Chapter 12: Nightmares
"Baby, don't sleep, sleeping too much during the day will affect your rest at night." Cheng Nanwei spoke, and then leaned over to kiss Cong Jiajia's cheek.
Cong Jiajia's nose was sour, she buried her head in the pillow, covered her face with a soft pillow, and hummed: "Oops, it's annoying, let me sleep again..."
Cheng Nanwei smiled, attached it to her ear, and whispered: "You lie down again, but you can't sleep anymore, I'll cook for you, you can get up and refresh later, and then eat..."
Cheng Nanwei, who Cong Jiajia felt, got up and left, the sourness, contradictions, and grievances in her heart turned into hot tears, which slowly fell from the corners of her eyes, she only cried for a short time, and felt a little uncomfortable in her stomach, she suddenly thought of the baby in her belly, hurriedly wiped away her tears, and opened her eyes.
In front of her was a warm and bright room, soft light sprinkled on her, beautiful crystal chandeliers, delicate embroidered curtains...... Cong Jiajia suddenly realized how happy and comfortable her previous life was, if it hadn't happened today, how good would it be if meeting Yu Zhan this time was just a terrible nightmare?
She heard the sound of Cheng Nanwei busy in the kitchen, it was estimated that Cheng Nanwei would cook after a while, and came over to ask herself to eat, she didn't want Cheng Nanwei to see that she had cried, so she protected her stomach with her hands, got up carefully, went to the bathroom to wash her face, combed her hair, and made herself look normal.
After Cong Jiajia washed, she walked to the kitchen, and Cheng Nanwei, who was putting dishes and chopsticks on the dining table, turned his head and smiled at her, and asked casually, "What are you doing when you go out today?" ”
"Ah..." Cong Jiajia's face changed, and her body shook violently, but fortunately, Cheng Nanwei was bowing his head and serving soup, and he didn't notice her abnormality.
"I ...... I was bored upstairs and went downstairs for a walk. Cong Jiajia replied dryly.
"Next time you want to go out, ask Sister Li on the other side to accompany you out, your current situation is still unstable, and you need someone to take care of you." Cheng Nanwei cautiously advised Cong Jiajia.
"Okay." Cong Jiajia obediently agreed, sat down at the dining table, took the soup handed over by Cheng Nanwei, and drank it calmly.
Cheng Nanwei looked at her twice with deep eyes, and didn't ask much.
After dinner, Cong Jiajia sat on the sofa and watched TV, Cheng Nanwei prepared fruit for her, and then went to work in the study, Cong Jiajia's eyes stared at the TV, and the words Yu Zhan said sounded in her ears again, and her heart was in a mess.
She has no one to talk to about this matter, and she can't say anything to Bai Yanyan, because of the incident that happened back then, Cong Jiajia didn't say it to anyone, not that she didn't trust Bai Yanyan, but that she felt dirty and disgusting, and she didn't want to think about it, let alone repeat it to anyone.
Now Yu Zhan came to the door and wanted to repay the favor and repay the kindness, she refused to repay the kindness, she became an unkind and unrighteous person, and she became a trickster, she was embarrassed to tell Bai Yanyan about these things, and even she herself was a little despised.
Cong Jiajia watched TV for a while and felt annoyed, so she went back to the bedroom and lay down, staring at the ceiling with her eyes wide open.
Cheng Nanwei worked for a while, came out to see Cong Jiajia, and saw that there was no one in the living room, so he walked into the bedroom, saw Cong Jiajia looking at the roof with round eyes, and smiled: "If you don't watch TV, what are you doing here?" ”
"Ah..."Cong Jiajia, who was weak-hearted, was taken aback.
"What do you think?" Cheng Nanwei was a little suspicious, frowning slightly, Cong Jiajia is very wrong today, she is absent-minded in doing things, and when she talks to her, she always looks in a trance.
"No...... Didn't think about anything...... Cong Jiajia didn't dare to look at Cheng Nanwei's burning eyes, she tilted her head to the side, "You go to work, don't worry about me." "After being married for so long, Cong Jiajia desperately hoped for Cheng Nanwei to go to work for the first time and not stay by her side.
Cheng Nanwei is not a person who cares about things and can't hide things, like when he met Cong Jiajia and Song Chenfei together before, like when he heard Cong Jiajia call Song Chenfei's name in a dream, he wouldn't ask the bottom of it, and he wouldn't be this time.
Everyone has secrets, and there should be space between husband and wife, if you chase too hard, maybe the big thing will become bigger, if you let go, maybe the matter will pass.
Cheng Nanwei stroked Cong Jiajia's hair, kissed her face again, and said softly: "If you have anything to say to me, if there is anything I need to do, call me at any time, I will always be by your side..."
Facing Cheng Nanwei's tenderness and sweetness, Cong Jiajia was even more flustered, "I know." She replied softly, she knew that Cheng Nanwei was suspicious, but there was no way to tell Cheng Nanwei what she was saying in her heart.
This matter is too complicated, in the past and now, the role she played in this matter is dishonorable, she didn't think about whether to tell Cheng Nanwei about it, and she didn't think about how to tell Cheng Nanwei about it.
