Chapter 151: The World Is Cold
The ambulance soon arrived, and a whistling whistle pulled Zhao Shuting to Yuanzhen Hospital, where she was immediately admitted to a psychiatric ward.
Qin Meixiang placed her mother in the hospital, her expression was in a trance, and she returned to the home of the family home of the county party committee in a trance, and saw from a distance that a cordon had been set up around the courtyard, and two policemen stood on both sides of the gate to guard. ”
"Brother policeman, you can be gracious, I am the daughter of this family, I want to go in and get some personal daily necessities, please help me and be accommodating."
"There is an order from the superiors, no one is allowed to enter without the consent of the task force, so you better leave quickly."
No matter how hard Qin Meixiang begged, she said that she wouldn't let her go in.
Qin Meixiang saw that begging the police was useless, so she had to hurriedly come to the office of Secretary Kou of the county party committee, and as soon as she entered the door, she cried and said, "Secretary Kou, now my family has been charged by the police, and the two policemen will not let me in, and now my father has not been buried, and my mother is living in the hospital, no matter how big the sins and mistakes they make, after all, it is my parents who gave birth to me and raised me, and I will provide for them to support them in the old age, see a doctor in cold and warmth, and fulfill my filial piety and obligations It is my natural thing." Now, I can't go back to a girl's house, what do you say, at least I have to have a place to live, I have to go home and get some personal daily necessities. ”
Secretary Kou looked at Qin Meixiang's pitiful appearance, felt pity, choked with tears in the corners of his eyes, and said, "Meixiang, Uncle knows that you are a good boy who is filial and sensible, and you are innocent, it is your father who has been punished for committing crimes and committing crimes, which has affected your mother and you, and Uncle is really very sad in his heart, but now the case is not over, the investigation has not been completely completed, and there are no clear instructions for the face, and it is indeed difficult for you to enter the house." But don't worry, Uncle will contact the task force now, ask for their opinion, and see if he can let you into the house to pick up some personal belongings. ”
After Secretary Kou's instructions and coordination, Qin Meixiang returned home under the strict supervision of three policemen, retrieved her mother, her own clothes and simple daily necessities, and was arranged to live in a temporary warehouse in the family courtyard of the county party committee as a temporary residence for him and his mother.
At about eight o'clock that night, in accordance with the instructions and requirements of the county party committee and county government, the coffin of Qin Xingwu was quietly transported from the auditorium by ten policemen to the cemetery in Nanguan, the county seat, and buried.
There is a saying: the tree falls down, and the wall falls and everyone pushes it. "No one asks about the poor in the downtown area, and the rich have distant relatives in the mountains", "A life of death is to know friendship, a poor and a rich person is to know the state of friendship, a noble and a cheap, and friendship is to see." "Since the appearance of the task force in Yuanzhen, the relatives who usually take the initiative to come to the door and the so-called friends who help with the work of my father as buddies are afraid of being implicated.
Qin Meixiang suddenly felt that people's hearts were not ancient, the world was cold and the human feelings were weak, and in an instant, her head hurt like never before, and the surrounding qiē became all strange, there was a feeling of being unaccompanied, and there was a sense of being born lonely, very lonely, dazed, sad and desolate.
Zhao Shuting stayed in the hospital for seven or eight days in a row, but her condition never improved, and the doctor Jian yì Qin Meixiang took her to Beijing, Shanghai and other major hospitals for treatment. Qin Meixiang didn't dare to return to the family home, afraid of seeing someone despise her with strange and cold eyes, afraid of hearing someone say that she was the daughter of the obscene and shameless moral corruption of Qin Xingwu, and even more afraid that someone would point fingers behind her back and scold her dead father. She was alone outside the ward for a few days, thinking about a question over and over again in her heart, Yuan Zhen resolutely couldn't stay here any longer, and she had to leave this land of right and wrong with her mother as far away, the farther the better, to a place where no one knew them.
During this time, she thought of Wu Xiaojun the most, but she was very scared, afraid that she would lose him and lose a loved one. When the family suddenly suffered this misfortune and accident, I was always worried that my beloved would be like everyone else, and I was far away from him, and I lost confidence in myself for a while. He also felt that complaining about his attachment was the greatest disrespect to him, and that his own misfortune and pain should not be borne by him. She was very conflicted in her heart, she didn't dare or didn't want to mention her situation and experience to her beloved, and she didn't want to see the cold state of the world and the weakness of human feelings verified by Wu Xiaojun, she regarded him as the last bit of hope and decided to bury it in her heart......
The fragmented family, heavy psychological pressure and ruthless reality made Qin Meixiang have to choose to give up her studies, leave her beloved, and take her crazy mother away to fly away.
She returned to Xiangzhou University without saying a word, and after completing the procedures for abandoning school, she was in a daze in the dormitory.
She felt infinite humiliation and shame for the home she once grew up in, and faced Wu Xiaojun shamelessly, after a strong ideological struggle, she finally wrote him a final farewell letter with tears, worried that he would not receive it if there was an accident, so she personally sent it to Luo Xiao, and asked her to find an opportunity to transfer it to Wu Xiaojun in person. Subsequently, he returned to his temporary place of residence in Yuanzhen Hospital.
Qin Meixiang stubbornly told her mother's relatives about the idea of taking her mother out to see a doctor, and the most heard sentence was, "You have also grown up, you should take on the responsibility of taking care of your mother, and it is not convenient for others to interfere and do something." To his disappointment, the reactions were rather flat, and they did not give any care or spiritual comfort.
Five days later, in the morning, Qin Meixiang prepared a qiē, and with the help of the hospital's kind doctors and nurses, quietly took her mother out of the hospital, came to the long-distance bus station, and boarded the long-distance bus from Yuan Zhen to Beijing.
At the moment when the passenger car drove out of the station, through the reflection of the window glass, she saw Wu Xiaojun who was dodging the vehicle on the side, and saw Wu Xiaojun running desperately to chase after her, calling her name hoarsely, and her first reaction was that Wu Xiaojun already knew what happened to him and misfortune, and he still pretended to be himself in his heart, loved himself deeply, and did not despise and despise himself. She calmed down a little, strongly controlled her instinctive stress reaction, did not dare to look back at him in horror and loss, did not wave to him to signal her departure, but gritted her teeth and chose to leave quietly with tears in her eyes, burying the beautiful moments of being happy with him in the past in her heart, and leaving a mysterious mystery of love and hate to her first love.
Since then, Qin Meixiang's mother and daughter have disappeared from people's sight, and no one knows their whereabouts anymore.