Nancy Gu's Monologue (49)
He said: "Divorce, I agree, but you have such a big belly now, it's really inconvenient to walk around and toss, I don't have any so-called pre-marital and post-marital property between me and you, the twilight belongs to you, you live here, I promise not to appear in front of you again, no one from the Gu family will bother you." ”
Yes, he signed, he agreed to the divorce, he set her free, but still couldn't reassure her.
Let her live in the twilight and raise the baby, he can be more or less comforted, if she refuses in this way, then she is indeed ruthless to a certain point, and there is really no room for the slightest.
Fortunately, she didn't refuse, fortunately, she still knew her current physical condition, she couldn't run around, and for the sake of the child in her belly, she really needed to raise a baby here quietly.
When he left, he didn't want to take anything from the house, not even his own clothes.
I just picked up the jacket next to the sofa and left without looking back.
The reason why he didn't stop and didn't look back was because he was afraid that once he turned around, he couldn't help it, but things had come to such a point that he couldn't watch her continue to hurt himself.
Even before leaving, Ji Xinyao suddenly asked him where he wanted to go, but he didn't answer.
It's good to go anywhere, where there is no her, where there is no home, everywhere is the same.
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News came from Beijing a few months ago, hoping that Gu Nancy could take up the post of secretary of the provincial government of Z City, and the promotion of the position of a politician was a happy event that everyone praised, but Gu Nancy had declined for a while.
Although he is in the political circles and rises to Z City, it will not harm him, but the rush and changes in life will only make his family wander around.
He chose to be the mayor of G City safely, and when the upper limit of his tenure arrived, he would consider other things, and he always just wanted to give Ji Xinyao a stable and down-to-earth home.
When Su Tezhu saw the application for transfer report submitted by Gu Nancy, he was shocked for a long time, and kept asking him why he suddenly thought about it clearly?
In fact, it's not that you think it through, there are many ways to leave, but his disappearance out of thin air will only make her more self-blaming and uneasy.
Coincidentally, something happened to the acting secretary of the provincial government of Z City who was temporarily appointed a few months ago, and he was removed because of negligence, and the secretary was still temporarily vacant, and Gu Nancy's report was approved as soon as it was submitted.
On the day he left G City, the weather was not bad, Gu Nancy parked the black Land Rover at the airport, knowing that the car was temporarily useless, and he didn't pay much attention to it, when he entered the security check, he seemed to hear Ji Xinyao calling himself, his footsteps stopped, and he looked back behind him.
There were all kinds of people, but there was no figure he wanted to see.
"Secretary Gu?" Z City, who came to pick him up, saw that he looked different, so he called him carefully.
Gu Nanxi paused, retracted his senses, glanced at him lightly, and hooked his lips: "Let's go." ”
At this time when he took the opportunity to leave G City, no one else knew except for people within the government, how could Ji Xinyao know, even if she knew, she would not come.
But even though the plane had flown to the height of G City, Gu Nancy's ears still echoed the woman's voice repeatedly.
"Nancy, Nancy, Nancy......"
"Your heart is the place I want to go to and never want to leave."
"Nancy, I followed the video tutorial on the Internet to learn to knit a sweater for the baby, do you think this color looks good?"
"Nancy, in the future, the baby's eyebrows, eyes, nose, mouth and ears will be like you, as for me, the baby will be as white as me, although you are not black, but I am still whiter than you~ Yes, that's it, the baby inherits my skin, and then inherits your facial features~"
"Nancy~"
"Nancy ......"
"Secretary Gu, your water." Someone next to him handed him a glass of warm water, Gu Nancy slowly turned his head, glanced at it, and reached out to take it.
"Secretary Gu, the situation in our Z city is like this now, and there are ...... in the province"
"Including xxxx several major government agencies, as well as xxxx and other bureaus, in this evening's special reception banquet for you, you see that you haven't been to z city for a long time, and the provincial government has also arranged xxx to come over...... Let's ...... today."
The voice in his ears was sometimes clear, sometimes vague, Gu Nancy always sat quietly, staring at the water cup in his hand, and did not move for a long time.
Until the people around him had explained everything about it, he said a few words casually, and then closed his eyes and wanted to be quiet.
Z City is not as good as G City, including the province, he also has a temporary position, and both sides need to be taken care of, and since the second week of Z City, Gu Nancy has started a busy life day and night, and basically can't spare any spare time to do anything else.
