The eyelids were very heavy, and I didn't open them after a long time, until I finally noticed a glimmer of light, and there was a pungent smell of disinfectant water between my noses.

Hospital awake?

She jerked her lower abdomen violently.

"Are you awake?" A voice sounded softly beside the bed, and in an instant, someone reached out and lifted the quilt from her body.

Ji Xinyao turned her face and saw that it was Ji Xiuli sitting on the edge of the bed, so she exhaled, but she still put her hands on her lower abdomen, and there were urgent questions in her eyes.

Seeing her expression, Ji Xiuli knew that for her now, except for this child, there was nothing that could make her so nervous. He pursed his lips and said lightly: "The child is fine, the main thing is yourself, the doctor said that you are anemic, mentally weak, and the fetal gas has been unstable, and you almost had a threatened miscarriage because of these." 弼"

She was stunned, sat up slowly, looked around, and saw that this was a VIP ward with a good closure, and then looked at the other facilities in the ward, she swallowed her saliva.

Seeing that she was too thirsty to speak, Xiuli got up and poured her a glass of warm water, handed it over, and watched her sit on the head of the bed, gulping down the water.

"Haven't you had a good night's sleep in a month? Can't sleep well every day? He asked coldly as he looked at her.

Xin Yao drank the water and felt much more comfortable, raised her hand and wiped her mouth with her sleeve, but deliberately bypassed his question, and said softly, "How long have I been asleep?" ”

"I was brought to the hospital last night, I came here in the morning, and the doctor gave you a small amount of tranquilizers, just to let you sleep peacefully, and now it's afternoon." He took the water glass, his eyes were a little cold, as if he wanted to be angry with her, but he saw that her face was pale, and finally endured it again and again: "You are unstable, your recent relationship has been forcibly suppressed by you, you have insomnia for a long time, your spirit is over-weakened, you can't be stimulated in the short term, you need to be calm." Ji Xinyao, how did you toss yourself to this point? ”

He paused for a moment before adding, "He just left." ”

She understood who "he" was in Xiuli's mouth.

Ji Xinyao turned her head and looked out the window, it was raining outside the window, and she couldn't see any sunlight.

It would be best if he left before she woke up, at least her mind didn't have to go up and down too much. Ji Xinyao is just a mortal, no matter how strong her heart is, it will not be able to heal in just one month, so why force everyone to such a situation.

Gu Nancy never explained a word from beginning to end yesterday, he still understood her after all, he knew that under that kind of injury, no matter what kind of verbal explanation he had, he couldn't withstand those deep wounds, even if he would learn from the men in Qiong Yao's drama holding women's shoulders and shaking a shout to explain, shaking and saying, "You listen to my explanation, you listen to my explanation, there is actually a reason, I did this because of something, I'm afraid that we won't be able to be together calmly in the future, you forgive me, forgive me......

Of course, she knew he wouldn't say that.

Gu Nancy will always be Gu Nancy, he will not explain the mistakes he has made out of thin air, because a mistake is a mistake, if he opens his mouth and leaves himself clean, then it will not be him.

Actually, she knew, she knew. He wouldn't deliberately hurt her like this for no reason, he must have his troubles and his reasons, but we can't all want new love and old love. There are many things that we always have to pay a lot of tuition fees to learn, even if we have lived to be the age of you and me.

At this time, the phone rang, Xiuli picked up her phone, glanced at the string of numbers on it, and twisted her eyebrows.

Ji Xinyao turned her head to look at him, and when she saw that he was about to hang up, she stretched out her hand: "Give it to me, I'll take it." ”

Xiuli glanced at her, and didn't mean to give her the phone.

"There's got to be a settling point, wasn't there?" Her face was haggard, but her eyes were still as bright as ever.

Xiu Li paused, handed her the phone, Xin Yao glanced at the familiar number on it, smiled, and picked it up, not even waiting for the person on the other end of the phone to speak, so he smiled and said hello: "Mayor Gu sent me to the hospital, and now he is calling me to condole, how can I bear this?" ”

"Xin Yao."

"Forget it, Gu Nancy, in fact, I think it's good for us to be friends, think about how I can have a good friend who is the mayor, no matter where I am in the future, what I am doing, I will feel unique! You don't think I'm sad and want to call and comfort me after I leave because of you, right? Hehe, it doesn't have to be like this. After one side of the relationship, you can be an unmarried couple, you can talk about marriage after meeting for only two days, and you can go to bed in two or three months. That's what you think, Nancy Gu. ”

"It's not!"

His answer was categorical, but she didn't want to talk about it anymore, her hand holding the phone tightened and tightened, and she said quietly: "Gu Nancy, do you know what I'm most afraid of?" I'm most afraid of entanglement, endless entanglement. ”

She still couldn't see his expression over the phone, but enough, enough.

