Chapter 254: Cruel Reality
"Announce it for me." Zhao Xiangyun hurriedly commanded when she heard this.
Yang Lu walked in, and after a while, Yin Ruochen hurriedly greeted him, and Wen Yan said: "Mother, why are you here in person, just ask the girls to come over and say something." ”
Yin Ruochen is handsome, the precipitation of the years, his bright eyes have more calm and fortitude, his eyes are wise and quiet, and he hides the inner entanglement very well, giving people a kind of calm and calm after the vicissitudes of life, and his body exudes the charm of a mature man, such a man, whenever he walks out of the palace, there will be many women looking at him shyly with envy, every time, the corners of his mouth just smile indifferently, and he walks away lightly, never putting any woman in his eyes.
Yin Ruochen is like a ripe fruit, his whole body exudes an attractive smell, and he is also handsome, rich in the world, and his silent and handsome appearance adds a lot of charm.
"Dog, my mother can't find you these days, I want to talk to you!" Zhao Xiangyun took Yin Ruochen's hand and said kindly.
Yin Ruochen smiled slightly, and helped Zhao Xiangyun to walk slowly towards the study.
As soon as she walked into the study, the smell of wine rushed to her face, Zhao Xiangyun frowned, and sat down on the Taishi chair.
"Dog, this drinking hurts your body, but you have to pay attention to your body." As soon as Zhao Xiangyun sat down, she said earnestly.
Yin Ruochen smiled, nodded and said, "Mother, I know, I'll pay attention." ”
"You, this is perfunctory to me, don't think I don't know, if you really pay attention, you won't drink and get drunk here every day." Zhao Xiangyun said sadly, choked up, and wiped her tears with her hands.
Yin Ruochen's face was ashamed when he heard this, and he was silent.
"Dog, the past is over, after so many years, you should live a normal life, life is too short, why bother with it." Zhao Xiangyun tirelessly persuaded her, hoping that Yin Ruochen could untie the knot and live a good life again.
Yin Ruochen's calm eyes flashed with a layer of invisible pain, turned his head, and said indifferently: "Mother, you just have to live in peace, I know what to do, so don't worry about it." ”
"What to do?" When Zhao Xiangyun heard this, she said emotionally: "You don't know what to do at all, look at the life you are living now, my mother's heart hurts when I see it, dog!" My mother is so old, do you really think that my mother only wants to live this kind of rich life, if you don't live well, how can your mother live well? My mother always remembers you in my heart, you are now over thirty years old and still alone, nothing out, living like this every day, how can you call your mother to live with peace of mind? Zhao Xiangyun almost begged when she said this: "Dog, if you really cherish your mother, marry a wife and have children, listen to your mother." ”
"Mother." Yin Ruochen's face was shrouded in a layer of pain, and he raised his voice and said: "Mother, I can't marry a wife and have children, the person I love is Ling'er, she is my only wife, I must not do that, it's too unfair to Ling'er to do this." ”
"But, dog." Zhao Xiangyun said with tears in her eyes: "Ling'er, she is dead, this is a fact, you are still young, you can't keep a dead person alive in this life!" ”
"No, she doesn't deserve to die, she won't die, my Ling'er won't die." Yin Ruochen muttered to himself, that year, he searched all over the moat, but found no trace of her body, the nearby villages, the river did not find any traces, if a person died, there would always be some traces, but Han Ling disappeared without a trace, although the possibility of surviving by jumping into such a turbulent river is very small, but he never believed that his Ling'er would die, just like ten years ago, he was thrown down from such a high cliff by the wicked and did not die, and he will definitely not die this time, but in the past few years, His footprints have traveled almost all over the Northern Netherworld, but he has not found Han Ling's figure, where did she go? Or is it really dead, Yin Ruochen's heart is full of pain.
"Dog, wake up, jump into such a fast and deep river, how can there be any chance of survival, not to mention that she was still pregnant with your child at the time, and her physical condition is not very good, it is difficult for ordinary people, let alone her." Zhao Xiangyun said bitterly, "No one wants this to happen, but it has happened, we have no choice, the dead are gone, the living must live well, this can be worthy of her death, if she knows underground, she must be unhappy to learn that you are living like this, dog, wake up!" ”
"Mother, I have never loved other women in this life, Ling'er is the only person I love, and she is still pregnant with my blood and bones, she jumped off the moat for me, I am sorry for her, I didn't protect her, it's my fault, I must not do this unjust thing now, unless I can see her body, or I can see with my own eyes that she is dead, otherwise I will never marry a woman again." Yin Ruochen stood up, raised his head slightly, and said resolutely.
Zhao Xiangyun was so frightened when she heard this, she couldn't convince Yin Ruochen at all, she was so anxious that she burst into tears and couldn't cry.
