The foreign affairs mission led by An Sui finally left the capital in August of the sixteenth year of Chiwu, and all the people in Anfu, An Sui made arrangements, left Xiuyan by Shuer's side, and sent Xiumin to Shuer's side to serve. The rest of the people who didn't have time to make arrangements were left to Fu You and Hua Niang to make their own arrangements.

Before An Sui left, Ji Xuanyuan specially ordered her to enter the palace to meet her, but in fact, it was just to let her see Shuer once more before leaving. Since Shuer caused Huaiyang to fall into the water, people have recovered a lot, and there is also a bit of jokes and jokes with Huaiyang, as if Zong Zheng Yangfeng has never appeared in her life.

An Sui specially came to the palace to say goodbye to Shuer, and Shuer was naturally happy about this matter, but when he heard that she was leaving the capital and going to the border, Shuer couldn't help but sigh, "I didn't expect that even my sister would have to leave." My sister is leaving, isn't it because of me? ”

An Sui shook his head, "No. "That's it.

"There are fewer and fewer people in the palace, but I'm afraid that in the end, I will be the only one left." Shure shook his head slightly, then sneered lightly at the corner of his mouth, and looked up and asked, "But that's fine, there can be one less person trapped here." I wish I could leave here and go out and see it like my sister one day. ”

"There's going to be a chance."

Shure just smiled, as if he didn't agree with this, "Who can say for sure what will happen in the future, I only know that now I am trapped here, and it is a good thing if I can get out in the future, but I am afraid that I will not be able to get my wish in this life." ”

Ann took a long breath, "Shure, treat your father well!" If he is trapped here, he is the only one who has to be trapped in this palace for the rest of his life. So now you can understand why he agreed that I would not enter the palace and be an official in the outer court, not because he was selfish. No one understands the bitterness and bitterness in this palace better than him. ”

"But why does he understand that he wants me to bear the same pain as him?" Shure can't understand that don't do to others what you would have to do to you, can you?

Ann Sui reached out and took Shure into her arms, the girl in her arms, just like she was back then, going through painful struggles and entanglements, she could not replace her pain, just as no one could empathize with another person.

This is also one of his helplessness, knowing that his beloved daughter will suffer the same suffering as him, but this is also one of the fates he has to accept. Shure, you see, your father loves you very much, but he also has his powerlessness, and you are his powerlessness. Shure, do you understand? ”

Shure nodded understandingly.

An Sui couldn't stay in Feixiang Pavilion for too long, Shuer personally sent An Sui out, but An Sui said no, except for the door of Feixiang Pavilion and let them all go back. An Sui took a few steps and stopped, turned back to Huaiyang and said, "Huaiyang, you take care of the princess." ”

Huai Yang nodded vigorously.

Xinzhi picked up An Sui from Feixiang Pavilion and sent her to Xianying Pavilion, that is, from the residence of her predecessor Qi Wan. After Ren Qiwan's death, the emperor buried her according to Jieyu's etiquette, and Xianying Pavilion was vacant. Now I'm afraid that everyone in Xianying Pavilion is counting her relics, after An Sui entered, everyone did not react, one of the aunts who was closer to An Sui reacted first, turned her head and glanced at An Sui, she was a little disdainful, but after looking at the jade fish and token that An Sui was wearing, she immediately understood that An Sui was a female official, and her expression immediately became respectful, and the objects in her hands were quickly put down, and she got up to salute An Sui.

That aunt was also a little majestic among the palace maids and eunuchs in Xianying Pavilion, and when everyone saw that aunt had gotten up and saluted, they all got up and saluted An's entourage.

An Sui slowly walked into the Xianying Pavilion, the Xianying Pavilion has not changed from the original appearance, but it seems to be much more lonely than when Ren Qiwan first moved in, the Xianying Pavilion is full of white silk, and the window is closed, isolating the external light, and the appearance of the entire Xianying Pavilion is gloomy. The big word "lay" in the main hall still seems to be a little humane.

An Sui looked around, the aunt's eyes were firmly fixed on An Sui, a little wary, seeing An Sui's eyes projected towards her, she quietly covered up her belongings with her skirt. Her small movements were taken into An Sui's eyes, and the hearts of the rest of the people were almost like this, for fear that the belongings that were about to arrive would be targeted by An Sui.

An Sui seemed to see something, walked into the inner hall, and there was still a half-open painting on the case, An Sui pointed to the painting and asked, "Is this also Ren Jieyu's relic?" ”

Everyone, you look at me, I look at you, in the end, the aunt stood up, the painting was originally booked by her, but she looked at An Sui, although she didn't know An Sui, and she didn't know who An Sui was, but the identity of the fourth grade made her very embarrassed, that painting should be able to exchange a lot of money, but she was even more reluctant to offend An Sui.

