Chapter 269: Sunset
In the days when Shao Yingying first left school, Wu Xiaojun didn't think so, and he couldn't see her for a long time, and his heart gradually became uneasy. Sister Luo Xiao suffered a catastrophe, and she suffered this misfortune again, which hit her hard. It is a deplorable thing to worry that the fear and shadow in her heart will not dissipate, and she will have the idea of giving up her studies. He and his family are full of love and hatred, and the relationship is extraordinary, how can she stand by and watch her affairs, let it go, and take on her obligations and responsibilities no matter what.
Shao Yingying was frightened by YanzhΓ²ng, and the psychological trauma could not be healed for a long time, and she stayed at home for more than 20 days before returning to school.
Wu Xiaojun saw Shao Yingying suddenly appear in front of him like a ghost, her whole body seemed to be hit by a powerful electric current, and after trembling slightly, he just stared at her depressed and haggard face with dull eyes, even if he had a thousand words, he couldn't say a word.
Shao Yingying's heart was numb by his loving eyes, and she hurriedly turned her face to the side, quietly looking into the distance, and only heard him ask herself eagerly for a long time, "Yingzi, what's wrong with you when you go back for so long, if you don't come back, I will go to the house to see you." β
Shao Yingying said lightly, "Thank you for your concern!" There was something going on at home, so I stayed a few more days. β
Wu Xiaojun was dumbfounded and said, "It's good to come back, it's good to come back!" When you come back, you can study with peace of mind, and as long as you are safe and sound, I will be relieved. β
Shao Yingying hesitated for a while, then turned her face and looked at Wu Xiaojun Dao with pleading eyes, "My heart is a little messy, can you walk with me?" β
Wu Xiaojun said sincerely, "Of course you can, so let's go to the bank of the Green River!" β
Shao Yingying blinked her eyes a few times and said lightly, "Whatever you want, you can go anywhere!" β
In November in Pingxi, there is no breath of early winter, the French plane trees standing tall on both sides of the road are still green leaves, showing vigorous vitality, and people walking are wearing various autumn clothes, without the slightest cold. On the bank of the Green River, weeping willows are clinging, and people are shuttling back and forth, with joyful smiles on their faces, which is very pleasant.
The two walked side by side, although their hearts were full of depression and depression, in order to ease the dull atmosphere, they didn't know how much pressure they caused to each other's psychology, and they showed a slight smile when they spoke.
Wu Xiaojun did not mention the trauma of the past on her soul, tried her best to lead the topic to a happy place, and said with a happy face, "Yingzi, it's just that the hard work pays off, and helping Director Jiang review the manuscript really opened my eyes and learned a lot of new knowledge." β
Shao Yingying smiled and said, "Looking at your happiness, do you have a sense of accomplishment, is Director Jiang particularly satisfied?" β
Wu Xiaojun said excitedly, "What is the special satisfaction, it is very, very satisfied, it is a great praise for me, I am a little embarrassed, let me hide in the bed and steal the fun for three days." β
"Great, congratulations!"
"Congratulations! I didn't expect her to be inch-proof, and she assigned me a new task, which is more difficult than reviewing the manuscript, guess what she asked me to do? β
Shao Yingying thought for a while and said, "It's really hard to guess, let you write a medical record, it's normal, you don't need to be ordered." Let you help her move, there are more moving companies on the street, and there is no need for it. By the way, it must be for you to travel with her to participate in academic exchange meetings and be his secretary! β
Wu Xiaojun's head shook like a rattle, "My smart eldest lady, it's not." β
Shao Yingying asked eagerly, "What is that?" β
Wu Xiaojun said seriously, "Let me help her sell books, it is she who wrote "Clinical Chronic Diseases". β
Shao Yingying breathed a sigh of relief, "Look at what you are selling at this level, it will not be my appetite, I thought it was something, there was nothing difficult, and I sold it as soon as I recommended it to my classmates." β
"It's really not as easy as you think, foreign monks are good at chanting scriptures, and everyone always thinks that the books compiled by professors from medical universities in Beijing, Shanghai and other places are the most valuable for reference, and few students are willing to buy the books published by the teachers of this school. She got me more than 300 copies at once, although the price of each copy was 28 yuan 6, let me sell it for 10 yuan, I ran a lot of dormitories, asked a lot of students, so far less than 50 copies have been sold, almost I am worried to death, I don't know how to deal with her. β
"You won't do something thankless, just sell it for ten yuan!"
"Of course, I sell twenty dollars each."
"You're really ruthless, it's enough to earn five yuan a book, and you can earn 100% of the profits, when you can't handle it!"
Wu Xiaojun suddenly chuckled, "You can still see accurately, I will sell it for fifteen yuan." β
Shao Yingying asked puzzledly, "Then why do you say that you sell twenty?" β
Wu Xiaojun made a grimace with a huff, "Teasing you!" β
"Hey, I'm fooled by you. I'm a little tired, let's find a place to rest! β
"Okay, you see there's a pavilion in front of you, let's go there!"
