1169 I'm really hurting for you
As if hating Murong Yichuan's words without faith, when he was in the palace, he swore that he would be the only one in the future for a lifetime, but only a month after he spoke, it had passed away with the wind, the oath was like paper, as if it was a real experience, maybe he should have understood a long time ago, when the man promised him no concubines in the six palaces, but less than a year after he ascended the throne, Yingying Yanyan came to the palace, he was too stupid, mistook the lie for an oath, like silent tears, salty tears inadvertently dripped into the mouth, and the warm tears revealed a suffocating bitterness, Tears penetrate into the heart little by little, and the heart that is shattered under the stimulation of tears hurts more and more. &26705;&33310;&23567;&35828;&32593;&39318;&21457;&32;&119;&119;&119;&46;&115;&97;&110;&103;&119;&117;&46;&110;&101;&116;
Chunxiang didn't know what to do when she saw that she was so sad, originally Murong Yichuan and Wanruo said that they would have dinner together, as if they went to the small kitchen to make a bowl of sugar cakes for Murong Yichuan, but now it looks like the effort is in vain.
"Haruka, would you be willing if I wanted you to leave here with me, to leave your sister?" As if she had been sad for a long time, perhaps because the tears had dried up, she slowly raised her head, and her red and swollen eyes fixed on Haruka's worried face.
Chunxiang was stunned for a moment, and instantly came to her senses, "As long as you are with Niangniang, Chunxiang can do anything, Niangniang is sad and confused, if you slam the door and leave here, where can you go." ”
Wanruo's heart trembled slightly, sighed, and muttered to himself; "Yes, where else can you go if you leave here, the whole world is not the king's land."
It was as if he lowered his head and was silent for a long time, and slowly raised his head again, "As long as you get out of here, Chunxiang, I've really had enough of the days of being pampered and losing favor, and I don't want him to continue to entangle with his wife and concubine, if I leave, everyone will have peace of mind." ”
If it weren't for the heartache that she didn't think of leaving, it was like leaving the palace with hatred because of Luoxia's frame, and now after so many entanglements, it seems that she no longer has the chic feeling that she could leave in a fit of anger, but if she endures it like this, she is afraid that she will be tortured to death by pain, she is not so tolerant after all, and she can't share her husband with others, and she can not care so much about Pan Saihou or Chai Ruiling, but Cao's makes Wanruo feel in danger, After sharing the bed with Murong Yichuan for so many years, it seems that he can feel that the man is really working hard for the Cao family. Rather than forcing him to stay by his side, it is better to let go and fulfill them, there is a kind of love called perfection, although this kind of love will make the person who chooses to fulfill it painful, but the most painful one is better than the pain of tearing for a long time.
"Chunxiang, let's pack up our baggage and leave the palace, and the palace gate will be locked if it's too late." Wanru slowly stood up, and then ran to his bedroom, every step was too hard, Chunxiang hurriedly stepped forward to support Wanruo, "Niangniang, we really have to go, what about the princess and His Royal Highness King Jin?" ”
The thought of his children's perseverance naturally wavered, "He will take care of our children, Haruka, don't say more." ”
It's like I'm afraid that my determination to make up my mind will collapse, after all, there are too many things in this palace that I can't let go.
Chunxiang didn't say much, and silently went back to her room to pack her baggage.
After about a stick of incense, she had already changed into the palace maid's clothes, as if she had packed her baggage, she only brought a few clothes, as well as pen, ink, paper, inkstone, and a few books she read daily, plus a piano.
"Niangniang, aren't we going to see the princess and His Royal Highness King Jin?" Haruka was a little hesitant when she saw Wanruo's footsteps, so she asked tentatively.
As if looking at the Sun Moon Xuan who had turned off the lights with infinite nostalgia, he said in a deep voice; "Forget it, don't be alarmed when they're asleep, I'm afraid I won't be able to bear to go again when I see them."
Chunxiang was puzzled when she saw that she was walking in the direction of Ziquan Palace, "Niangniang, this is not the way out of the palace." ”
In the face of Haruka's reminder, he ignored it and continued to move forward.
The lights of the Purple Spring Palace in front are still dim, as if standing under a plane tree not too far from the palace, silently looking at the little lights in the red window in front of him, and tears are once again flowing uncontrollably.
Haruka didn't know why she was here, but she believed that there was always a point, so Haruka silently accompanied her to stand under the plane tree.