"This is what Ren Niangzi has been pressing at the bottom of the box, and the slaves and maids don't know it, but they just took it out of one of Ren Niangzi's boxes, and it should be a lot of years. It shouldn't be worth much......"

"I want it, along with the silver hairpin." An Sui pointed to the most inconspicuous silver hairpin in the jewelry that her aunt had just concealed.

As soon as these words came out, the aunt panicked, if the painting was taken away, it would be forgotten, how could even the silver hairpin in her hand be remembered, she didn't care about offending and not offending, she stepped forward and said, "The adult is really too small, right, the slaves and maids are not good to serve the lady on weekdays, and now it's easy for everyone to die, and the adults have to come to rob it, how to say that the adults are also big officials, how can you write a slave and maid with us like this!" ”

That is ugly, but it is also true, it can be seen that Ren Qiwan was not very favored when he was alive, otherwise he would not have treated his subordinates so harshly.

An took out a silver ingot from his bosom and put it on the table, "How about this official buying this painting and that silver hairpin?" ”

How could the aunt not follow the money when she had the money, she took the money and sent the things to An Sui's hands, and smiled and said continuously, "Thank you, thank you, thank you!" ”

An Sui just glanced at the aunt and took the things away.

Xinzhi stood at the door of Xianying Pavilion and didn't say much, but he was much more silent than before. His eyes also drooped slightly, and he never glanced at the Xianying Pavilion.

An came out of the entourage and asked Xinzhi, "Why don't you go in and take one last look?" ”

Xinzhi shook his head, "People are gone, and there is no difference between watching and not seeing." What's more, she is a concubine, some things are different, but what the slave wants to remember is not these. It's just that the girl doesn't mind, the slave doesn't talk about the past, in fact, the girl understands. Over the years, although the slave has been by the emperor's side, she has also seen very clearly in her heart that she is much different from before. ”

"In the end, she didn't really treat me well, not to mention that we came in the same imperial examination, and I can understand many things." An Sui looked at the silver hairpin in his hand, bit his lip lightly, and finally put it in Xinzhi's hand, "This is made by the female official Feng who came in from the same imperial examination as us, and each of our sisters also has one, and Qi Wan's favorite was this silver hairpin at the beginning." If you want to remember, I'm afraid this silver hairpin can give you. ”

There is also a "Wan" character engraved in the corner of the silver hairpin, and the one with An Sui is engraved with "Sui".

Xinzhi hesitated for a while, then accepted the silver hairpin, "The slave will keep it well, and the right is a thought back then." It's just a pity that the thoughts of the year are also delusions after all. Whether she becomes Wanyi or not, it is the same result. ”

An Sui didn't comfort him, there are too many people in this world who need comfort, whether it is Xinzhi or herself, she is just one of those sad people. It's not important to the world, but it's just humble as dust.

Xinzhi was silent for a while, then raised his head, joy and anger are invisible, and he can't even love himself, this point, Xinzhi has gradually practiced. He pointed to the painting in An Sui's arms and asked, "What is the reason for this painting that the girl is holding in her hand?" ”

Ann Sui looked at the painting in her arms.

It was a painting left to Ren Qiwan when Lu Yan left the palace, An Sui thought that Ren Qiwan would not keep this painting anymore, but he didn't want Ren Qiwan to keep it well, so he put it in the most cherished box and treasured it for so many years.

"It's a friend's painting, and I never thought it would stay here."

Xinzhi needs a thought, and others are not, maybe this is also Ren Qiwan's thoughts, thinking about the past time.

Xinzhi lowered his eyes slightly, well hiding the trace of loneliness and unnaturalness in his eyes. He thought that if Ren Qiwan hadn't become one of the many unfavored concubines in the harem, he might have stayed until he reached the age of twenty-five, and then went out of the palace to find another, and the owner of that painting might be the best choice. She cherished that painting so much, but no matter what, she had to throw herself into the arms of another man.

Then it doesn't seem so sad for him that she stayed in the palace to become a concubine, at least after so many years of watching from afar, it has also become the most extravagant persistence and waiting. She has her pride, and he naturally has his own.

In fact, if she wants to be favored, she can come to him, no matter what it is, he will help. But she never begged him in the end, and he didn't help her.

An Sui patted Xinzhi, "I should thank you for her, Xinzhi!" ”

Xinzhi smiled dismally, "No need, everything she should have said has already been said, the person who sent her on the last journey is the minion, and the minion is watching her go." ”

All she has is gratitude!