Extra: "Love After Marriage Qin Fei Gets Himself" (185)
Standing outside the door of the small apartment, Gu Yufei carefully checked the address displayed on his mobile phone again, and then looked in front of him again before raising his hand and ringing the doorbell.
After pressing it for a long time, no one paid attention, and she didn't know if the doorbell was broken or what, so she simply knocked on the door directly, and for a long time, there was no response from the people inside, but she didn't know what to slam on the door.
Looking at the door in front of him, Gu Yufei's face was calm, he didn't open his mouth to identify himself, nor did he say anything to persuade him, he stood silently outside the door for a while, and was about to leave, when the door behind him was suddenly opened forcefully.
"When is Qin Muyan coming?" I'd rather look at her back with a little pale face and reddened eyes.
The moment Gu Yufei paused and turned his head to look at her, the expression on his face condensed instantly.
Rather see that it was her, a little stunned, pestle at the door for a long time, forget to close the door and turn her away, Gu Yufei looked at her haggard appearance, the clothes on her body seemed to be carefully worn, but her hair was draped over her shoulders, the paleness on her face was too obvious, and her red eyes, the waiting and anticipation in those eyes pierced her heart.
Once, she had such expectations and disappointed.
In fact, if you think about it, you would rather be willing to offend your powerful mother for the sake of Qin Muyan, if this kind of relationship is not love, then what can it be? It's just that she's late, it's just that the time is wrong.
And Gu Yufei is not a woman who is generous to others, and she will not back down, the words she would rather say on the phone when she was most desperate are equivalent to a vicious mending knife, and a little compassion in her heart will disappear because of the original mending knife.
Qin Muyan is her daughter's father, no matter when she agrees to remarry, but this love, this marriage, she will defend it personally, and no longer choose to retreat and be silent because of Qin Muyan's indifference to herself as she did at the beginning.
Looking at Gu Yufei, Ning Yuan's lips moved, he just looked at her with red eyes, and then as if he understood something, he didn't close the door, but turned around and walked in.
Seeing that Ning Yuan meant to allow himself to go in, Gu Yufei walked in directly, looking at Ning Yuan as if he hadn't eaten anything, he didn't have much strength, he sat lazily on the sofa, and didn't look at her.
Gu Yufei then closed the door of the apartment, and turned his head to look at the environment of this small apartment, this small apartment was what Xu Wucheng would rather find, not a certain apartment under Qin Muyan's name, living here, he must rather be unhappy, but he had no choice.
"Why did you make yourself so emaciated?" Gu Yufei asked lightly like an older sister who cared about her little sister.
Ning Yuan is indeed a few years younger than her, and he has experienced too few setbacks, maybe in Ning Yuan's life, the only setbacks he has encountered are Qin Muyan.
I'd rather sit there with my head down, my voice a little faint and a little hoarse: "What are you doing here?" Did Brother Mu Yan let you come? ”
Seeing that she was not so arrogant, and her whole body was full of sentimentality and sadness, Gu Yufei was indeed disgusted with this pher, but she also felt that she was just a willful child who had been spoiled.
"Have you eaten?" Gu Yufei didn't answer her, but asked rhetorically.
Rather snorted, shrunk his whole body in the sofa, hugged his legs with his arms, buried his face in his lap and didn't speak, for a long time, before he choked up and said, "Are you here to scold me?" Or are you here to hit me? ”
"Why should I hit you and scold you?" Gu Yufei smiled lukewarmly, turned around and went to the kitchen, and saw some food bought by the secretary in between, but it was cold, and when he opened the refrigerator and saw that there were noodles, he went to boil water and boiled some noodles.
Ten minutes later, Gu Yufei walked out with a bowl of noodles and put it on the coffee table: "Rather, I know that you have been spoiled by your mother since you were a child, although some of your actions are excessive, although they are very disgusting, but after all, you have not made a big mistake that I can't bear, you and Qin Muyan are always clean, in fact, wishful thinking is really uncomfortable, I can understand your feelings, but rather, you are not a child, you can distinguish between right and wrong, even if Qin Muyan is good or bad, you can't let yourself go the wrong way, Be someone else's third party. ”
Rather sniffed and looked at the noodles on the coffee table, didn't move, just hugged his legs and didn't speak.
