When I returned to my original residence, it was almost 2 o'clock, I paid for the car, and walked to my own building, I was not in a hurry, anyway, it was the weekend, it was late, but I had a headache and owed her 4016 yuan, even if I was sold, I couldn't get so much money.

When I came to the building where I lived, I was dumbfounded, and my lungs ached, and my luggage was moved to the corridor of the corridor, and some of the luggage that could not fit in the corridor had been soaked by the rain, including a pair of black leather shoes that Janeway had given me a long time ago.

I threw away my umbrella, took the key out of my pocket and ran upstairs.

The key twisted the lock of the door, kicked the door open with his foot, and stood in the living room and scolded angrily: "Stinky Sanba, you TM give me out." ”

After scolding three times and no one responded, I kicked open the door of the room where she lived, and it was empty.

Looking at the spotless room that was cleaned up, thinking of my rainy luggage outside, the fire in my heart burned even more, and I raised my hand and threw the quilt on her bed to the ground, and I was so angry that Simmons overturned it, and the pillow and blanket were spread on the floor.

……

After the hysteria, I stood in Mi Cai's room and lit a cigarette to relieve my anger.

Mi Cai didn't know when she stood outside the door, holding a mop and a convenient bag in her hand, which contained a lot of daily necessities, she should have gone to the supermarket just now.

She glared at me, and I grabbed her by the clothes on her chest, and dragged her into the room, so forcefully that she threw away the bag and mop in her hand, and scattered things all over the floor, and the room that had just been spotless was instantly shattered by my anger.

I dragged her to the window, opened the window and let her look at her luggage in the rain and scolded, "Are you sick?" Why did I leave my luggage in the rain? ”

Mi Cai broke free of me and said coldly: "You didn't come at all, I will find someone to help you move out, is there a problem?" ”

"I've been delayed by other things, what's wrong with being a little late?"

"What time is the time to say yes." Mi Cai didn't give an inch, and said with a resolute look in his eyes.

"You're unreasonable!" I was even more angry, and I raised my hand and made a motion to pump her.

I thought she would instinctively make a dodge gesture or close her eyes, but she still looked at me coldly, without even blinking her eyes.

I lowered my hand and squinted at her and said, "You brought me the things in their original form, and I pretended it didn't happen." ”

"I'm not going." Mi Caimei had tears in her eyes, but she said to me resolutely.

I nodded, "You're not going, are you?" ……”

As soon as I finished speaking, I threw all the quilts and blankets on the floor from the window with the pleasure of venting and revenge.

In the wind and rain, the falling quilts and blankets look so floating and innocent, and they seem to be ruthlessly uncovered deep and shallow scars, I look a little distracted, some regret, I shouldn't be so impulsive, shouldn't be so stubborn to the stubborn woman in front of me, maybe it was the black leather shoes that fell in the rain that stimulated me, my heart twitched, in the afterimage of the rain falling on the black leather shoes, I seemed to see myself and Janeway's dead love.

……

The quilt and blanket finally fell to the ground in the alternation of up and down, and I said to Mi Cai with some weakness: "Now let's even!" ”

Tears fell from Mi Cai's fair face as my words fell, and she bit her lip and looked at me.

Looking at the devastated house, a sense of guilt suddenly filled my heart, but I still stared at Mi Cai and said: "I know you don't like me, look down on me, yes, I'm poor and unproductive, but this is definitely not a reason for you to disrespect me and my luggage, you are a woman, today I will carry forward your gentlemanly demeanor with you, throw your quilt and blanket, next time I will throw you down with you!" ”

After speaking, I took out the bank card she gave me yesterday from my wallet, put it on the table and said: "I have withdrawn a total of 4,016 yuan from the card, and now I have no money to pay you back, but I will definitely try my best to return it to you." ”

Tears rolled in Mi Cai's eyes: "Bastard, all of you bastards who don't keep their promises......"

