Wu Xiaojun didn't answer directly, and after a pause, Feng Yudi asked counter-urging, "What's the matter, isn't it convenient?" ”

Feng Yudi almost lost her life last time she had an ectopic pregnancy, and she couldn't escape the fact that it was directly related to herself, every time she thought of it, she felt a faint pain in her heart, inexplicable fear, panic and worry, sometimes she wanted to see her, but she was very afraid that she would appear in front of her.

In short, the mood is particularly complex and contradictory.

This time when I came back from Tongyuan, I was going to put aside a qiē idea and go to see her, however, before I could put it into action, I was sent to the funeral home on the mountain, and more than ten days passed in a flash.

Taking advantage of the holiday to go to her is a matter of concern, and at the same time, it is good to have an explanation to Feng Weiwei in the future.

Wu Xiaojun thought so, and replied lightly, "Convenient, I'm in the hospital, I'll go!" ”

After coming out of the hospital, Wu Xiaojun went to a nearby store to buy some nutritional supplements and took the bus to Feng Yudi's house worriedly.

Entering the door, Wu Xiaojun immediately smelled a special smell, looked around the room, the living room was more messy, the shoes were one in the east and one in the west, the chopsticks on the coffee table that had not been washed, bowls, plates, and a few instant noodle bags, the footprints on the ground were very obvious, I don't know how long it had been cleaned and mopped, the room was clean and tidy in the past, and the room with a light fragrance was completely different from what it used to be.

Wu Xiaojun gently put down the gift in his hand, and looked suspiciously at the previous Feng Yudi, who had a gentle tone, a beautiful appearance, and a very beautiful charm, his body was obviously thin, his hair was messy, and there were a few faintly visible crow's feet crawling on the corners of his eyes, his face was extremely haggard, wearing a loose and sloppy thermal underwear, no socks on his feet, kicking a pair of cotton slippers and a pair of involuntarily sour noses, his eyes were red, and his eyes became blurry.

Feng Yudi stared at Wu Xiaojun with lost eyes, was in a daze for a while, and suddenly cried and patted Wu Xiaojun's chest, "You stinky boy, ignore your sister for so long, do you know how painful and uncomfortable my sister is in her heart?" Do you know how my sister survived this time? ”

At this moment, Wu Xiaojun felt guilty and self-ashamed, and no longer had the courage to look at her lonely, melancholy, helpless, and sad eyes, and couldn't control the long-term depression in his heart, so he hugged Feng Yudi tightly in his arms, hugged her tightly, and choked up and said, "Eldest sister, I caused you to become what you are now, it's all my fault, it's me who deserves to die, and I have wronged you!" ”

Maybe a sentence touched Feng Yudi's sore spot, Feng Yudi couldn't help but burst into tears, and said sadly, "Brother Xiaojun, since I was discharged from the hospital, you didn't come to see me, that damn Tong Fengchun has never heard from him, he is always afraid of seeing people during the day, and he doesn't even dare to go out lightly, and he stays at home all day long, just like being in prison." If it weren't for the sake of my child, I would have loved to get away from here and go to a place that no one knows! ”

Wu Xiaojun seems to be Feng Yudi's closest person and the biggest spiritual support, his tearful face is tightly attached to his chest, listening to the familiar and steady heartbeat, the anxiety, irritability and fear of the past slowly retreated, and was gradually replaced by a kind of tranquility, a sense of security arose spontaneously in his heart, and his heart was no longer so depressed, just like a child who sent Zhou Tuo, and suddenly saw his parents come to pick him up. Endless.

Wu Xiaojun listened attentively and silently, letting her release all the grievances and depression in her heart, waiting for her to stop crying, slowly loosen her body, looked at her lackluster face affectionately, gently wiped the tears on her face with both hands, and said heartbrokenly, "Eldest sister, now you don't have to think about anything, raise a good son with peace of mind, Hao Xiang and I are here, one qiē will pass, and one qiē will get better soon." ”

As he spoke, he turned around and walked to the windowsills in the room, stretched out his hand to open the glass windows to let in the air, then picked up the handlebar and cleaned every corner, collected the scattered shoes and items and put them in the appropriate places, and then went to the bathroom, picked up the mop and swung it in the pool, and carefully mopped the floor of the entire house twice, and then stopped.

Feng Yudi watched Wu Xiaojun say nothing, just concentrate on his work, he was very surprised, looked at it in a daze for a while, and then went to the kitchen to cook.

When the meal was ready, I saw Wu Xiaojun sitting on the sofa in the living room watching TV, drinking boiling water, it was so familiar and kind, and he suddenly cleared his head and his heart was clear, as if he had returned to a few months ago, and he was in a good mood, and said with a smile, "Brother Xiaojun, you are so good, let me feel the state of the past, I heard that you are coming, I specially bought a big carp in Qinghe that you like to eat, it has been stewed, and it is ready to eat!" ”

Wu Xiaojun saw a smile on Feng Yudi's face, and asked weakly, "When will Hao Xiang come back, wait for him to eat again!" ”

Feng Yudi said casually, "Haoxiang and a few classmates went to Xinning Qingyao Mountain early in the morning, and I can come back tomorrow!" Don't wait! ”

Wu Xiaojun hadn't seen Tong Haoxiang for many days, and he always felt that something was missing in his heart, and said regretfully, "So that's the case!" All right! ”

The windows have been open for more than half an hour, the structure of the house is transparent from north to south, and the air in the house is convection very fast, worried about the lack of cold and cold worn by Feng Yudi, he got up and closed all the windows, and sprayed each room with perfume, basically no smell.

