Chapter 494: The Deepest Wound!
Lin Huayin's wisdom is unparalleled, she knows this baby sister better than anyone else, and knows better that her words come from the heart, rather than polite greetings. But the more Lin Xiaozhu was like this, the heavier the guilt in her heart.
She doesn't like to fall in love, and she is used to a simple and simple life, but she is a woman who is about to enter the 'advanced age' of twenty-seven. How can she not understand the love between men and women?
Lin Xiaozhu's eyes when he looked at Xiao Zheng were so simple as his sister-in-law looking at his brother-in-law? No. Not only no, but even more obsessive than a couple in love. I hope to be with Xiao Zheng all the time. Lin Huayin saw all this, but he didn't know what to say or do.
Once, she was afraid that Xiao Zheng would hurt Lin Xiaozhu. Now, when she knows Xiao Zheng more and more and knows his personality, she no longer worries about Xiao Zheng, but she doesn't know how to deal with the emotional entanglement between the three.
At a certain moment, when Lin Huayin saw the sad eyes of her sister who was about to leave, she even lost her mind and told Lin Xiaozhu: Sister - I don't want him anymore.
Lin Huayin never thought that it would be so difficult to choose between family and love. Even half a year ago, before she met Xiao Zheng, she never thought that in her world, love could go hand in hand with family affection, not one-sided.
This gave Lin Huayin a new understanding of himself. Actually, I'm not so generous, and I can't give everything to my sister.
"Kozuki." Xiao Zheng looked at his sister-in-law with gentle eyes. "My brother-in-law is now the head of the foreign department, and he will go to the United States for business basically every month in the future, and he will stay for a week, or even longer. Even if you can't see your sister often, you can see your brother-in-law often. Isn't it just four years, and it's gone by in a blink of an eye. Brother-in-law is waiting for you to grow up and be a beautiful and generous woman. ”
Lin Xiaozhu smiled slightly, trying to hide the sadness in the depths of his beautiful eyes. Nu Mouth said: "Brother-in-law, you are busy with work at that time, how can you have time to see me." ”
"How could it not be?" Xiao Zheng smiled and pretended to be relaxed. "At most, ask your sister for a few days off. I don't think she'll turn me down. ”
"Four years is very fast." Lin Huayin said with relief. "Focus on your studies, and it's gone by quickly."
"Hmm. Sister, don't worry, I will study hard and not embarrass you. Lin Xiaozhu held his chin, pretending to be very lively and cute, and said with a smile. Sister, I suddenly want to eat a hamburger. Can you buy me one? ”
"Okay." Lin Huayin didn't instruct Xiao Zheng to buy it, but got up and left the restaurant. Go to KFC on the street to buy it.
As soon as Lin Huayin left, Lin Xiaozhu's pretended to be playful and lively disappeared in an instant. In its place, in addition to sadness, there is more pain.
"Brother-in-law-" Lin Xiaozhu looked at Xiao Zheng with gloomy eyes. "I don't allow you to bully my sister. She is very kind and simple, and she will not easily trust a man, let alone fall in love with a man easily-"
"Your sister seems to be a white rabbit." Xiao Zheng is trying to liven up the atmosphere.
"Don't come to see me too often in the future." Lin Xiaozhu bit his lip and said. "I will live well, and I will study hard and not disgrace you."
"What's wrong? Afraid that your brother-in-law will be looked down upon by your Harvard classmates? Xiao Zheng quipped, with a slight sadness in his eyes.
"No one dares to look down on my brother-in-law." Lin Xiaozhu had tears in his eyes. Soft channel. "But I don't want my brother-in-law to come to see me often."
"Why?" Xiao Zhengqi said.
"I'm afraid my sister will be sad." Lin Xiaozhu said in a trembling voice. "My sister has let me since I was a child. What I like, she doesn't like. I don't want her to let me forever, I want her to be happy and have a man as good as you, brother-in-law, to go on with her. ”
Lin Xiaozhu grabbed Xiao Zheng's arm and said with teary eyes: "Brother-in-law, can you promise me?" Can you always be good to your sister? Can you love her, spoil her, and give her happiness all her life? ”
It's a dead knot.
She hopes that her brother-in-law will be good to her sister. She hopes that her brother-in-law's most beloved and favorite person is herself. She's conflicted and hard. But reason told her that her brother-in-law was her sister's, and she couldn't fight, rob, or think about anything wrong. If so, what about my sister?
"Promise me, okay?" Lin Xiaozhu looked at Xiao Zheng with tears streaming down his face. The heart is like a knife, and the words are powerful. "I don't want anything, as long as you are good. Brother-in-law, promise me, okay? ”
Xiao Zheng's eyes were slightly astringent, he never thought that Lin Xiaozhu would have this side. It seems that he still underestimated the emotional intelligence of the little girl, and still looked down on the delicate feelings of the girl. Actually, she knows everything, everything. I just don't dare to say it.
Now, she was leaving, and finally mustered up the courage to tell Xiao Zheng.
"Brother-in-law promises you. It's going to be good for your sister. Xiao Zheng said in a deep voice. Always be good to her. ”
"Thank you, brother-in-law."
Lin Xiaozhu burst into tears, suddenly stood up and rushed out of the restaurant, leaving without looking back.
She had her passport with her, as well as her ID card, money, and credit cards. She even paid in advance for the meal. She's gone. Don't let anyone send her, and don't want her brother-in-law and sister to be sad. She didn't bring a single piece of clothing, and she didn't take anything left at her sister's house. Because her brother-in-law bought her a lot of clothes, including pajamas, including underwear.
She wants to leave without worry, she wants to leave without any regrets, even if she leaves, it is the biggest regret.
But reality is reality, it's not a nightmare, it's not a hangover, you wake up and forget everything and disappear.
She had to go, and even without her father's strong orders, she couldn't stay with her brother-in-law forever. It's not fair to my sister, it's not fair to my brother-in-law.
She thought that if she just went like this, or stay in the United States forever, or the plane suddenly fell into the ocean. Will my brother-in-law always remember himself and remember it for a lifetime?
When Lin Huayin returned to the restaurant with a steaming hamburger, Xiao Zheng was the only one left at the table. Lin Xiaozhu's seat was empty, and nothing was left.
"Gone?" Lin Huayin asked with a blank face.
"Hmm." Xiao Zheng bitterly lit a cigarette and said sadly. "The little girl has grown up. Got everything. ”
Lin Huayin stood in place indifferently, for a long time, she returned to her seat with the hamburger, sat on Lin Xiaozhu's chair, opened the burger, and took a bite gently: "She didn't like to eat hamburgers since she was a child." Today, I asked her to buy it for her. ”
The bitter fruit of life, no matter how unpalatable, must be eaten. That's life. No one can do it.
Xiao Zheng took a puff of cigarette, and through the smoke, he could clearly see the tears in Lin Huayin's beautiful eyes. She is a rational woman, a woman who does not easily break the spring and autumn. There are not many people who can make her cry, but Lin Xiaozhu must be among them.
Xiao Zheng didn't appease Lin Huayin, who was in a low mood, and like her, Xiao Zheng's heart was also very uncomfortable. This is a relationship that all three of them know, but no one says anything about it. Everyone has their own reasons and justifications, but no matter what the reason for the trio, no one is spared, and everyone is hurt. But the one who was hurt the most must be Lin Xiaozhu.