Although I swore that I would work hard in front of my father, he still did not promise to help me arrange a job in their company.

I was really helpless against Daddy, I looked at him with a sad face, he drank by himself, as if I hadn't mentioned this matter to him, this concentration was really worthy of his title of Banke.

I looked at my mother again as if asking for help, trying to ask her to help persuade the father, and sure enough, it was still the mother, she pushed the father and said: "Lao Zhao, you can help your son arrange a job in your unit, you don't know, our son is not promising, and his temperament is still wild, put him by your side, I am also at ease." ”

I hurriedly echoed: "Yes, Daddy, it's okay if I can find a job immediately, if I can't find it, just stay at home, no, the neighbors know that your son is out of luck, and you can't hang it on your face, unless you really don't treat me as your son!" ”

Ban Dad was still unmoved and said: "Figure out your own work matters." ”

I scratched my head and said a little angrily: "Daddy, you just tell me what do you think!" When I go to work in your unit, don't I just want to stabilize my life...... Besides, there are a few leaders in your unit who don't arrange their sons, daughters, relatives or anything to work, why can't you turn around in your thinking! ”

Ban Dad suddenly became angry, slapped the table and said angrily to me: "You bastard, I am your father, is it your turn to teach me a lesson?" …… Whether you can live a stable life or not is not something that I can solve by arranging a job for you, you can figure this matter out for me yourself. ”

I didn't speak, but I couldn't understand what Ban Dad meant, and I just felt that he helped me arrange a stable job, which was the first step to living a stable life.

My mother winked at me, signaled me not to talk nonsense, and said softly to my father: "Lao Zhao, don't be angry with your son, let's talk about work later, my son has just come back, let him rest for a few days." ”

Daddy didn't respond to his mother, and he didn't say anything more, just drank the rest of the wine in the cup in one gulp, but it seemed that there was still a lot of affection.

……

After eating, my father washed and rested directly, and my mother and I sat on the sofa and chatted, chatting, chatting, and talking about blind dates.

My mother asked me very strictly: "Zhaoyang, you sue me, do you have any thoughts of getting married?" ”

I nodded affirmatively and said, "There must be, I'm not too young." ”

My mother nodded and said, "That's okay, your Aunt Zhang works in the neighborhood committee and knows a lot of girls, so I'll ask her to help Zhang Luo, Zhang Luo these days!" ”

"That's what you said, but you have to let Aunt Zhang take a good look and find that kind of reliable girl, after all, your son's conditions are still good in all aspects!"

My mother looked at me for a long time and said, "Son, are you joking with me?" Tell me, what's wrong with you. ”

"Even if you think I'm your own, you can't think I'm bad, right?"

My mother didn't pay attention to me, but told me to "rest early" and went back to her room.

And I finally lit a cigarette in the empty living room, in fact, of course I know that I am not good, if people also have defective and excellent products, I am undoubtedly a defective product, the reason why I am not ashamed to say that, just to give myself some confidence.

……

Lying on the small wire bed that I slept on since I was a child, I felt very sure, and after a while, I was in a trance.

In a trance, the text message prompt of the mobile phone sounded,I picked up the phone and looked at it,It turned out to be sent by Mi Cai,And the content of the message is very simple,It's about whether I'm home.。

I immediately sent a message back to Mi Cai, telling her that she had arrived home safely, and then she didn't reply to the message, but I wasn't surprised, she could send a message to care about me, it was already rare, is it hard to expect her to talk to me about life, ideals, and love.

I can foresee that after this text message, we will not have any intersection, after all, we are separated by two cities, after all, it is just an ordinary friendship.

Before putting my phone back on the bedside table, I looked at the time, it was just half past nine, and suddenly I didn't feel sleepy, so I lit another cigarette and lay on the bed smoking.

Although it took me a day to move from one city to another, some things can't be forgotten so quickly, and when I can't sleep, I still think of the bits and pieces of my time in Suzhou.

The memories of Suzhou seem to be related to the woman who has gone away, but now that I think about it, I don't feel so heartbroken, because now my city does not have her imprint, and I finally let go of the obsession in my heart and am willing to fall in love with another girl who doesn't know where she is.

Perhaps, at the moment I broke up with Jian Wei, I should have given up my perseverance and left Suzhou, so that I would not indulge in memories and hurt myself for two years, but can she know that the reason why she stayed in Suzhou was because she was reluctant? I can't bear to wait for her to write on the car window with lipstick.

As the night wore on, I finally felt sleepy again, and before turning off the light, I took one last look at the guitar standing in the corner, and my heart gradually settled.

……

In the blink of an eye, I have been in Xuzhou for a week, this week I repeated the job, is to submit a resume online, and then to apply, unfortunately did not find a satisfactory job, but did not dare to pin hope on the father, with my understanding of him, he will not help me 99% of the job search.

The thing that I regret more than looking for a job is that I don't have a penny on my body, and the last dozens of dollars were spent on taking the bus to find a job recently, but I can't pull my face and ask my father and mother to ask for it, but fortunately, I don't need to rent a house now, and I don't need to spend money on food, and I can finally cope with it.

It's another afternoon, I'm sitting in front of the computer browsing the recruitment information, my mother suddenly came behind me, patted me on the shoulder, and said to me in a joyful tone: "Zhaoyang, I asked you Aunt Zhang to do something last time, she really took it to heart, don't find you a girl, it just so happens that you are okay now, you make an appointment to meet tonight, see if you can talk about it first." ”

"Okay." I answered, and then asked, "Mom, will you go with you at night?" ”

My mother shook her head and said, "I won't go, young people nowadays don't like their elders to follow behind, this mother knows." ”

"Don't, you go, I like you to follow behind!" I hurriedly said, in fact, I want my mother to pay the bill, I am penniless now, and I have no money to pay the bill after eating with other girls, I can't even think about that kind of embarrassment.

"No, both of our parents have said that we will let you meet alone."

I was dying and struggling, and said, "Go, how can I recognize her if you don't go!" ”

My mother immediately took out her mobile phone, sent me a photo on WeChat, and said, "This is a photo of that girl, and you will recognize her by looking at this photo when you arrive at the coffee shop." ”

I picked up my phone and looked at it, the girl's appearance was okay, but this was not the point, I was silent for a long time, gritted my teeth and wanted to ask my mother for money, but in the end I couldn't open it!

---Anxin They made a top-ping activity in the book review area, the main content is to guess how many chapters Janeway has, and then begin to have an emotional intersection with Zhaoyang again

For specific content, you can see the top post in the book review area of the computer station.

If I guess correctly, I will randomly select a book friend and send a physical signed book, "City in the Sky" (note: City in the Sky, also known as the name of this book).

Peace of mind also has additional prizes to give. This is the first time that this book is a more formal event, and I hope you will participate in it (Note: the activities of the computer station. ）