390. I want to love someone well, but I have low emotional intelligence
Tang Huaixia jumped up and down to her, pulled Xia Fanjin's hand, and excitedly pointed to the people not far away. (Giving Power Literature Network)
Xia Fanjin smiled at him.
Tang Huaixia is still relatively able to see people's eyes, and he keenly noticed that Xia Fanjin's expression is not very good, and he is not so happy.
He also restrained the smile on his face, and looked at Xia Fanjin cautiously, "Xia Xia, are you unhappy that I will bring my aunt here if I tell you?" ”
Xia Fanjin looked at his clear and well-behaved eyes, and touched his head, "How come?" ”
Tang Huaixia wasn't sure if Xia Fanjin was really angry, and continued to explain, "Listen to me, it's my aunt who said that I haven't seen you for a long time and wants to talk to you, haven't you seen it before?" ”
"Well, I know," Xia Fanjin picked him up and put him in the seat inside, "I don't blame you." ”
After she finished speaking, she patted his smiling face, and Huai Xia smiled again, pursing her small mouth and smiling.
At this time, 'Aunt Huaixia' walked in front of Xia Fanjin, and Xia Fanjin raised his head to look at her, "Long time no see." ”
And the so-called 'Huaixia Grandma' is Gu Wan, who Xia Fanjin has not dared to see for a long time, and she is still carrying Huaixia's Minion schoolbag in her hand.
From Huaixia's mouth, she knows that she loves Huaixia very much.
Xia Fanjin knew in her heart that if she lied and left, her mother would definitely blame her.
It's just that now, there is no way to avoid it, as long as her decision is to come back to accompany Huaixia, then there will always be a day when she and Gu Wan meet.
Gu Wan is her mother after all, and the relationship has only improved for a long time, and she is also sorry that the days of getting along are so short.
Gu Wan hasn't aged much in the past few years, the years have treated her really well, her temperament and appearance are very well maintained, she is still gentle and beautiful, she is wearing a knee-length dress, high heels, and a windbreaker.
She looked at Xia Fanjin for a long time, and when she greeted her, Gu Wancai's eyes were red, as if she was reproachful, and as if she couldn't bear it, and finally just choked up and said, "Yes, long time no see." ”
"When did you come back?" Gu Wan sat down opposite Xia Fanjin and asked her.
The waiter came over and asked Xia Fanjin if he was going to serve the food, Xia Fanjin nodded, fiddled with the tableware in front of Tang Huaixia, and replied with a little evasion of Gu Wan's gaze: "It's almost a week." ”
"A week," Gu Wan muttered, "It's been almost a week since you came back, but you haven't thought of contacting me?" Have you ever thought about how worried I am about you, I am your mother, and when I left, you didn't think about whether I would be sad, and when I came back, I didn't even have the idea of informing me and letting me know that my daughter was doing well? ”
Gu Wan was afraid of startling the child, so she suppressed the excitement in her tone.
But Tang Huaixia next to him was playing with himself with a look that I didn't understand what you were talking about, but he had already pricked up his ears, his brain turned sensitively, and when he caught some key words, he was stunned.
My aunt turned out to be my grandmother?
Can anyone tell him what this is all about?
If his aunt is his grandmother, then what should he call Hua Yao's little cousin?
Uncle?
But...... It doesn't seem to make a difference, his seniority is always one level older than himself.
Alas, he confessed.
It is rare for Tang Huaixia to hear such a bombshell news and still have a face that does not change, and continues to play with the model in his hand with a very simple expression that I am just a four-year-old child.
Although Gu Wan is Xia Fanjin's mother, she has not mentioned it at home, Huaixia and Hua Yao, the two little children, don't know, but they all know it among adults, and the two children will know it sooner or later. Now that she's back, there's no deliberate avoidance of taboos.
Although Gu Wan's tone was no match for the resentment and excitement between the words, Xia Fanjin was uncomfortable listening to it.
After a long time, Xia Fanjin looked at her and said, "I'm sorry ......"
"Excuse me?" Gu Wan chuckled, paused for a moment before sighing, rubbed her eyebrows and said, "Forget it, I won't say anything about you, lest you have to leave when the time comes, and you won't tell me." ”
"Mom......" Xia Fanjin called her softly.
Gu Wan glanced at her, very dissatisfied.
"You still know I'm your mother......"
is not satisfied, she also understands that Fanjin was already dead without knowing it. She really hopes that Fanjin can stay in the city in the future, since she already knows that Huaixia is her son, this may be a favorable condition to keep her.
Gu Wan pondered for a moment and asked her, "Do you plan to leave now?" I heard you've quit? ”
"I shouldn't leave for the time being, I resigned because I didn't want to cause trouble to the company, and Tang Yong was unwilling to suppress the news and clarify something, and he wouldn't be willing."
For Tang Yong, the more trouble she has, the more trouble he will spare.
If you don't have a job, you won't have any chance of winning if you rob Huaixia with him, and at this time, he can come as much as he wants.
