Four hundred and twenty-nine

At this time, it is already late autumn, the sycamore trees all over the yard have begun to turn golden, it is the morning, Lan Susu is reading under the plane tree in the yard, at this time all the sycamore trees have begun to fall colorful, from time to time there will be a leaf falling just next to Lan Susu, or falling on Lan Susu's shoulders For these other ladies may seem to be very irritable things, Lan Susu is not very concerned, on the contrary, she feels that this life is very comfortable, Although he knows that his current situation is not very good, Lan Susu doesn't care much about this matter, because some things don't happen if they don't want to do or don't want to, there are many things that they can do, and there are more things they can't do, and they can't control other people's thoughts, or whether others want to use themselves or something else, so instead of thinking about how others will treat them every day, it is better to live as you want.

Although I know very well that I am actually very limited in what I can do in this world, but Lan Susu is not a person who breaks the jar, since she suffered a tragic thing in her previous life, but God has mercy on herself so that she can be reborn in another world, then she naturally has to grasp such an opportunity, so in the first fifteen years of this life, Lan Susu has been preparing for her future life, although she does not want to control others very much, But she doesn't want others to control her, and her current life may be following the crowd, but Lan Susu is also very clear. Even if she goes with the flow, she has the right to choose the path that is most beneficial to her, she never thought that one day she would marry into the royal family, but now she is Gao Changgong's fiancée. Then you naturally have to plan for your future.

Lan Susu's so-called plan for herself is not to prevent Gao Changgong from marrying other women in the future, but she knows that the emperor has shown a special preference for herself and Gao Changgong this time, although the marriage of the two has been determined, Lan Susu also knows that the emperor is really happy about the marriage of the two people, and he is really favoring the two people, but this kind of favoritism will make the two people stormy, after all, the emperor is not only Gao Changgong's son, but there is only one throne. Everyone, whether active or passive, is constantly approaching that position, even if it is Gao Changgong and Gao Yuanli who are familiar to him, so this time Lan Susu used all the things that he could use around him, in order not to take the lead in this matter. It's enough to protect oneself when necessary, since ancient times, the battle for the throne has been a bloody battle between dragons and tigers, cannibalism, Lan Susu doesn't want himself and Gao Changgong to become victims in the end. Although not interested in that high position. But Lan Susu understands very well that no matter whether he and Gao Changgong really don't want that position, as long as they are favored and appreciated by the emperor, then they will inevitably be hit by others. Even if you don't want it, it doesn't mean that others will believe it, watching Gao gradually leave Lan Susu, I know that I and Gao Changgong will not be able to get out of such a competition so easily, so what I can do now is to hurt people and not have the heart to defend people.

Although he has a book in his hand, Lan Susu's mind is not on the book. But he has already drifted far into the future, and he knows whether it is a past life or the present. He has never been a kind person, nor will he become a virgin, all he can do is to protect himself, try his best to protect the people around him, and do what he wants to do within the scope of permission It's just as simple as that, at this time Gao Changgong is still temporarily living in the temple, presumably he can't come to participate in his own ceremony, although this point is Lan Susu has long understood, but there is still a little loss in his heart, after all, the two have known each other for ten years, No matter what he does, he is by his side, although his soul is from another world, and the combined age of the two lives is much older than Gao Changgong, but in this life, his body is only fifteen years old, I don't know when he has unconsciously begun to rely on Gao Changgong, as for the Gao gradually leaving that made his heart move, although it was only a few short months, but he felt as if it was a matter of the previous life, Maybe there is a person who can understand the things of the previous life in this era.

When I thought of this, Lan Susu's mind couldn't help but recall a lot of things, in order not to be killed by the eldest lady, he had been pretending to be stupid, pretending not to be able to walk and not talking, at that time he had almost never seen Gao Changgong, but when he was five years old, he escaped with his life in the fire in Xiangguo Temple, and then drifted all the way to Yancheng, and also opened the first ready-to-wear shop in Yancheng, where he held Lan Yutong and Lan Ruofeng, two brothers, It was also in Yancheng that he met the owner of the Yellow Crane Tower in the Yellow Crane Tower, which was only fourteen years old at that time, and then the two of them supported each other all the way to the present, three years ago the Luozhou Business Conference met Helian Qingcheng, and then decided to take the caravan to sea, Gao Changgong did not hesitate to follow his side at that time, the two also encountered a hurricane at sea together, although he later escaped with the fleet but was also seriously ill, In the end, Gao Changgong took care of himself, and it was at that time that he refused Helian Qingcheng's father's marriage, saying that he had made a vow not to enter the emperor's family for life, and at that time it was also the first time Gao Changgong confessed his heart to himself, and he knew that he had always had his own in his heart, but at that time, he always thought that he would never want to marry again in this life, even if he talked about marriage, he would never choose a character like him as the object of marriage, but in the end he still had to marry him, Is this also a matter of fate? Thinking of these, Lan Susu only felt that even if he was open-minded, he could only sigh.

However, this path is a choice I have made now, even if it is against my original intention. But since I have chosen to go on, I am not a kind person in my life, and what I do is just to make life easier for myself or the people around me. So even if the things you have to face in the future will be very cruel flesh and blood fighting and fratricide, but as long as you stand by the side of the person you care about, Lan Susu also feels that she will not be afraid anymore, although she has still experienced too many such things in her previous life, but in this life, even if these things are repeated, Lan Susu will no longer be afraid of anything, because she is ready for this life. will not be easily defeated, because in this life, there are people who care about and care about themselves to stand with themselves, so that they have more confidence than anything.

