Nancy Gu's Monologue (28)
"Gu Nancy, are you divorced or not? Don't tell me, you don't know Ji Xinyao's status here in my Qin Muyan, how important she is to me for so many years, do you really not know or are you pretending to be stupid with Lao Tzu here? ”
Qin Muyan has always been a fool on the surface, seemingly bohemian, but in his bones he is actually a very rational and stable person, he is a shrewd businessman, and he is also his brother who Gu Nancy is worthy of treating each other with sincerity for the rest of his life.
In fact, in this matter of Ji Xinyao, if before getting married, he knew that Ji Xinyao was the little girl that Qin Muyan had been looking for for seven years, Gu Nancy would definitely not look at her more.
But today, it is too late.
Not to mention that Gu Nancy and Ji Xinyao are already a veritable husband and wife, not only on the surface, but also warm and happy in private.
And if it weren't for Ji Xinyao almost falling from the rooftop on the eighteenth floor in front of him this time, Gu Nancy might not have realized that her feelings for her had reached such a deep level......
In the past two days, looking at Ji Xinyao, who was not out of danger, lying on the hospital bed with a bloodless face, every time he went to hold her hand before, she would carefully curl her fingers slightly in his palm, like an instinctive action, sometimes like self-protection, and sometimes like obedient obedience, but in the past few days, every time he went to shake her hand, what he gave back was a cold ......
Ji Xinyao, who was lying in front of him, was unconscious, she couldn't wake up no matter how she screamed, and she still remembered that when she rushed into the hospital that day with her blood stained her entire back red from the back of her head, she leaned quietly in his arms, breathing shallowly, but her hands were always covering the clothes on his chest, and she murmured in a small voice: "Nancy, Secretary Gao has a problem...... You must be careful...... Muddy"
But at that time, Gu Nancy couldn't take care of a lot, and in her eyes and mind, there was a qiē and a qiē about him, all of which were only on her in her arms.
As long as she's safe, it doesn't matter if she's safe, as long as she's safe!
In the past few days, she has been staying by the bedside almost sleeplessly, looking at her pale and quiet face when she was asleep, Gu Nancy completely understood that Ji Xinyao was no longer just a wife who needed simple mutual respect and love for him.
Of course, he didn't know when she had started to climb to the top of his heart, but at least, he was acutely aware of it now.
Therefore, even if he was facing Qin Muyan now, how much he had been in the wrong place with all his previous concealments, and how much he owed to this good brother, he would rather take a few more punches from him than give up Ji Xinyao.
Gu Nancy told Qin Muyan about the cause and effect of the incident, although it was likely that a lot had been found before Qin Muyan came, but he should always explain some of the inside information that he didn't know.
Qin Muyan's face was always cold, and when Gu Nancy talked about Ji Xinyao's reputation for so long, Qin Muyan frowned.
At this time, Gu Nancy raised her hand and stroked the bruise on her chin that had just been beaten by the dog he had just beaten, but suddenly smiled: "I really deserve this punch." ”
Qin Muyan closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and then suddenly pointed at his nose and said angrily: "Do you think that being punched by me can solve all problems?" Nancy Gu, you've never been such a idiot! Do you know the purpose of Shan Ying's return to China? You haven't paid any attention to emotional matters in the past five years, I thought you were still thinking about such a single thing in your heart, and now I see that she really wants to reconcile with you, even if I have more dissatisfaction with her, I would rather bring her over against morality! ”
"The result? You and Ji Xinyao have been hiding from me for so long! I've always felt that something was wrong, I just thought that Ji Xinyao had someone else in her heart, or that she had a boyfriend but didn't sue me, but I didn't suspect you from beginning to end! You're a king, eight, and egg, and you've been watching Lao Tzu get played like a monkey for the past few months, aren't you? ”
As he spoke, Qin Muyan cursed in a low voice, and suddenly slammed his fist on the railing next to the rooftop, then turned around, lit a cigarette, and leaned on the railing to suppress his anger, but his back was depressed.
Gu Nancy looked at him, walked over, stood beside him, and also took a cigarette, but he leaned against the railing, did not light the cigarette in his hand, just held the boredom to his fingertips, and said lightly: "Have you ever thought about it, even if I divorce her, can you and her really have a result?" ”
Qin Muyan's fingers holding the cigarette stiffened in mid-air, paused for a few seconds, and then suddenly stuffed it into his mouth, but he raised his eyebrows deeply.