I looked at her in surprise, I couldn't tell what it was like in my heart, and I said after a while: "I'm leaving, the money I owe you will definitely be paid back to you, although I am late in fulfilling my promise, but it is not that you think you will not keep your promise." ”

Mi Cai didn't respond to me, still looking at me resentfully.

……

I left, I don't know if Micai was still crying, but I knew it must be uncomfortable to be in that messy room that I had messed up.

But just as she scolded me before, I am indeed a scumbag, and I am also a beast in Le Yao's mouth, like a beast who is unwilling to control his own feelings, and a scumbag who acts casually!

I stopped a taxi and moved my luggage to a roadside pavilion that could shelter from the rain, and I didn't know where to go for a while, and the money I had left on me was not enough to rent a house, and living in a hotel was not a long-term solution, and the only person I was willing to borrow money Fang Yuan, because of my disobedience yesterday, had a lot of temper with me, and temporarily refused to contact me.

Yes, I have only asked Fang Yuan to borrow money over the years, I regard him as a close friend, and I never mind showing my embarrassment and depravity in front of him, while others, I will not.

I feel like I've been abandoned by this world all of a sudden!

……

I lit a cigarette, sat on a stone bench in the gazebo, and watched the traffic come and go.

My life shouldn't be like this, but in the past two years, I have been as lonely and helpless as the group of silent buildings in this city, this qiē all comes from that woman, I know that I will never have the opportunity to hold her hand again in my life, but I still stubbornly can't jump, I can't do without her tenderness.

I was a little cold from the wind, so I took out a scarf from my woven bag and tied it to myself, finally blocking out the cold wind that was pouring into my chest endlessly.

For the next hour, I sat in the gazebo repeating the two trivial things of daze and smoking, until it was getting dark, and I really felt the desire to be saved.

The phone rang suddenly, I was startled, wiped my face, and then took out my mobile phone from my pocket, this call was from my father.

Daddy is my father, old-fashioned, wooden, in a small and medium-sized state-owned enterprises procurement department worked for 15 years, the first year into the deputy chief, 15 years have passed, he even shocked the ghost ghost failed to take off the sub-word, this is nothing, more awesome: obviously the procurement department is a department that can get oil and water to eat kickbacks, 15 years I haven't seen him receive a gift to take a penny of rebates, this iron-clad ethics, so that his colleagues have privately called him the board department, finally got rid of the title of deputy section, So when I was 17 years old, I changed my name to Ban Dad, but he always mistakenly thought that I was calling "My Dad".

When I got on the phone, I heard the voice of Ban Daddy Mu Ne, who had no trace of emotion, and he said to me: "Zhaoyang, I will go to Suzhou soon, there is an exhibition to participate in tomorrow morning, and I will stay with you tonight." ”

I suddenly felt miserable, this weekend was really evil, what are I afraid of, and I can't let Ban Dad know that I am penniless and homeless! Although he is old-fashioned, it does not mean that he has no temper.

My mind raced: "Daddy, can you find a hotel near the station by yourself?" I'm having dinner with my colleagues tonight, and it's certainly not going to be short. ”

"You eat yours, don't you put the keys under the door frame, I'll go in."

"There have been a lot of thieves recently, so I didn't let them go."

Ban Dad said reluctantly: "Then wait for you, don't go crazy after eating, and come back early." ”

"Daddy, you see that you have been in the car for a long time, it is estimated that you are tired enough, you can find a hotel nearby to live, you are reluctant to take a taxi when you come to me, this is the rush hour after work, and your arms and legs on the bus are not crowded!"

I didn't worry about getting rid of Ban Dad in every possible way, and finally said: "Your mother knitted a sweater for you, and I'll send it to you." ”

……

Listening to the hang-up sound of "doo", I was stunned for a moment, and immediately carried a duffel bag on my shoulder, dragged a suitcase in my hand and ran to the side of the road, looking and waiting for a taxi.

Whether she wants it or not, I have to live, and if I let Daddy know my current situation, I have to be angry.

――――Free flowers, and collection everyone don't forget jì, we are rushing to the new book list, I hope this book can accompany you for a long time!