Wu Xiaojun held the railing of the pavilion in his hand, looked at the faint green mountains under the sunset in the distance, and said happily, "Yingzi, come here, see the sunset reflecting half of the sky, and then reflecting into the water, like a red lotus blooming in the water, spectacular!" β
Shao Yingying walked a few steps quickly, stood beside him, and said with a sigh, "After a period of confusion, how can I not be refreshed and happy when I suddenly see such a colorful fairyland-like sunset." As if you were in another world, the complicated mood calmed down instantly. β
Wu Xiaojun turned his face to look at her quiet face, and said with a smile, "Don't go out in the morning glow, go thousands of miles in the sunset." It can be seen that tomorrow will be another good weather. After the wind and rain is a rainbow, good mood, good weather, you will definitely have everything smooth in the future, and the road will be easier and easier. β
Shao Yingying said lightly, "The sunset is infinitely good, but it is just near dusk." The sunset in the setting sun mercilessly took away all the splendor and hope, embroidering a faint lace on the sky around the twilight, and finally swallowed up by the night. I'm really worried about the future. β
Wu Xiaojun said disdainfully, "The boat is naturally straight to the bridgehead, and there is no flame mountain that cannot be crossed." I've encountered so many more things than you, and at first it felt like the sky was about to fall, but as time went on, I realized that nothing was as strict as I thought. I think your biggest flaw is that you are too suspicious all day long, be more cheerful and open-minded, and your life will be a new world. Let the past pass, and don't take it to heart. β
Shao Yingying said calmly, "You're right, I can't change myself, let alone convince myself, do you think I'm too indifferent?" β
Wu Xiaojun hurriedly said, "No! No! I just think that you are introverted, have a heavy inferiority complex, and are not good at socializing with others! β
Shao Yingying said sincerely, "My character has really hurt many people, including you. You have done so much for me and my family before, I have never been a little grateful, you have always been an untrustworthy and insecure person in my heart, the more you help me and my family, the more I feel afraid, fearful and uneasy, the more indifferent I am to you, and even avoid you like a mouse. really responded to that sentence, Lu Yao knew that the horsepower had seen people's hearts for a long time, and now that I think about it, I really feel very regretful, very ashamed, I shouldn't hurt your heart and self-esteem. β
Wu Xiaojun said a little embarrassed, "What are you doing here, I am also selfish, at that time, in order to make up for a regret hidden in my heart and realize my wish back then, I wanted to get close to you, and I always thought about what I could do for you." I never thought that there would be so many ridiculous ups and downs, maybe this is fate and your family. Since I met you, my life is no longer boring and dull, but has become colorful, let me understand a lot of truths, let me gradually mature from a hairy boy, it is you who enrich my life and open my fast road to the front. β
A smile flashed across Shao Yingying's face, "If you don't say anything, just say something good and obedient to make me happy." Now I also want to open, let go of a qiΔ, and go with the flow and go my own way. β
Wu Xiaojun said happily, "Just do what you have to do happily!" β
Shao Yingying suddenly asked, "Have you had time lately?" β
Wu Xiaojun smiled and asked, "What do you mean?" β
Shao Yingying said very seriously, "My mother thinks that you saved me this time is a little different from helping my family before, and I want to invite you to come over and talk to her." β
Wu Xiaojun said without thinking, "Time is there, and it can be anytime." β
Shao Yingying's face showed a look of joy, "Okay, I'll call you then." It's getting dark, let's go back! β
The two of them revised the manuscript together, which had a great impact on Bai Lingyan's simple heart, and it was time to consider personal issues. Thinking about Niu Shuxian's words repeatedly, she was very conflicted in her heart, being a heart-to-heart friend with him was the best candidate, but from the perspective of choosing love and choosing a life partner, there was indeed a strange feeling. After dating for so long, although I have had that kind of thought many times, God just doesn't give it my strength, and I always run aground for some accidents inexplicably, and I can't develop deeply. Thinking of this, she hesitated instead, and silently asked herself, should she move forward with him? Once you go deep into him, is it right or wrong?
The accident that night made her see Wu Xiaojun's chivalrous feat of sticking a knife for his friend, desperately risking his life to save him, and calmed down, but she had a deep sense of hiding from him, respecting and fearing, and not daring to get close. She had to think about their previous relationship. Although time has passed, the shape has changed dramatically, after all, he is a person who loves for ten minutes, Shao Yingying is the object of his hard pursuit, after a series of things and so many emotions have been tempered, it is not easy to completely forget that it is not easy to do, and it is difficult to say whether it will rekindle the old dream. There is no turning back from the bow, and once the trigger is pulled, it is impossible to go back to the previous one, and you must be cautious.
Bai Lingyan had this thought, and Wu Xiaojun was like a target and target, involuntarily touching her heart, watching him and Shao Yingying from a distance leisurely, walking happily along the river, and her heart suddenly felt like a knife piercing.