"The question that makes you angry now is not whether we divorce or not, but that I, Gu Nancy, almost violated my brother's morality and deceived you for so long, and your feelings for Ji Xinyao also added fuel to this fire, so that you don't care about it, as long as we divorce." Gu Nancy said: "Actually, Mu Yan, if the matter is put on someone else, can you say such a thing as letting the other party divorce?" ”
Qin Muyan took a puff of cigarette violently, then threw the cigarette butt on the ground, turned around and leaned against the railing with his back to him, bent his hands back on the left railing, and let out a long breath: "What do you want to say?" ”
"There are some things that I can't say from my current perspective."
Gu Nancy looked at him, her eyes calm and uneasy.
Qin Muyan turned his head and sneered noncommittally, and then laughed self-deprecatingly: "Indeed, if you say it, it will really be a bad beating!" You just want to remind me of the fact that in her Ji Xinyao's heart, I, Qin Muyan, am just a childhood sweetheart, maybe I can only call it a very close friend, but I have never had any other feelings. ”
"So that would be a reason for the two of you to join forces to deceive me?" Qin Muyan turned his face abruptly and sneered.
Gu Nancy sighed lightly, he has always been able to follow his thoughts in the political arena, whether it is black or white, but in the face of his brother who is close to life and death, this time, it is indeed his fault, and he does not intend to defend himself too much.
"I'm sorry."
"Excuse me?" Qin Muyan stared at him as if he had heard some joke: "Gu Nancy, you have always been an absolutely righteous buddy, the two of us have never had a problem with either side for so many years, but I really didn't expect that Gu Nancy, who has always been cautious and thoughtful, would also fall in front of me one day, do you think I should be angry now, or should I applaud?" ”
Gu Nancy hooked her lips and laughed: "Whether you laugh or get angry, I will suffer it today." ”
Qin Muyan snapped his fingers and said, "Okay, in that case, ...... you divorce?"
"Marriage will not be divorced." Gu Nancy spoke. Qin Muyan paused, looked at him with gloomy eyes, and looked at him like this for a long time before he squinted his eyes, and couldn't believe it: "Gu Nancy, you can't play for real, right?" ”
"Do you think I'm playing?" Gu Nancy turned around, lifted the sleeves of her shirt to her elbows, put her arms on the railing, and handed him the cigarette that had never been lit in her hand.
Qin Muyan frowned, took the cigarette, lit it, took a puff and didn't smoke it again, his face was still not very good, but as if he saw something in Gu Nancy, he suddenly said, "What about Shan Ying?" ”
Gu Nancy looked at the crowd of people coming and going downstairs in the hospital, and said for a while: "The past is just the past." ”
"Are you sincere to Ji Xinyao?"
"Yes."
"I don't believe it." Qin Muyan sneered suddenly: "If others don't know you, will I still know?" If you really let go of Shan Ying, you wouldn't have set foot in Boston for five years! Deliberate forgetting is not the same as really letting go! Gu Nancy, if it were another woman, you would be willing to play with emotional stimulation, but Ji Xinyao can't, you haven't seen her when she was a child, you don't know how she grew up and how she came step by step! She can't stand the emotional game designed by someone like you, and you're going to ruin her by doing so! ”
"Qin Muyan, this is not a game." Gu Nancy's eyebrows knotted: "In my place, your repeated denials are only one-sided. ”
"Really?" Qin Muyan raised his eyebrows, and suddenly sneered: "You Gu Nancy has always been too principled, even if you loved Shan Ying like that back then, you never seriously said how much you loved her, which is indeed a reason for a woman who is always insecure to mess around with you from time to time." ”
As he spoke, Qin Muyan sneered and asked as if he knew he couldn't answer at all, "Do you love her?" I mean Ji Xinyao. ”
If Qin Muyan's words were asked before the accident on the roof of the private building, maybe Gu Nancy really couldn't answer, a word of love, he found that he really rarely spoke, life is too short, feelings are too shallow, people talk about love and love, but here he can't talk about a word of love.
But now that Qin Muyan asked, Gu Nancy said directly: "Love." ”
At that moment, Qin Muyan's eyebrows trembled, as if he didn't expect him to answer like this and was stunned for a moment