After a long time, it seemed to retract his gaze from the flowing light, and then quietly said to Chunxiang. "I thought that I would really have a good relationship with him, but he still didn't show up after a stick of incense, so I also died, maybe when they were talking about the night rain in Bashan, how could they think of me, they should understand, it's time to go." After saying that, he left without hesitation, and Haruka followed closely behind.
As if He Chunxiang quietly left through the back door of the palace, they all carried the waist card of Zhaoyang Palace, and the guards were not easy to stop, so they were naturally released.
When he walked out of the deep palace, he breathed a long sigh of relief, looking at the starry sky as if he was a little dazed.
Chunxiang asked cautiously while helping Wanru to move forward, "Niangniang, where are we, why don't you go to my sister's place first?" ”
He was silent for a moment before he spoke, "It's okay, but you can't let Xifeng Lie know, and you need your sister to prepare a carriage to send us out of the city before the city gate is closed." ”
As soon as I heard that I was going to go out of the city, Chunxiang was a little worried, "Niangniang wants to go out of the city, but we don't have to go out of the city, if there is at least my sister and Shangguan's family in the capital, or the princess's mansion." ”
As if he shook his head, he said silently, "I want to go to Yunmeng Mountain to see the red jade, just take a look at it from a distance, and then go to Langya to find Sister Qiuxia." ”
If he knew that staying in the capital would not be able to truly separate from Murong Yichuan, and he would not taste the taste of loss, since he was leaving, he should go to the courtyard, the mountains and rivers were wide, and he would eventually have his own place.
Early the next morning, Murong Yichuan still went to the court as expected.
Just when Murong Yichuan was discussing with the ministers to go to Xijing Luoyang to inspect next month, the eunuch Dequan quietly came to the palace, "Your Majesty, the people of Zhaoyang Palace came to report that the queen mother is missing. Dequan whispered softly in Murong Yichuan's ear, but for Murong Yichuan, it was like a thunderbolt from the sky, but he didn't show any expression on his face, while instructing Dequan to look for it as soon as possible, and then continue the morning court.
After the dispersal of the dynasty, Murong Yichuan went straight to Zhaoyang Palace.
At this time, Xiao Qianxue pulled Xiao Yunkai into Murong Yichuan's arms and cried, "Father, the queen mother is gone, and the queen mother doesn't want us anymore." Murong Yichuan appeased his younger brother, and then called all the palace maids and eunuchs of Sun Moon Xuan in front of him, "How do you fools serve the queen, you don't know if you lose people." In the face of the emperor's anger, the eunuchs and palace maids were frightened one by one, and they kowtowed vigorously to admit their mistakes.
"Say, when did the queen disappear?" Murong Yichuan pointed to Cuicui, one of the personal palace maids, and asked sharply.
Cuicui replied tremblingly. "Return, go back to the emperor, last night Niangniang didn't let the slaves and maids serve, and left a Chunxiang by her side, and when the slaves and maids went to serve Niangniang in the morning, they found that Niangniang and Chunxiang were gone."
Murong Yichuan, who was furious, gave Cuicui a fierce kick, and then pointed at a kind of palace slave of Sun Moon Xuan and shouted; "If the queen has a slip of the way, I will not destroy your clan."
Murong Yichuan made three wills after Sun Yuexuan went crazy, the first was to block the news, and said that the queen would go to Lengcui'an to burn incense and restore it, the second will was to ask Shangguan Tianjue and Xifeng Lie to lead a team of people to quietly look for it, and the third will was to temporarily move Xiao Qianxue's sister and brother to live in Taiji Palace, and Cao Shuyuan would take care of the harem affairs for the time being.
Murong Yichuan never figured out why he didn't say goodbye to him in a good manner, he came to Sun Moon Xuan silently, the furnishings in the bedroom were the same, but he didn't see the beauty Yingxiao, when Murong Yichuan saw the guqin he gave her when she was like her birthday on the shelf, there was nothing else important, the phoenix seal on the dresser that symbolized his identity was lying quietly in the brocade box, the bead curtain was lightly placed, as if the person in the chain was sleeping, but when the bead curtain rolled, there was no one in front of him, and there was a green silk left on the dragon and phoenix pillow, Murong Yichuan silently pinched the green silk, looked down and saw that it was a Hua Fa, Murong Yi Chuan's play hurt slightly, she was only in her early twenties and gave birth to Hua Fa, how could it not be embarrassing.