After I informed Mi Cai of Robben and Wei Manwen's marriage, she fell into silence, and I didn't know whether to remind her or not, call Robben when I have time, and wish him and Wei Manwen a happy new marriage, after all, she and Robben are also friends, although there is a little estrangement.

Finally, Mi Cai said to me, "Lovers should be married, and I should be happy for them." ”

I didn't want to think deeply about Mi Cai's words, but I just replied: "Then you can take the time to call Robben to congratulate you, their wedding was held on New Year's Day, and you shouldn't be able to come back in time." ”

"Well, you take care of CC, don't let her drink so much anymore."

"How can I persuade her?"

"She is a woman with a strong sense of independence, it is the same whether she is persuaded or not, the key is when she can figure it out herself, maybe she has figured it out, so she will drink so recklessly, and then use this extreme way to say goodbye to that impossible love."

"I hope so." I said it so simply, but I thought in my heart, maybe Mi Cai knows CC better than me, or maybe she will respond like this when facing similar incidents, so I judge CC at this time with my own thinking, but I would rather be the former.

I heard the sound of Mi Cai opening the window, accompanied by the whirring wind, I listened quietly, but I heard her breath, and she finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, it is snowing in New York, the streets are full of people with umbrellas and scarves, and the branches on the trees are about to be crushed by the snow!" ”

My brain suddenly became extremely clear, knowing why she said this, because the umbrella and the scarf are meant to be a kind of protection, and at this moment these two things appeared in her sight in the most eye-catching way, indicating that she was very insecure, so I subconsciously compared myself to the branch that was about to be crushed I firmly believe that I would not guess wrong this time, and she did not want to complain deliberately, but subconsciously said this.

I whispered to her, "Are you tired now?" ”

Mi Cai didn't answer, but said, "I'm listening to the song "Snowman" we sang together, and your voice is very warm!" ”

"You're in need of a hug right now, aren't you?"

Mi Cai was silent for a long time, smiled and said: "I'm fine, I've been wandering outside alone for so many years, what else can't be overcome, I just miss you a little!" ”

My heart was fluttering, but I looked at the fading street lamp outside the window, wishing that there would be a snow here, although our bodies could not be together, but we could also merge with the same thoughts in this colorful snow.

"Why don't you speak? Isn't it like that I think about you! ”

I felt her fragile sensitivity at this time in Mi Cai's words, and hurriedly replied: "Because I am also thinking that you hope that there will be a heavy snow in Suzhou, and we can see the same scene." ”

Mi Cai has been silent for a long time, she may be crying silently, maybe she thinks of how lonely she has been alone all these years, and she thinks of the father who has not accompanied her well, just because the flying snow will always remind people too much!

I finally said to her, "Do you believe it? After this period of time, our future days are sunny, and there are many surprises waiting for us in life, do you think about it, if one day you become a mother, will you still care about the messy things in the mall? At that time, it will be a new state of mind, a new beginning! ”

"You're going to paint me the future like that every time!" Mi Cai seemed to reproach, but there was a hint of joy in his tone.

"Because I know you like this future, although others regard you as the high-ranking Mr. Mi, but in my eyes, you are my girlfriend and the child's mother haha!"

My laughter was so loud that the startled CC opened his eyes and looked blankly at me who was on the phone

I hurriedly said to Mi Cai on the other end of the phone: "CC is awake, it looks like he has to vomit again, I won't tell you yet"

"Well, then you take care of her!"

"Definitely, and you should pay attention to keep warm, it's snowing, it must be very cold!"

Mi Cai answered, and I hurriedly hung up the phone, stepped over to CC's bedside, helped her up from the bed, picked up the laundry tub, and made her vomit

Except for the milk she just drank, CC couldn't spit out anything, just retched, and then coughed painfully, but she didn't even want to say the word sad, I knew that her consciousness finally came to her senses, and she habitually painted herself with that protective color, so that others felt how strong she was, but this instinctive behavior was so redundant, because her sadness had been integrated into the blood with the wine that was drunk into the body, so she was just a woman who liked to deceive herself!

