The security personnel found a tourniquet to help Fang Yuan bandage it, Mi Bin kept holding Fang Yuan like this, motionless, I finally calmed down a little bit, and said to Mi Bin : "Can't wait for the ambulance, give me your car key, the nearest hospital from here can be reached in ten minutes." ”

Mi Hui mechanically handed me the handbag and said, "The car keys are inside." ”

I opened my handbag and poured out the contents of the car, found the car keys from inside, took Fang Yuan from Mi Bin's hand, and ran outside with him in my arms.

When I came to Mi Bin's car, I remembered that R8 was a two-seater, and ran towards my car again.

Mi Cai followed me closely and said to me: "You are drinking, don't drive again, give me the car keys, and I'll drive it." ”

I motioned for the car key to be in my jacket pocket, Mi Cai quickly took it out, and immediately opened the car door, I hugged Fang Yuan in, protected his head, and let him lie on my lap, Mi Cai had already started the car for the first time, and instantly rushed through a corner.

Fortunately, there was no traffic jam, the original ten minutes of driving, 5 minutes was done by Mi Cai, but I seemed to have spent a year in torment, and when Mi Cai just stopped the car, he rushed to the hospital with Fang Yuan in his arms, and then watched anxiously as Fang Yuan was pushed into the emergency ward surrounded by a group of doctors and nurses.

……

Mi Cai stood against the wall, my head down, my hands pulling at my hair in pain, but I couldn't say a word.

A moment later, Mi Yu also rushed to the hospital, and then several more policemen came, ready to escort me to the police station to deal with the fight.

I struggled not to go, and wanted to wait in the hospital for Fang Yuan's rescue results.

At this time, Mi Cai took out his mobile phone and dialed a call, and came to the side of several policemen and asked, "May I ask who of you is Officer He?" ”

One of the police officers answered.

Mi Cai handed him the phone and said, "Excuse me, your leader wants to talk to you." ”

The policeman surnamed He took the phone from Mi Cai's hand, and then kept nodding, and after a while, he returned the phone to Mi Cai and said to me with a cold face: "I will take the initiative to go to the police station tomorrow to be dealt with, do you know?" ”

I nodded numbly, and then sat back in my chair weakly, in addition to frustration, I felt that my world was dark, I was so ridiculous, so absurd that I even affected my brother, so absurd that I needed a woman to solve one trouble after another for myself...... Why am I living like this, and why?

As if after walking through purgatory, the door of the emergency room was finally opened, and me, Mi Cai, and Mi Lian reflexively ran towards the attending doctor.

The doctor took off the mask he was wearing and said to us: "Fortunately, I didn't hit the vital point, I had a slight concussion, I just had suturing surgery, and I can recover after a period of rest." ”

It was like a stone falling to the ground in his heart, and his tense nerves suddenly relaxed, and the whole person sat down against the wall, and after a long, long time, he dared to take out his mobile phone and call Yan Yan.

……

In the end, Yan Yan stayed in the hospital to accompany her, and she didn't blame me for anything, but this deepened my sense of guilt, until this moment, I was still afraid in my heart, if Fang Yuan really had an accident, even if I isolated myself in front of Yan Yan, it would not be enough to make up for it.

When Mi Cai and Mi Bin and I were about to leave, Jian Wei, who got the news, also rushed to the hospital to visit, but only met with us and went directly to the ward, and at this moment I am really glad for her, because giving up on me such a useless thing will save her a lot of trouble and painful choices.

After Mi Cai sent me back to the old house, I sat on the sofa and smoked one cigarette after another, inevitably thinking a lot, a lot, and finally extinguished the cigarette in my hand, and asked Mi Cai, who was sitting opposite, "You should be disappointed in me, right?" ”

Mi Cai was speechless for a long time, but this silence was also an answer for me, and I suddenly felt a sense of suffocation that I couldn't restrain myself, originally I wanted to give her a bouquet of flowers with joy, and then invite her to a candlelight dinner, but in the end it ended like this, it was the damn self-esteem that was at work, otherwise why go to the bar to get drunk?

But where is the source of self-esteem?

In the final analysis, it's not because he has no money and no status, once he can't live happily in this real world, he will arm himself with self-esteem, and then get that pitiful comfort in the turtle shrinkage.

Mi Cai, who had been silent, finally said to me: "Zhaoyang, can you be more mature?" This is the second time you've gotten into a fight at a bar. ”

"I can't stand them pointing at my brother's nose, and I can't stand the uncleanness of their mouths to you!"

Mi Cai fell into silence again, I knew that she was moved in her heart, so she couldn't bear to blame me anymore, but she didn't like my irrationality, because there were many ways to deal with tonight's incident, but I chose the most extreme one, and the act of hurting people first made the original reason unreasonable, and even more affected my brother.

Although I am defending Fang Yuan, compared to the fact that he almost had to worry about his life, is this kind of maintenance really correct?

……

After Mi Cai left, I was the only one left in the room with the lights off, and I gradually calmed down in the darkness, and then thought back to the life I had passed, but I couldn't remember when I was dominated by my pride, and became a hedgehog, a hedgehog with barbs, and then stabbed myself all over my body, and kept sprinkling salt on the wounds.

I don't want to be that barbed hedgehog anymore, even if I have to endure pain in the process of pulling out the barbs, I will not hesitate to do it!

Letting out the sullen breath that had accumulated in my heart, I finally took out my phone and sent a message to Janeway: "Do you have time tomorrow?" I'd like to talk to you about the advertising business. ”

Looking at this message, I felt the pain of pulling out the barb, but I need a fund, and in this society, relying on my so-called fantasy self-esteem will not really gain much dignity for myself, on the contrary, career and material things are the foundation of standing in this real world.

Although I used Janeway's power, I didn't want to be ashamed anymore, if I could negotiate successfully, at least I would have put in the effort, not the food, I could have imagined Janeway as the CEO of an advertising agency I didn't know, and then assigned me to negotiate the advertising business.

After a few moments, Janeway replied to my message: "Let's get off work tomorrow." ”

"Well, you set a place."

"It's the same everywhere, but I'm curious, what made you change your decision?"

I stared at this message for a long time, subconsciously took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and lit it for myself, and finally pressed a line on the phone screen and sent it out.

"It's life beyond recognition."

……

The night was deeper, and the wind blew the curtains through the unclosed window, and I saw the moonlight spilling into the room through the cracks, and it was so bright that I was fascinated by it, until the message sounded again.

This was a message that Janeway had replied to after a quarter of an hour.

"Understood, see you at the Starbucks Times store tomorrow at 7 p.m."