In the night, I just carried Janeway and walked towards her neighborhood, at this time I was really glad that Janeway told me her address before she was conscious, otherwise I really didn't know how to place her.

After entering the community, I found that she lived in a 6-story house, which means that there was no elevator, and I was a little devastated, so I had to put her down against the corner of the wall, and my arm was numb and painful.

After resting for a while, I picked up Janeway and climbed up the stairs again, and after walking a few steps, I remembered that the message that Mi Cai had just returned to me had not read.

But why didn't you remember it when you just rested? Come to think of it, in my subconscious, I don't mind the trip to the United States, so I don't care too much about what Mi Cai will come back to.

He took the key to the house from Janeway's handbag, opened the door, stumbled into the living room, and laid her flat on the couch.

Finally, he turned on the light in the living room, poured himself another glass of water, and leaned back on the sofa in the most relaxed position, recovering his already overdrawn body.

……

After drinking a glass of water, I took my phone out of my pocket again and opened the message that Mi Cai sent me.

"Yes, he came to the United States, and there is a link that needs the cooperation of investors, and his company is now one of the largest investors in Jumei."

I smiled and texted her back: "Why did you explain it so well......"

"I'm afraid you'll mind!"

"No, it won't."

Mi Cai replied with a sad expression, no words.

"Why are you so sad?"

"You don't care about me at all! That's why you don't mind! ”

I subconsciously wiped the cold sweat on my head, it turned out that Mi Cai would also use this typical female logic to look at love.

Just as she was hesitating to reply to a message to suppress her little woman's mentality, Janeway's cell phone rang in her handbag.

I didn't plan to answer for her, and I still sent Mi Cai a message back, but the bell kept ringing over and over again.

I was afraid that this was an urgent call related to her work, so I finally got up and picked up my handbag from the sofa on her side, and rummaged through several compartments to find the phone, but the moment I saw the caller's number, the whole person immediately froze - this call was from Xiang Chen.

I hesitated to pick it up, but there was really no reason to pick it up, so late, Janeway was drunk, and I accompanied her, this is not a misunderstanding.

The bell rang several times before it stopped, but I didn't feel that relieved.

Just as I was about to put the phone back in Jian Wei's handbag, the message prompt sounded again, and I subconsciously glanced at it, still sent to Chen: "Weiwei, can you answer my call?" Can you not be so cold to me? …… I'm on my way to Suzhou right now, and I'm ten minutes away from where you live, and I hope you'll open the door for me, and we'll have a good talk between us, okay? ”

I was stunned for 30 seconds, and suddenly realized that I only had 9 minutes and 30 seconds left to leave, so I hurriedly put the phone back in Janeway's handbag and walked out the door without looking back.

……

In the darkness of the night, I was back on the edge of the moat, I never felt that life was so ridiculous, why did I flee from Janeway's house so wolfishly?

Is it because he has Mi Cai, or because Jian Wei has Xiang Chen?

Maybe not, but the old days have died in the chronic poison of time.

I lit a cigarette for myself full of depression, only to remember that Mi Cai's message hadn't been replied to, but I had already lost the love of the message when I was pulled by the two emotions, so I really threw the phone aside, and sat down without emotion.

Suddenly, the message that Xiang Chen sent to Jian Wei suddenly appeared in my mind, and I almost didn't have to think about it to know that there was a contradiction between him and Jian Wei, and Jian Wei was snubbed again.

I'm not stupid, combined with Janeway's recent words and deeds, I am deeply aware that there may be still unfinished feelings between us!

However, there are many things that cannot be explained.

If Jian Wei really still loves me, why did she accept Xiang Chen's confession at Fang Yuan and Yan Yan's wedding that day?

Why did you break up with me so firmly in the United States, and there was not even a reason?

When I was controlled by these two questions, my brain was in a state of panic, and then I thought of Mi Cai, if I blindly explored the unanswered doubts between myself and Janeway, would it be a disrespect to her?

Thinking about it like this, my brain was once again in a state of panic.

However, there is no doubt that once upon a time, what I thought I no longer loved Janeway was only based on the fact that she no longer loved me.

When she judged that she could still love herself, the heart that was not dead seemed to have the motivation to love again in an instant.

Because the sincerity of what has been paid is not something that can be recovered if you want to take it back.

Three years of unforgettable, and three years of day and night missing!! …… If these six years are a poison, I really don't have the ability to cure it for myself.

I'm at a loss, I don't know what to do? can only helplessly be in the wind, in the rain, and in the absurd but loving to the dead and alive......

……

I returned to the old house that Mi Cai left me, and my body found the safety of home, but my soul seemed to be whipped by Mi Cai with a pure whip.

I finally felt that I could not stay any longer, and after watering the flowers and plants on the balcony, I hurried out of the old house, and called Robben, who I always wanted to talk to his fellow friend.

Robben told me that he was back on the rudimentary roof compartment he had been.

It's better this way, at least I don't have to face CC, who has the closest relationship with Mi Cai.

A moment later, I went to Robben's house, and without knocking on the door, I pulled a bank card out of my wallet, and inserted it into the old-fashioned lock, and the door was opened, and Robben was seen lying on his back on the bed smoking a cigarette.

I kicked the bed with my foot before he turned his head to look at me, then snuffed out the cigarette in his hand and asked, "You're awesome!" How did you get in? ”

I raised my bank card in my hand.

Robben didn't say anything more, just threw me a cigarette.

I didn't twitch, clipped it to my hand, and asked him, "Why are you living here again?" ”

Robben replied, as if instinctively, "I miss her." ”

I deliberately "whew" and said, "Are you worthy of CC?" Then I looked at him wistfully, for the answer he gave me might be a solution to myself in the maelstrom.

Robben looked at me and said, "I'm sorry, I have to think about it...... She's in my bones! ”

After a while, I gritted my teeth and nodded.

Robben looked at me warily: "What? Want to fight for CC? ”

I shook my head and said, "Everyone in this world is qualified to slap you two big mouths for CC, but I am not qualified!" ”

Robben nodded with an understanding expression: "You are not qualified!" ”

I sat down on the chair beside the bed, and finally lit the cigarette that had been clipped to my hand, and smoked relatively wordlessly with Robben.

Then, my cell phone rang, it was Mi Cai's transatlantic call, and I still haven't replied to her message.