578.Chapter 578: Don't Be Me
Jiang Ming looked at Wushuang's face, before she left, she was always saying that she didn't ask him for a promise: because she knew very well that Jiang Ming would not promise her anything.
Maybe she is also used to it, as long as she is with Jiang Ming, she will always say more and Jiang Ming will listen more.
Jiang Ming's heart was also uncomfortable, he really didn't want such a thing to happen, he would rather that shot was blocked by him for Ah Feng: in that case, he would be much calmer in his heart.
He couldn't make promises to Wushuang, not even in the afterlife; Wushuang is smart, she must know this, so she will say very domineeringly: In the next life, you must be mine.
Wushuang didn't let go of him until he died, and Wushuang died because of him: Wushuang had already said that because Jiang Ming liked Ah Feng, Ah Feng was happy and Jiang Ming would be happy - she would be doubly good to Ah Feng, just to make Jiang Ming happy.
Wushuang did it, and used her life to make Jiang Ming and Ah Feng remember her kindness, and it was impossible to forget her in this life; But before Wushuang died, although she said that Ah Feng would give Jiang Ming to her, she didn't ask Ah Feng to ask her.
The princess has the pride of the princess, and the Jiang Ming who Wushuang wants is not who gives in, but the man who willingly wants to be with her; Even if she gave her life to save Ah Feng, she knew that she couldn't make Jiang Ming fall in love with her.
Therefore, she didn't ask, so she asked Jiang Ming to take good care of Ah Feng, a fool.
The queen held Ah Feng's hand, and sighed when she saw her wake up: "Wushuang really doesn't look like she was born and raised by Concubine De, she looks a little like me." So, I want to go back and put her in my name and let her sleep next to my bed. ”
"I believe I will be happy to have her by my side in a hundred years; And she has me to take care of her, you can rest assured. She patted Ah Feng's hand: "No matter what, your life was exchanged for the life of another princess of Da Chu." ”
"You will no longer live for yourself, but you will live the unparalleled part; Therefore, there is no reason for you to be trapped in sorrow and unable to get up, which will make Wushuang look down on you under the Nine Springs. ”
Ah Feng's tears flowed again, but she still forced herself to get up: "The queen mother is right, I will always give Wushuang a ride." ”
The queen stopped her from getting out of bed: "Wushuang is no longer here." She paused and looked at Ah Feng's eyes: "I know you definitely want Wushuang to stay with you, but she is the princess of Da Chu." ”
"Whether in life or death, Wushuang is a princess, and she should be respected by the princess. She is dead, she also has the grief behind her, and she can't be wronged because of our selfishness. ”
"She is already on her way to Da Chu, and someone will arrange her afterlife, don't worry." Her hand gently pressed on Ah Feng's shoulder: "You remember what Wushuang said, then live well." ”
Ah Feng didn't expect that he would wake up again, and he didn't even have the possibility of seeing Wushuang again; By the time she returned to Dachu, wouldn't Wushuang have already been buried: the side before Wushuang died actually became the last side of their sisters.
"I, if I want to go back to Dachu, I have to give her a ride, and I can't let her go home alone like this." Ah Feng felt that he had to do something for Wushuang.
The queen looked at her: "Don't ask me, you ask Wushuang." ”
Ah Feng looked at the queen and didn't know how to answer for a while, because Wushuang was already dead and couldn't give her any answer, so how could she ask? But the next moment, she understood what the queen meant: ask Wushuang, if Wushuang can answer, will she agree?
Musou won't agree. Musou is smart, and Musou always knows when to do something.
At this time, if Ah Feng sends Wushuang back to Da Chu, it will be self-defeating, not to mention how many people will come to assassinate her along the way, and she gave the Han family a reason: Wushuang died at the hands of her Ah Feng.
Wushuang had already seen the Han family clearly, and she also knew that she was the princess of the royal family, so she would never want to watch Ah Feng, who had been saved with her life, send her to the door.
Ah Feng cried again, she couldn't do anything for Wushuang except crying, so she could only turn her sadness into tears.
"You also promised Wushuang one thing," the queen sat down and hugged Ah Feng into her arms: "Her mother, Concubine Deguifei." "It's one thing for the Han family to die again, Wushuang can not be emotional-that is also the Han family looking for death first.
But Wushuang couldn't let go of her mother, who was the mother who gave birth to her and raised her, even if she was stupid, it was also her mother; So Wushuang once begged Ah Feng to intercede in front of the emperor for her mother in the future.
Ah Feng raised his head: "Yes, Concubine De." The grief in her heart hadn't diminished, but it made her feel better to be able to do something for Mushuang.
The queen sighed: "There is one more thing, Wushuang asked Jiang Ming to take good care of you before he died, did you hear that?" Now that Jiang Ming is outside, I don't think Wushuang wants to, I don't want to, you guys are alive because of Wushuang's death. ”
Ah Feng didn't move, she was sad because of Wushuang's death, and she didn't think of Jiang Ming; After being reminded by the queen, she remembered that Wushuang's death was also a hurdle for Jiang Ming.
Wushuang once said that if she and Jiang Ming owed debts that could not be repaid, their accounts would be useless even if they had. She really did it, and now Ah Feng feels that she can't pay it back.
What about Jiang Ming, did he think the same way?
"I let him in. You should have a good talk. After the queen got up, she looked at Ah Feng worriedly: "Or, you will talk about it tomorrow?" Ah Feng's situation made her very worried, but she persuaded everything she could, this is not something that can make Ah Feng let go of being strong.
This hurdle is for Ah Feng and Jiang Ming to cross together, and no one can help them.
Ah Feng shook his head: "I'm fine, let him in." She looked up at the queen: "What else can I do for Wushuang besides Concubine De?" ”
"You and Jiang Ming can discuss it, after all, you are not Wushuang, and some things are not something you can do if you want to. For example, you can beg your father to spare Concubine De in the future, but you can't honor Concubine De as a mother - it is impossible for Concubine De to spare you. ”
"Because of Wushuang's death, Concubine De wants to put you to death even more. The relationship between you and Concubine De will not change because of Wushuang, and in the same way, there are many people and things that will not change. Ah Feng, don't drill the horns. ”
The queen is always so calm, as if everything in this world is clear in her eyes, and there is nothing she can't deal with.
Ah Feng looked at her: "Queen Mother, when will I be like you, the same ......" She suddenly didn't know how to describe it - in fact, she just felt that if she was the queen, she might not just cry at this time, she should know what to do next.
The queen looked at Ah Feng and sighed softly: "Never be the second me, Ah Feng." ”
She turned out to be an innocent girl, who would cry when she was sad, believing in the beauty of this world; But life in the palace forced her to change, and little by little, she became a person she didn't even know herself.
Maybe she is the world's praised Empress Xian, or maybe she is an invincible and powerful woman in the eyes of the palace concubines, but only she knows the pain in it.
If she could, she really hoped that she was still that innocent little girl, and she would still believe that there was a good thing in this world.
But she's not anymore, so she hopes that her daughter can not go through those, and can always be the fool in Wushuang's mouth.
In fact, the greatest happiness of a girl is that she will not experience wind and rain for the rest of her life and will always be a stupid child. can be stupid for a lifetime, that is a great blessing: Ah Feng is not so blessed, but the queen still does not want Ah Feng to become a second self - a woman is strong because she is not strong and there is only a dead end.