Lin Qifan's short "Long Eating Meat Forest" eighty-two
Mo Jiujiu was happy before, although she was a little flustered, she was indeed happy, but she had been a little at a loss, she needed time to digest and accept, but she didn't expect Lin Qifan to be so calm, calm enough to let her choose, and she seemed to be very graceful to let her choose.
This qiē was too sudden, and suddenly the identities of the two were indirectly revealed, and even planned to make her pregnant earlier, but she also blamed herself for believing in him too much, and she also thought that she would always be together in the future, so she didn't think about taking diet pills afterwards, and after two months, her identity and status were revealed, and she was pregnant with his child.
This qiē seems to be Lin Qifan himself pushing forward, and she, from the beginning of the initiative, I don't know when she went to passive.
"Are you sealing your own way out?" Mo Jiujiu suddenly withdrew from his arms, took a step back, and looked at him seriously: "Lin Qifan, if you love me deeply, you can't have such an attitude at this time, and you can't say so calmly and let me choose, you have actually been forcing yourself, you use me, and even now you use the fact that I am pregnant to completely seal your retreat, isn't it?" ”
Lin Qifan frowned, as if he didn't understand why a woman could be like this because of a sentence.
"Do you not believe me, or do you not believe yourself?" He asked.
Mo Jiujiu took a deep breath, pinched the test sheet, and his heart was cold: "I don't believe in myself, okay?" ”
After that, turning around and about to leave, Lin Qifan stepped forward and grabbed her wrist: "For a long time!" The reason why I say this is actually in the hope that we can get married, but I also respect your ideas, and I don't want you to think that I am forcing or taking advantage of your pregnancy to make you have to marry me, I just don't understand, this is just a sentence, no more meaning, how can you think of this? ”
"Yes! Why do I think of this like a nervous flank! Mo Jiujiu has been enduring lawlessness for so long, and always believes that the two of them will always go on, so no matter what she finds in the middle or what is sad and sad, she can endure it as if nothing happened, live as usual, and smile every day as if she doesn't know anything.
She shook off his hand vigorously, and since she had reached this point, and he had inexplicably stabbed her with what he had just said.
She took a deep breath, tears rolling in her eyes but not wanting them to fall, and she said, "Why did I think of this? Lin Qifan, I know that a person has been like a person for more than ten years, guarding a person, this is a habit, I know you like me, but there are still many things in your heart that can't linger, you deliberately ignore those things that you can't put down and can't give up immediately, including when standing in front of me and Gu Yufei, your eyes are always staring at me, your eyes don't stay on Gu Yufei's body, this qiē seems to be nothing on the surface, are you really sure that when I chatted with her in the rest room, Did you rush to the rest room for me? In that case, Gu Yufei, who is about to give birth with a big belly, and me, who you have always regarded as a child's temper, who is more lethal? Who is more dangerous? Are you really worried about me? ”
Lin Qifan's hand on her wrist loosened and slowly withdrew his hand.
Mo Jiujiu took a step back and looked at him coldly: "Lin Qifan, you are a mature man, when you choose to be with me, I believe you like me, but I am a woman, I pretend not to feel it again and again, holding a smile again and again, I am waiting, I am waiting for the day when you forget it, I really think I can wait, until you will never be moved by anything about Gu Yufei, until you can calmly watch her conceive and give birth to someone else without turning her face away at a certain moment, Until you can actually throw away that dragon and phoenix bell hanging in your room! ”
Lin Qifan didn't refute, just looked at her very quietly.
"I really shouldn't go to the Lin family with you, I always thought that some things would really dissipate completely under the catalysis of time, if it weren't for the dragon and phoenix bell on your * head, I wouldn't be afraid because Gu Yufei and Gu Nancy went to the Gu family together, I thought you really threw away the bell, but before I left the Lin family, you and your uncle were talking downstairs, and the maid went upstairs to clean up the room, but the top of the mop in the servant's hand accidentally scraped the drawer in your study, the drawer opened, and everything inside fell out with the drawer."
