155 The question of concubinage
Qin Yan's words were not sweet words to coax Yingluo, he was just narrating a fact, in fact, he really couldn't stand the woman next to him getting close, otherwise he wouldn't have been around for so many years without even a maid to serve.
Because of his childhood experience, he was withdrawn and violent, and the palace maids were afraid of him, and he was impatient to let them serve him closely, and over time he also formed a habit.
When he first came to the Queen Mother's side, the Queen Mother taught him that the difference between people and wolves is to control their own *, and they can't do whatever they want, and the Queen Mother also focused on deliberately training his self-control and self-control, which also made him quite self-disciplined in the affairs of men and women, and subtly affected his life.
He always thought that he was weak by nature, and he was not good at women, until he met the woman he liked, he didn't know that it was not the case, but he didn't like the woman next to him closely, and he was still very eager for the woman he liked.
Now that he heard Yingluo's words, although Qin Yan felt that her idea was very deviant and unsuitable for women's morality, he was not a person who respected etiquette, so although it was strange, it was not so difficult to accept, anyway, he didn't think about letting the woman next to him get close.
If he hadn't met Yingluo, Qin Yan felt that in another two years, he would have obeyed the queen mother's wishes to marry a wife and have children, and even take concubines to reproduce, and live the same life as ordinary people. He didn't like women to be close, and he didn't think about not marrying a wife and having children for the rest of his life.
But because he met Yingluo and experienced the kind of heart-scratching and heart-scratching of being intimate with the woman he loved, how could he endure the closeness of the woman next to him? How is it possible to force yourself to do that kind of intimate thing with a woman you hate? Tolerate the woman next to him touching him?
It's like there's a fat mountain treasure in front of you, and you can't run to gnaw on the wood to satisfy your hunger, unless he has a problem with his brain.
Other men hugged left and right, three wives and four concubines were because they enjoyed that feeling, but that kind of thing was not enjoyable for him at all, it was simply torment, and now that he has a woman he likes, Qin Yan will run to take a concubine and toss himself when he is stupid.
Therefore, after listening to Yingluo's words, he could not hesitate to say words that would not let the woman next to him get close. can also easily accept Yingluo's idea of not wanting to share a husband with others.
Only Qin Yan said this to Yingluo, she felt that the surprise came too quickly and too big, which made her whole person a little in a trance, and she felt that a pie from the sky had hit her all of a sudden.
Seeing that Yingluo didn't speak, only stared at herself with wide eyes, Qin Yan thought that she didn't understand what she meant, and said: "Since the master has you, he will naturally not accept concubines to use the room, you can rest assured." ”
Qin Yan said before that he would no longer break into her boudoir, nor would he do anything to her casually, obviously he didn't do it, but apart from this, what Qin Yan said was still counted, and his promise was also reliable.
Yingluo looked at Qin Yan and said that he was not coaxing her to be happy when he said that he would not accept concubines and not accept concubines, he really thought so, her eyebrows suddenly curved, and she laughed a little stupidly, and said: "But I heard that the court has regulations, and the prince's wives and concubines can have more than 20 of them. ”
She pouted unconsciously, but the smile in her eyes was too late to put away, the spring water was sparkling, her little appearance was quite delicate and coquettish, and her little daughter was full of emotion.
Qin Yanhe had seen such a Yingluo, his eyes were fixed on her disgusted face, staring at her fiercely a few times, and then he pinched her cheek and said: "Regulation is regulation, the emperor can have nine concubines and six concubines according to the regulations, and thousands of imperial wives, but there are only five concubines in the palace now, and the number of concubines and wives below is even more insufficient." The emperor has not been drafted for nearly ten years, but the palace has granted amnesty several times, and has released five batches of palace maids. Although there are also side concubines and concubines in King Jing's mansion, there are only seven or eight people, not as many as you said. Regulation is regulation, where can everything be done according to the regulation, the master himself is unwilling, who can force the master to tie up the woman and get close to them? ”
Yingluo's heart bloomed when she heard this, she nodded again and again with a smile, her hand pulled the placket of Qin Yan's clothes and couldn't help but shake it coquettishly, she didn't hesitate to express her joy and excitement, and praised: "What Ye said is that Ye Ke is really as noble as an immortal, wise and martial, with extraordinary insights, unparalleled wisdom, proficient in strategy, and unpredictable ghosts." I really didn't know gold and jade before, and I was blind. ”
Yingluo's flattering appearance was really too different from her usual behavior, Qin Yan was amused by her flattering appearance, knowing that she was coaxing herself, but she couldn't help but feel as comfortable as honey in her heart.
