Tan Qinghong walked over silently, sat next to Fang Huaishan, and sighed heavily.

"Huaishan, why did you turn this photo out again?"

Saying that, Tan Qinghong was about to grab the photo, but was avoided by Fang Huaishan.

Fang Huaishan didn't speak, his fingers swiped over the photo, the photo was a photo of three men standing side by side, the two people on the left and right were wearing shabby overalls, and Fang Huaishan's military uniform standing in the middle was also a little white.

However, their faces were full of smiles, the kind that came from the heart, very calm and sunny smiles.

Behind him, there was a large mountain, and the bare mountain was desolate.

Tan Qinghong went to grab the photo again, this time, Fang Huaishan didn't refuse again, only to see that she put it away and hid it in the depths of the bookcase.

It was only at this time that Fang Huaishan spoke, and it was a nonsensical sentence.

"It would be great if Dazhu and Changhua were both still there. ”

The other two people in the photo, one is Yun Dazhu and the other is Xie Changhua.

Back then, Yun Dazhu and Xie Changhua were both recruiting workers to enter the team to build the railway, and Fang Huaishan happened to be their leader, but the three of them had the same smell and became friends not long after.

Tan Qinghong didn't answer Fang Huaishan's words, she knew that as long as she continued to say it, the mood of the two would become bad, and Fang Huaishan would force Fang Yi to marry the Yun family girl.

She tried to persuade Fang Huaishan, after all, at the dinner table today, she also saw Fang Yi's attitude, it was called a resolute, Tan Qinghong even doubted that if she was really in a hurry, would her stubborn son run away from home.

"Huaishan, if you don't follow me, this marriage of the Yun family, or forget it? I know that you have guilt in your heart for Brother Changhua and Dazhu, Changhua died because of you back then, and you want to compensate for his children, which is understandable, but there are many ways to compensate, and you don't necessarily have to let Yi'er marry her. ”

Fang Huaishan finally lay on the bed a little weakly, looking exhausted.

"I'm going to find Dazhu and them as soon as possible, so that I won't be separated from him forever, and I won't even be able to see him for the last time. ”

"You can't be blamed for this, after they left, they have been avoiding us, Huaishan, you have already done what you should do. ”

Tan Qinghong seemed to remember something.

"By the way, this time I went to Longbaoshan Coal Mine, I haven't seen Sun Fang, I heard Erzhu's daughter-in-law say that Sun Fang has also had some mental problems over the years, and she can't be stimulated, you say, she won't still hate us, deliberately not see. ”

Fang Huaishan frowned, as if he had been told that it was a sore spot, he fumbled at the bedside and lit a cigarette for himself, Tan Qinghong originally wanted to stop it, but he endured it and gave up.

Only when he is in a bad mood will Fang Huaishan lie on the bed and smoke, just let him go this time.

As if comforting herself, Tan Qinghong continued to talk to herself.

"But then again, it's good that she doesn't see us, so as not to be embarrassed to meet, you said that the couple was going to adopt Changhua's child at the beginning, but later, it's not that they can't raise it, and they left it to Lin Erzhu to raise?"

Fang Huaishan took a deep breath of his cigarette and looked at Tan Qinghong with a hint of resentment.

"You said that this kid was going to follow us back then, where are these things. ”

Tan Qinghong was a little angry, "Are you blaming me now? Is it interesting? You said that in that situation at that time, how could Lin Dazhu let you take the child away, besides, although Yao Jing was in a bad condition at that time, she was still there, who knew that her condition was getting worse and worse, she was admitted to a mental hospital, and she didn't even want her own daughter, and finally jumped into the river?"

After saying these crackling words, Tan Qinghong suddenly felt comfortable in his heart, these words have been in his heart for so many years, and he is not happy to vomit.

At that time, because of Fang Huaishan's technical and command mistakes, Xie Changhua died in a mountain blasting accident, causing heavy equipment losses and delaying the construction period for more than a month, which had a very great impact at that time.

But afterwards, the results of the accident investigation came down, and all the responsibility fell on Xie Changhua alone.

Xie Changhua's wife Yao Jing was about to give birth at that time, and after knowing about this incident, she couldn't stand the blow, and gave birth prematurely, almost dying, accompanied by Sun Fang, and lived in Longyang People's Hospital for several months, but her condition became worse and worse, and finally she was diagnosed with a mental illness and was sent to a psychiatric hospital for treatment.

Not long after, Lin Dazhu applied to leave and refused to work in a machinery factory in Longyang City arranged for him, and Fang Huaishan was also able to change jobs with excellent political achievements and went directly to the provincial capital.

No one knows what happened during this period, and over the years, Fang Huaishan doesn't know where Lin Dazhu has gone, and there is no news from many inquiries.

Including Yao Jing and Xie Changhua's children, there is no news.

Sometimes thinking of this, Fang Huaishan also hated himself.

After the accident at that time, why couldn't he boldly admit his mistakes and assume the responsibility he should bear? Instead, he let Lin Dazhu, who knew about it, hide it from the organization with him.

Although Dazhu agreed, he was a stranger to him from then on.

Fang Huaishan always remembered what Tan Qinghong said after the accident.

She said: "Huaishan, you have to find a way to push this matter away from yourself, otherwise your future for the rest of your life will be ruined." ”

Yes, Fang Huaishan is also afraid, afraid that his political life will be gone, from a combat hero to a model worker, he has gone all the way, it is not easy.

He listened to Tan Qinghong's words and put all the blame on Xie Changhua, and this matter was finally characterized as an accident because of Xie Changhua's death, and it was over.

But Fang Huaishan's heart has never been able to pass that hurdle.

He often recalled in his mind the scene where the three of them ate roast hares and drank wine by the fire set up by three stones at the entrance of the tent, when Xie Changhua said that if Yao Jing gave birth to a girl, he would marry Fang Yi and become in-laws in the future.

At that time, Lin Dazhu was not happy, saying that he had two male babies in his family, why did he choose someone to translate.

Xie Changhua's voice was especially in his ears.

"Needless to say, the old Fang family's translation, I like it very tightly when I see it, look at the right eye, it's him, that's right. ”

Now, Fang Huaishan finally heard the news of Lin Dazhu's family, and also saw Xie Changhua's child looking so smart and generous, and the guilt that had been suppressed in his heart for so many years finally broke out at this time.

He returned to Longyang City and said that he would fulfill his promise that year.

Fang Huaishan extinguished the cigarette in his hand and let out a long breath.

"I thought about it, Fang Yi's family business, can't just forget it, he has to agree if he doesn't agree, this matter can't be left to him. ”