I saw the cause and effect of the incident from the moment it happened, but I didn't say anything so that I wouldn't continue to make trouble.

I knew in my heart that it was useless for me to open my mouth.

There are more people in the group who are older than me, and if all of us can't do it, then I can't do anything about it, because it's no longer a situation where persuasion can be effective, but an explosion after a long period of pressure accumulation.

Some of the things that happened in Sensai Island have made me realize a lot and understand a lot, and I have been able to wake up from the unbridled illusion, and this incident of HL has deepened my feelings, that is, we writers, especially the same writers, who weave more virtual stories in the virtual world, no matter what it seems, our roots will not change, the soil on which we live will not change, and we will still be the existence called "reality".

Just like a person who has fallen into an illusory dream, once the sleeping body changes, the dream can no longer be done.

At...... In my final testimonial to the first volume, I briefly described why I wrote this book, and at that time, I said, "That's because of my love for this game." ”

Love indeed.

From the bottom of my heart, I want Yu-Gi-Oh to infect more and more people, I hope that more and more people will understand it and love it, and the ultimate goal of this book is the same, if possible, I hope that it can be sublimated into a belief in the world I have shaped.

But I'll add a little bit now:

The reason why there is a book "The Strongest Duel King", the core fuse, is actually that one afternoon, its future author saw a fanfiction called "Sacrifice My Festival".

Yes.

If she hadn't seen it, the author's mind would not have been able to turn into motivation, and she would probably never have imagined that she would be able to put into words the fantasies she had every night before going to bed, and she might never have seen the book "The Strongest Duel King".

So...... I was sad when I finally got the news that HL would be leaving.

The fruit that has borne fruit as a result of the "Temperance" has been 600,000 words, and the farmer has not had time to rejoice when he discovers that the tree that guided the fruit and brought the seed has withered.

It was an indescribably complex feeling...... Even at that moment, I felt the urge to close the pen.

But I eventually decided to keep writing.

Alice's family is more conflicted, which has actually been vaguely mentioned before. My parents divorced and frequent domestic violence made me tired of my studies at 14 years old, and I will never forget the scene when my mother hugged me and cried...... At that time, I was really like a puppet, I didn't want to do anything but passively accept the pain.

Nothing can be done either.

I missed high school, was sent to a spiritual place because of the silence of my junior high school, and when my junior high school classmates were laughing and laughing on campus, I could only count the pedestrians on the street through the iron fence, and I could only listen to the only two songs that I had long been tired of listening to in MP3s.

I know why - they were afraid of me killing myself.

So those of you who are familiar with "me now" don't have to wonder why I see a lot of things so openly, and why I am so stubborn about many things - because the guy sitting on the other side of your screen is really not a normal person (laughs).

The doctor must have wondered why I had suddenly become normal.

It's like a different person, work and rest, communication, eating, ...... A qiē is normal and can no longer be normal, and even in some respects it has reached a level that normal people can't reach.

They were very happy, so my discharge was officially on the agenda.

That day, all the doctors who knew about my situation congratulated me with a smile, and I responded to them with a smile one by one.

They thought I understood, like all children who suddenly open up in adolescence, sensible.

Only I understand that I just turned myself into a puppet.

I installed all the qiē.

Perfect acting skills, deceived everyone, just so that my mother stopped crying for me.

Maybe it's just a price, or maybe it's the darkest scar I can remember, but anyway, it's been carved and it's too deep to be saved.

Returning to school life, I should have enjoyed the best youth I deserved at that age.

That's what I thought at first, but after trying it a few times, I thought I was wrong.

For various reasons, I can't fall in love with anyone -- that's a more scientific explanation for people like me. But I know that my condition is more incorrigible than all the features of this pathology, that they are at least traceable, at least there is room for recovery.

I'm fundamentally ...... I can't love anyone, which can also be understood because I don't want to develop to that kind of Cheng at all, and I don't want to repeat the mistakes of my parents.

The moment I think of it, I will independently deduce all the possible directions of its future development, in the words of the game, "a qiē branch plot is under control", and as soon as I think of this, I no longer have any interest in continuing, only tiredness and numbness remain in my heart, I know that it is just a future I imagined, not real, but I just can't accept any relationship.

But what...... The loss of this gem does not mean that I am sad. That part of the emotion will be transformed by me and given to my relatives, my dear friends, the world I have created, and the beings in this world.

I've been in the dark for a while, so it can't knock me down or shake my will completely for the time being, and I'll keep writing...... Although it is still a rigid weekly update, I will not stop unless the plane crashes or the three fats call.

I'm Alice.

This is my experience.

I hope it will inspire more people to understand that the ordeal in front of them is nothing, that there will be a way, that there will be a way out, that the long dark night will pass, and that the warm sunshine will eventually come.

HL is not a sealed pen, nor is it TJ, she just woke up from her dream temporarily.

I'm not going to say goodbye.

Because we'll see you again.

"Definitely".

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