He was originally casual, not close to women, and didn't think it was a big deal, but now he was flattered by Yingluo, and he really felt that his character was noble and extraordinary, and he felt a little complacent.
He raised his eyebrows thinking about it, and said with his forehead against Yingluo: "If you don't like the woman next to you, then marry the master early, guard the master, and feed the master every day, and the master will naturally follow your heart." Well? ”
Qin Yan's voice was low and a little seductive, Yingluo's face was red and red from his hot breath, and she couldn't help but tilt her head, and said, "I haven't been in time yet, so I don't want to get married so early." ”
In modern times, girls in the fourteenth five-year plan are still in junior high school, and they are little girls who have not grown up at all, although the main body is a very developed woman, but there are memories of the past life, and Yingluo is really difficult to accept the fact that they will get married in the fourteenth and fourteenth years.
Most of Dafeng's women are married at seventeen or eighteen, and she feels that she should delay until seventeen or eighteen to get married, otherwise there will always be a strange feeling.
Qin Yan frowned, pinched Yingluo's chin with his hand and turned her deflected face back, stared at her eyes, and said, "You are not very old, but the master is not young anymore, and the master's family affairs can't be delayed!" Besides, the master has never been in contact with a woman before, I don't know what it feels like, but now the master has kissed and hugged a woman, you don't want to marry, you don't guarantee that you won't find the woman next to you when you can't hold it. ”
Qin Yan said, and pressed heavily on Yingluo's body meaningfully, she could feel the hot thirst of his body, his breath was also a little cloudy and heavy, Yingluo's cheeks burned red, and she was annoyed.
She felt that Qin Yan was definitely a threat from Chi Guoguo, but she was really threatened by him.
Qin Yan is too tough, he didn't think about letting her go, if he really had a head and end with the woman next to him, he would probably not let her go because of this, just because he didn't want to marry early, but let the woman next to him find a loophole, it would be too much to lose.
Yingluo snorted coldly, stared at Qin Yan with bright eyes, and said: "If you dare to carry me and the woman next to you behind my back, although I can't do anything to you, but I can also control my heart, if I hate you, you and I will barely get together in the future, and we will be a pair of resentful couples." ”
Although her words are hard, she really doesn't dare to let it go, Qin Yan is too and thirsty on the *er, and he can't help but hug and hug her every time, and react with a slight kiss, just like a merry ghost.
Although men's self-control is very important, Yingluo knows that women's management is equally important, and this kind of thing really can't be left alone.
Qin Yan pinched Yingluo's cheek and pulled it fiercely, and said, "You unreasonable woman, in order to prevent us from becoming resentful couples, it is better for the master to marry you into the door early." ”
Yingluo felt that it was pointless to discuss with Qin Yan when to get married, Qin Yan obviously didn't look like she would listen to her opinion, she pursed her lips, and continued the previous topic, stubbornly wanting a promise.
"I can't conceive, and you will always have to take a concubine in the future." Her voice was muffled, with a hint of depression, although it was an element of pretending to be a play, but she really had no bottom in her heart.
Qin Yan has never seen such a sparse Yingluo, she has always been optimistic, confident, and vibrant. He will never forget the time when he fished her out of the icy stream, and she was obviously on the last breath, but she raised her lips and laughed silently, and her smile was very bright and vivid.
Seeing her so lost, he couldn't help but feel sorry for her, and blurted out comforting words.
"Which quack doctor told you that you couldn't conceive? Even if you have drunk the soup of the absolute child, you can't conceive if you don't have a decision, you don't think nonsense, I'll find a doctor to ask for your pulse to regulate your body another day. ”
Qin Yan saw that Yingluo had obviously not listened to his words, and his expression did not change, so he smiled and stroked her eyebrows, and said, "Or do you can't wait to have children for your father?" ”
Qin Yan was obviously a gag, wanting to divert his attention, Yingluo was a little dissatisfied, glared at Qin Yan, and didn't allow him to fool around, and said: "If I really can't conceive, Brother Chi can have a stepchild for me, but you won't even give me such a promise?" ”
Qin Yan's face sank slightly because of Yingluo's words, the finger on her eyebrows stopped, stared at Yingluo Zhengse, and said, "I don't like you to compare Ye with the surname Chi, and you are not allowed to say such things again in the future!" ”
His tone was stiff, if it was like this on weekdays, Yingluo might not feel anything, but at this moment, he said such a thing, but it made her heart sink hard.