"You said that you were waiting for Qin Muyan, you know that we have children, and I also know that he doesn't like you, not to mention that with the current confrontation between the Qin family and the Ning family, he will send someone to take care of you, just because he once regarded you as a sister, and now because you are kind to the Qin family. He has clear grievances, but because he knows your thoughts, he can't come to see you, rather, his stay away is not hurting you, but respecting you, after all, you are just willful but too possessive, and your nature is not bad. Gu Yufei simply sat on the sofa opposite her and pushed the bowl towards her: "Eat some noodles, I won't poison it, don't worry." ”
I didn't expect Gu Yufei to come over like this, not to beat her and scold her or to preach her success and pride to her, but to say this to her.
She turned her head to look at Gu Yufei, Gu Yufei didn't smile, nor did she glare, she just looked at herself very calmly.
"Gu Yufei, do you want to pretend to be very generous and make me feel guilty?" I would rather not cry, but the red eyes should have been caused by crying too much in the past two days.
If you live here alone, the people who are waiting will not come, and when you sleep alone at night, you should often be awakened by dreams and cry alone with your pillow in your arms.
"You can think about it." Gu Yufei said lightly: "I'd rather be, to be honest, I don't like you very much, because I am standing from a different angle, and my disgust for you is getting deeper and deeper, you can love anyone, but a married man can't touch it, whether it's me and Qin Muyan, or who, you think that your love is not wrong, it's just a step later than anyone, but it's a late step that draws the bottom line of morality." You have a superior family background, you have a lot of education, there are many things that others don't have, you just fall out of love, it's just that the man you like doesn't like you, and he is married and has children, just such a small thing, do you want to turn your life upside down because of this? ”
Ning's eyes were a little straight, and he looked at Gu Yufei in a daze.
"When you stole the evidence in your mother's hand and came to the Qin clan, did you ever think about what kind of attitude Qin Muyan would use towards you? Were you sure he was going to be with you because of the stuff you brought? You're going to trade these things for love? ”
"I don't know." Rather suddenly close his eyes, bury his face in his knees, and choke uncomfortably: "Don't say it, I didn't want to exchange those for his feelings for me." ”
"So what are you waiting for now?"
"I don't know." Rather cry out: "I really don't know what I'm waiting for, I just want to meet him, I just want to ......"
"You just miss him, rather, infatuation is also a kind of love, but you have to get out of this infatuation as soon as possible, otherwise your life will not get better, it will only get worse and worse, and there will be more and more detours. The love in our reality is not as vigorous and thrilling as in novels and TV series, and you are actually making trouble like this because you are sad in your heart, you know what the result will be, and you are just unwilling. But even if he comes, what can he do to listen to him reject you personally? Listen to him say, would you rather I only treat you as a sister? You will feel fake when you hear this kind of bloody episode, right? ”
"Gu Yufei!" I'd rather suddenly let go of my knees and stand up.
Gu Yufei looked at her, and didn't have any strange expression because of her angry scream.
"How can you be so sure he won't accept me? I'm just not sure if he'll be with me, but I didn't say the answer is necessarily no! I've done so much for him, I've even offended my mother, and he'll at least see my heart for him, maybe he'......"
Gu Yufei calmly took out his mobile phone and dialed the number: "I'll help you make a call to Qin Muyan, you ask him, ask him personally." ”
Seeing that she was really dialing, she hurriedly ran over and held down the mobile phone in her hand in fright, and said with a panicked face: "Don't!" ”
Gu Yufei raised his eyes indifferently: "What if he will accept you?" Maybe he saw your heart and made a phone call to try, what are you afraid of? ”
Rather bite his lip and stare at Gu Yufei, who was completely unfazed in front of him: "Why are you doing this?" ”
Gu Yufei knew that she was asking herself, why did she come to persuade her, instead of humiliating her and scolding her.
After all, now she would rather offend her mother, and now she wants to send someone to the fence, Gu Yufei can bully her as much as she wants, and no one is in charge of her.
"Because you did Qin Muyan a great favor, and you also paid the price, doing it with a willful and perverse child like you will lose my Gu Yufei's demeanor." Gu Yufei seemed to be joking, but his eyes were looking at her.
Rather sniffed, let go of her phone, turned around and stood up, turned his back to her, looked out the window, and stopped talking.