Wu Xiaojun solemnly said to Feng Yudi, "Eldest sister! Today I can clean up the room neatly, don't be lazy in the future, keep it like this every day, I can check it at any time, and find that it is not the way it is now, and I will punish you to clean it up three times. Also, your medicine must be taken on time, three meals a day must not be missing, you must go to bed on time at night, you must be dressed up after eating, and your clothes must be neatly worn. ”

The reason why Wu Xiaojun set up a rule for Feng Yudi was to let her usually have nothing to do, live a fulfilling life, do her best to adjust herself, get rid of her sorrows, forget her troubles, and restore her normal life rules.

Feng Yudi didn't seem to quite understand what Wu Xiaojun meant, looked at him suspiciously, blinked his eyes, nodded obediently and said, "Remember!" ”

"Just remember, let's start eating!" As he spoke, he sat down and lowered his head and began to eat.

In the past few months, Tong Fengchun and Chen Mengru have been living of the same origin, Chen Mengru died because of giving birth to a child, Tong Fengchun disappeared again, Feng Weiwei adopted the child, and named Feng Dikang and other things should not be told to her, Wu Xiaojun has been thinking about it in his heart.

Considering that she was still in a sick state physically and mentally, and learning that Tong Fengchun's misfortune had been hit mentally again, Wu Xiaojun thought about it again and again, and finally made up his mind not to explain these things to her for the time being.

Maybe it's because of the different mood, Wu Xiaojun only cares about eating with his head down, he can't eat the previous taste at all, but has a jerky feeling, he soon feels full, he has no appetite, put down the chopsticks in his hand, and as for what Feng Yudi nags, he didn't listen to it at all.

Feng Yudi saw that Wu Xiaojun had been frowning, preoccupied, and said little, no longer as relaxed and natural as usual every time he came over, he was very disappointed, and when he saw that he didn't eat, he asked uneasily, "What's wrong with you today, why are you uncomfortable eating so little?" ”

Wu Xiaojun smiled faintly, "Eldest sister, there are only a few spines left in half a fish, do I eat less!" ”

Feng Yudi glared at him and asked suspiciously, "Why did you eat so fast, it wasn't like this before!" ”

Wu Xiaojun was very surprised to see Feng Yudi's abnormality to himself, and in order to ease the tense atmosphere, he half-smiled and said, "Oh, maybe I have no appetite in that environment on the mountain, I didn't eat well or rest well, I suddenly ended the task, and when I left that special environment, my appetite was great, and I was hungry, and the speed of eating was significantly accelerated, which made you laugh!" ”

Feng Yudi smiled with relief, "I thought you were uncomfortable, but if so, my sister would be relieved." A few days ago, Weiwei called me, very anxious, asked me if you had an accident in the fire, I didn't have any news from you, I never answered your page, so I had to lie to her, saying that I had already talked to you on the phone, and nothing happened. If Weiwei calls you again, she has to be the same as I said, don't goof! ”

Wu Xiaojun pretended to be calm and said, "Eldest sister, don't worry, it won't!" Did Sister Weiwei say anything else? ”

"It's just that at the end of the year, the company is very busy, and this year's performance is good, and then I hung up the phone!"

Feng Yudi didn't say anything about Feng Weiwei's adoption of the child, it seems that she doesn't know yet, and Wu Xiaojun didn't mention it, so she didn't know anything.

After the meal, Wu Xiaojun told Feng Yudi a few words, seeing that her mood was no longer dull and she was extremely happy, so she was relieved to leave with an excuse.

Coming out of Feng Yudi's house, Wu Xiaojun came to the public phone on the street, took out the 201 calling card, and directly dialed Qin Meixiang's eldest sister's mobile phone.

The phone was connected, and without waiting for the other party to speak, Wu Xiaojun preemptively said, "Mei Xiang, it's me, Xiaojun!" ”

The phone stopped for a while, and Qin Meixiang's deep voice came from Fang, "You still know that if you make a call, you really didn't get burned to death!" ”

Qin Meixiang said this unceremoniously, it is not something that ordinary people can say or make such jokes, she did not reprimand herself again and let her call her Manager Qin, beyond Wu Xiaojun's expectations, hehe laughed twice, and sighed with a hippie smile and said, "After seven or eight days in the pile of dead people, Lord Yama scolded me for not being a good thing, I can't do without children and her mother, don't let me insult the hell he is in charge of, and let black and white impermanence beat me back!" ”

Qin Meixiang said angrily, "Foolish, you deserve to be like this, in addition to causing trouble to others, making others worry about you, you can't sleep at night, you can't even catch up with a bunch of stinky shit, admit that you are not a good thing, you are self-aware." ”

Finally talked to Qin Meixiang on the phone, and received a few words of concern and concern from her, Wu Xiaojun felt a warm and warm feeling in his heart, especially comfortable, he wanted to talk to her a few more jokes, but he was afraid that she was still disgusted with her, and after learning that he was safe and sound, he didn't want to talk to himself anymore, so he hung up the phone.

So, his mouth began to restrain a little, and he asked in a serious tone, "Last night, Bai Lingyan told me that a lady surnamed Lei called me to ask about my situation, and you asked your assistant Lei Yujing to call her, right?" ”