"22" Forgotten Memories! (15)
To be honest, in fact, since he entered this palace, Han Huangze's eyes have never left Yao Bilin's body, seeing the dazzling red all over his body, although he is not a woman, but because he has experienced a lot, he clearly knows the real reason for this consequence.
Maybe he didn't know how to speak, after all, he didn't punish Liu Piaopiao, the initiator; Maybe he was afraid that mentioning this would arouse Yao Bilin's heartache, in short, from beginning to end, Han Huangze was intentionally or unintentionally avoiding this topic, and at this moment, the problem that had been avoided by Han Huangze was directly brought up by Yao Bilin, so that Han Huangze could not avoid it even if he wanted to.
"One by one?" Faced with Yao Bilin's question of such a red fruit, Han Huangze really didn't know how to answer her now, so he could only hesitantly say 'child', and then he didn't know where to go and how to answer, because even he didn't know what he imagined in his heart now.
To say that Han Huangze is not sad, it is absolutely a lie, after all, the child in Yao Bilin's belly is not only Yao Bilin's, his body also flows with his Han Huangze's blood and bones, in addition to the crystallization of his love with Yao Bilin, or since he became an adult and sat on the throne of God, in addition to the first child when he became a father, Ghost Huang Dao, and his first love crystallization with Yao Bilin, the most anticipated child, in the morning, was full of expectations, and at noon this expectation came to naught, just this gap, it's enough to make Han Huangze uncomfortable, not to mention that he has lost this personal flesh and blood forever, being a father is just not good at words, but it doesn't mean that he is not uncomfortable and sad.
But if you want to say that Han Huangze is very sad, very sad, and doesn't have any other thoughts, that's not necessarily true, looking at Han Huangze's fierce relief, and even forgetting to cover up, you can guess that Han Huangze actually doesn't really want this child to be born safely into the world.
In fact, it's no wonder that Han Huangze is like this, after all, Yao Bilin's identity of the underworld demon clan has now been undoubtedly revealed, and it has been thoroughly confirmed, and the hostile relationship between their clans is also obviously on the table, since ancient times, gods and demons are not separated, not to mention any marriage and marriage, it is the most basic peaceful coexistence, it is an extremely difficult thing, otherwise, there will not be the battle that year, the collective encirclement and suppression and the destruction of the underworld clan, of course, there is no absolute, The sudden situation of the combination of gods and demons is not insignificant, but even if they are together as they wish, they are caught by their people afterwards and promise to let them go, but their children will definitely be ruthlessly killed, because' The legend of the son of gods and demons, in the eyes of these gods, is a truly terrible existence, even if the probability is very low, there will be a trace of possibility in millions of years, but they are not willing to bet that it is not an absolute winning rate, in their hearts, only by cutting the grass and eradicating the roots, can they really never suffer in the future.
Now, Yao Bilin has shown her original form, there is no doubt that she has the bloodline of the demon clan, looking at the color and style of the red totem, it seems that she is still a member of the royal family with a very pure bloodline, and Han Huangze is the irreproachable patriarch of the god clan, so this child who has half of Yao Bilin's bloodline and half of Han Huangze's bloodline has the chance of becoming the 'son of gods and demons' with the ability to destroy the world and destroy the world, although the probability is not very large, but who dares to say that the low probability is equal to nothing? What's more, the parents are both royal children of various races, and the bloodline is so pure, then this child has a greater chance of becoming a 'son of gods and demons' than the products of other gods and demons.
Yao Bilin's husband Han Huangze, in addition to being a father, he is also a family, the ruler of a race, what he cares about is not only his own small family, but also the entire family, the entire race, when the interests of the small family conflict with everyone, under the premise of irreconclusion, which is more important, it depends on what he cares more about. If he cares more about his wife and children, then even if he is an enemy of the entire god race, he will not hesitate to choose to protect his wife and children, on the contrary, if he cares more about the power in his hands and his race, then it will become natural to sacrifice his so-called love and family affection.
Judging from Han Huangze's current behavior, there is no doubt that Han Huangze loves Yao Bilin, but unfortunately his love is not deep enough, not thorough enough, and has not yet reached the point where he is willing to give up what he has and become an enemy of his entire race, so he will hesitate and feel distressed, but it does not change his ultimate goal of wanting to protect his race.