No one can guarantee whether her body can be conditioned well, if she really can't conceive, Qin Yan's attitude, Yingluo feels that her future is really worrying.
For a while, her mood suddenly fell, and her face turned cold, she turned her head suddenly, shook off Qin Yan's palm on her face, and stared at the bed tent silently without speaking, her whole body was filled with a cold aura.
The warm and sweet smell that had been filling the bed tent seemed to dissipate all of a sudden, and the atmosphere became a little cold, Qin Yan looked at Yingluo, who was thousands of miles away, and sighed, holding her face with his big palm and trying to straighten her twisted head, but Yingluo secretly used her strength, but refused to look back at Qin Yan.
She felt that she couldn't compromise at this time, it wasn't that she had to pull Qin Yan and not let go, but that Qin Yan refused to let her go!
So if she really can't get pregnant, before she and the child, Qin Yan must make a choice, and you can't have both.
If he can't accept the fact that he has no children, then let her go now, she doesn't have to force him to marry her. And not being able to share a husband with others is her bottom line, and there is no way to compromise at all.
People are selfish, and she can't tolerate Qin Yan and the women next to her having children, unless he can promise her that he will let her go if he takes a concubine in the future.
Seeing Yingluo's stubborn refusal to look back, Qin Yan's brows tightened, and he leaned down to kiss her pink neck that was exposed by turning her head, and the dense kiss fell, Yingluo's body stiffened, her angry complexion changed slightly, and a wave of anger and resistance rose in her heart.
She almost didn't think about it before she raised her hand and waved it at Qin Yan, and Qin Yan obviously didn't expect the atmosphere to change like this abruptly, obviously the two of them were fine a moment ago, tender and sweet, indescribably harmonious and beautiful, this is just the blink of an eye, Yingluo waved her palm to herself.
He didn't watch out, Yingluo's slap hit straight on the cheek, and the snapping sound was extremely crisp and piercing.
Qin Yan was stunned for a moment, his head buried in Yingluo's neck froze, and almost in disbelief, he grabbed Yingluo's hand that was waving on her face, grabbed her wrist, and suddenly raised his head, staring at the woman below him with a dark face.
Yingluo just instinctively refused, waved it for a while, and wanted to push Qin Yan away, she didn't expect this slap to hit Qin Yan in the face, she was a little sorry, but Qin Yan's cold and forced appearance made her unable to say anything to apologize for a while, she could only look back at Qin Yan stubbornly, biting her lip slightly.
In fact, Yingluo's slap didn't mean to hit anyone, and it didn't hurt or itch to fall on Qin Yan's face, but the man's face was slapped but it was a big deal that hindered his face, especially when the two of them were in love, Leng Buding received such a slap, it was like pouring a basin of ice water on people's hot hearts, and no one could stand it.
Qin Yan saw that Yingluo had a cold face and didn't speak, his eyes became more and more cold, and he surged with unknown indignation, and said: "Master has said, the Jedi Zi Tang is not so powerful, do you really think that a bowl of decoction can kill a woman's heir?" If there is such a panacea in this world, people will not be born, old, sick and die. It's just that the master didn't coax you like Chi Jingyi, and allowed you to talk nonsense about your stepson, so you dared to slap the master?! You woman, you really ...... It's really pampered and proud! It's the other way around! ”
Qin Yan's words sounded like a pretext in Yingluo's ears, and when he said this at this moment, Yingluo felt more and more that he had beaten the idea of taking a concubine and having children in the future, and she was trembling with anger by his last sentence.
The word pampered and proud has never been used on two people who have an equal relationship, and this made her feel that she was an object waiting for Qin Yan to pamper and play with.
Her expression became colder and colder, and she said, "If you don't want to have a stepchild for me, I have nothing to say." I can't get pregnant, and I can't deprive you of your right to be a father, but you promise me that if you take a concubine and have a child, you will give me a piece of paper and a letter of divorce, or give me a promise that if you take a concubine in the future, you will allow me to live alone, otherwise we will break up in two, lest I launch a mad demon in the future, kill your concubine, poison your heirs, and make a disturbance in the house, and become a feud! ”
Qin Yan was almost angry with her, and he couldn't wait to pick up the woman in front of him and shake her a few times, so that she would be sober and sober, what heinous thing he had done, so that she had the idea of talking about separation and separation before she was married.