As smart as Gu Nancy, how could he not understand the meaning of her words.

Whether she loves it or not, this relationship that shouldn't belong to her, she doesn't want to fight for it, and she doesn't want it anymore, it's better to end it completely than to be full of devastation.

There was silence on the phone, only his light breathing, she knew, he always understood her, she was asking him for a way out, if he had even the slightest mercy for her, he should let her go.

Ji Xinyao smiled, maybe all the stories, even if they are over, need a complete curtain call, she really wants to watch that man tear his heart and lose his mind, but the woman is so careful, she always hopes that she can cause an uproar in the other party's heart that is different from others, but it is so unrealistic. Maybe she waited a little longer, and he could give her a reason to stay and know about the sequel to this story.

But Gu Nancy, Ji Xinyao is in her prime, but her heart has passed the age of fantasies.

She listened quietly to his breathing on the other end of the phone, in fact, on the phone, it was just a set of numbers, just a signal connected to a signal, you felt as if he was approaching, in fact, he would never be able to walk.

She hung up.

The phone screen gradually dimmed until it was silently pitch black.

Ji Xiuli watched her put down the phone, looked at her silent expression, and looked at her eyes like stagnant water: "Ji Xinyao." ”

Xin Yao leaned on the head of the bed: "Xiuli, those are all over." ”

You may remember a subject you failed in elementary school, but that's all in the past.

Xiu Li looked at her for a long time before he said, "I'm sorry." ”

Xin Yao was stunned for a moment, and looked at him with a funny face: "What? ”

He said again: "I'm sorry. ”

Ji Xinyao sighed and glanced at him.

"You're just trying to protect me, you also want my life to return to its original trajectory, and you don't want to be disturbed by anyone who has nothing to do with us anymore, your original intention is for me, how can I blame you?"

This was the first time she had heard Ji Xiuli apologize, for something that actually had nothing to do with him.

But this comfort is precious to her.

This volume is too heavy, and although I don't know if it's a real end, it's still an end.

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Do you say that life is too dramatic, the next day Ji Xinyao was discharged from the hospital, and under the doctor's special instructions, she re-prescribed traditional Chinese medicine for recuperation, and when she went to work, she received a call from Lin Qianqian, only to know that the girl had fallen out of love again.

thought that her failed romance would make her numb, but the woman cried on the phone, which made Ji Xinyao very incomprehensible.

Everyone, the first lover in life, at that time, love will be very pure and profound, and when it comes to breaking up, it feels like the whole world has fallen.

So the second time it will be much calmer, at most you buy a lottery ticket and win 30,000 yuan, and when you want to claim the prize, you find that the lottery ticket fell into the sewer and never returned. There will be a lot of sadness and resentment, but at least the sky will not fall again.

When I divide it for the third time, it's similar to the feeling that I accidentally put in a hundred yuan when I took the bus, and I will grit my teeth, but I won't care too much, isn't it just 100 yuan, she paid it, hum!

In this way, it can be regarded as a kind of evolution.

I promised to accompany the woman to KTV at night to howl and vent, but I still have to go to work in the company during the day.

Ji Xinyao was lying on the table writing a draft of materials, planning to sort it out for a while and then input it into the computer, when someone tapped her fingers lightly on the desk, she raised her eyes and saw that it was Lu Han.

"Brother Lu." She nodded: "How do you have time to come to the Ministry of Administration, aren't you busy?" ”

"Fortunately, Director Ji asked you for sick leave two days ago, and I was still worried about what happened to you, the call was answered by Director Ji before, and he said that you just had a cold, and I saw that you went to work today, so I came over to offer condolences." Lu Han smiled and took a can of imported coffee and put it on her desk: "My friend got it back from abroad, I don't know if you like it or not, it's okay to taste it?" ”

She took the coffee and glanced at the brand: "Ah, such expensive coffee?" Brother Lu, you better take it back and drink it yourself, I'm not used to drinking this kind of thing, if you want to comfort me, give me more work, let me earn more wages, it is the best care for me. As he spoke, he felt the meaningful gaze that Sister Li cast at him on the desk behind him.

Lu Han asked very patiently: "Then what do you like?" ”

The women behind the desks behind them kept letting out a faint sigh, and they only dared to sigh but didn't dare to say much about Lu Han's clear pursuit, just looking at them with a pair of gossip eyes open.

Lu Han didn't dodge, leaned on her desk, and looked down at her seriously.

