273. Chapter 273
Nangong Jianxi stepped forward, "Youtang, I know that Chu Shao is the man you called in your dream, and he is also Xiao Tangtang's father, I know everything." When we got married, I just wanted to help you, so you don't have to be burdened. ”
Nangong Jianxi is like this, he has been silently guarding and caring for her, and will not let her feel uncomfortable in the slightest, meeting Nangong Jianxi is the greatest luck in her unfortunate life.
"Youtang, what are your plans with Chu Shao?"
"I don't have any plans, he's going to get married, and even if he doesn't get married, it's impossible for me to be with him, he hurt me too badly, and I won't get better in this life, so I won't forgive him."
Nangong Jianxi rubbed Lizi's hair lovingly, and said slowly, "Youtang, do you know that there is a very special kind of bird in this world, they survive by killing each other and eating each other's flesh and blood, there have been researchers who separated them and crossed them with birds of the same species, but the final result was unsuccessful, although they will be bloody when they stay together, but no one can live without each other." ”
Lizi looked at Nangong Jianxi in a daze, and only in front of him would she show dazed and weak, "Jianxi, you... What do you mean? ”
Nangong Jianxi shook his head and shrugged his shoulders, "Youtang, you are so smart, how could you not understand what I mean?" If you are so seriously injured, you may not be able to get better for the rest of your life, but you are 100% not better without him, this is the bell that must be tied to the bell, he is the only chance you can redeem yourself. ”
"And Youtang, how much hatred do you have for him now, how much love you once had, this only man in your life, you have loved, hated, and the man who still gave birth to Xiao Tangtang for him in the most difficult and hurtful moment, can you really say that if you don't love, you don't love?"
The entanglement between her and Chu Han is too complicated, spanning too many years, it is like a net woven by silk, cut constantly, and the arrangement is still messy.
Some hatred is engraved into the bone marrow, just as some love is unforgettable.
Lizi was in a trance, and for a long time she could only look at the warm arc of the corner of Nangong Jianxi's mouth, and she muttered distractedly, "It's too late to say anything now... Xiao Tang Tang is gone... He's getting married... I don't want him anymore..."
Nangong Jianxi stretched out his arm and hugged the weak her into his arms, "Youtang, you must recognize your heart first when you see things, you may make mistakes in life according to your heart, but you are worthy of yourself." If you look at the situation and bury your mind first, you may make a decision that you will regret for the rest of your life. ”
"Youtang, no one can escape for a lifetime, don't live in nostalgia and hatred forever. This is your and his game, since they are all in the game, don't be afraid of who hurts whom, who is sorry for whom. The world of feelings is not a battle for horned deer that can be won, and if you fall in love, you can't regret it, give yourself an ending and a break, and let yourself live a little happier. ”
Happy?
She didn't know what happiness was since she was born, she studied hard to make money, wanted to leave that filthy family and wanted to be truly independent and free, but she was forced to be taken under him when she was 22 years old.
But she... Laughed, happy.
Although the good times did not last long, not even a year, but that good time was the hometown that you can go back to in your dreams, and it can be called the place where spring flowers bloom.
……
When Lizi fell asleep, Nangong Jianxi walked out of the room.
When he closed the door with his hand, he found that a man was leaning on the wall of the next room, who was originally leaning on his head and spewing a puff of smoke, but when he heard the movement, he directly stuck the action of spraying smoke in half, and a pair of dark and gloomy narrow eyes stared at Nangong Jianxi.
Nangong Jianxi laughed in his heart, what kind of eyes is Chu Han?
He stood up straight at him, his narrow eyes first glanced at his crotch, and then looked at his whole body, even the tips of his hair and hands refused to let go, his eyes so carefully examined made him have the illusion of being caught and raped, Chu Han was too impolite and obscene.
But it's embarrassing to think about it, a man who is obviously so possessive and jealous, even if he and Lizi really do something, he can only stand outside and smoke while waiting.