Hearing Mo Jiujiu say this, Lin Qifan's eyes were already a little clearer, but he still didn't speak, just looked at her and listened to her.
"What do you suppose I saw in the stuff scattered all over the floor?" Mo Jiujiu stared at him with hazy tears, tears have been held in her eyes, and when she was about to fall, she raised her head, but she still didn't stop, the moment she closed her eyes, the tears slipped down with a snap, she frowned, as if she didn't want to say, when she said it, she would only be more cruel to herself, but she had already said this, and the words she had held back for a long, long time were about to make her not like herself.
"A photo album, a box, and a few bits and pieces. In the album are photos of Gu Yufei from a very young age to a few years ago, her smile, every moment of her, there is a date and a simple summary written by you under the photo, Lin Qifan, I know that you also have such a side because of that album, at least many years ago you also had such a side, infatuated guard, silently accompanied, more than ten years......"
"As I tried to ignore the pain in my heart from the album, the box opened out of curiosity, and it turned out that you had put the bell in the box and in the drawer."
Lin Qifan still just looked at her and didn't speak.
After Mo Jiujiu said this, he looked at him fixedly: "These things have been in my heart for a long time, but I would rather not see anything, those photo albums I can think of as things you put there in the past, but the bell, you put it together with the photo album, Lin Qifan, you sue me, is this practice put down?" Or are you forcing yourself to keep these dusty? Use my save zài to force you to have no way out. I think even your parents should know that some things in your place can't be completely thrown away all at once, right? I also want to get it, habits are always hard to break, but I believe in it again and again, until the sentence you just said......"
"I'd rather you say something, for a long time, we will get married soon, and I don't want to hear you say listen to my decision, Lin Qifan, because I love you, that's why I became so passive and forbearing, and buried everything in my heart, since you have been in the active position, you have always taken the initiative, don't let me expose you, but your heart betrayed you, for me, you are only responsible after all."
She said so much, but he never said a word, Mo Jiujiu looked at him disappointed: "Don't you even have an explanation?" ”
"Will you listen to my explanation? Will you believe my explanation? Lin Qifan finally spoke.
Mo Jiujiu suddenly found that it is not good to fall in love with a man who is too rational, at least he will not explain to you impulsively, but ask you first, whether you will listen to his explanation, whether you will believe it, so you don't even want to waste a superfluous word.
"Okay." She took a deep breath, even if she was leaving a little self-esteem for herself, facing Lin Qifan, who she loved deeply and was strong with herself every day, but there was still the shadow of another woman in her heart, she was defeated: "I just want to ask now, have you thought about my pregnancy a long time ago?" You didn't try to use any contraception, I should have thought of it. ”
Lin Qifan took a step towards her, Mo Jiujiu instinctively suddenly took a big step back, keeping a distance from him, seeing her like this, he stopped moving, and there was a touch of sternness between Qingjun's eyebrows: "Because I planned to marry you from the beginning, so I didn't deliberately contraception, I wanted to go with the flow, but at the moment when I knew that you were pregnant, I said let you decide, I wanted to hear what you mean, I want to know your thoughts about marriage and children, and I definitely didn't let you knock it off, I really didn't expect you to want to be crooked, I didn't expect that just one sentence could say all the things that you have held in your heart for so long......"
"I didn't expect that I could have such a delicate mind and be so forbearing, so that I always thought you were happy, why didn't you say it earlier? I can explain, but at least you have to give me a chance to explain. ”
Mo Jiujiu's expression was calm: "Okay, I'll listen to your explanation." ”
Her expression looked calm, and there was still fire in her voice after all, Lin Qifan stepped forward and was about to approach her, when suddenly, a voice came from behind her: "Yo, what's the situation?" ”
Jiujiu raised his eyes and looked behind him, only to see Qin Muyan and the big-bellied Gu Yufei walking from behind, Gu Yufei's voice also came, Gu Yufei asked with a smile: "Jiujiu?" How did you end up here? ”
This is the best gynecology hospital in Boston, Gu Yufei is about to give birth, it is normal to come here for prenatal checkups, but they are here, which is really curious.
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