"But I'm not too discouraged because I'm not a genius and I don't have high expectations of myself. ”

"I just want to be different from who I used to be, and I just want to be different from who I used to be. ”

"So as long as it's improved, then it's a good thing for me. ”

"I'm not a genius, but I'm someone who has the same dreams as a genius!!"

"So I can't give up now, no matter how difficult and dangerous the road ahead of me is, even if I always feel that the world is not fair to me, but I still won't give up. ”

"Because I know that the world is unfair to me, there must be a reason for him, after all, there are always people who will be treated fairly. ”

"Since I can't get it here, then I'm just going to do my best, try as hard as I can to the end, and then be the one to be treated fairly. ”

"Seriously, my dreams aren't big, my dreams aren't very strong, they're not different, they're not overly special, but I know that for me, it's all I have. ”

Yu Le sighed softly, her voice was also a little trembling, because this was Yu Le's heart, and she also knew clearly what she was doing.

It is even more clear that she is thinking about some important things here.

Maybe in the eyes of others, they will only feel that Yu Le's thoughts at this moment are really too pediatric, but this is not the case.

Yu Le has already seen through a lot of things what he thinks, and only those who have really experienced it can read Yu Le's heart at this moment.

"Ah!!h

At this moment, Yu Le suddenly roared angrily and looked up to the sky and sighed.

"Why, why do I always feel that no matter how hard I try, my life is always so unsatisfactory. ”

"Why, when I feel that I have become stronger again and again, I am surprised to find that my strength is getting farther and farther away. ”

"And all my expectations, all my efforts, are so worthless compared to others??"

"Why is that??"

"When I don't feel that I have a new beginning, a new life and good luck, I will immediately fall to the bottom. ”

"It's like the environment I'm in now, what's going on with this powerful beast that suddenly came out, I really thought of all the ways, all the efforts, but there was never a good way to deal with it. ”

"In the face of such a beast, all I can do is keep trying, trying hard, and then trying again. ”

"Let's see if my approach is really working, and if my plan is really right. ”

'This kind of thing, such a feeling, really makes people feel very unhappy, and even more angry in their hearts......

In this regard, Yu Le suddenly smiled sadly.

"It's a pity, no matter how angry I am, what can I do, what can I do with this beast, it seems, now I'm here, I'm still just here, looking at the beast, and then dodging his attack, and then ......"

Then lamented that his strength was insufficient. ”

Yu Le clenched his sword in his hand.

This kind of thing, in fact, in the final analysis, is not all Yu Le's fault.

Sometimes it is true that Yu Le feels very unfair, but it is definitely not just Yu Le's.

is like Yu Le's sister Hua Ruoli.

In fact, she is completely like this, and what you need to know is that Hua Ruoli has suffered before, and it seems that she is not much worse than Yu Le here.

At least in Hua Ruoli's personal memories, many things are completely gloomy, which is why, when others are always willing to mention their past and things, Hua Ruo is away from his own side, but he is never willing to say something.

Because in her heart, Hua Ruo at this moment knows very well from his own side, his past is all some dark things, and if he says it, there is really no need, and it will make his wounds appear again.

In this case, there is really no need for it.

At the same time, there is another point, in terms of the current problem, Hua Ruoli at this moment also understands him very well, in fact, this kind of thing, even if she really dares to face it herself, but when Hua Ruoli says it from his own side, no one may be willing to listen.

may be disgusted with Hua Ruo because of this, and feel that Hua Ruoli is this guy, why is he talking about such depressing things.

For this reason, Hua Ruoli thinks that it is better not to say it than to annoy people, and to completely suppress these memories in the stomach, so that it is good for others and for themselves.

It's not just Hua Ruo who is alone from her, Yu Le is also completely like this.

People like Yu Le and Hua Ruoli often heal their wounds alone many times.

"There's no way around it, we have passed like this, it's just the pain in our hearts, and it's impossible to pass it for a lifetime, just digest it as much as possible, and that's why, I think where I'm located, it's so unfair, it doesn't matter. ”

"Because I don't really feel like I don't care, but I'm really completely adapted, and I think it's better to improve my personal strength a little bit than to think about it there, which may be able to bring a little bit of improvement to myself. ”

"Of course, I also know that such a little improvement may not have a great effect, but it is completely fine, even if it is a little change, it will make me feel very happy. ”

"It's like I'm the same now, when facing this beast, even if it's a little way, even if it's really impossible to defeat this beast, for me, I don't care much at all, but I think I'm really happy. ”

"Because what I'm thinking in my heart is that this is a change after all, even if this kind of improvement changes, very small ones, are really completely negligible, but for me, it really doesn't matter at all. ”

"At least I know that as long as I can calm down, it's a good thing. ”