes at that time in his mind, and he feels vivid.

How do you describe that look?

Hollow.

It's as if it's a black hole with no end.

It was as if a split second of time could swallow up a person, and there was nothing left.

Qin Sixin remembered that Huo Jincheng was just standing in front of the transparent crystal coffin and looking at her quietly, and without even going through any ceremony, he walked out of the funeral home sideways.

There was no pause in his footsteps, and he walked out resolutely.

Didn't even look back.

Qin Sixin directly cut off the thoughts that were flying around.

Twisting his eyebrows, he reopened his eyes and took out the white photo frame he was holding in his arms.

Fingers slid lightly over the white frame.

Qin Sang in the photo is snuggled in Huo Jincheng's arms.

That beautiful cheek has not even grown yet, and there is still a childishness that has not faded, Qin Sang on the photo is only 16 years old, she was still in high school at that time, and it was still in the flowering season.

And Huo Jincheng on the photo was 23 years old at the time.

At the age of just graduating, he is working as a professor at the best university in Hong Kong City.

The face was not as deep and mature as it is now.

But undoubtedly handsome.

Fei's thin lips hooked a light smile, and Huo Jincheng's eyes in the photo were doting on him that was difficult to hide.

Qin Sixin still remembered that Qin Sang was particularly excited one day.

told herself that she liked Huo Jincheng very much.

He said he was going to go to that university.

But he was hit by the sudden examination of ovarian cancer and almost collapsed, and the death of his mother has not yet eased up, and he first went to the hospital for examination because Qin Sang's stomach suddenly swelled.

I went to the hospital for a check-up.

At that time, ultrasound was taken and a polyp was found in the pelvis.

The doctor took the B-ultrasound film and asked Qin Sang to check the ascites effusion.

Three days later, I got the inspection report.

The polyp was a tumor, and it was malignant.

Qin Sixin can still remember Qin Sang's expression when he got the inspection report, his cheeks were pale without any blood, he bit his lip tightly, and he clutched the thin inspection report tightly in his hand.

Qin Sang threw himself into her arms, criing bitterly drowned out her voice.

Qin Sang spent a month accepting the fact that he had ovarian cancer.

He began to receive treatment in the hospital.

Stop classes in school.

Moved directly to the hospital, she remembered Qin Sang's expression when she entered the ward and twisted her eyebrows, and her voice was unique to a girl, "Sixin I hate the smell of disinfectant in the hospital, and I don't want to live in the hospital when I get better." ”

Qin Sixin was still in the second year of junior high school at the time.

She didn't even believe what Qin Sang said about the kind of illness that would be cured.

But in a short period of three months.

Qin Sang was tormented by several chemotherapy treatments.

Even the hair began to fall out in large quantities.

Standing outside the ward, she listened to the conversation between the doctor and her father.

It is said that Qin Sang is already in the advanced stage of ovarian cancer.

Even if she is seriously treated in the hospital, she will not survive to become an adult, at that time, Qin Sixin excitedly ran to the doctor's office and argued loudly with the doctor, saying that Qin Sang would not die, but her words are now thinking about it.

Qin Sixin felt ridiculous and didn't laugh.

Later later, later.

I really answered what the doctor said.

Qin Sang really didn't live to adulthood, and left at the age of 17.

She was crying to the point of breaking down.

She still remembered that in the month before Qin Sang's death, Qin Sang's desire to survive was still so strong, Qin Sang grabbed her hand tightly, saying that she didn't want to really want to die, that she hadn't fallen in love yet, hadn't married, and hadn't been with Huo Jincheng yet.

Qin Sang said as he spoke, tears were already covering his cheeks.

Qin Sixin knew all of Qin Sang's dreams.

Her dreams are the same as those of ordinary girls of the same age.

There are boys you like.

Have your own goals.

Qin Sang constantly took Huo Jincheng as his goal.

But those goals, dreams, and even the bright future that he had already fantasized about before he had time to develop himself were all scattered by this illness, Qin Sixin said with red eyes at that time that she would not die lightly, she would be with Huo Jincheng.

But these words are in a month later.

Shattered by the cruel reality.

Huo Jincheng did not appear in the hospital when she died.

She remembered that the last time she saw Huo Jincheng before she came to the United States was in the funeral home.

It wasn't until three years later that she was accepted into a university in the United States.

Qin Sixin only saw Huo Jincheng.

When she met him, she found that he was much more mature than he had been three years earlier.

Qin Sixin stared at the white photo frame in a daze, and after a while, she stroked the photo frame and made a low voice, "Sister...... You should be very happy in heaven, right? There is no pain in heaven, no torture from chemotherapy. ”

"You don't have to think about unfulfilled dreams."

"Sister...... Do you particularly regret that you weren't with Brother Jin Cheng before you died? ”

"Brother Jin Cheng has found a girlfriend now."

"I saw her when she brought her to the United States."

"That girl has a temperament very similar to yours."

She ...... It's like when you were seventeen years old, but there is no immaturity that has not faded in you, she looks much more mature than when you were seventeen, but her temperament is really similar. ”

"If you could survive until now, wouldn't you be able to become extraordinarily good?"

Qin Sixin said as he spoke, and tears slipped down.

It fell silently on top of the white frame.

Her vision became particularly blurry.

She couldn't see the two faces on the top of the photo anymore.

Qin Sixin pursed his lips tightly and suppressed the sound of himself wanting to cry.

She was afraid of making noise to Huo Kexuan, who was asleep in the room.

She furrowed her eyebrows.

There were tears in the eyes that did not come out of the eyes, "Sister...... You should be blessing them in heaven, aren't you? After all, Brother Jin Cheng is the fantasy of all your young girls, even if you are not with him, but I know the agreement between you. ”

"I know that Brother Jin Cheng promised you to stay with you when you become an adult."

"I know how much you wanted to live."

"I still think fate is playing tricks on people...... If you don't die. ”

"If you hadn't died, wouldn't you have been with Brother Jin Cheng a long time ago?"

"Isn't there no Gu Xihe?"

"But I know...... I know that there is no such thing in life. ”

Qin Sixin couldn't cry anymore when he said this.

She buried her head tightly in her knees, buried her cheeks in her knees, and choked all the words in her throat, she couldn't speak, and all the tears that came out of her eyes fell on the white frame.