He stared at her, his eyes were glowing with bloodthirsty irritability, he got up suddenly, and said: "Su Yingluo, you just have a heart, don't say that the master gave birth to a concubine, that is, the master is dead, you also have to be my Qin Yan's woman, and you want to reconcile and remarry someone else!" As for what kind of solitary life, heh, the master is to marry you and go back to live, not to offer to the Bodhisattva! You just wait for the lord to ask for marriage, it's useless to think about anything else! ”
Qin Yan said, he ignored Yingluo, turned around and walked out of the inner room like a gust of wind, and there was a soft sound outside, like the sound of the window falling on the windowsill, and then there was no movement, obviously the person left in anger.
Yingluo's face turned pale, her chest rose and fell, she looked at the somewhat empty inner room, her eyes became cold a little, her hands clenched tightly at her sides, trembling slightly.
She actually didn't understand why the two of them were so good a moment ago, why they suddenly made a fuss like this. She felt that Qin Yan was simply unreasonable, she thought that he was tolerant of herself, but now that she looks, he is clearly still self-centered, and he doesn't know how to respect her at all.
If she really couldn't get pregnant, she didn't doubt that Qin Yan would force herself to accept the child of him and his concubine, presumably in his opinion, she should be grateful to Dai De for going to the mother and leaving the child in her name.
But if Qin Yan had a child with another person, and she had to force her to fulfill her husband and wife obligations with him, she couldn't do it at all, which was simply unacceptable for a person like her who had an emotional cleanliness fetish.
Now that Qin Yan has not married her, it is the time when the two of them are most affectionate, and he is unwilling to compromise on this matter, even if he promises to coax her and calm her heart, he refuses.
How could she still expect that when she got married in the future, he would have a stepchild?
Qin Yan said that the Juezi soup was not absolute, Yingluo was perfunctory when she heard it, and the doctor said that her body was damaged and the heir was difficult, so she couldn't be lucky, and she had to be prepared to not get pregnant.
She just wants a letter of commitment to live alone and find a way out for herself, can Qin Yan be so violent? If he doesn't do what he can't do for himself, she will naturally not have any idea of living alone and leaving, and she will definitely live a good life with him.
The more Yingluo thought about it, the more angry she became, she turned over and threw the quilt contaminated with Qin Yan's breath off the bed, threw herself on the bed and closed her eyes fiercely.
Over there, Qin Yan came out of the house, but he was also very angry in his heart. He felt that Yingluo was too unreasonable, although he doted on her, he couldn't indulge her in turning the sky upside down.
He just said that he didn't like her to compare herself with the surname Chi, so she shook his face and dared to do it!
The surname Chi promised his stepchild, should he also promise her this? Such a thing to pick up people's teeth and wisdom, he Qin Yan will not do it!
For a while, Qin Yan thought again, could it be that in the eyes of that woman, he was still not as late as his surname?
He couldn't stand her attitude of being ready to withdraw at any time, and before she decided to marry, she thought about leaving, how could there be such a cold-hearted and cold-hearted woman, it was simply hateful and outrageous!
still thought about being his wife and taking up a name, but ran to live alone, thinking that he would marry him, and he could still reconcile and remarry someone else, hehe, it's just whimsical!
Qin Yan's heart was on fire, and he felt that he shouldn't have made this trip today, so he should have directly sought King Qiyang, and when things were agreed upon, and Yingluo's identity was arranged, he directly asked for marriage. Why bother running here to be angry with her.
Qin Yan came out of Zhuangzi angrily, blew a whistle, and the horse that was waiting in the forest galloped over, he turned over and galloped away from the horse.
There was a wind blowing in the fields, and the cold wind was blowing in with the clear air, which made people calm down, and Qin Yan beat the horse vigorously, but he ran out for a short distance, and his speed slowed down on its own.
The anger in his heart subsided and rose again, and he thought for a while that Yingluo was a cold-hearted and cold-hearted person, and it was easy to coax her to fall in love with herself, and if she made another fuss this time, would the woman shrink back again.