"Dog, if you can't find it in this life, do you plan to live like this for the rest of your life?" Zhao Xiangyun asked slightly.
"Of course." Yin Ruochen looked out the window with calm eyes and nodded resolutely.
Zhao Xiangyun gasped, slumped on the Taishi chair, her face was gray, as if she had returned to the old woman who was staying in Qingxin Nunnery, her face was haggard, weathered, and she seemed to be old.
After a long time, she said weakly: "Dog, you insist on doing this, my mother is helpless, but you have to think about it for your mother, now you are the only one in the Han family opera troupe, the heir is Xiaotiao, you have been standing for a long time but nothing has come out, this is unreasonable!" ”
Yin Ruochen smiled indifferently and said, "Mother, what you said is not right, it is clear that Ling'er has long been pregnant with my blood and bones, how can she come out of nothing?" ”
Zhao Xiangyun smiled bitterly when she heard this, it seemed that his brainless temperament was really like his father, and then sighed again and again and said: "Dog, my mother really doesn't know what to say." ”
"Mother, don't say anything, I've made up my mind." Yin Ruochen said firmly, "Mother, Ling'er was brought up by you, if you don't feel sorry for her, I won't allow myself to do this, unless I see her corpse in person, I will never betray her, she died for me, and she shouldn't die!" ”
When Yin Ruochen said this, his teeth were clenched, his hands were clenched into fists, his eyes were slightly red, his Ling'er, in order to give them a head start, gave them the talisman, and actually used his own life to contain them, so that he and Prince Yin drove Emperor Song Yuan off the horse with almost no troops, and successfully changed the dynasty.
Now, all the people are fine, they are all smiling after the rain and the sky is clear, and they are living a good life, but his Ling'er has disappeared, or died, which makes him embarrassed! How can he be at ease!
The guilt in his heart deepened and deepened, he couldn't forgive himself, he couldn't sleep well, he was incompetent and didn't protect Ling'er, and he didn't believe that the smart Ling'er would die at all, just like before, she must live in a corner, living a life that ordinary people can't bear, and she was originally a princess on top.
Every time he thinks of this, Yin Ruochen will feel heartache! You can't look at such a fact directly!
"Dog, you said that it was a torment for my mother, Ling'er was raised by me personally, how could I not feel sorry for her, when such a thing happened, do you know how much my heart hurts? No one wants to do this, but it just happened, and we were forced to die by those wicked people, but after all, we are human beings, and people cannot be resurrected after death, so what else can we do except accept reality? Zhao Xiangyun almost felt pain when she said this, and it was even more painful for Yin Ruochen to not understand herself and insist on going her own way.
Yin Ruochen was ashamed to see Zhao Xiangyun in such pain, and hurriedly persuaded Zhao Xiangyun with good words, and persuaded Zhao Xiangyun for a long time, he knew that her life had been hard, and he couldn't bear to say anything more, so he told the girl to help Zhao Xiangyun back to the East Bedroom.
The border between the North and the South and the Jin Kingdom, the green hills are undulating, the clouds and mist are entangled, it is located in a remote area, located in the north of the North Underworld, the weather is extremely cold, the temperature is low all year round, there is little contact with the outside world, there is a lack of material, and the living conditions are extremely difficult.
There is a small stream in the depression of the mountain, the stream flows slowly down the mountain, only a path with unformed weeds leads to the center of the valley, there is a simple thatched hut on the side of the mountain in the depression, where lives a family, three adults and a little boy about four or five years old, despite the hardships of life, they survived tenaciously, the family is happy, the harsh environment has not made them succumb, but in recent years, there have been thieves from the southern underworld and the gold country to invade the border, In addition, some rough farmers who go up to the mountains to cut down, and some robbers of the green forest who steal are frequented by them, and they are not tired of it! It makes the living environment here even worse.
"Mother, I'm so hungry! Is there anything to eat? The little boy blinked his big apricot eyes and asked the young woman who was busy in the kitchen, the immature child's voice was very hungry and aggrieved, the skin on his face was blown black and red by the dry mountain wind, and his cheeks were covered with chilblains, it was the middle of winter, the snow covered the mountains, and there was no contact with the outside world, there was less food and clothing in the mountains, and his hands and feet were covered with chilblains, and the chilblains were suppurated, and even the white bones in the knuckles were exposed, he was thin and weak, perhaps because of the lack of food and clothing, he looked relatively short, It seems to be thinner than children of the same age. Only the flexible apricot eyes on his face looked left and right, blinking mischievously from time to time, looking eccentric.
"Didn't you just eat the Mountain Department? How can I have food so quickly now, and go to the side to play. The young woman said angrily to the little boy.