Nangong Jianxi smiled heartily, revealing a mouthful of white and neat teeth, "Chu Shao, you are beautiful tonight, why don't you go back to your room to sleep?" ”
Chu Han half-narrowed his narrow eyes, the corners of his mouth were thin and detached hooked up, he put the cigarette butt in his hand and stepped on it, and when his hands fell into his pockets, he said in a chic manner, "Isn't Mr. Nangong also asleep?" ”
Nangong Jianxi glanced at the door of his room and replied meaningfully, "How does Chu Shao know that I didn't come out after a sleep, it was too hot just now, so I came out to blow the wind." ”
The curvature of the corners of Chu Han's mouth froze, his thin lips pursed into a cold straight line, and he said half-loudly, "Since you are asleep, how can I see that you haven't changed your clothes?" ”
Nangong Jianxi smiled quite happily, "Heh, do I have to change my clothes when I sleep, maybe I took it off and put it back on." Furthermore, Chu Shao doesn't know whether to take off his clothes or not, and how much to take off, it is determined by the posture we adopt. ”
Chu Han's eyes were suddenly like torches, and his narrow eyes seemed to spew out a fire dragon and burn Nangong Jianxi into ashes.
Seeing him like this, Nangong Jianxi felt very happy, how lucky this man was that he met Lizi before and successfully made Lizi fall in love, but he didn't cherish it, and now he has lost Lizi.
However, Nangong Jianxi also accepted it when he saw it, he said, "Youtang just fell asleep, I'll go downstairs for a walk, and Chu Shao can do whatever he wants." ”
With that, Nangong Jianxi turned around and left.
It wasn't until Nangong Jianxi disappeared in front of him that Chu Han stepped out of his long legs and walked to their door, his right hand lightly touched the doorknob, and the door was not locked.
Chu Han hesitated for a second before pushing the door and entering.
After entering, the door was locked.
……
Walking into the room, Chu Han sniffed the air here, the air was very fresh, and there was no dirty smell, and goodbye Lizi was lying quietly on the big bed, the sheets were neat.
Chu Han secretly breathed a sigh of relief, and his eyes suddenly caught a glimpse of the floor made of white bedding and blankets against the big bed and the wall.
What is that?
Chu Han almost rushed over in two steps, he stepped on the ground a few laps first, and still squatted down in disbelief and clutched the palm of his hand tightly on the bedding, yes, that's right, Nangong Jianxi didn't even share a bed with her!!
Why do they have different beds?
Aren't they husband and wife?
So did they sleep in the same room in the Nangong house in Mexico, did they share a bed? Has Nangong Jianxi ever touched Lizi?
Think about Nangong Jianxi's words just now, that bastard, he deliberately made him angry and made him jealous... However, Nangong Jianxi finally said that he would go downstairs and let him do whatever he wanted, he hadn't locked the door yet, he spread the floor here to show him... Chu Han understood in an instant, and Nangong Jianxi hinted at him.
But why did he do it?
Chu Han stood up and walked straight around the room three times, there were many conjectures circling in his head, but he didn't dare to verify it. An uncontrollable ecstasy rose in his chest, he wanted to shout and dance, he really... So happy!
Chu Han turned to look at Lizi and walked to her bedside, where there was a water cup and a bottle of medicine on the bedside table.
He originally just glanced at it casually, but when he looked at Lizi's quiet sleeping face, the English name "hypnotic" on the bottle of medicine suddenly broke into his mind, "hypnotic" is... The meaning of sleeping pills!
The joy just now disappeared in an instant, Chu Han's narrow eyes shrank violently, and as soon as his long arm stretched out, he took the medicine in his hand, and he eagerly and seriously swept the English on the medicine, that's right, this is sleeping pills!
"Lizi..."Chu Han bent one long leg on the bed, and shook Lizi vigorously with his two hands, "Lizi... Poise... Wake up... Why should you take sleeping pills? Did you know that this medicine has strong side effects, and if you take too much, you will die! ”
Lizzie on the bed was still asleep, unresponsive.
This punch was like hitting a marshmallow, and he couldn't use his strength, Chu Han's heart was like numbness, and he was shocked and afraid.
Gently put Lizi back, Chu Han took out his mobile phone in his trouser pocket to make a call, the call was quickly connected, and he roared, "Nangong Jianxi, you are crazy, you actually gave Lizi sleeping pills!" You want to kill her! ”
Compared with his anger and panic, the other end of the phone was very calm and sentimental, "Chu Shao, Youtang She has been taking sleeping pills for more than 3 years, and she can't sleep without sleeping pills, even if she takes a nap, she will be awakened by nightmares." ”
Took sleeping pills for more than 3 years?
