So be it
Yes.
I'm still like that.
I digress as soon as I speak.
Your previous photos.
I'll still tell them about you.
And then I said how good you are.
I don't know if it's pure self-deception or deliberate deception.
I keep repeating those love words. Always. Repeated.
I tell them that our quarrel will turn into a cold war, and then you always come back and say, "Okay."
I didn't tell them how aggrieved I was and how sad I was.
I told them I woke up late every time I went to school, and then you said you were waiting like a nerd at the intersection.
I didn't tell them that one day you got sick and didn't go to school. How empty I was when I walked through that intersection.
I told them that once I watched you play, and then you turned to look at me and got hit by the ball.
But I didn't tell them about the nosebleeds you had later. I've been seeing you're okay when I'm bleeding.
I told them how crazy you were about me.
But I don't say how passive I am, and I don't say how much I care.
I call you a very good person.
Maybe in my heart. That's it.
I don't tell them you're sick because I don't want them to think you're in bad shape. I don't tell them about your credits because I don't want them to know that you're going to miss too. I don't tell them that you get angry sometimes, because I want them to think you're so obsessed with being good to me forever.
I just want them to think I'm an inner.
And to glorify the reward I have received.
I don't think I understood it at the time.
The beautiful things that fall in vain in this world are called meteors.
It hits you, and its essence is a meteorite, with the aim of killing you.
Stefanie Sun. "Afraid".
Somewhat sleepy.
I want to sleep.
It occurred to me that you were already asleep.
The one who says goodnight to me every day.
I told myself that this is how it is for double men.
You can make others blush and heartbeat when you don't take it seriously.
I don't know what's going on.
I've always wanted to say a lot lately. But I can't say it completely and coherently.
I should be a rational person.
After all, I am not such a fiery and sensual woman, and I can't do the duty of a moth to a fire.
It suddenly occurred to me that I might have become that lazy and cold again.
I guess that's what you like.
Dispassionate. Proud. Passive.
And to you, add a good one to deal with.
I said if one day it starts to hate me.
Just give me a reason.
Whether it's a straightforward phrase like "I hate you" or an excuse like "I'm busy".
I take it all seriously.
You will give me a charity, even if it is a perfunctory reason, so that I can convince myself to disappear completely.
So be it.
Actually, I don't know what it is. That's what I always say.