But it's good to be busy, really good.
A month later, the Gu family in G City called, and her mother said that Sister Qin had no job recently and wanted to go back to Nippori to take care of Xin Yao, and wanted him to arrange it here.
He knew what his mother meant, even if the divorce was already settled, but after all, Xin Yao was once her daughter-in-law, and she was still pregnant with the Gu family's child in her belly, so she had to take good care of it.
At that time, after Gu Nancy put down the phone, she sat in the office of Nuoda, put down the pen in her hand, and rubbed her eyebrows.
After a long time, he picked up the phone and asked Su Xiangdong to contact Sister Qin and help him arrange the affairs of Nippori.
Since then, Sister Qin will occasionally go to see Ji Xinyao and help, and occasionally secretly take some digital photos and send them to his mailbox according to He Jiezhen's wishes.
When Gu Nancy received the photo from Sister Qin in the mailbox for the first time, looking at Ji Xinyao in the photo with a round belly, pushing the shopping cart and walking in the supermarket, the shopping cart was piled up with many walnuts, milk, honey, apples and other foods to supplement the nutrition of the fetus, looking at her obviously having such a big belly, but she insisted on walking, and seemed to still insist on walking more for a smooth delivery.
Because she didn't receive his refusal, and she didn't feel any dissatisfaction and hindrance from Gu Nancy's side, Sister Qin has been going to see Ji Xinyao regularly since then, and often secretly took pictures and sent them to his mailbox.
I don't know when Gu Nancy turned on the computer every day to look through the mailbox.
Life seemed to fall into a strange vortex in an instant, too busy to be separated, and he had forgotten how long he hadn't been back to G City, and how long he hadn't driven that Land Rover again.
It wasn't until he received a call from G City that Ji Xinyao was about to give birth, so he rushed back to G City overnight.
On that day, the crowd of people walking back and forth in the hospital, Ji Xinyao was doing an internal examination in the hospital, and it might not take long to advance to the delivery room, and the Gu family rushed outside the hospital, but because they knew the reason for Ji Xinyao's divorce, they were afraid that they would irritate Xin Yao when they saw her, so no one dared to go in, just sat and guarded in a 24-hour restaurant near the hospital.
Until Ji Xinyao was pushed into the delivery room, Gu Nancy had already contacted a friend in the hospital at that time, he changed into a set of midwife's clothes, with a disinfection hat on his head and a mask on his face, when Ji Xinyao was pushed into the delivery room, Xiuli They were outside, because Ji Xinyao's condition was unusual, so there were several doctors and midwives, and no one noticed him.
Ji Xinyao's uterus had been violently vibrated before, and the placenta was unstable, and the doctor had already reminded her that there might be heavy bleeding during childbirth.
Postpartum haemorrhage is the highest mortality rate of all pregnant women.
Seeing her face sweating from the pain of violent contractions, she had a brave smile on her face when the doctor reminded her of this.
"No matter what, I will give birth to these two children safely." She insisted.
Gu Nancy is the first time in her life to see a woman give birth, in the past four hours, watching Ji Xinyao's tortured pale face and biting her lips but still trying hard, watching her clutch to the bedside every time she can't hold on, staring at the lamp above with red eyes, and she must insist on life and death.
At that moment, Gu Nancy realized that she had a feeling of suffocation at that moment.
He hadn't experienced it, and he didn't know what kind of pain it was, but now that he saw it with his own eyes, he found that all the descriptions of greatness were so powerless.
Until the last two children finally came out, her body was bleeding, Gu Nancy always stared at her, wanting to tell her, he was here, he was always here, but he was afraid that his own existence would affect her feelings, until her hand gradually let go, and the moment the ring on her ring finger suddenly fell, he seemed to notice the ring on her hand at this moment, and suddenly stepped forward to hold her.
The examination she did before did not deliberately look at the gender of the child, and the midwife next to her excitedly said that it was a dragon and phoenix fetus.
Gu Nancy's heart was joyful, because the child, and because she never took off the ring, held her cold hand, but she was always unconscious, and the doctor said that her placenta was retained, that she was bleeding, and that she was in danger......
Gu Nancy leaned over, raised her hand, put it to her mouth, almost red eyes, and whispered, "Xin Yao, hold on!" ”
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