Chu Han took a deep breath, but his chest was still panting, his low voice was still trembling with pain, and his left palm grabbed his short hair fiercely, "Why can't she sleep?" Why did she have nightmares? ”
This Youtang didn't say it, but she would babble gibberish when she had nightmares, and she always repeated two sentences. The first sentence is, get out of the way, don't touch me. The second sentence is, Chu Han, save me! ”
These two sentences were like sharp arrows that suddenly pierced Chu Han's heart, and there was a hole the size of a bowl in his heart.
Why is this so, she looks so happy.
She is now intellectual, and her capable appearance is like being reborn, completely bidding farewell to the past, and being a person for the second time, shining brightly.
Why should she be the same before others and the same after others? Why do you secretly hide and taste the sadness?
Nangong Jianxi over there was still sighing, "Chu Shao, Youtang has a very strict mental illness, but she has refused to see a psychiatrist all these years. The so-called heart disease still needs heart medicine, this time I hope you can treat her well and take her out. ”
Take her out?
Chu Han sat on the edge of the bed, he stretched out his right palm to rub her little face, leaned over to cover her delicate body, and said in her ear, "Lizi, even if I hurt you so badly, you just don't want to sue me, you don't want my compensation!" Do you think it's better to take sleeping pills than to pester with me? Oh, Lizzy, how can you be so ruthless? ”
Lizzie didn't react, even if she fell asleep, her pale face couldn't show a hint of blush. But those two rows of slender eyelashes quietly fell on the beautiful eyelids, especially the pink lips full and seductive.
Chu Han lowered his eyes and kissed her pink lips.
Her lips were still the same fragrant and soft taste as before, and before his lips were crushed, he couldn't wait to open his mouth to allow her, but he ate her lips with his teeth, although she would not respond to him as before, but he was already satisfied.
Fingers clasped around her jaw, and he pushed his long tongue in.
Her honey belly was very sweet, and the soft rou wall was fresh, and he swept it around with his long tongue, licked her teeth up and down, and swallowed a mouthful of her liquid before dragging her little tongue into his mouth and sucking it heavily.
It took 4 years to touch her, and only when she was asleep could he let him touch it, Chu Han gradually couldn't stand the strength, but she didn't feel it now, he didn't feel the pain, he was afraid of hurting her, so he had to endure and withdraw from her mouth.
Chu Han's gaze lingered on her delicate body again, and her body was covered with a thick layer of bedding, but even so, her little face that he had just touched was slightly cold.
The big palm slipped through the futon and held her little hand, which had only a little heat and was undetectable.
Chu Han quickly got out of bed, found the regulator and turned on the air conditioner in the room, and touched her little hand when he felt the heat, her hand was warm, and even her pale cheeks were covered with a layer of rouge powder, which was pretty and charming.
Chu Han's Adam's apple rolled, and he grabbed the corner of the futon with his left hand, which was slowly lifted.
I can't take my eyes off this look.
Lizzie wore a cotton blouse, the shirt was pure white, and some plain peach blossoms were hooked on it. The collar of the shirt was buttoned with two buttons, and the full and beautiful arc was vividly outlined.
The shirt only covered her hips, and underneath it were two tight, straight legs, the skin of which was as white as milk, and the tiny fluff that covered them was very dazzling with the glow of the light.
Chu Han couldn't help but get chuagn, squeezed her sturdy waist between her legs again, leaned over, and kissed the soft skin on her inner thighs.
He was very skilled in doing these movements, and he loved to do this to her when the two of them had countless joys four years ago, and she liked him to do this to her.
Pushing the shirt up, what caught my eye was a pair of cyan trousers, the pants were very bright, and the fabric was thin, binding her best private mi.
Chu Han's narrow eyes were on fire, and he didn't know how long he had been staring greedily, and many lingering images appeared in his mind, each of which made his abdomen stiff and his blood boiling.
But he didn't touch it, he just wanted to kiss her, he wouldn't bully her while she was sleeping.
The shirt was pushed up again, and with this push, Chu Han's body was shocked.
Lizzie has a long scar under her flat lower abdomen.
The scar looked like it was years ago, with only a light pink mark, but he could imagine the pain of the knife in her flesh at that time.
Turning his fingertips inch by inch, "Lizi, what's wrong with you, are you sick?" Surgery? Didn't you just think better when you ran away from me, but why weren't you bad at all? It's just terrible! ”
His slightly reproachful voice contained supreme pity and distress, and the man's low and hoarse voice was extremely sexy, echoing in this quiet room.