An Sui gently pressed the flute, and then put it down, but suddenly heard a high-five sound from outside the house, An Sui hurriedly opened the house, and Ji Xuanyuan stood not far from the door, "It's blowing well, why don't you blow it?" ”

An Sui hurriedly knelt down and saluted, "Wechen has seen the emperor." ”

Ji Xuanyuan stretched out his hand to help her up, "There are no outsiders here, so there is no need to be polite." ”

"Why did the emperor go back to the Qianzheng Palace, didn't he already turn over Concubine Xu's brand?"

Ji Xuanyuan smiled, "If I didn't come back, wouldn't I be wrong for a good flute?" ”

An Sui saw the color given by Xu Mingchang, and then suddenly realized that the emperor's whereabouts were all he could ask, he was really out of order, and he wanted to kneel down and ask for guilt, but Ji Xuanyuan held her hand, "You don't have to be so rigid about the rules, you always ask for guilt and do something, I don't blame you." I just played "Lisao", but I didn't expect you to be able to play the flute. ”

"When I was at home in the past, I learned a little from a teacher."

Ji Xuanyuan nodded, "Let's go with me." The "Lisao" you played reminded me of a lot of things. ”

"Wechen obeys."

The lotus flowers in Weiyang Lake are also blooming, and the summer is scorching, and only the lotus flowers can be comfortable in the water, and they bloom wantonly, which also makes the people who appreciate find a quiet place in the summer.

When I was young, Si Xuan often played this song "Lisao", at that time, I was only a prince, and I had not even been crowned a king, let alone the position of the crown prince. Now he doesn't play this song anymore, and it wasn't until you played it that I remembered some of the past. ”

An Sui thought for a while, "What the emperor said, but Lord Le Zheng Chen?" ”

"You know that, too?"

An Sui nodded, "Many palace maids in the harem often talk about it, so Weichen seems to know a little, I heard that Lezheng's Xiao is a must in the palace, and no one can compare so far." ”

"His great-great-grandfather served in the Death Guard Palace, and he started from his grandfather's generation, but Sixuan inherited his great-grandfather's craftsmanship and boasted so well, not to mention that it was in the palace, even Da Chu couldn't find a few people who could compare with it. At that time, his great-grandfather was still known as the master of the Wei Dynasty, and no one could come out of him in the future. When Ji Xuanyuan said this, he paused, ""Lisao", 'I am also good at what I have left, although I have not regretted it after nine deaths', do you also have this heart? ”

Ji Xuanyuan suddenly changed the topic, and An Sui was stunned for a moment.

Her father's last wishes, her own ambitions, and the life and death of Jindi are all the past events in her heart, and she wants to do it in her heart, but she doesn't know how to realize it.

An Sui nodded heavily, "Yes, although Weichen is a woman, he also has this heart." ”

"If, for the sake of your life's ambition, you have to stay in the palace and stay by my side, will you be shaken?" Ji Xuanyuan slowly turned around and faced this Ansu.

When An Sui heard this, she suddenly raised her head to look at Ji Xuanyuan's eyes, what did she hear?

"You're hesitating."

An Sui hurriedly lowered her eyes, she couldn't look directly into Ji Xuanyuan's eyes, "Yes, Weichen thought he had heard it wrong." ”

"Not only that, you're shaken, but it's because of Zong Zhengyu."

Ji Xuanyuan used an affirmative tone, not a questioning tone.

Ann was shocked.

"Gao Huan gave a letter, which was brought by Zong Zhengyu in Chijituo." Ji Xuanyuan stared at An Sui, who knelt down to ask for sin, she was still wearing the purple official uniform, she was still so unfazed. said that this was a sin, but the feelings were not revealed.

It was his heart that was bigger.

"All the people of the world are to you, and the sect policy is more important to you?"

Ji Xuanyuan was condescending and looked at An Sui.

After a long time, An Suicai spoke softly, "Weichen can't choose." ”

"Can't choose? Is he already so important to you? ”

"Yes." An Sui slowly raised his head and looked directly into Ji Xuanyuan's eyes, which were full of firmness, "Weichen can't choose." ”

"I see." Ji Xuanyuan raised the corners of his mouth slightly, as if he was sarcastic about himself, "I didn't know that in your heart, he could be compared to your long-cherished wish." ”

"Wechen never thought that there can't be another person in Wechen's long-cherished wish?"

Ji Xuanyuan was choked by such words, and then said, "Yes, yes, yes, why can't there be another person in your long-cherished wish?" ”

In the summer night, the cicadas chirped, in addition to such a sound, An Sui could only hear the sound of his own heartbeat, so all at once, beating so heavily. She didn't know what the emperor wanted to do when he suddenly came to ask her. Maybe this time became a turning point in her life, and she suddenly felt as if she couldn't see what the road ahead was.

She was gloomy in her heart, she thought that since she was by the emperor's side, she would definitely be able to control her own destiny, but she suddenly found that she was thinking too perfectly in the end. No matter how powerful she is, she is just a courtier, how can she control her destiny by herself? Isn't the world all in the hands of the person in front of you?

"Get up." Ji Xuanyuan's voice was surprisingly calm, "I'm just asking casually." You're my confidant, and there are some things I have to think about. I value you, because you are like the lotus pond in front of you, different from everyone in the palace, you are dedicated to me. But I seem to have forgotten about it, and you are just a woman who is only three or five years old, and it would be a bit too much for you to completely abandon the woman's heart. ”

An Sui got up slowly, and suddenly felt that the man in front of her, who held the world in her hands, seemed to be even more lonely than what she usually saw.

Most of the successful people in this world have a common shadow to accompany them, and that is loneliness.

Su Shi always said that "the height is not cold", such words are probably the most suitable for the emperor's body. They have more than ordinary people, but they also lose more than ordinary people.

No matter how rich and enjoyable you are, you are just a lonely person after all.

Ji Xuanyuan turned his head, "An Sui, do you know that if you are not from my side, maybe you can marry Zong Zhengyu." However, since you are from my side, then you will inevitably become a chess piece in my hands, this chess piece is marriage, and it will go with my will, if I must let you separate you from Zong Zhengyu, will you hate me? ”

An Sui looked at Ji Xuanyuan with wide eyes, first in disbelief, and then came back to his senses.

She has always known that her fate cannot escape the fate of the emperor's close female official, or become a member of the emperor's harem, just like Emperor Wei Cheng's personal female official Lin Shi, or destined to die alone, just like Li Siyi, who has served generations of monarchs in the palace, and is highly respected, but she was trapped in the cage of palace prohibition for a lifetime. Others saw the glamorous and beautiful, but behind it was the long-cherished wish of being a woman.

thought that Ji Xuanyuan would treat her differently, but now that she thought about it, she suddenly realized that it was just her own wishful thinking.