CC finally stopped vomiting, I took out a tissue and handed it to her, and handed her a glass of mouthwash, and CC was already able to take care of himself, without my assistance, and also took care of himself independently, and then leaned weakly on the bed and said to me, "Get me a cigarette, I want to smoke." ”

"Wait, I'll go wash the basin first, or the wine will smell too pungent."

"Give me a cigarette, quick."

I ignored it, walked to the bathroom with the laundry tub, and then washed the towel with hot water, and then returned to the room, while CC had already lit a cigarette by himself, and smoked it with a lonely expression.

I sighed and took out a hot towel and was about to cover her, but she shook her head and said, "No, it's okay when you wake up!" ”

"Are you sure you don't have a headache?"

CC didn't answer me directly, but said, "I'm sorry for you tonight, you can go back and rest, I can take care of myself." ”

I wasn't too relieved, so I replied, "It's okay, I'll just stay here and chat with you, it's so cold outside, I don't want to go out." ”

"Whatever you want, but there's nothing to talk about."

I took the opportunity to say, "Yes, you have made yourself like this, what else is there to say, I once thought you had let go." ”

CC's expression was full of self-deprecation: "I also thought I had let go, especially after returning from Nepal, but love is poison attached to the bones, and I can't find a man who can replace Robben in this life!" ”

I looked at her, my heart was filled with an indescribable sadness, she was too stubborn, but Robben, who was immersed in the joy of marriage, couldn't give her anything but pain, so he used what Le Yao said to comfort her: "If you can accept the past, why don't you liberate yourself when you give the future, and then give yourself a little hope?" ”

CC brushed his cheeks with pain with both hands, and replied for a long time: "I don't know and don't want to know, but you know, except to bless them, I won't do anything to break them up, then all the pain is my own, and if I don't hurt anyone, can't I be free to enjoy my own pain?" ”

I gave CC a thumbs up and said, "CC, you are so awesome that you can treat pain as enjoyment, and love has to oppress you into some virtue, or your realm is too high, and we really don't understand how to eat grains!" ”

"There's nothing better than you know"

CC's words were only half spoken, and I remembered the picture of Jian Wei accepting Xiang Chen's love at Fang Yuan and Yan Yan's wedding, and suddenly felt a pang in my heart, remembering how crazy I got myself drunk that afternoon, but I didn't have the heart to go to the moat to take care of me Mi Cai's nonsense At this time, CC experienced, isn't it exactly what I have experienced, it seems that I can only take pain as enjoyment at that time, so I survived so tenaciously but I don't know, CC will be as lucky as me, such as meeting Mi Cai, I also met a man who made her heart flutter again.

Thinking continued to diverge, and I remembered the man who CC had talked about many times and left 100,000 yuan in the empty city, CC said, except for Robben, only that man would make him fall in love, but who was that man in the vast sea of people? I had a gut feeling that I didn't need to look for him in the middle of nowhere, he seemed to be there for us all along, guarding the restaurant in the empty city

So, in order not to make CC too sad, I said, "CC, do you believe that the person who left 100,000 yuan in the empty city has always been by our side?" ”

CC was successfully distracted by me, and the painful look on his face eased slightly, and after thinking about it, he said, "I feel this way too!" ”

"Yes, it's hard for me to believe this coincidence, why did he just show up on the last night when he couldn't survive in the empty city, instead of two days earlier?"

CC nodded, and I asked again, "Sue me, do you want to find that man?" After finding it, can you fulfill your promise, forget Robben, and start a new life? ”

CC finally smiled slightly: "Of course I want to find him, but whether to marry him or not, I don't know until I find him, maybe she is really a woman?" I can't marry a woman, it's so messy!! ”

This was a reprieve to make CC less painful, and I nodded and said, "Okay, let's find him (her) first, and then you decide whether to marry him or not"

"As long as it's a man, I'll definitely marry him in a flash, provided that he's willing to marry me"

"I will definitely marry you, and I can conclude that he must be a man who admires you very much, otherwise who would be so generous to sell 100,000 yuan to save such a store in the empty city!! CC, believe me, you are really a very attractive woman who can make men deeply fascinated! ”

CC shook his head, smiled helplessly, and after a while, finally asked me: "Don't guess these things, you just say the point, how can you find him?" After all, so many years have passed! ”

"I have a way to find him, if he is really a person who haunts the empty city and cares about it!"