I thought about it for a while, I don't know if she will be sad to hide in the quilt and cry, she is a strong stubborn character, I am afraid that I will not let the maid know if I am not happy, if I cry secretly, and no one persuades her, will I cry badly?
For a while, I felt that Fang Cai was too impulsive and irritable, and her slap didn't hurt, presumably not intentionally, she always coaxed her left and right, why couldn't she bear to say two more good words.
Qin Yan thought about it, the reins of the horse in his hand couldn't help but pull tighter and tighter, and the slower and slower he ran, he recalled the words of the quarrel between the two just now, and suddenly felt a shock in his heart, and took the reins of the horse and stopped directly in the wilderness where no one was around.
He was annoyed that Yingluo compared him with Chi Jingyi, annoyed that she was ready to withdraw and retreat at any time if she left, but she didn't think that she was annoyed that she might not be able to get pregnant, right?
Qin Yan suddenly felt a little bad when he thought of this, his eyebrows became tighter and tighter, if Yingluo really thought that he minded the child's affairs and disliked her physical damage, then how sad and sad she should be.
Qin Yan thought that Yingluo would easily throw her heart away from him and confess her affairs to him, but he threw away and left her alone in the house, so he couldn't go any further.
He could feel Yingluo's anxiety and vulnerability, she was very concerned that she might not be able to get pregnant, she was so sad and sad because of this, instead of comforting her properly, he said some angry words......
The more Qin Yan thought about it, the worse he became, and he couldn't care about his face anymore, so he turned his horse's head and ran towards the grange again.
The Yingluo angrily threw the quilt and forced herself to lie on the bed, but she couldn't calm down, and she tossed a few times on the bed irritably, and couldn't help but turn out what she had just said and think about it again.
Thinking that Qin Yan was fine at first, but then it was when she suddenly mentioned Chi Jingyi that he became angry, and then it was she who said things like peace and departure, so Qin Yan threw down some cruel words and threw away.
She wondered if she had misunderstood Qin Yan, whether his last words about taking a concubine and giving birth to a child were angry words, and not his true intentions?
For a while, she regretted it a little, feeling that she shouldn't have said the words of separation and separation so bluntly, so she really thought so in her heart, and she should be tactful to slowly let Qin Yan feel what she meant, such words are always too hurtful and too hurtful.
She felt annoyed in her heart, so she became even more irritable, and couldn't lie down, so she simply sat up, rubbed her slightly messy hair, and saw that the snow-blue purse in the needlework basket that had been placed next to the bed was still lying quietly.
The cyan brocade under the light reflected the gorgeous flowing light, which was a little dazzling, Yingluo pulled it over and held it in her hand, the more she looked at it, the more she felt that it was an eyesore, so she simply grabbed the scissors in the needle basket and twisted it into the purse.
The scissors touched the purse, and before the five fingers could exert force, Yingluo felt that something hit her wrist, and her wrist was numb, and her hand became weak, and the scissors fell into the basket.
Yingluo was stunned for a moment, and felt that the light and shadow in front of her were dim, and a tall figure entered the stepping bed, blocking the light.
Yingluo didn't look up to know who was standing in front of the bed, her head hung down, her whole body stiff, and she didn't know how to react.
She didn't speak, she only hung her head, she was still holding the purse tightly in her hand, her shoulders were shaved and lowered, her hair hung down softly, covering her face, no matter how Qin Yan looked at it, she felt that her figure was a little fragile and pitiful.
His eyes fell on the purse, and he felt more and more guilty that he stretched out his hand to take Yingluo into his arms, but the hand that reached out stopped in mid-air, a little hesitant, afraid of hitting Yingluo again.
grabbed it, finally took it back again, sighed, and said: "You are angry, what's the use of being angry at such a dead thing, it won't hurt." If you are angry, you will come to the master, or will the master cut it for you twice? ”
Qin Yan stretched out his arm to Yingluo as he spoke, his voice was a little uncomfortable dry and stiff at first, and then there was some coaxing and soft flattering laughter.
Qin Yan felt that he should accept his fate, when he met Yingluo, a woman who was more cold and stubborn than himself, he was afraid that he would not be able to escape the fate of surrendering first and bowing his head in his life. I was a little melancholy for a while, but looking at the figure of Yingluo sitting quietly under the shadow of the lamp, I felt that looking at her like this, it didn't seem like a bad thing to have someone to coax him to soften-
Off topic –
Went to the dentist today, even later, sorry