"Miss. You see if it's appropriate to prepare these things. Mei Ying walked into the Wutong Xuan where Lan Susu lived from the outside with a roster, and saw that Lan Susu was sitting under the plane tree with a book in her hand, because she was thinking about things so much that she didn't even notice that the leaves fell on her shoulders in the wind. If such a thing is seen by people outside, I am afraid that it will be said that the young lady has no rules again. will only sit in her yard in a daze, in fact, only Mei Ying knows that Lan Susu is almost in a dilemma now, she knows that what her young lady cares about most in her life is freedom, although Mei Ying doesn't know what Lan Susu is talking about freedom, but she also understands that now that Miss's marriage is decided, then there is no room for turnaround, and Miss will make the princess of the Seventh Prince in the future. No matter what you want to do there, you have to take into account your identity, and such a thing is really a painful thing for your young lady. Because Miss's favorite thing is to live leisurely, but when she becomes a royal daughter-in-law, there are many rules to follow, and when she does everything in the future has been fixed, so Miss will be miserable. Although the Seventh Prince said that he would only marry one princess in this life, but his own young lady is a person with his own opinions, and it is really embarrassing for her to be like this Miss now, whether it is talking or doing things or what, Mei Ying believes that the Seventh Prince will not ask Miss to do anything, but Miss is a person who cares about the people around her very much, so in the future, Miss will definitely sacrifice herself for the Seventh Prince, so looking at Lan Susu, who wants to do things, Mei Ying only feels very distressed in her heart, How will I live my own young lady in this life in the future?

"These things are all booklets made by you and Mother Liu, I think it's very good, neither ostentatious nor low-key, enough to foil my current identity, I think these things will definitely make my and the ceremony a success, put the booklet away, tomorrow morning when we ask for peace, we will take it to grandmother to see." Lan Susu took the booklet in Mei Ying's hand and looked at it and said with a smile, what kind of character Mother Liu is naturally clear, Mei Ying used to be a maid in a big family, Lan Susu was very satisfied with the things prepared after the two of them discussed, low-key enough luxury is very good, although she didn't want to hold a ceremony with Lan Luoling, but after all, the two of them have the same birthday, even if they don't want to, this matter can't be changed by themselves, Presumably, if his mother is alive, he will not allow himself to avoid this matter, after all, and the ceremony is a very important thing for a woman, but Lan Susu doesn't want to compare anything with Lan Luoling, but Lan Luoling is really not clear about what will happen to him, thinking of these Lan Sulin only feels a little headache, Lan Luoling seems to be deliberately comparing with himself, it is really not interesting, because what he wants to do is related to the grievances of the previous generation, It actually has nothing to do with Lan Luoling, if it is because of Gao Yuan's departure, Lan Luoling really thinks too much, but Lan Susu doesn't want to explain these words, because sometimes explaining is not a good thing, and he is not at fault, so Lan Susu feels that he has no need to explain.

"We think these things are very suitable for Miss, and they are enough to accompany Miss's identity, but there is one thing I still have some doubts, so I want to tell Miss, and Miss will think about it after listening to it to see if there is anything else to modify these things." Mei Ying looked at Lan Susu, she also knew that this arrangement was very in line with Miss's character, Miss would definitely like it, and it would not affect Miss's status, because the people who came to participate in the ceremony were some very important people, and these guests were either rich or expensive, so she was very careful when preparing the things to be used in the ceremony with Mother Liu, and she didn't want anyone to look at the valuable things on Miss's head and think that Miss was too impetuous, philistine, I don't want some people to despise Miss because of the simplicity of Miss and the things used in the ceremony, so the two of them also took a lot of thought to choose these things, which not only ensures that Miss doesn't like luxury, but also ensures that Mrs. Hou will not shake her head and say dissatisfaction after reading it, Mei Ying admires Mother Liu very much that most of the things in this matter are Mother Liu's ideas, if she didn't know that Mother Liu is really just Miss's nurse, Mei Ying would feel that she is the noble lady of that big family, Otherwise, how could she be so skillful in the use of these things, after all, the young lady herself has not been a person who likes to dress up in the past ten years, after all, even if she has a lot of valuable jewelry, but she has never used it very rarely.

"What's the matter, do you want to talk about the second lady's side?" Lan Susu looked at Mei Ying's hesitant look, and knew that if this matter had something to do with the ceremony, then it could only be Lan Luoling's side, Lan Susu was not a fool, and she naturally wouldn't know about these things that ordinary people could think of, but if you think about it carefully, as long as it's about herself, Lan Luoling will want to compare herself with herself, the poems of the Yellow Crane Tower will be like this, the Qixi Palace banquet will be like this, and the Mid-Autumn Festival Palace banquet will be like this, in order to want to compare with herself. On the contrary, it made her own luster lost, even if it was the emperor's birthday banquet, she didn't give up such an idea, so how could she compromise easily when it came to the ceremony, so even if Mei Ying didn't say it, Lan Susu understood it in her heart, but she really didn't want to compare with Lan Luoling. (To be continued.) )