"Lord Vast Heavenly Venerable, what are you going to do with me so that I can give an explanation to your clan?" Yao Bilin is so smart and sensitive, just from Han Huangze's somewhat hesitant single sentence, you can guess that Han Huangze's true thoughts in his heart now, suddenly, when he saw Han Huangze before, he thought that he would definitely save their mother and daughter's fiery heart, as if it was extinguished by cold ice water, which made people feel heartache, no, even the words he said changed from the previous gentleness and cordiality, and became a little more alienated and strange.
To say that Yao Bilin can really let go in an instant, and she is not sad at all, it must be a lie, since the day she was willing to accept him, she has dissected all her qiē, except for the secret of the demon clan that cannot be opened to people at all, and dissected him in front of him, treating him as her own life, as her own qiē to love and treat, she thought that he also saw herself like this, because he was really very good to their mother and daughter, but she didn't expect that the truth of the matter would be so hurtfulNo wonder people say that women treat love with their hearts, once they are invested, they are 100% dedicated, 100% attentive, and men treat love with their mouths, even if they love and invest again, they will still maintain their sanity, and this defect is well covered up by the rhetoric in their mouths.
But if you want to blame him, you can't say it, because she understands his responsibility, knows that he is a person whose responsibility is greater than one qiē, and if you want to blame, you can only blame her. If you want to blame, you can only blame it, her understanding of him has not reached such a thorough point, and she has always despised his essence of being more responsible than a qiē; If you want to blame, you can only blame it, she is too greedy for a comfortable life, she forgot the truth of being prepared for danger in times of peace, and she is still a member of the royal family who grew up in the palace fight, and she easily fell for such a simple trick, no wonder others.
"Bi Lin, you one by one" to say that Han Huangze is not distressed, how is it possible, after all, he is the only woman he has ever loved with sincerity in his life, how can he be willing to let her die here, but the responsibility on his shoulders forced him to end the woman in front of him who was engraved into his heart, what he wanted to explain, but he didn't know how to explain it for a while, because a qiē explanation would become empty because of his most adequate decision.
"Hey, one by one! Bi Lin, what other wishes do you have, my husband will definitely help you fulfill them. Thinking of what he was about to do, Han Huangze looked at the peerless woman in front of him distressed, even when she was the most haggard and the most wolf, she could not hide her elegance, and finally a thousand words only turned into a helpless sigh, thinking that it was better to say something practical than those explanations that would eventually become empty and disgusting, so Han Huangze stiffened his head and went out.
"Huh! Wishes? Yes, since his identity was exposed, didn't he guess this result a long time ago? Hearing Han Huangze's words, Yao Bilin's heart suddenly became completely cold, raised her head sarcastically, looked at the still blue sky, and thought of the freedom of 'the sky is high and the birds can fly, and the sea is wide and the fish can leap', and laughed violently to herself, I don't know if she is sighing for her sad and ridiculous life, or regretting the decision to stay back then.
Just when Han Huangze waited for a while, a little impatient, and wanted to ask again, Yao Bilin finally moved, she retracted her gaze staring at the sky, withdrew the self-deprecating smile on her face, lowered her head, calmly and thoughtfully, glanced at Han Huangze who was close at hand, and after a while, she said lightly: "Since you proposed it, then I have nothing to be hypocritical." My last wish is that I hope that at the last moment of my life, I can stay alone with my little Ling'er, and let her send me away from this world that makes me reluctant to give up and want to go away immediately, and after I die, on the premise that Ling'er has the blood of the demon clan, for the sake of our husband and wife for a few years, they can still get along happily, and for the sake of Ling'er is also your child's face, protect Ling'er's life. ”
"Good one by one!" Han Huangze didn't know what kind of psychology he was now, and he didn't know how he nodded and said such a word of agreement, he only knew that Yao Bilin didn't have the slightest intention of letting him accompany her on her last journey, and he didn't beg for mercy at all, it seemed that even looking at his eyes revealed alienation and strangeness that were different from the past, his heart suddenly had an indescribable sour and unbearable feeling, and there was a feeling that he was about to lose what he cared about the most, but when he thought of his family, he thought of his race, He quickly shook his head vigorously, trying to suppress this emotion that he couldn't control, so that it could no longer interfere with any of his decisions.