Xia Fanjin was very helpless, she wanted to fight with Tang Yong, she knew that she was not his opponent, but if she was asked to compromise now, those experiences four years ago, thinking about it, still made her feel frightened, and she was not sure if she could let it go.
Forcing them together like this, she was afraid that she would repeat the mistakes of the past.
"Of course I don't want to," Gu Wan looked at Xia Fanjin and suddenly smiled softly, "Back then, after he woke up, he went crazy looking for you everywhere, you finally appeared, you know him as a person, how could he let you go." ”
As she spoke, her smile dissipated a little, and she was silent for a long time before she said, "Tang Yong is very stubborn. It's really not flattering at all. ”
Xia Fanjin lowered his eyelashes, "It's very stubborn." ”
It's paranoia.
What he wants to do, he does not hesitate to use all means to achieve the goal. Naturally, people don't like it anywhere.
"Was he seriously injured?"
Gu Wan raised her eyebrows in some surprise, "Did he tell you about his injury?" ”
Xia Fanjin shook his head, "How is it possible, a friend of mine told me." ”
Gu Wan sighed, too, Tang Yong is such a stuffy gourd, naturally he won't say it.
"It's very serious, I lay down for a few months before I woke up, and if I had gone back to the hospital for treatment in time, it wouldn't have been so serious," she said, and she suddenly looked at Xia Fanjin.
Xia Fanjin frowned, "What's wrong?" ”
"You shouldn't know," Gu Wan paused again, unsure whether she should say it or not, and finally looked at Xia Fanjin's somewhat urgent eyes, and suddenly smiled.
"You're worried about him?" No matter how much she couldn't let go of before, how deep she had buried Tang Yong in her heart in the past four years, at least she hadn't put him down.
Sure enough, it's better to miss each other than to see each other, and there is a possibility of forgetting when you read it, but once you see it, where can you forget it.
Xia Fanjin reacted suddenly, she smiled far-fetchedly, "It's just inertia." ”
She picked up her cup and took a sip of water to hide her frustration.
Gu Wan felt that Xia Fanjin's disguised smile had exposed herself completely, inertia? Isn't that instinct, after four years, she hasn't even let go of the instinct to worry about him, so Tang Yong's chances of winning are much greater.
Back then, she was really disgusted with Tang Yong, and made her good daughter look like this, but the day Fanjin left, something happened to him.
It took almost ten hours in the operating room to save a life.
Later, I stayed for several days and lay on the sick ** for several months.
For a long time, she felt that Tang Yong deserved it, until she knew from Hua Feiyou that Tang Yong's shot was not fatal, and if she rushed back for treatment, it would not be serious enough to be in a coma for several months.
It was Xi Ye who said that he learned the news that Xia Fanjin was leaving halfway back from the airport, and he drove to chase it in person, but he lost too much blood halfway and couldn't hold it, and later had a car accident and aggravated his injuries.
She later wondered what was the use of barely holding someone since he had done all the damage he had done so closely.
Hua Fei said again that Tang Yong is too stubborn, he has experienced some things since he was a child, so that he can't find the right way to love someone, and he is not good at expressing it, even if he starts again, he may not do much better.
Some people are like this, they want to love someone well, but they have low emotional intelligence, and they can't blame him.
Tang Yong woke up later, and Gu Wan saw the appearance of getting closer to the mentally ill person, and the person became more and more reticent, and for a long time they didn't dare to hand over Huaixia to him.
He said that it was Xia Fanjin's son, and it was impossible to hand it over to someone else.
Gu Wan lived in Silver Beach for a while and took care of Huaixia.
He doesn't talk much, except for work every day, he just listens to his subordinates' reports on recruitment, and he has insomnia to the point of suffering from post-traumatic sequelae.
For so many years, he actually didn't have a good time, and the whole person was physically and psychologically tortured in turn.
Gu Wan regarded this as the price he paid for Fanjin's pain, and gradually stopped speaking coldly to him like before, and occasionally made him something to eat.
At first, he didn't have much appetite and couldn't eat much of a day.
She said that it was Fanjin's favorite food, so he was willing to use chopsticks.
She didn't know how Fanjin had been outside all these years, at least on the surface, it seemed to be going well, but Tang Yong's life was, in concise terms, called torment and torture.
Xia Fanjin can't let go of the past now, and it's human nature. If Tang Yong is determined enough and loves Fanjin enough, it is also a matter of time before Fanjin is recovered.
After all, now that there are children here, Xia Fanjin is not so decisive.
It's just that some roads still have to be walked by themselves, and they have to do the multiple-choice questions by themselves.
Gu Wan was silent and thought for a long time before she said abruptly: "When you left, it was the day Tang Yong was in his hands, he went to chase you into a car accident, the car accident itself was not very serious, but he was injured at the time, so the injury was aggravated." ”
Xia Fanjin opened his mouth, obviously not knowing about it.
She remembers hearing her name called before she boarded her plane at the airport.
It turned out that it was not an auditory hallucination......
"I ...... I do not know. ”
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