Ji Xinyao stroked her forehead, but she could only smile, looked up at Lu Han with a smile, and was extremely helpless in her heart, it was not good to say too much in front of a group of people, so she could only say in a roundabout way: "I like it...... Pet ......"

"What pet do you like? Teddy or Persian? ”

No matter what she says, he wants to give her a gift.

At that time, Ji Xinyao was able to answer honestly: "Giant panda." ”

Lu Han's face was stunned for a moment, and then he didn't get angry because he was tricked by her, but smiled, stretched out his hand and stroked her head: "Naughty." ”

……

The sigh is back.

Ji Xinyao avoided slightly in embarrassment: "That...... Brother Lu, I took this can of coffee, you go get busy. ”

"Okay, what do you want to eat at night?" He turned around and suddenly turned back to her and asked her.

Facing the eyes of a bunch of women in the office like wolves and tigers sniffing the smell of gossip, it is definitely not good for her to refute Lu Han's face like this in front of so many colleagues in the office, she pursed her lips, lowered her head and said sullenly: "Brother Lu, I don't eat dinner when I lose weight." ”

He looked at her again: "What kind of fat to lose." Then he left.

After that, the office was boiling, and a group of women ran to Ji Xinyao's side and asked: "Wow, Xin Yao, I heard that when you just graduated and interned in our company, our Brother Lu took a lot of care of you, and at that time, it was rumored in our company that Brother Lu was interested in you, it seems to be true, what's the matter, is he planning to chase you at the beginning?" ”

"No, he has a good relationship with my brother, so he took care of me." Ji Xinyao explained, then ignored the completely disbelieving gazes of the group of women, and walked out of the office with the information.

In the evening, Lu Han really wanted to take her to dinner when she got off work, fortunately, at that time, Lin Qianqian's crying pear blossom stood at the door of her company waiting for her with rain, Lu Han learned that Lin Qianqian was out of love and needed someone to accompany her, so he didn't embarrass Xin Yao anymore, let them go first, and asked very gentlemanly if he didn't need to send it, and only did it after being politely refused.

accompanied Lin Qianqian to KTV for three hours, most of the ways for women to vent in this era may be to choose to howl wolf in KTV, but Xin Yao didn't give Lin Qianqian face this time, and drank with juice instead of wine, because she had just been discharged from the hospital, and she, a person who was pregnant for the first time, also had a memory, and she really didn't dare to take her body seriously.

At more than 10 o'clock in the night, Ji Xinyao helped the drunk Lin Qianqian out of the KTV, because Lin Qianqian lived near the tax bureau, so she took a taxi to send her back.

"Miss Ji!"

Turning his head, it was Su Tesuke.

Ji Xinyao was stunned: "Su Tezhu? It's so late, why are you here? There was no way to avoid it, so she simply said hello directly.

"The director of the F Municipal Taxation Bureau asked Mayor Gu to explain, it was in the hotel next to it, and Mayor Gu was about to come out." Su Tesuke said as he nodded at a black Land Rover next to him.

Only then did Ji Xinyao notice that she was standing behind Gu Nancy's car.

"Hey, something has happened to the major tax bureaus recently, the director of the tax bureau in F City and Mayor Gu used to have some friendships, and wanted to ask Mayor Gu to help settle it, but the hole they did this time was too big, and they also wanted to pull us to do the back, but they didn't know that Mayor Gu had already known their purpose.

Su Tezhu was talking to her, suddenly turned his head and shouted in the direction of the front of the car: "Mayor Gu ......"

Ji Xinyao's heart tightened, because this Land Rover was tall and big, she stood behind the car and didn't notice Gu Nancy's arrival at all, and he, presumably, didn't find her existence either.

I heard him say to Su Tezhu in a stern voice: "You go tomorrow to find out who sent the accounts of the Planning Bureau of City G to the Taxation Bureau of City F." Also, inform the office that I am filing a temporary motion to hold a video conference tonight! Hurry up! ”

Then there was a "bang", he got into the car and closed the door vigorously.

Su Tezhu looked at him, and then looked at Ji Xinyao, who was standing there with Lin Qianqian, as if hesitating whether to remind him, she was standing behind the car, but Gu Nanxi's strict attitude made him dare not say much, smiled at Ji Xinyao helplessly, and turned around and walked towards his car.

Ji Xinyao stood behind the car, motionless.

I thought, it's okay like this, don't let him see it, it's just more embarrassing to meet.

In a moment, the black Land Rover started, the taillights turned on, and the hot air from the exhaust pipe went straight to her instep, and then, with a "boom", the car drove forward.

He was leaving, she secretly calmed down in her heart, said goodbye softly in her heart, and wanted to help Lin Qianqian turn around and leave.

However, the car drove forward less than five meters before it came to a sudden stop.