312 Let Me Hug (Ask for a Gold Medal)
Zhang Jiaqi knew that she was going to travel, wished her a smooth journey, the two little sisters had dinner together, Zhang Jiaqi also gave her a shopping list, and asked her to help buy things in Switzerland, Gu Xiangyi looked at the long shopping list, raised her eyebrows slightly, incredible, this girl's shopping ** is really not small.
Gu Xiangyi accepted her shopping list, and Zhang Jiaqi said regretfully, "It's a pity that I didn't fall out of love, otherwise I would accompany you on a trip to form a lovelorn duo." ”
"When I come back, we'll pick a time to travel together when we have time, okay?"
"Yes, we'll go to Africa during the summer vacation."
"Okay." Gu Xiangyi said with a smile.
After eating, she walked to the cold street alone, Gu Xiangyi was like hiding a piece of ice in her heart, which could not be melted, going to travel and distracting her mind was actually a kind of escape, she couldn't bear it, and stayed in the city any longer. As soon as I looked up, it was an advertisement for GK, and I saw the GK logo everywhere, and Rong Shao's shadow was everywhere, just like she was walking on the street, as if she was surrounded by him.
She seemed to have hallucinations, always feeling that he was by her side and never left. Gu Xiangyi understood that she was deceiving herself, but this beautiful wrongful injustice made her continue to deceive herself, the former mountain alliance and sea oath came to naught, and the happiness of the past dissipated in the cold air.
She was inexplicably a little sad, to be honest, this time she broke up, she was really dead, she didn't want to mention emotional matters again, and she didn't want to touch a relationship again, but she didn't hate Rong Xigu, and she didn't blame him. Thinking of him, more, is still distressed. He knew that Rong Xi Guti broke up, and he was forced to do so, he had his own responsibilities, he had to take care of his mother, no matter what, he couldn't leave his mother alone.
Because of her mother's relationship, his mother couldn't accept her no matter what, Gu Xiangyi knew in her heart that even if Rong Shao fought again, Rong Rong was unwilling, and she was stimulated all the time, and it was not good for her health, Rong Shao could only choose one person and give up one person between her mother and her.
Therefore, she doesn't blame Rong Shao for abandoning her and choosing her mother.
Comparing her heart to her heart, if she has a son in the future, and her son falls in love with someone she can't accept, she also hopes that her son chooses her instead of a woman who has nothing to do with it, which is human nature.
Empathy in everything will always make you easy to tolerate others.
What she couldn't accept was Rong Rong's mean words and the check.
He can give her a plane ticket, let her go on a trip, and let her relax, this is his kindness, he also knows her wishes, understands her thoughts, but the check is malicious, with an attack, and tramples a woman's true feelings and love, self-esteem and pride, under her feet, and ravages her fiercely.
That's what hurts her heart the most.
Suddenly, she saw Rong Shao standing in front of her, Gu Xiangyi stopped, she laughed at herself, she hallucinated again, thinking that he was by his side, it must be an illusion, how could Rong Shao be here.
She said never to meet again.
The hallucination was getting closer and closer, she smelled a familiar smell, Gu Xiangyi was sure, this was not an illusion, the hallucination would not be so clear, it would not have such a real aroma, her heart was like being stabbed by something.
"What a coincidence." Gu Xiangyi greeted first, Rong Shao looked at her, his eyes were heavy, reflecting the bright street lamp, and he didn't speak, as if he had a thousand words, but he couldn't say it, Gu Xiangyi smiled, and didn't force him to say a good thing.
She crossed him and wanted to leave, but Rong Shao suddenly grabbed her arm and hugged her in her arms hard, that kind of strength, so heavy that it seemed to crush her bones, Gu Xiangyi was startled and struggled in a hurry, but Rong Shao hugged him hard, but he didn't want to let go.
If you don't let go, you just don't let go.
Gu Xiangyi struggled angrily, but finally stopped, helplessly letting him hold him, "What do you want?" ”
"Let me give me a hug." Rong Shao said softly, "Xiangyi, let me hug it." ”
Gu Xiangyi's tears suddenly welled up, you don't want me anymore.
He hugged him for a long time before letting go, Rong Shao looked at her, Gu Xiangyi looked at his eyes seriously, and there was also some ruddy, Gu Xiangyi's heart was like a knife, since it was so painful, why did we give up on each other?
"I'm going to Switzerland." In order to get away from this pain, Gu Xiangyi said coldly, "The ticket you sent, I will travel and relax as you wish." ”
"I know." In the past few days, he has been following her, knowing her whereabouts, and also knowing that she is going on a trip, he is very happy, Gu Xiangyi can go out for a walk and relax, maybe it won't be too sad.
It's just that he can't let go alone.
He wanted to promise Gu Xiangyi something, but he couldn't do it, he couldn't say it, and after Gu Xiangyi lost a child, he lost all his courage and couldn't say what she wanted to say.
"Rong Shao, we ...... It's over. Gu Xiangyi looked at him, "I know, you are unwilling, and I am not reconciled, but after all, it's over, you have nothing to do with me, and I bless you, please don't appear in front of me again in the future, I will forget you and start again." ”
She knows that she can't love another person anymore, at least, she won't love another person like Ai Rongshao.
That's all she can say, it's good for each other.
"Xiangyi, when you come back from your trip, I ......" I will solve it and will not break your heart again, she can only go for a while before he can deal with his mother's affairs, but he can't talk to Gu Xiangyi yet.
Gu Xiangyi smiled faintly, and suddenly asked, "Rong Xi Gu, let me ask you, why do you want to ...... Suddenly mention breaking up? What did your mother say to you? ”
Gu Xiangyi has been with him for a while, not to mention that he knows him very well, but he knows very well what he is like, Ye Feimo asked, Gu Xiangyi also asked, he didn't exclude everyone from his heart.
There are still people who are willing to understand him.
"Didn't say anything." Rong Shao said, "Breaking up is my idea, I can't hurt my mother anymore, if I don't break up with you, I will lose her, Xiangyi, she has suffered too much in this life, I can't make her uncomfortable anymore." ”
"I understand, since that's the case, there's nothing to say." Gu Xiangyi said coldly, "Me and you, we have nothing to say, I'll see you on tomorrow's plane." ”
Rong Shao looked at her back silently, of course he knew about her plane tomorrow, he had checked the ticket, Rong Rong also wanted to go back tomorrow and take him and June back for the wedding, he couldn't agree.
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