Xiaoyun seems to want to figure out my relationship with Janeway, she has been looking at me with inquiring eyes, in her gaze, I have a kind of vision in an instant, if I get along with Janeway under normal conditions, I don't have any ideas at all, but when it comes to the past, I am awkward and dodgy

Finally, I said to Xiaoyun: "After some love, I divided women into three types, one is drugs, which makes me want to stop, one is cigarettes, which will make me addicted, and one is chewing gum, which is more and more tasteless. After a slight pause, I continued: "The relationship was a drug for me, I went through too much pain, and finally quit drug addiction, so I don't have the courage to touch it again, and I shouldn't touch it, so now all I want is a woman who can make me addicted, and then it's enough to live a lifetime, I don't know if you can understand this feeling?" ”

Xiaoyun pressed a few words on her phone and handed them to me: "So Sister Jian Wei is the woman you used to be?" ”

I nodded and said, "If Betsy (when Xiaoyun helped me send flowers to Mi Cai, she left her English name), met you in China, she would also help you like Jian Wei, so Jian Wei just preconceived to give you a subjective sense of closeness In fact, they are all the same." ”

"Well, I see, can you show me Betsy's picture?"

I took out my phone and found a photo of Mi Cai at work to show her

She looked surprised: "What a beautiful woman"

"It's not about being pretty, it's about how you feel when you're together."

"Okay, Brother Zhaoyang, what you are looking at now should be the legendary forced style, right?"

I smiled and motioned for Xiaoyun to continue walking, but because I had nothing to do, I thought about it, how much of Mi Cai's beauty accounted for in my infatuation with her, in fact, beauty is really important, but if it is ugly, it will not deduct points, because in addition to being beautiful, she also has a temperament that I like

After saying goodbye to Xiaoyun, I drove to the "Empty City" music restaurant, because Wei Manwen called me to tell me that Robben had to wait for me to have a glass of wine before leaving, which surprised me.

When I arrived, only the waiter and Robben who were cleaning up the mess were left in the restaurant, and asked where Wei Manwen had gone, Robben replied: I don't know, he is obviously already drunk, and he wants to come to this celebration banquet, even if he can drink again, he can't stand the gang of people taking turns to persuade him to drink.

I asked the waiter for a bottle of filled beer, tore it open, held it up to Robben and said, "It's all in plain words, my brother is happy for you, so I'll do it first!" ”

Robben pressed my hand and said, "Let's drink together." After speaking, he poured the beer into his stomach as water, and then smiled a little upside down: "Zhaoyang, the new godfather of rock and roll, before you said that before you became famous, we lived like hell every day, and in the end we wanted the name of this fucking new godfather of rock and roll?" ”

"It's like a sunflower, all the nutrients come from the sludge all over the ground, good or bad is a process, you have to go through, right, brother?"

Robben shook his head and said, "You misunderstood what I meant, there was a time when I was doing music with a utilitarian mind, and I wanted to make some money in my own industry."

"You think this is for Mr. Wei?"

"It's you who said that we, independent musicians who play rock and roll, always boast that our mental state can be separated from the world, but in fact, when we talk about the spiritual realm, I can't compare a hundred Robbens to one Wei Manwen."

Robben is a little drunk, but I am sober, and I don't understand what he said about Wei Manwen's spiritual realm, referring to the former Wei Manwen or Wei Manwen after returning from a small mountain village, but whether it is the former or the latter, I am full of respect for Wei Manwen, a woman, she is like a seed buried in the clouds, free from the shackles of the world, there is no ecstasy, and there is no obvious pain and sadness, so she can treat Robben after becoming famous so indifferently I think she and Robben are a natural pair, So I likened Robben to a sunflower growing in the mud, and what he followed was always the seed buried in the clouds, and perhaps their common growth had been freed from providence.

So if she loses to Wei Man emotionally, CC should be convinced, but this does not mean that CC does not have a high spiritual realm, but she is not on the same frequency as Robben, and Robben just wants that seed buried in the clouds.

Robben continued: "Actually, all she wants is a life together, but I misinterpreted her needs with a worldly gaze, and she only liked me as a person, not what I had reached in my career, so she didn't go to my concert this time, so as to tell me about her attitude. ”

I was silent for a while, and I was even more afraid of the power of misunderstanding, because this power would make people look at the wrong scenery, such as the former Robben and Wei Manwen finally I said to Robben: "Don't think too much, just be crooked, it's not bad now, at least the future life is guaranteed, and when it's about the same, I'll marry Mr. Wei, and I have a lot of dreams at night!" ”

After two cans of beer, I found a guitar left by CC and sang alone in front of Robben, the new godfather of rock and roll, as brothers who had been through trials and hardships together, this was the best way I could give Robben congratulations.

I didn't sing the song I wrote with Robben, but sang a song "West Lake" by the band in line with the situation, when I sang "There is no longer a nostalgic sunset, no more reflected moon, no more intoxicating warm wind, dissipated in the blink of an eye in the clouds and smoke that day and night, from my story away", Robben and I lit a cigarette at the same time, and in the dissipation of the smoke, I saw an event go away from a story, Robben will be accompanied by a new story, but my story, which is inextricably linked to the past, continues

During the song, the door of the restaurant was pushed open by two figures in this deep night, and the people who came were Wei Manwen and CC, not only was I surprised that CC would come back from Hong Kong so soon, but I was also surprised that she would come to the restaurant with Wei Manwen, and because it was so late, I found it hard to believe that their appearance together was a coincidence.

Despite my curiosity, I didn't stop singing, and after CC and Wei Manwen sat down together, they didn't communicate with each other, just quietly listened to me sing the song "West Lake" by the band.