Later, Cong Jiajia finally fell asleep, and in this night's dream, she dreamed of the terrible scene for many years......
She came out of school late, and there were hardly many people on the street, and she walked briskly towards the bus stop, when suddenly, two men burst out of the green belt on the side of the road, with a hooligan air, and grabbed her.
She was frightened and screamed in horror, but only half of the scream, her mouth was covered by a man's big hand, and a sharp knife appeared in front of her, "Dead girl, if you dare to make a little noise, I will cut your face with a knife, gouge out your eyes, and chop off your fingers......"
She was so frightened that she trembled, she was dragged into the dark grove by two men, and the swishing cold wind, the two men who were smiling viciously pounced on her, and began to tear her clothes, touching her disgusting big hands......
"Ah...... No...... Don't ......" Cong Jiajia woke up screaming in a nightmare drenched in cold sweat.
"Jiajia, what's wrong with you, you're having nightmares? Good, don't be afraid, I'm here, don't be afraid, I'm here, it's okay ......" Cheng Nanwei woke up immediately, hugged Cong Jiajia into his arms, and patted him gently.
Cong Jiajia couldn't stop panting, her heart was pounding, and the terrible situation in her dream seemed to be still in front of her, so frightened that she couldn't help but lean into Cheng Nanwei's warm and generous arms again.
"Baby, don't be afraid, it's okay, it's just a dream..."Cheng Nanwei gently coaxed Cong Jiajia.
Cong Jiajia gasped in horror, couldn't sleep anymore, and kept her eyes open until dawn.
The next morning, Cheng Nanwei went to work as usual and left, leaving only Cong Jiajia at home.
In the past, Cong Jiajia, who was alone at home, would look at the books she was interested in, listen to prenatal music, eat some snacks, touch her lower abdomen, and enjoy this leisure time, but now, she is the only one in the space, and time has become her enemy inexplicably, no matter what she does, Yu Zhan's voice will appear in her head, and Yu Zhan's words echo in her ears, just like planting Gu.
Cong Jiajia was in torment, and finally suffered until noon, after lunch, she was tired and lay on the bed to take a nap, in a daze, she fell into that terrible dream again, she woke up from the nightmare screaming again...
She sat up wheezing and frightened, she hadn't had this dream for many years, and with the appearance of Yu Zhan, those terrible past events reappeared in front of her, tormenting her nerves.
Cong Jiajia didn't dare to sleep anymore, no matter how sleepy she was, she gritted her teeth and insisted, she was afraid that the nightmare would come to visit her again, she walked around the living room restlessly, and began to hope that Cheng Nanwei would come back from work soon, or Bai Yanyan could come over to accompany her without doing her job.
In the evening, Cheng Nanwei finally came back from work, Cong Jiajia secretly breathed a sigh of relief, she was so tired, she ate hastily, and went to bed, who knew that damn nightmare, the ghost sneaked into her dream again, and she was so frightened that she suddenly woke up, and a layer of cold sweat appeared on her body.
Cong Jiajia was really tortured, she didn't dare to sleep during the day, and she would have nightmares after falling asleep at night, her heart was highly tense every day, and her spirit was constantly tormented, constantly remembering what happened that night, she didn't know when such days would end, and how long could she last? Will there be a day of collapse?
She lived in panic like a year, and at noon that day, she suddenly received a call from Song Chenfei.
"Hey, Cong Jiajia, what are you doing?" Song Chenfei's voice was a little excited, and his mood was obviously much better than last time.
"I was at home and didn't do anything." Cong Jiajia suddenly heard Song Chenfei's warm and pleasant voice, and couldn't help but sour her nose, Song Chenfei used to be her best friend, she could confide in him anything, and when she was bullied, he would be the first to jump out to help her.
Song Chenfei immediately heard that Cong Jiajia's feelings were wrong, and asked, "What's wrong with you?" Did something happen? ”
"I didn't do anything, nothing happened." Cong Jiajia bit her lip desperately to prevent herself from crying.
Song Chenfei was anxious, grabbed his hair, and roared anxiously, "Who are you fooling?" Are you obviously in trouble, and you still say nothing, what happened to you, hurry up and tell me..."
Cong Jiajia felt uncomfortable, aggrieved, and painful, and was yelled at by Song Chenfei like this, found a reason to break out, and shouted into the phone: "What does it have to do with you if I have something?" My life and death are my own business, is it a big deal to be a life, what's there..."
When Song Chenfei heard Cong Jiajia say this, he knew that she must have encountered something big, he didn't dare to ask her again, but carefully coaxed her, "Cong Jiajia, don't get excited, if you have something to say, there is no obstacle in the world, don't worry, don't panic, slowly think of a way when you encounter something......"
"I can't get over this time, I can't get over this hurdle..."Cong Jiajia, who had been depressed and scared for many days, suddenly cried loudly at Song Chenfei over the phone, her grievances, her pain didn't dare to tell Cheng Nanwei, Song Chenfei, who was separated by thousands of mountains and rivers, became her best object to vent her boredom.
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